It's been awhile...
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: The Ghost of You by My Chemical Romance
Topic: hug me please
Hey you, I haven't written in way way way too long. It's just that well the computer at the airport fucked up and over and all the way to hell. And thats where I usually wrote you... At the airport after school. But really, that's no excuse is it my dear self? lol nah it ain't. So here I am, typin it up. Me and Jessie are best friends now, and her ex boyfriend Seth, introduced me to this guy Jake. Well me and Jake ended up being together and wanting to get married but he just dumped me the other day and I'm a friggin wreck. Isnt it funny how I always find my way back here when I get depressed? I guess it's instinct or something. See Seth's gf erica hates me, and so does her cousin Shyanna. And Shyanna just happens to be Jake's ex girlfriend that he still loves a lot. So I guess that leaves me without a man yet again with Valentine's Day just around the corner. Yet, I'm not surprised. These good things that happen to me are just a trick to suck me in and destroy me. So This is the tattoo I want to get. I think... I might get a Rose instead. Ablack one. Life is like a rose... You spend forever enduring pain, the thorns, but in the end you find your happiness, the rose itself... I don't think I'll ever find my rose. Or maybe I already have, and I just let him slip out of my hands. :( anyways I should go, I want to get back on yahoo. I love Jake... I always will. What can I say? I'm pitiful.