"today, today, today..."*
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: Begging You to be my Escape [RelientK]
Topic: wondering where I stand
Today looks nice somewhat
I was able to recieve a lovely gift from my good friend Cassandra (and that brought some cheer to my downtrodden heart, so I am quite grateful...) also, I gave my friends the gift of chocolate so that was nice as well...

(unfinished stuff here.
Career search)

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Why is it that Advent and Lent are so similar to me? It seems that at these times of the year that I go through quite a bit of suffering- I am wondering... if this is the way that things should be- actually, I'm not sure of it at all

All I know is that I will do what I can with the very little that I have, and that God will help me (He is so trustworthy)

Yesterday, Father Ed told me that God wouldn't give me more than I can handle- it looks like God thinks that I am a very strong woman then

and I want to be
maybe I am?

God, help me.

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more stuff from today:
I've been attending classes on Sumi-e painting as of late, and I always pass a small office bulding that is dedicated to the commercial art business (or so it appears) unfortunately for me, I don't seem to be able to stop-by the place and get all the contact info- so all I see as I'm on my way to where my classes are held is the sign on the building and I can't even catch their domain name properly! -it's been quite irritating, and all I can say is that it is something like "megadistic.com" ;_;

in my atempt to find their website today, I ran across this: Megadigit.com and Megadigital.com

the latter is little more than a place for the company contact info rather than a real interactive informational website, but the former looks most excellent (I can't understand Spanish though, so I would have to avail myself of an online translator if I wanted to read what the artist had to say)

-sigh-

ah, I almost forgot to mention that when I went to Megadigit.com I found this link in a pop-up ad ... ;_; I so wish that this was a true good job opportunity for me, heaven knows that I really could use something like this *cries*

(-.-;; I'll see about fixing this entry up more later- for now, I'm going to see about doing some job applications or whatnot.)

-Daiko~
(pray for me?)
(care to support this poor student?
take a look: commission, support)