Of the End

            Kevin is taken in an ambulance to just outside the estate grounds. He’s in no danger and he just prays silently that everything goes all right. The attack begins and as it is so early the guards at the house don’t know what’s going on until it’s much too late. The helicopters land, the troops are deployed, and Jason is brought out, in chains. The ambulance rushes in and Kala is brought inside of it.  “Kala, Darling, it’s me, Kevin, wake up, Darling,” he says.

            “I gave her a strong sleeping medicine last night, she’ll be asleep like this for several more hours, it’s much better for her this way,” the nurse says. “If she had been awake she would have been wild with fear and terror, this way she can be transported with great ease and minimal stress on her body and mind.”

            “Okay, and you say that she’ll come around in a few hours?” Kevin asks.

            “Yes, she’ll be just fine, we’re keeping a close watch over her, also in this state she will feel no pain,” the nurse says to assure Kevin that his wife is perfectly safe from danger. The ride to the hospital is a short one indeed. Kevin sees Kala placed comfortably in a private room. So he sits down in a chair and just watches over her for a moment or two. Then he picks up the phone and calls down to Florida.

            “Mom?” Kevin asks as the phone is picked up at his house.

            “Kevin, thank goodness, hang on a moment,” Anne says. “Okay, can you hear me?” she asks.

            “Yes, but it sounds like you’re in a cave,” Kevin says.

            “I have you on the speaker phone, the staff and your friends are gathered here. So what’s going on up there?” Anne asks.

            “Kala’s been recovered and there are no casualties,” Kevin says.

            “Wonderful, how’s she doing?” Anne asks.

            “She’s asleep right now, actually, she was given as sleeping drug by her doctor at Jason’s place so that she wouldn’t panic if she heard the choppers or the guns or anything,” Kevin says. “So right now, I’m just waiting for the stuff to wear off of her.”

            “Okay, well, call back when she wakes,” Anne says.

            “As soon as we’re able, I’m going to have her transferred to a Florida hospital,” he says.

            “Good idea, well we’ll all talk to you later then,” Anne says.

            “Okay, bye, Mom,” Kevin says as he hangs the phone up.

            There is a soft knock at the door, “Come in,” Kevin calls.

            “Mr. Richardson? My name is Nancy Penel, I wouldn’t normally do this, but I saw you and your wife come in, I know that this is a hard time for you, but could you please come and see my niece? She’s in the Children’s Ward, and in need of some encouragement,” she says.

            Kevin looks over at his wife, the many bruises and cuts on her body are bandaged up, but she is sleeping peacefully and pain-free, he knows that there’s nothing that he can do for her, and she won’t wake for some time yet. “I’d be glad to,” Kevin says. “Show me the way,” he says.

            “Oh, thank you, thank you so much, you have no idea how much this will mean to her,” Nancy says.

            She leads Kevin to the Children’s Ward, but Kevin loses sight of her for a moment and can’t seem to find her anywhere at all. It doesn’t matter, as he finds himself standing right in front of Anne Penel’s door. He knocks softly on the door, and when no reply comes he carefully enters the room. He comes face to face with an uncomfortably familiar scene. A nun, who is quietly crying, is holding a little girl close.

            The girl lifts her head up and looks to the opening door and sees Kevin standing in it. “Oh, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to intrude,” Kevin says as he starts to leave the room.

             “There’s no intrusion,” the nun says, not even looking up at Kevin.

            “Sister Janet look,” the girl says. “God did answer my prayer.”

            The nun looks up at Kevin in astonishment. Kevin walks toward the little girl and smiles gently; she is so thin that Kevin is scared to ask what the problem with her is. He pushes his fear and discomfort aside. He looks down gently at the little girl. The nun whispers something to the little girl, who smiles with a nod. Then the girl’s watcher gets up and leaves the room

            “Hi,” he says as he sits down in another chair beside the little girl’s bed.

            “Hello,” she replies, her face beaming with happiness.

             “What’s your name?” Kevin asks sweetly.

            “My name is Ann,” she says.

             “Really?” Kevin asks her gently.

            “Yes. Why does that seem strange to you?” the girl asks.

            “That’s my mother’s name,” he says.

            “Oh,” the little girl says with wide eyes.

            “How old are you, Ann?” Kevin asks.

