Endless Tommorrow Not There
It's like an endless circle
I want this
It's not there
My search continues
It's all the same
And I've been here before
So why must I always return
To the same standstill?
It's a waste of my time
To continue in this
But I don't know how to break free
Old desires acquire new names
To fool my heart into a change
But all I ever want
Is one worthy of my attentions
And one man enough to return them
It seems like there's no one for me
No one out there that -
That wants me for me
And enjoys my crazy moments
And loves my love of life
And needs my attentions
And stands on their own two feet
And this one has been never coming
For so damn long
That I feel as though I'll never have it
Never have a one worth me
And I want to be worth him
And I want a life where I'm not alone
And most of all, I just want
This love and this life
To be shared w/
His love and his life
I want his joys, his triumphs
I want him to feel my sorrows and my pain
I want to be in this w/ another
B/c it's hard and it's wonderful
And this is my life worth living
Will you please just see me and know me -
~As this girl full of dreams
For tommorrows never coming?~