I'm so tired of this
You've disappointed me
Again
And it HURTS
I'm upset
But I'm not mad
B/c I can't be mad at you
I'm sad and these tears
These hot rivers slipping down my cheeks
These sobbing breaths
This endless wail 'Why?'
This is b/c of you
You've caused me this pain
You've hurt me
So deeply
Not all cuts heal
I still love you
That will never change
But right now -
You are despised