MY LAST CRY
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: NOT GOIN' CRY -MARY J. BLIGE
Today Steelers beat Redskins. I just watched the last 4 minutes of the game. I felt kinda bad watching it without him. I still miss him like crazy. He gets out this Friday and has to go to TPU. I'll hopefully be there too but he might not even think about that at first and he might leave. Oh my god, I want my baby. Alot of times I want to cry, Like right now but can't cause I've just about ran out of tears. I want my baby. In my arms like now. I had a dream and I think I'm going to make that dream come true. It was a very good dream. Oh shit, it was agood dream. He might mess up everything. Soon as I get off restriction, I go on leave. But I don't think I'm going anywhere this time I might not even take leave. I really need to look for a place and Get evrything set up. i already have some things picked out so on my time off I'll go and see it and talk to the people.