            “I’m almost seven,” she replies sadly.

            “What happened?” Kevin asks gently.

             “Cancer,” the girl replies.

            Kevin is expecting such an answer, but it still catches him in a painful spot. A lone tear forms in his eye and slides down his cheek. He closes his eyes for a moment to let it fall, he feels a tiny and gentle hand reach up and softly brush it away. He looks and sees that it is Ann’s hand that does this act of love.

            “Why do you cry?” she asks.

             “You’re so young,” Kevin says.

            “Yes, I am young, but I will be going home soon,” she says.

             “Really?” Kevin asks with some happiness in his voice.

            “Yes,” she says. “I’ll be with my father,” she says.

            “Is your father at work?” he asks.

            “Yes,” she says.

            “But he comes to see you, doesn’t he?” Kevin asks.

            “My father is always watching over me,” she says. “He is the one who takes the pain away,” she says. “He’s the one that is going to cure me.”

            “Oh, is he a doctor?” Kevin asks.

            “Yes,” Ann says. “He is the one who teaches me, he and my brother are the ones who save me.”

            “When will you be going home?” Kevin asks the little child.

            “Um, sometime today, I think,” Ann replies.

            “Really, that soon? That’s terrific,” Kevin says. “Did your doctor come in and tell you that you’d be leaving today?”

            “Nope, an older man and a young lady did,” she says.

            This confuses Kevin slightly, so he decides to change the subject, “Ann, why don’t you and I do something together.”

            “What should we do?” she asks.

            “What would you like to do?” Kevin asks.

            “Would you hold me close to you, please?” she asks.

            “Sure,” he says.

             “Okay,” she agrees. Kevin holds Ann close to himself and she snuggles right up against him. He loves the feel of her tiny body up against his own body, he wishes that he could become a father and have a child who does this to him all the time. She drifts off to sleep in his arms. A nurse comes in with several needles and tubes to draw the girl’s blood with. Kevin knows how to hold a child who needs their blood drawn. He holds her carefully and she doesn’t wake as her blood is drawn. A half an hour later, the nurse comes back in with more tubes to collect blood.

             “What’s the matter?” Kevin asks her.

            “More tests have been ordered, they think there was a mix up at the lab,” she whispers as the child is still sleeping peacefully in Kevin’s arms. She wakes as the needle is coming out of her arm.

             “What’s going on?” she asks.

            “It’s okay, Ann, just some routine blood-work,” Kevin says as he holds her tightly in his arms.

             “Okay,” she says, somewhat uncertainly.

            “Hey, Ann, everything’s going to be fine,” Kevin says as he gives her an extra tight hug.

            “If you say so,” she says as she falls asleep in Kevin’s arms again. He is grateful that she seems so comfortable with him. The nun who was with Ann when Kevin showed up comes back into the room with a doctor and a nurse; she is smiling as she enters the room. She takes Ann from Kevin’s arms and wakes the little girl very gently.

            “What is it Sister Janet? I was just talking to Father,” she says. “Why did you wake me?”

            “The cancer, it’s gone,” she says.

            “I could have told you that,” Ann says as she turns to Kevin and hugs him as tightly as she can.

            “Did I just miss something?” Kevin asks.

            “Your father says hello, and that he is so proud of all that you have done with your life. He also told me to tell you that you made the right decision to marry Kala,” Ann says. “And, when you see him, please tell Howie that his sister says hello, and that she knows that he tried to see her before she left, and that she’s proud of him for keeping his life moving forward and that she knows he loves her.”

            “Okay, now this is getting really out of control,” Kevin says. “I thought you had been talking to your father,” he says.

             “Whenever I said my father, I meant God, when I said my brother I meant Jesus,” she says. When I said I was going home, I meant I was going to die and be with God again, but he has chosen to spare me from death, citing that my parents need me more down here than he needs me up there for the time being,” she says.

            “So, the old man and young lady,” he starts.

            “Were your father and Howie’s sister, although, when they first came I wasn’t sure of who they were other than angels,” she says.

            “Well, you’re going to be okay now,” Kevin says.

            “Thank you for helping me through this,” she says.

             “You’re welcome Ann,” Kevin says as he takes the little girl up into his arms again for a final hug and then lays her back into her bed.

            “Do you have to leave now?” she asks.

