Desperate . . .
Mood:  mischievious
Now Playing: "Girl's Not Grey" by A Fire Inside
Topic: Skool
nooo! summer has yet to start, and im sitting here already getting desperate to do anything! this is boring, i seriously want something to do. i wanna party!! i wanna have fun. its my final summer before im over 18, so i have to have fun! im gotta do all kinds of crazy shit! after summer skool ends which is around the end of July, ill be open to do anything. Kandice said that she wants to go to mexico for 4th of july, and invited me to come along, but im not sure if ill be able to go. basically that, and XC summer camp is the only thing that ive got planned. but even then im not sure if thats happening!! I NEED TO KNOW OF ANY GOING ONS! so please lemme know. thank you, and i promise, i wont be buzzkill. ashton is the buzzkill, except maybe Paul now may be the new buzzkill. haha vibro, i sure wish i coulda been there.

So, now i need a new job
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: "Silver and Cold" by A Fire Inside
Topic: Skool
So today was pretty intresting. turns out that i got to have my dad's truck for the afternoon. they (my parents) made me move the truck out this morning, but decided that i should instead just drive to skool. so i did. and it was ok. yay. during fifth period, me and ramiro went out for some ice cream, and it was pretty good. came back, and tried to teach him how to drive a Manual Transmission. that pretty intresting. anyways, this weekend was so so. saturday wasnt anything important. i worked from 6-10, and that was really mellow. and ive decided that im gonna quit. its just not worth it. they only have me working 6 hours this week, i mean c'mon, i worked 20+ hours during school for Pavilions. that was well worth it. i feel like im gonna go to Ralphs. It just seems like the best fitting job. i can work just like i did at pavilions, 6-10 every night. so thats it for the marble slab, now im in search of a new job. sunday was fun. me and my brothers played egg wars with some plastic easter eggs. it hurt, but we played that for a good hour. it was a ton of fun. nothing else really. guess thats about it.

Nappy Time . . .
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: "Last Train Home" by LostProphets
Topic: Skool
I had Job Interview today at marble slab. ill know by thursday if i get the job. if i do training will be next week, and ill be working the evening shifts. 6.75/hour sucks, but im basically getting desperate for a damn job. o well. i guess thats it. o i slept for 2 hours today, that felt really good. nothing else really. i guess thats it.

Ma?ana . . .
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: "Kill Me Quickly" by Thrice
Topic: Skool
Tomorrow is my birthday, and i cant wait . . . actually i can, cuz its really not a big deal. im planning on having a little pi?ata party during sixth period. well if i can manage to accomplish it. cuz im not sure if ill be able to get the damn candy or not. o well ill just wait and see.well i got a good review from landino regarding my Video for the videoyearbook. and that was a moral booster. i guess it wasnt too bad for a first try. well i guess thats all ive really got to say about that. nothing new really, so ill just have to see how tomorrow goes.

Ugh . . Research Paper
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: "Polaris" By Jimmy Eat World
Topic: Skool
For some reason, ive been entranced by the band Fuel, and more specifically their Album "Natural Selection". I dunno why, but they shot all the way up to my number one spot lately, with Thrice taking a back seat, and trapt falling into Third. hopefully the new Trapt CD thats supposed to come out soon, will raise them back up into the top spot. but "Natural Selection" is a really good CD especially if you're into Emo/Rock. its slightly different from conventional Emp/Rock but the CD overall just kicks ass, so out of a Scale from 0-7 (higher meaning more flaws) id give it a solid 2. Its not neceserraily a perfect CD, but its pretty damn close. the highest ive given out is Thrice "Artist in the Ambulence" which got a 1.

ANYWAYS . . . onto the topic. Yea my research paper is due on June 2, so ive got some work to do. i had to turn in Dialectical Journals last Thursday, along with an Author Summary. then i wrote a book report inclass that same day. i had to finish some source cards (10) by tomorrow, so thats done.the next thing due is the Note Cards, which will be due next week on my Birthday. joy. ive got to finish the actual report two weeks after that. my topic is Air Force Ranking. Seven Pages of pure Military Rankings. thats gonna be a bitch to bullshit. well ive nearly accomplished everything that is needed till i can finalize my Senior Year, and well hopefully next week is back to normal. Ive also started to train for XC. i wont be on the team, but ill be doing the workouts. we'll see how things go from there. well thats about it, i guess. good bye.

Lights, Camera, Action!
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: "Gasolina" by Daddy Yankee
Topic: Skool
so i guess im no longer in track. yay, i finally dropped it, and now i only have to go to skool until Lunch! yes! so here is my plan for next year. im thikning of changing my schedule drastically. im hoping now that it looks something like this:


AP Stats
AP Physics
English Lit
American Gov
FilmED


I know there is no XC in there, but hold on. im thinking of doing XC, but not be in the class. im going to practice and what not, but just not be in the class. and the same with Track second semester. so thats basically what im hoping it looks like. and i hope it can be 0-4 and not have a sixth and fifth. if things arent like that, then ill make things like that when i go to registration. Senior year should be lots of fun. i have also have to finish this little video project for FilmED which has to be turned in next tuesday. doug and i are going to film it this weekend, so im hoping it looks good. and i think brandon has a video editing software so maybe we can get his help to edit it, and make it look good. whatever, ive already got the basis for my storyline. well thats about it. till then laters.

37 days left till the first day of summer!!

