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Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Ethan Hawke - I'm nuthin'
Topic: Bad News
It's so strange how two weeks of fun and happiness can be erased in just a single second. Suddenly I've lost my trust, my confidence, myself basically. I'm once again blah. I'm Nothing. An insignificant blob in the universe...or at least one hell of a drama queen ;)
I'll admit, I'm tired, hungry and not feeling well, but still...

They want me to take some stupid class. For a year! I might as well move there when I'm still at it. What am I going to do there, by myself?? It's against everything they've said to me so far (for years). Suddenly there's not a worry in the world, like there never was. They're such hypocrits! And forget about studying, that's apperently impossible now. What if I'd gotten the help when I asked for it the first time, then it wouldn't have been so impossible. Thanks for nothing guys!

I need a holiday. Maybe I should call in sick for a while...