jeese i was really fucked up last night..... head was pounding today... and a tired man i was... didnt get much sleep...dreamed about things i would never have.. shit like that... so on that note i am going to try my fucken hardest to stop saying shit about her... i have one last thing i am going to do... and i am going to do it on my own... she will either hate it or love it or just cherrish it for the rest of her life... no idea when it will be done but it will get done is all i have to say to both of them.... so there.... and yea jen your right... i beat my self up.. but gawd .... i hate being home... no wheres to go... well actually the price of fucken gas kills me... somethings gota give... need roomates in a bad way... so yea... maybe this weekend i might have some fun.. we will see.... so here i go signing out for now... till i feel like ranting again..
cheers
Ry