            “Well, not at the moment, I can stay for a little bit longer,” Kevin says.

            “No, I can’t be selfish,” she says. “You clearly have someone that you’re worried about.” Kevin hugs her and kisses her cheeks.

            “I’m glad that you’re okay, Ann,” he says to her.

            “Me too,” she says.

            Sister Janet follows him out into the hall. “Thank you so much for coming and seeing her, Sir,” the nun says.

            “Tell me about Ann, please,” Kevin asks her.

            “She’s an orphan,” the nun says.

            “Is she able to be adopted?” Kevin asks.

            “Well, yes, both of her parents died,” she says. “Her only other living relative, an aunt, died a few months after her parents.”

            “Oh, the poor girl,” Kevin says as he looks back in on the little girl. “Is anyone looking to adopt her?” Kevin asks.

            “No, because no one thought she would come through the cancer alive, no family wanted to set themselves up for inevitable heartbreak, even if it meant giving a little girl love through her final days,” she says.

            “I can understand that completely, but I still wish that I didn’t have to,” he says. “Where is she kept most of the time?” Kevin asks.

            “Why do you ask?” Sister Janet asks.

            “She’s such a wonderful little girl, I’d love to have her as my own,” he says.

            “I see,” the sister says.

            “But, my wife is badly injured right now, she couldn’t handle a little girl, even one as wonderful as Ann,” he says. “Still, my brother may be looking to adopt another child. Here’s my attorney’s number, will you please call him and get some arrangements made for my wife to meet her?” he asks.

            “Certainly,” the sister says.

            Kevin makes his way back to Kala’s room, thrilled that he’s found such a wonderful little girl, he knows that if Kala doesn’t want Ann then his older brother and his wife with their multiple children certainly will. That’s when he sees his wife again, he sees her thin body lying in bed; its position hasn’t changed since his last visit. As he looks at her he knows that she’ll take months to heal physically and emotionally. She doesn’t need to be turned into an instant mother right now. She’s going to need time. Kevin goes over to look at some of the flowers that have arrived while he’s been gone. Then he calls his attorney to inform him of what’s going on.

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            When I open my eyes I cannot figure out where I am. As I look around, and see the white walls, the sterile environment, I assume that everything has gone well and that I am now in a hospital. I try to get up, but I feel like a truck or something even worse has hit me. All my muscles ache and my head is killing me. It occurs to me that this is the first time that I have felt a constant and steady pain. Not knowing whom to call out for, and not seeing my husband anywhere, I lay there awake for a few more minutes before I drift off to sleep again.

            It is some time later that I feel a presence in my room. I open my eyes slightly and find that Kevin is by my side. “Kevin,” I say softly as I nestle my cheek up against his big, warm hand.

            “Oh, Kala,” Kevin says, he delicately takes my body into his arms.

            “So, what’s been going on lately? How’s the tour?” I ask.

            “The tour was called off as soon as you went missing, Honey,” Kevin says.

            “But, why?” I ask.

            “It would have been very distressing for me to have to perform without you around,” Kevin says.

            “Oh, you’re such a darling,” I say as I sit up and hold him close. “I love you so much, Kevin.”

            “I love you too, Kala,” Kevin tells me as he kisses my hair.

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            Kala stays in the Maryland hospital for a week recovering from the shock and her injuries. Her doctors request that she stay nearby for at least an extra week, just for safety’s sake. A day or so after she is released from the hospital, Kevin goes out for a little while and when he comes back he has a beautiful little girl, with green eyes and pure blonde hair, in little gold ringlets about her face with him.

            “Kala, this is Ann, she’s seven years old, and,” Kevin stops dead in the phrase when he sees that Kala has fallen to her knees and is holding Ann tightly in her arms. He smiles as he looks down on the two of them. He joins them after a moment and once the group hug ends he and Kala settle down and play board games with Ann. Both Kevin and Kala are unhappy when Sister Janet comes to pick the little girl up at the end of the day.

Kala and Kevin both fall hopelessly in love with the little girl. However, both Kevin and Kala know that with Kala’s injuries, and Kevin’s impending tour, that adopting a child isn’t a top priority, nor is it a good idea for them just now. Yet something in Ann’s eyes tugs on Kala’s heartstrings.

