I'm so sorry my dear!!! FORGIVE ME!
Mood:  hug me
Topic: pouring my guts out
Ahh I have neglected you for so long, I didn't mean to. So I guess this entry must be a long one... I'm dating Sal now, I'm mad at Katelyn now, I hang out with Kayla now, and I might quit doing drugs. I thought I had a lot to say but I guess I didn't. Oh, Katelyn went back to being bulimic again. Hmm how delightful. At least I know she is when she eats, but she doesn't eat all that much anyways so yea. All she ever does is sit there and be depressed until someone feels sorry for her and pays her a ton of attention. It's absolutely ridiculous and repetative. So I started ignoring her a little, maybe she'll shut up and take a hint on her own. I'm not going to tell her she's driving me crazy because then she'll actually HAVE a reason to be depressed. Her and Sarah Ragsdale are so alike; they lie about themselves because they crave attention and love and they can't get it by being honest for some reason or another. Sarah still talks about Sal all the time. Always asking me if we're still together or if it's her turn with him yet. Stupid bitch needs to move on because even if we weren't dating she wouldn't have a chance in the world with him! I'm trying to get Kayla and Steven Hartwell to date. They both like each other, and they both do drugs a lot, so I figure 'why not?' right? I need a job so bad it's pitiful. I want to move out and get a life of my own without a parental figure breathing down my neck all the time. But I can't do that without a job now can I? no. Nor can i pay my $210.82 phone bill. How ridiculous. Why can't I just die or something easy?? JUST KIDDING So yea, job. Oh by the way, my 17th birthday is tomorrow. I love you, self. ASHLEY