Its 3:15am as I write this,
Theres just to many thought's rushing thru my head, all of them conflicting and leading from one to the next by some small connection. Though I find it somewhat relaxing to sit here and typing out a piece of writing that will mean nothing to anyone that read's it but me. It's nice to be able to sit away typing up about the small things that annoy me or entrance me in on way or another, to be able to have them digitaly encoded instead of taking up valuable space in my thoughts. Having this website is kind of like having a smaller brain in which to place alot of my problems within, even if no-one reads them it's fine with me, as long as there here to stay unaffected by everything else. This webpage whilst totaly insignificant in the grand scheme of thing's means alot to me, if only me. It's like my own little sercurity blanket at the age of 17 that I can cower away to when reality is too much to bear, its a place where I can tell all without being judged, with the exception of comments, which, strangely are like my own thought's but thought's that conflict naturaly, they are other people's opinions but they feel as if they are my own, its just not the opinion I show or regard in anyway. Think what you will.