MY LIFE
Mood:  sad
I truly don't like my job. I do nothing but sit in a cold dark room and look at a screen with some pale green objects and a green line that moves around in a circle.
I would leave my job but I'm contracted for another 3 years to do it. The worst thing about it is that if I'm not doing that, its just sit around until there's work to do and lots of training on bull shit stuff that they would never let you do.
My boyfriend isn't here and that's like the only person that keeps me sane. I love him.
More about this job. I signed up for it on October 31, 2002. I didn't start til Oct. 22, 2003. At first. I had to go to school for it. It was okay. Once I got to my actual job( which they call first command) it sucked.
Being a female going to a ship, Other females aren't going to like you all that much. They hated me for being cute and having a nice ass. They find new females a threat to there exsisting relationships. I really didn't care.
It got to the point where they started trying to get me in trouble. I kept everything in, but one day I just couldn't hold anything in so I got in alot of trouble. Fuck those bitches, that's what I told them.
This one female would talk shit behind my back so much that one day I told her to grow some balls and say the shit in my face. She still didn't. Then i just so happened to be walking around the corner when she was talking about me, I just grabbed her by her little bitty head and told her if I every hear you saying something about me behind my back I'll fuck you up. I got in alot of trouble cause she was higher ranking. But she didn't say nothing else.
These people here think your a puh-over if you don't say anything back but as soon as you do you get in trouble for disrespect. Whatever you do, if you have a short temper, don't like being involved with people, and just not a people person all together don't and I repeat DON'T JOIN THE MILITARY.