Married Love

It is now the last day of January, Kevin had taken her to Kentucky for Thanksgiving and for Christmas, to be with his family, as she has none of her own any longer. As Kala never really had a mother she and Mrs. Richardson adore one another. Kala took over much of the basic housekeeping, and she prepared meals, but she never emptied the dishwasher, because she was certain that Mrs. Richardson had her own system of where things went and she didn’t want to disrupt that.

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            It is the first date of their latest tour; I am sitting in the front row waiting for the boys to start the show. I am talking to fans and have to chuckle to myself whenever I hear them talking about the boys as if they are possessions. Little do they know that all the boys have girlfriends, except for Kevin and Howie. Howie’s girlfriend left him for some unknown reason, leaving him a note when he got home, asking him not to look her up, and not to try and find her. She had been pretending to love him for the publicity, and he was so sweet, that she just couldn’t bear to lie to him anymore.

            Kevin and I got married earlier today, but no one in the company other than the boys, their girlfriends, and the security guards know about it at the moment. Kevin told me that he is disappointed that their first concert of the world tour is that evening, but I am psyched to see Kevin perform that night. I am also excited about joining Kevin on the road for four months. When I went back to work after my father’s death I worked extremely hard and was very successful, so I decided that I could easily run the company from anywhere with my laptop computer. I took these four months so that I could join Kevin. The boys are kicking the tour off in the home city of Orlando, but we are all leaving for Germany the next day. As a wedding gift to Kevin, I rented my house and land up in Maryland, and bought an estate, which is easily twice the size of the one in Maryland, so I now reside in Orlando as well. Actually, I have vacation properties all over the world and they will be made use of at every opportunity possible on the tour. I have not traveled out of North America in some time, so I am excited about the prospect of seeing how the outside world has changed since I last saw it.

            Finally the house lights go out and the boys are rising from the floor. I am expecting a lot of screaming, but am not prepared for what I hear. I am sure I will be deaf by the time the night is over. I wonder how they can hear themselves sing when I can’t even hear myself think. They all run to the front of the stage and Kevin stops in front of me and performs to me like I am the only person in the audience. The rest of the girlfriends are backstage because they have already seen the boys rehearse the show several times. Since I have been working so hard, I never was able to make it.

            Two hours later, the concert is over and everyone is leaving the stadium. I was instructed to stay in my seat until a security guard came out and escorted me backstage. Even though I had been a fan prior to meeting Kevin, I had never been to a concert of theirs with the exception of the one I attended the night that my father died. I am very impressed with this display, and I am further grateful that my company backed their tour. They certainly put on a good show.

            As I sit here, I wonder what Kevin has planned. He always has something up his sleeve and I learned very quickly that Kevin had been a very attentive fiancé. He had flowers delivered to my office on a regular basis, just to let me know that he was missing me, and he even brought lunch to my work on occasion when he knew I didn’t have any time to get away for lunch.

            My thoughts are interrupted, when the security guard, Shane comes and gets me from my seat. Kevin is waiting for me at the VIP entrance. I congratulate him on the great show and give him a very thought, provoking kiss. We linger at the door for a few minutes. I assume the boys are in the middle of the meet and greet and Kevin wants a few minutes alone before he goes back in.

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            Kevin has been told that the other four guys have a surprise waiting back at the house for the brand new couple, so Kevin is left with thinking up a way to keep her occupied for a few minutes while everyone finishes with the preparations. Brian says that he will page Kevin when it is safe for them to come back home.   Kevin gets the page and finally takes Kala’s hand and she just follows him since she has never done this before.

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            Kevin is the expert I think to myself. We leave the arena and go back to our house, I could have sworn that I had left the lights on in the house, but it is dark when we arrive. We walk into the dark foyer. I go back to the door to find the light switch, and of course I am surprised when I flick it on and everyone in the room screams, “Congratulations!”

            I could almost kill Kevin, because he knows I never like to make a big deal out of things, but I certainly do appreciate everything that Kevin does. I turn towards Kevin and while I flash him a “you’re dead” look; I put my arms around Kevin. I am once again reminded of what a great person Kevin is, but I am still going to get him back for this, the only question now is how to do it.

            “How long did this take to plan?” I ask.

            “I didn’t plan anything,” he says. “This is all the other four of them over there.”

I am shocked. We slowly make our way around the room. Kevin never leaves my side the whole night. He is well aware of the fact that I haven't met most of the staff and band members before, and I am often shy of new people.

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            It is confirmed in Kevin's mind that Kala will get along beautifully with everyone. Not that he was ever worried, but we are going to be spending a lot of time with them over the next four months. Half way through the party, Kevin starts tuning out and is paying attention to Kala as she mingles with everyone. He thanks God for making their parents friends. He is also anxious for the party to end, so that they can get upstairs.