No More Track
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: "Million Miles" by Fuel
Topic: Skool
well i've dropped track. that means ill only be at skool now until lunch, then i leave. i wont have to stay till the end of sixth. YES! well thats good. ive got nothing important really. Might end up going to Six Flags the weekend following my birthday. so that will be lots of fun. ive really gotten into a state of depression lately. i havent done much, lately either. but ive been having somewhat of a good time. this weekend was actually ok. i went to a family get together, and towards the end of it was when everything started to get really fun. I also managed to watch the Formula 1 GP in Spain. Raikkonen won, with Trulli and R.Schumacher in Third and Fourth, so i was happy about that. McLaren and Toyota both managed to do really great. Mclaren caught up to toyota a bit, and Raikkonen moved all the way up to 3rd in the drivers championship while Trulli stayed in 2nd. Toyota is in Second for the Constructors championship with 40 points, and McLaren is in third with 37. well thats about it for me at the moment. Im gonna be running on my own instead of with the team for the rest of the skool year, and i doubt it that im going to many summer workouts. im basically gonna be gone all the month of August cuz my family wants to go on vacation, so i probably wont be going to Mammoth, and im gonna be (hopefully) working to get some money, only ill definetaly stay with this job. so i guess thats about it. no more XC. hasta luego.

No matter what I do . . .
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: "P5hng Me A*wy" by Linkin Park
Topic: Skool
I hate Alg. 2/Trig. its retarded and i dont see the purpose of learning half the crap on there. like the stuff that was on the test we just took. that i dont see being applied to real life situations. and i really dont see how that crap is gonna do me good when my career involves mechanics and cars. i see some of the other stuff, like the Trig and geometry, being applied into the everyday mechanics of my career, but not when you have to use pointless formulas to solve for some series of numbers, and you have to fidn the Xth number in the series!! when am i gonna need to find the Xth number in a series?! ya its really stupid. but its just anger that im venting for me not passing the class so far. everything is oky dory. Physics is good, US History is good, English im not sure, and Autodesign is ok. track meet on wednesday was actually a littler better than what i was expecting. its still nowhere near what i should have been running this season, but i cant be mad with my performance from the last meet. of course i dont know why on earth im running so slow, when i really should have been into a 4:40's for the mile, 10:30's for the 2 mile, and 2:10's for the 800. i got 2:14(New PR!) in the 800, 5:04 Mile, and 11:31 2 mile. jeez something went incredibly wrong with my training during the winter. i was supposed to be really good this season. but i guess i should be focusing on how i can improve for next season. two seasons that i completely tanked in track now . . . my senior better not suck.

No matter what I do . . .
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: "P5hng Me A*wy" by Linkin Park
Topic: Skool
I hate Alg. 2/Trig. its retarded and i dont see the purpose of learning half the crap on there. like the stuff that was on the test we just took. that i dont see being applied to real life situations. and i really dont see how that crap is gonna do me good when my career involves mechanics and cars. i see some of the other stuff, like the Trig and geometry, being applied into the everyday mechanics of my career, but not when you have to use pointless formulas to solve for some series of numbers, and you have to fidn the Xth number in the series!! when am i gonna need to find the Xth number in a series?! ya its really stupid. but its just anger that im venting for me not passing the class so far. everything is oky dory. Physics is good, US History is good, English im not sure, and Autodesign is ok. track meet on wednesday was actually a littler better than what i was expecting. its still nowhere near what i should have been running this season, but i cant be mad with my performance from the last meet. of course i dont know why on earth im running so slow, when i really should have been into a 4:40's for the mile, 10:30's for the 2 mile, and 2:10's for the 800. i got 2:14(New PR!) in the 800, 5:04 Mile, and 11:31 2 mile. jeez something went incredibly wrong with my training during the winter. i was supposed to be really good this season. but i guess i should be focusing on how i can improve for next season. two seasons that i completely tanked in track now . . . my senior year better not suck.

Rockin' out
Mood:  a-ok
Topic: Skool
its just about done. one more day, one more test. tomorrow i will finally finish all this stupid STAR testing!! no more for the rest of my life! thank you jebus!! so what is there to report? i guess thats the biggest thing i have to say. i have to finish my 3/4 view front and back of my cars. then i got to submit my application for the art contest. ive decided to include a progress picture of it so that people can see how its coming along. im gonna try to draw at least three different models. im gonna need all the luck i can get so that i get some recgonition in this competition. All i really want to hear is someone say that my drawing looks good. that would really make me happy. anyways thats it for today. o and the final south coast league dual meet is tomorrow. its against San Clemente at their course, and ive basically given up on track this year. this is by far the biggest disapppointment in track i have ever had. the worst season ever. i never broke my 2 mile time, and beat my 800 and mile PR's by only a mere two seconds. ya you know that this really pisses me off, and im going to training all summer for a sub 16:00 XC time and all winter really hardcore for a sub 4:40 1600, 10:20 3200, and 2:08 800! o well i hope i dont fuck up in XC this year like i have for the past two years in track! SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really didnt like this season.

for those of you who desperatly want to see my art, here are two of my designs. now theyre not all that original, cuz they are based off production cars. but that doesnt hurt. these arent the ones i will be entering into the competition, and these are works in progress.


This is my Lexus IS 300. its modified into a slightly more performance oriented sedan, and the hood has been lifted to accomodate a V8 Engine. the back end had been completely redesigned to add more aerodynamics and high speed stability. the front bumper and splitter cut through the wind and the big front inlet allows the air to get into the engine bay and cool it down. thats about it. the rest is more stock.



This is my interpretation of the Legendary McLaren F1. This car is a second generation concept car. other than adding a front bumper wing and a completetly revised side and back end, this car is still basically the McLaren F1.

6 days . . .