            That night she wakes in a nightmare in which Kala sees that a horrid family has adopted Ann. They make her work day and night, with no breaks, and they are careless with her and her health, and she becomes ill again. She sees Ann as being one of the many children that slips through the cracks in the child welfare agency, and because she slipped through the safety net, she dies.

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             “NOOOO!” I scream as I sit bolt upright in bed, waking from the fearful images in my head.

            “Kala, Baby, what is it?” Kevin asks.

            “I saw her,” I cry.

            “Saw who, Honey?” Kevin asks.

            “Saw Ann,” I cry.

            “Oh, what was wrong?” Kevin asks.

            “She had been adopted by a family, they worked her, nearly to death, they didn’t take any kind of care of her at all,” I sob in my husband’s arms.

            “You really want that little girl, don’t you?” Kevin asks.

            “I know that we don’t have the best life for raising a child, Kevin, but I just love her so,” I say, calming slightly.

            “Having her around all the time wouldn’t make you crazy?” Kevin asks.

            “Of course it will,” I say. “But show me a mother that doesn’t go nuts occasionally from having kids. Besides, how bad could it be we will outnumber her two to one.”

            “Having that little girl will mean that much to you?” Kevin asks.

            “Yes,” I say to him.

            “I’ll call our lawyer tomorrow morning,” Kevin says.

            Kevin and I snuggle up close and go back to sleep.

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            “Mom, Kala and I have found the most darling child!” Kevin tells her as a way of opening up the conversation.

            “Wait, let me guess, you and Kala want to adopt the little girl?” Anne says.

            “How’d you know?” Kevin asks.

            “Just because you’re several hundred miles away and all grown up doesn’t mean that I’m not still your mother, and I still know everything,” she says. “What’s her name?”

            “It’s Ann, actually,” he says.

            “Okay, here’s what can be done, if you and Kala are really serious about this, then while you two are on tour I’ll watch her for you,” she says. “And provide a stable home for her until Kala gets her bearings back.”

            “Really?” That’d be so wonderful, Mom,” Kevin says.

            “I’ll be on the next plane up there and I’ll bring your lawyer too,” she says.

            “Thank you so much,” Kevin says.

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             Arrangements are made and finally, at the end of the week, in the second week of June, Kevin and Kala are on their way down to Florida for a little while, before the tour starts up. An excited Ann is accompanying them. She will live with them for a week to see how it goes, and if she can stand the lifestyle, then the adoption will proceed as planned.

            For the first three days, all of the couple’s time and energy is thrown into being with Ann and loving her up and showing her how great family life can be. Then, as things start to calm down a little more, Kala will go to the office for an hour or two during the day, and Kevin will have some time alone with Ann. Then Kala will come home and Kevin will go to rehearsals, giving the girls some time alone. Kevin and Kala guard Ann jealously, thankfully, the media is rather respectful of them, and there are no major conflicts.

            On the third to last day that Ann will be with the couple, the four other guys ask if they may have her for the entire day, to hang out with her. AJ promises not to corrupt, or frighten her, Nick promises no practical jokes of any kind, Howie promises to be the voice of reason, and Brian promises, albeit secretly, to spoil her rotten and undermine Howie, and the four girls promise to keep the guys and in check as best they can and make them uphold their promises. Kevin and Kala relent, so long as it’s all right with Ann, who happily agrees to a day out with the other guys and their girls.

            Kala goes off to work that day, and puts several hours in at the office; Kevin goes out and buys some gifts for Kala. He loves Ann to bits, but he can see that the strain of having a child is taking its toll on Kala. He knows that she’ll never be able to keep this up. He doesn’t know what to do; he loves both Ann and Kala. He wonders if it is merely the strain of going through the trauma and then coming right into having a child that is making life so hard for his wife. He knows that he has the obligation to protect Kala, even if it is from her own self, and he feels as though he has an obligation to take care of Ann as well. His family is coming up tomorrow to meet Ann. He knows that his brother and his wife would dearly love another child, but he doesn’t even want to think about it.

            Tonight all he wants is a nice romantic evening for two. He has been hot for Kala ever since she got a clean bill of health from the doctors in Maryland. He knows that this will be the perfect night.

