TEMPTED----------DAY 1
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: ONLY YOU
I feel bad. A old flame resurfaced. BUt not really. I was with this guy before I was with my boyfriend but it didn't work out between me and him. We were still friends but I always kept conversation at a minimum.
Its hard now because I work with him. They moved me to the same collateral as he so now we work side by side. I miss my boyfriend so much and they always reminded me of each other. A LITTLE BIT. As far as how easy it was to talk to them and how they would just take my mind off of everything.
I don't want to do anything with this guy but my old feelings are starting to come back. I love my man so much and wouldn't want to do anything behind his back or cheat on him in any way. I'm about to cry now. I hate being tempted. I love and care about him so I shouldn't even have any feelings like this, but just the little things he does like if I'm walking pass he'll come and grab my hand or lift my face and ask what's wrong.
And for no reason just coming up to me and hugging me. That's things my man did and now he's not here and I'm missing everything he has done. I don't need to be here and feeling like this. He's truely my heart and my everything. I don't know what i would do without him. I want to kiss him like now. feel his lips on me, my chest, my neck.
I want to rub on his chest and stomach kissing softly as I touch every spot. Then I love going down on him. He twitches and he try to play it off like it ain't shit but his toes start curling up. Then when he's driving like on long trips. Its so fun to do it then cause no matter how much he wants to fuck me he can't because he's driving.
The shit he says when I do that turns me on and I just don't want to stop. No matter how much my jaw hurts. I love pleasing my man. And every reaction he has to what ever I do is just a turn on. Then his juices are so damn sweet sometimes. Just having them on my lips makes me moist. Just talking about it makes me horney. Thinking about these things make me think about the other guy.
He didn't have it like my man has it. I didn't share myself or do as much for his as my man. He didn't deserve it then and doesn't deserve it now. So why am I trippin about him trying to get back with me. Fuck him. I got a man that I would fuckin kill for, damn die for, I'll do anything for my man.
Fuck everybody else They don't mean shit to me. Neway. I had a dream it was so good. Neway, back on the other things. I love his dick in my mouth. The taste, the texture, the feeling, the fact that HIS dick is going in and out of my mouth, damn he got a big dick. I never told him that, but he does. Oh shit.
His dick is really big for him to be a slim guy. And then on top of that, the way he works it. is like damn, oh shit baby fuck the shit out of me type sex. AAAAAAHHHHHHHH, I feel like screaming. But one thing he don't do is bust on me. I want him to just fuck the shit out of me one day then just fuckin nutt all on my face and chest everywhere.
I want him to hold me down and fuck me till I fuckin scream so the damn neighbors fuckin hear it. I would like him to fuck me in the ass but his dick is tooooooo big. That shit hurt. But for one day to just try and take it slow and then slide it in And fuck my ass the same way he fucks my mouth and pussy.
He don't even have to go down on me. Its okay but its nothing to get addicted on. I like how he trys to keep a straight face but he gets this line in his forhead like right down the middle. Then the way he licks his lips. OH shit when I'm on top its like damn baby you're fine as shit.
You're sexy as hell. You are everyday but I never tell you cause it goes to your head. But damn you are. In and out the bed. You have a nice ass body too. One of these days I want to just lick you all over your body and if you say anything about me kissin your ass or lickin it cause I'm going to do that too baby.

I love you baby don't ever forget that. Many guys will try to take me from you but just know that no matter what you got me. Every fuckin thing about me.. All this shit belongs to you.