            Kevin asks his four friends just how much everyone knows about himself and Kala. The guys tell him that everyone knows that they are a couple. He knows that he will have to tell everyone just how close he and Kala really are.

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            He takes me aside for a moment and asks me if it will be all right with me and I reply that I’d rather let these people and his fans know officially that he is married, so that rumors don’t start flying. I smile and nod to him, giving him a quick kiss on the cheek. The company all drifts into the party room in my house, the servants serve champagne and Kevin says, “Excuse me, may I have everyone’s attention please?” Kevin is instantly given everyone’s undivided attention.

            “I have an announcement, tonight I would like to inform everybody, as of a month ago, I had the pleasure of taking a fiancé, and as of early this afternoon, I have a wife,” he says. Everyone is stunned into silence. Then a cheer breaks out amongst everybody. Kevin gently takes my hand with the rings on it and holds it up for everyone to see. The party starts to break up around twelve thirty that morning and I insist that everyone stay the night at the house, which arrangements have already been made for.

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            Kevin is desperate to show Kala how much he loves her. He is finding it more and more difficult to control himself when they are alone together and finally he knows that he no longer has to worry about that, too much.

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            Once we make it to our new room, I decide that I have made Kevin wait long enough. I love him dearly and am so appreciative of the fact that Kevin has been so supportive. I am well aware of the fact that Kevin becomes more and more aroused whenever we start fooling around. He holds me close and I can feel him, very well, Kevin forces himself to leave the warm embrace and go get a shower.

            Kevin has just gone into the shower, and I decide that I want to surprise him. So I get undressed and take a deep breath as I open the door to the bathroom. I step into the shower, and peek around the corner of the outer shower wall and can see Kevin's naked body.  I can tell that Kevin is very beautiful. When I quietly walk up behind Kevin he has his head under the stream of water. I get a glance at his beautifully well-built body I inhale slightly at the sight of what has been hidden solely under his shirt. Kevin turns around, and sees me standing there and pulls me into the shower. We both take a few seconds to take in the view in front of us. If I had known what was hidden under those clothes, Kevin would have has his way with me a lot sooner. So I am grateful that I didn’t know what was under them until now, for now the pleasure that we give each other will be unadulterated and will not give me a conscience attack.

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            Kevin stops on the spot as he is looking at her standing in front of him. He feels like he has died and gone to heaven, and he has an angel standing in front of him. He forgets why he is in the shower, as he reaches out and brings Kala closer to him. The sight and feel of her naked body against his body is almost too much for him. He slowly lowers his lips onto Kala’s and kisses her passionately. She puts her arms around his body and he brings his hand up and cups her breast in his hand. She moans as Kevin takes her nipple in between his fingers.

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            I have always wanted to wash a man in the shower so this is my opportunity. I reach for the shampoo and put some in the palm of my hand. I reach up and start to slowly massage the shampoo into Kevin's hair. Once he has thoroughly washed it out, I shampoo his hair again and then put conditioner in it. After which I take the bar of soap and start lathering it up. I start washing his chest and back, then his arms and legs. I lather my hands up once again and take Kevin's aroused member in my hands. Kevin reaches out and places his hands on my shoulders for support. He moans as I start slowly pumping my hands on Kevin's part. Kevin allows me to continue for a few minutes until he can’t take it anymore. He quickly rinses all the soap off and gets the conditioner out of his hair. He turns the shower off and he wraps me in a towel and dries me off. While I dry my hair and then go into the other room, Kevin dries himself off.

            Kevin walks up behind me as I stand at the window, still wrapped in the towel, my hair silky, smooth and dry, wondering what the rest of the night will show, and hoping that there are no problems. He puts his hands on my waist and softly kisses my exposed neck, I jump slightly at the kiss, turning around to face Kevin quickly, he doesn’t seem to notice the look of slight alarm on my face, I know that now he is only thinking of what is to come next. Kevin lifts me up, and the towel falls to the floor and carries me over to the king sized bed in the middle of the room. I put my arms around his neck to help steady myself, I am scared of Kevin now, and he doesn’t seem to notice. He places me on the bed and places himself on top of me. He starts kissing me on the lips, but slowly makes his way down to my breasts and then to my most sensitive area. I gently push Kevin’s mouth away from me there before he can kiss me; I squirm away from him and whimper. Kevin sits up and looks at me with a confused expression.

             “What’s the matter?” he asks me sweetly as he strokes my hair.

            “I don’t like the idea of you doing that to me,” I say.