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            I get to my house and want to find Kevin; I am still struggling with the ordeal that I have just gone through. I am also worried about how Kevin is doing. I love Ann, but I realize that I just can’t keep this up, not with what I’ve just gone through. I need time to heal, and Ann deserves better than Kevin and I can give to her in the way of a stable home life. What kind of a life would it be for a child, whose parents are almost always out on the road? Kevin is too loving, too devoted, and too attached to leave us here in Florida, he and I would miss each other too much. If only there were some way to love and stay close to her without being her parents. I change out of my stockings and am about to change into a completely different outfit, but I stop myself from doing that when I hear the phone ring. It only rings once and so I figure that Kevin must have gotten it.

            I go downstairs to a room in the house that Kevin greatly admires. The room is done up just like my father’s home office in the house in Maryland had been. Now I use the room as my own office. That’s where I’ll find Kevin. I stand in the doorway leaning against it slightly with my arms folder across my chest I shake my head slightly and slowly with a smile as I see that the large leather swivel chair has its back to me and I can hear my husband talking on the phone to someone. He swivels back around in the chair and signals me to come into the room. I go to go sit down, but he catches my attention and signals for me to come over to the desk. I don’t know what he has in mind, but I do what he has asks and rest against the desk. I notice that Kevin’s eyes never leave my own and he doesn’t seem to be paying a great deal of attention to the person that is on the other end.

            A few minutes later, Kevin wraps up the call and hangs up the phone. “You’re acting strangely, Kevin,” I comment.

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            Kevin gets up from his chair and looks down at Kala. He has been hot for her all day, and now that she is standing in front of him, he knows he can’t wait any longer to have her. He puts his mouth up to her ear and whispers, “I want you. Right here, right now.”

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            “Oh I get it now,” I say as I see the large bulge in Kevin’s jeans. I stroke the massive lump and it continues to grow, I watch as Kevin throws his head back and moans. I stand up and Kevin quickly removes my skirt and panties. While Kevin is doing that, I undo Kevin’s jeans and push them, and his boxer briefs down. I sit on the desk again, knowing that I don’t want to have sex, but decide to remember my vows of putting Kevin before myself in all that I say and do. So I push my problems out of my mind and take Kevin’s enlarged member in my hand.

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            The touch is too much this time. Kevin brings Kala’s bottom forward just a little to allow him better access to her opening. Without wasting any time, Kevin quickly thrusts deep within Kala. He remains still for a few seconds, but he begins thrusting very quickly. Kala just wraps her legs around Kevin and holds on for the ride. His need for release is obviously urgent, because Kala has never known Kevin to be quite so quick. Kevin continues to hold Kala tight as he continues to thrust; he thrusts one final time and moans her name as he reaches his climax. Kevin spreads light butterfly kisses on her neck and says, “I have needed that all day.”

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            “Well, I’m glad that I could help you,” I say to him as I kiss his lips tenderly. But I turn my eyes away from him; Kevin places his finger under my chin and brings me to look at him. Kevin really looks at me for the first time since I’ve seen him this afternoon; I just know that he sees fear in my eyes. He takes my hand and leads me up to our room. Kevin draws a lukewarm bath for me. He comes back into the bedroom and leads me into the bathroom, he bathes me, and he is so tender about everything and throughout the rest of the day he keeps gently trying to find out what the problem is. After the bath I come clean to him.

            “I don’t know if I can do this,” I tell him.

            “What do you mean?” he asks.

            “I mean I don’t know if I can be a mother to Ann, I love her to bits, but Kevin, what kind of a life could we offer her?” I ask, nearly in tears.

            “Oh, Kala,” Kevin comes over and just holds me close. “I’ve been thinking about that too. I adore the little girl, but with me on the road so much, she’d only have a mother, but I’d hate it if you two weren’t with me all of the time,” he says.

            “I know, but we couldn’t take her on the road with us, she needs a stable home environment, she would need kids, and the media would just have a field day with her, she’d be impossible to protect fully,” I say.

            “I know, but I don’t want to lose her,” Kevin says.

            “Neither do I, Kevin, neither do I,” I tell him.

            “You know, I’ve been thinking, my brother and his wife have been trying to have another child for so long, do you think that they’d sort of co-parent Ann with us?” Kevin asks.

            “What do you mean?” I ask him.

            “I mean, when you and I went on the road Ann would go and live with them and their other three kids. Their neighborhood is full of kids just around Ann’s age,” Kevin says.

