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Chapter 4 Page 21: Nell Heals Jill's Pain


Chapter 4 Page 21: Nell had jumped in his room: the turmoil and that music obscenely high moved her there for her brother.When she faced him though, she felt scared by him.She was in front of a fool man,or definitely someone capable to live transitional states of madness:he was all sweating, the shirt open revealing the chest, the face painted with a sinister red.He was shakin for the rage in a room devastated.
"Jill.. sweet dear.. what's wrong with you love?"
"Nothing's wrong.Now clear off!I wanna be on my own."
But she didn't move at all and kept facng him worried.
"I said clear off! I am gonna be fine.It's just that I want to be alone."And he showed her the door.
"You've got bloody hands, and you tell me you're fine?Here's like a tsunami was in! Listen to me Jill.. please..."
Nell unplugged the stereo roaring Morning Glory notes, a song fit for Blade Runner, and perfect to describe the room they were in. She, who wasn't standing he wasn't answering to her, repeated:
"What's wrong then?"But she wouldn't have aimed at sounding harsh to him.
"Damnit you... I am just pissed , pissed as hell.I don't wanna see a soul, I don't wanna speak to anyone right?Don't force me in pushin you outta door: exit on your way, but exit and do it now."
Nell got shocked at Jill's eyes: he was talkin with vehemence although with shrill voice due to major screaming but there was no light in them. His eyes were dead.
To see how he was losing himself was breakin her heart.
"Okay. I go."She turned toward the door, and made a couple of steps.Then she stopped and by keepin watchin just the door, cos she couldn't resist at seeing him so trashed she added:"Jill: we love you. You can't beheave like you're doing and expect your family is blind to your sufference, or that we could ignore it or not feel part of it.Until you won't be the guy you used to be, we can't be the same either..."She paused, putting down head, without turning it to him still, "Well... I just wanna say that.. I know you will make it through, but I think you got to pour out about your reasons of unsatisfaction, and about your anger.You gotta do it by talking. To destroy this room won't help you at all.We're here. I am here, with you when you need it dear. I hope you got me there..."
And she walked out, and closed the door behind her.
And she cried.

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