why life is fucked and full of whores
well, there you go, i admit my feelings to someone i thought i could fall for deeply and it turns out she had a four-some last week. hahahaha. this is the stuff of movies, i swear. if my life was anymore like TV it'd have a remote.
anyways, I'm at work so I'm not supposed to be on, i realy hope they don't go thru the history and check this out or .... yer. You'd think id be devastated or something but I'm not, its just to fucked up to be upset, you just have to look at the big picture and laugh at life. Or maybe I'll just sit in the bath and scrub until i feel clean again.