Easy Reading and the art of neglect
Just recently I have been neglecting lots of different things in my life, in an active way, through an act of choice, rather than passive resistance.
I seem to have the art of neglect off down to a fine art now. What I don't do I ignore, what I need to do gets left behind, and through this my blogging has suffered. I don't feel I have the energy to sustain it ALL.
I will not blame myself, no, never myself. I am not to blame in any way - I am just a victim of circumstance!
...........I think summer has a lot to answer for, open windows that let in fresh air and noises that I'm not used to hence interrupting my sleep to the extent that I prefer to suffocate in a hot room rather than endure the night sounds.
...........Christmas with its impending faux excitiment, an event without my name on it this year, dh having to work all throught christmas and New Year. He will need to sleep through the rest of the festivities, to rest after many hours on shift work.
..........End of year hub bub, and endless lists of things to do. Writing report cards,
..........shopping - lengthy lists of possibilities to buy for, just in case the festivities spill over to my house...just in case.
Sap, sap sap.
.......exam fever - DD's all in exam modes. Tears of frustration and exam stress spilling over in the kitchen as I do my best to comfort and console, tea and comforting words when really I need them for myself.
..........These feelings - all so familiar , that they've become an annual event.
......... Thinking of things to write about in the blog have become difficult....cos between you and me - easy reading is damn hard writing....at least for now.