Mood:
Topic: I'm so incomplete
It hurts so bad, to look into your eyes now. You burn my insides as you swallow my soul without tasting it. I feel the helplessness creep into my fingers. I look at the palms of my hands. I feel ever empty... Why won't you accept me? Am I really as unworthy as I feel? I cry these tears of acid, burning off my face. The face that makes me cry. I am so incomplete. No one knows I'm here, in this void of missunderstanding. No one knows to rescue me, with this fake smile plastered on my face. Alone... what does this mean? Am I supposed to feel the need to be punished, or like every move I make is just another mistake? I want to be held. Another tear escapes my eyes full of hatred towards your lies. Approaching my front, tell it to my face, but as you walk away I know you left your knife in my back. So I'll just let it be, you and life and I. I walk away... forever.