            “Why not?” he asks as he lies beside me.

            “I just don’t like the idea of being touched there, that’s all,” I say.

            “Oh, you poor thing. Kala, Darling, we’re married now, you’re going to have to get used to being touched there sooner or later,” he says to her. “Does it hurt when you’re touched?” he asks. I shake my head and look at him sadly. “Hm, let’s just take this nice and slow, you have had a very traumatic experience with sexual contact, so I can see how this would terrify you more than a normal woman,” he says as he holds me close. “Close your eyes, and let me take care of you, okay?” I look at him quizzically for a moment, and then shut my eyes lightly. He takes my nipple in his fingers and feels it harden beneath his touch. He starts kissing my lips, and my face and my ear and neck. He slowly touches my body, with his fingers, finding each of my pleasure points. He very slowly and very carefully lets his fingers make their way down to the trouble spot. I instantly tense up when I feel Kevin's fingers touch my most sensitive mound. I try to squirm away, but Kevin holds me gently as he tries to soothe me, verbally. I am able to hold off for a few seconds before I start trembling under his touch.

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            He perceives the trembling as pleasureful, not fearful. In his mind he continues to please her like that for several more minutes, until he feels as though she is silently begging him to make love to her. He slowly lets his hand make its way up her body and then he positions himself at her opening.          

            Kevin senses her fear, he thinks that it’s natural for a woman to be a little scared of her husband on their wedding night, and so he takes it nice and easy. She squirms and cries when her body breaks apart. Kevin thinks that Kala’s just still anxious and that her fear is coming out, so he holds onto her tightly and soothes her with his voice, telling her that that is the worst of it, and that she’ll never feel fear of being with him again. He is unaware that Jason hadn’t broken her body, so he never imagines that the crying is spawning from the pain of her body breaking. Once he has fully entered her, he gives her some time to adjust to his size.

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            I am scared as he begins to enter me, because he is very well endowed and I have never been with a man before, not even Jason had gone so far as to break through the natural barrier in my body to fully rape me, with his fingers or anything else.

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            Once he feels her loosen up in his arms, he starts to thrust slowly. Kevin can feel himself touch her cervix as he thrusts in and out. After a few minutes, Kevin picks up the pace. Kala soon can feel herself relaxing emotionally, she begins enjoying the feeling a little bit, but she never completely looses the fact that she is hurting. Feeling her body tighten around him brings Kevin over the edge and he thrusts harder as he climaxes. Kala never feels anything other than moderate arousal.

            Kevin rolls off of Kala’s body and brings her into his arms. He never felt as content as he does at that moment. He can’t wait until they leave the next morning for Germany. He is looking forward to having her with him. His life is now complete; he has a career that he thought he would only dream about and now to balance out his life, he has Kala, his wife. He thinks for sure that Kala is reading his mind, when she looks up at him and says, “I love you, Kevin.” She tells him this to calm him mind, and cover the fact that she isn’t happy with the way what just happened feels, even now she still feels pain.

            Those are the words that Kevin has been waiting to hear. Kevin is overwhelmed with emotions, but he does manage to whisper back, “I love you too, Kala.”

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            I reach up and wipe away the lone tear that is falling down Kevin's cheek. He has always been a very emotional person. I like that because it shows that he is human. But I am unable to hide my own tears from him.

            He holds me close in his arms, and it takes no time at all for him to realize that the tears aren’t those of joy. “What’s the matter?” he asks.

            “Don’t worry about it,” I say, trying to spare my husband from the truth of what I have just felt.

            “No, those aren’t tears of joy, my dear, you’re upset,” he says to me. “Did I do something wrong?”

            “No, of course not, I mean, I guess not. I hear that it’s pretty much inevitable, so no, you did nothing wrong,” I say, as I turn away from him.

            “Kala, Darling, please,” he pleads

            “Look at yourself,” I say to him.

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            He does and is surprised to find traces of red on himself and on the bed sheet. Now he realizes that Jason hadn’t broken her body apart when he did what he did to her. Kevin originally thought that Jason had broken Kala in such a way; he realizes what she must have felt while he was feeling such extreme pleasure.

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            I turn around and let him take me into his arms and Kevin just coos softly to me, apologizing to me for not thinking of me. He promises himself and her at that moment that he will never be neglectful of his wife’s needs in bed again.

            I soothe him and tell him that I should have told him before. I rest my head on his chest and even though I still feel discomfort, I know that nothing can help it. So instead of becoming upset about it, and upsetting Kevin about it, I allow myself to be won over from the pain by the feeling that Kevin's arms are made for me, as I lay there encased in their warmth and strength.