            “So, when we came home, then Ann would live with us,” I say, getting the idea.

            “Exactly,” Kevin says.

            “But, wouldn’t that confuse her? I mean, don’t you think that she’d wonder at being sent away to live with another couple for so many months out of a year?” I ask. “Then we run into the problems of what she should call whom. I mean, with your plan, the only known title would go to your mother as Grandmother,” I say.

            “We’ll talk it over with Ann and my brother and his wife tomorrow,” Kevin says.

            “All right, but I just wish that there were some way to give her a more stable environment,” I say.

            “I know, but at least this way she will have the best of both worlds,” Kevin says.

            “If the legal system will allow it,” I say.

            “I don’t see where they’d have a problem, so long as the three parties didn’t have a problem with it,” Kevin says.

             “Perhaps you’re right,” I say to him.

            “Come on, let’s have dinner and then, we’ll have some fun,” Kevin says.

            “All right,” I say.

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            The rest of the night goes smoothly for the couple. Later that evening, while Kala is washing her hair, Kevin slips the nightgown he bought for her into the bathroom. He hopes that she likes it; it took him a while to find one that he thought would be good for her. It’s silk, magenta silk, short-skirted, with a slit up her thigh, and spaghetti straps. He knew when he saw it that she’d look great in it, the fact that it came with panties to match, as well as slippers and a bathrobe were mere bonuses to him.

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            I finish doing my hair before I notice the slippers, panties, nightgown and bathrobe on the counter of the bathroom. I put them on and walk out into the bedroom. I only have an instant to see that solely candles illuminated the room. I have a mere instant as the next instant Kevin has cupped my head in one hand and is thoroughly invading my mouth, by running his tongue over my lips and gums. Soon I am oblivious of everything but my dear sweet husband and the thought of how good tonight will be for us. We go and lie down on the bed as we continue to kiss one another. Frantic, Kevin grabs the end of the gown and pulls it off over my head in one swift yank.  I smile cutely up at him and dance my fingers over his naked back as he kisses my jaw and runs his mouth up to my ear. He just takes his time as he nibbles on my sweet, little ear lobe.

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            Just when Kevin is going to tell her that he’s not going to take her this time, just pleasure her, no matter how much it makes him suffer, because he understands that it is too soon for her after the trauma with Andrew. She gently says his name, "Kevin."
            He looks up, feeling like his life is flashing before his eyes. Her dancing fingers settle behind his head and she smirks. Before he knows what is happening she has sunk her fingers into his hair and is kissing his brains out. Murmuring inanities against her soft skin he squirms out of his pants without Kala being any the wiser. The feel of her bare skin against his fans the flames of the fire inside of him hotter than he ever thought possible.  His hand goes to her silk panties and gently caresses her before he does anything else. She stops kissing him and moans quietly as she enjoys the feeling of his fingers on her body. He gently reaches up and removes the panties and continues to pleasure Kala in that manner for several minutes, until he is certain that she wants love.

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            As he begins to enter her she gives a small squeal, so he stops, she pulls away from him slightly and he looks at her.

            “My darling, are you all right? Would you like this to stop?” he asks, concerned for me

            “No, Kevin, just give me a minute, I’ll be fine,” I say.

            “My Darling Kala, what is it?” he asks.

            “It’s just been so long,” she says. “And you are a very big boy,” she whispers.

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            This sends him out of his mind, he feels so blessed that I was be the first, and will be the last and only man to have the beautiful creature now lying beneath himself. “Fear not, my angel, I will make this feel amazing to you,” he whispers to her. He takes things terribly slow with her, to keep her fear and any possible discomfort at a minimum. She cries a bit when she feels him enter her, and she bleeds slightly too. He stops and just kisses her; once he has made her comfortable he begins kissing and gently pleasuring her again. Once her arousal begins to grow for the second time that night, he slowly and cautiously covers her body and positions himself at her opening, after he has entered her fully, he can still feel her uncertainty, so he gives her some time to adjust to the feeling. Shortly afterwards Kevin feels her relax in his arms. He starts to kiss her all over again and gently moves in and out of her. Her breathing picks up and he recognizes that her arousal is building perfectly when he hears her start to call his name.

            “Oh, Kevin, Kevin, Kevin,” she cries.