Just got back from Brisbane.
Its the early hours of the morning now but I cant help writing about my night.

I was feeling rather depressed, as one does after your've taken a few to many blows to your trust and faith in people, when all of a sudden, a friend of mine invites me out. I've always had a thing for this girl, even if she did dye her hair from its natural blonde color to a few different shades of brown.

I tried not to get my hopes up about the night, maybe it was just a friendly gesture? Before I knew it I had found my way into the cinema's with her and 2 of her friends. We saw "Elecktra" which has rekindled new levels of hatred for motion pictures that I haven't felt since pirates of the Caribbean, yer yer, everyone loves that movie but I don't OK?!.

I sat there, enduring the horrible story lines, acting and suspense in this movie, trying to find the right moment to see if this was more than a friendly invite. The moment seemed right, I quickly reminded myself who I was and what I've accomplished before and make the first move of holding her hand. Sure, sounds lame but its easier to have someone move there hand away than have them turn their head when you try to kiss them. She didn't move her hand away but rather, held my hand back. "Yessss" I thought and leant in and kissed her. She didn't resist and returned the gesture.

The movie (FINALY!) ended ( IT WAS LIKE GETTING your WHISTS CUT ) and we all left the cinemas. She had to catch a bus home and I offered to walk her to her bus stop and wait around till it arrived. On the way there we began to talk about different things. I wasn't sure about her and her ex, seemed like a difficult situation which was rather intimidating. She informed me that "He's a wanker but were not technically broken up" . "My god!" I thought, I've hooked up with a chick thats got a boyfriend by all technical definitions". That was a swift blow to my morals there and I wondered if I'd act the same way if i knew this little detail before hand.

We continued our walk and I asked her "Do you have feelings for me or am I just a random? ". "I have feelings for you" she told me after toying around with the question. "YESSS" I thought to myself. "Do you like me?" she asked. Like she had done I toyed around with the question before answering " how could I not?" I said to her. She gave a soft yet excited "yay!" in response.

Her bus was about to leave and I took off my leather band with spikes, I placed it around her wrist, she objected " no, realy... " she started. I cut her off " don't worry, Just look after it for me till I see you next weekend" . She seemed to agree and I finished strapping it on.

Her bus left and so did she. I ran across the street with a vigor that only total acceptance of the opposite sex does.

Depression no more, welcome back to life Jamie.