From Iz/Iznot:......... thanks from all of us.... and the ones inbetween the cracks and edges and stuff that none can see.... yeah, there's been havoc in here.... lots of yelling screaming crazy shit kill kill kill.... but no, can't .... the ones that won't overrule the ones that can't .... visions of knives blood slicing spurting screaming screaming always the screaming until the last scream races away with the last blood cell and they die at last in peace .... i can understand why people kill that hear voices like these .... somehow ihave distance or something and all the visions can drive a person insane but not this person...why i don't know .... good to talk with you.... very good .... lots of help .... who did you really talk to .... besides the three ....musketeers .... the muggy muzzled maggoteaters.... who eat the innerds where it's sweeter.... don't even try, you can't defeat her only once that you could meet her .... gone within and gone beyond .... catch a glimpse and then i'm gone .... spokesman for a withered group .... leader of a ragtag troop.... rage to pay the reaper back for leaving me to eat his crap .... rage to pay the lecher more than ever he deserved much more .... rage to pay the mother bitch who hid behind her fearful itch .... rage to pay the father queer who used a child to ease his fear .... rage to any come too close.... so maybe you would like a dose .... enough for now, time to retire .... within the blackness of this fire
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{Thank you for risking to speak out and let me know of your rage. I hear you....The Counselor}
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so, i'm aggressive .... why say that .... i wasn't even there .... did i say something .... were you looking to get something .... give it up .... do you know how deep and sharp it burns when you even think to say my name .... when you even think to say it .... cuz i know when you are about to say something close to me .... searing.... burning pain like a razor .... a fire laser razor .... do not say my name .... do not call me .... until we are in the session .... then who cares what happens .... and how to tell her not to even bring up the subject about rage and me and stuff .... she gets hung up on trust and hurt and even anger .... shit.... well, oh well .... nope ... just be careful .... it isn't an ache or soreness .... it isn't a pain or break .... it isn't a pinched nerve .... nope .... it's a laser of fire fine-tuned to cross the most sensitive nerves possible .... and then you get to imagine that that fills my mind and my skin and all the senses .... all senses psychic too .... you have no clue .... but you're the only one we trust .... you can write us .... we aren't demons.... we aren't evil.... but you can call us screamin demons if you want .... and you can say that the place we live is Hell.... because it is .... but it's here .... even if you say the time is long gone, i will tell you no it isn't because time is a cognitive construct and in my part of the cognitive paradigm we are right in the middle of the experience that keeps us captive within it .... so .... ok .... enough for now.... good night .... don't let the bedbugs bite .... good girls don't put up a fight .... Iz
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{Iz , you are. I will hold you in the violet light until the searing pain begins to recede. Then know it is you who must set aside the trap in time and let it go. You are greatly loved and we hear your pain....The Counselor}
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and you do .... violet light.... near enough.... funnyodd how it mixes with anger-red .... transmutative after a sense.... but no .... not yet .... in session.... yes we understand the cognitive construct .... but you do not unravel the web that supports you until you have another web .... in session ....yes .... but still the pictures and voices .... not so much.... thank you violet light but inside.... still violent light.... instead .... so much meaning in two different words .... violet .... violent .... but much we are avoiding .... much still in symbolic stuff .... even what is hard to tell and is told .... is not yet the true truth .... iznot
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{In peace until we meet again....The Counselor}
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