Chapter 4 Page 15: Kass Night Outburst
Chapter 4 Page 15:He was out of the bed, fists down trying not to give up to the violence. He could definitely resist, as long as she wasn't going to mention...
"It's always that slut's fault if you keep treatin me like your little game!"
And then his efforts wasted out: he rushed towards her like a fury, grabbin her at her shoulders and shakin her screaming:
"Don't even dare! Shut up that fuckin mouth if you don't wanna see me getting really angry!"
But Kass went on and on, conscious her words would have made Jill more aggressive and even pushing him out from her door forever:she kept talkin realizing all that, caught in the need of pouring all out.
After all that scene was just repeating itself and till then no matter all the insults she was striving to find for him, he hadn't walked away due to her gysteria. Not that he never comforted her the way she had hoped for either but he never did eclipse.
"Shouting my fuckin mouth down? No way! You feel touched and ragin reactions cos I am stating the truth and you know it!Say it to me, camon say it: how many times while we make sex- taht's sex merely, it isn't love is it?- you think of her instead of me? How many times? Do you think I ma that dumb to not reckoning it?"
"You're fool: I can swear I never think of anyone but you since we're together.. for months I have tried miracles to convince you of my feelings, but all you seem to care about is my past..."
So you're telling me I actually count a lot for you?"
"Oh Lord.. of course you do?!? Which sense in all ths I made for you tonight otherwise?"
"Am I counting more than everything else for you?"
"You do.."
"Then say to me I do count more than her. Tell it or quit me."
Jill gave a jump.Then lookin into her pupils he yelded to her pressures:
"Right.. everything to stop this nonsense: you count for me more than anything else, and you do count more than her."
"And would you eventually marry me in some years?"
But that specific admission wasn't filled fully. Like many others of his generation she thought he was prolly allergic to the conjugation of the verb "to marry". She had time to convince him anyway she thought. Wasn't she the most important one in his life after all?
The quarrel vanished, just like a typhon about to destroy all around getting suddenly dried.He offered a hug, she dived into it.
She clasped herself to him to feel him hers, to forget the suspect that was torturing her, namely he wasn't at all.She kept the tight embrace, so long that her breast hurt out of his body pressure, but she couldn't even sense that pain.She were ready to erase her body for a promise of eternal love, for a certainty.
But.. NO.
It wasn't workin.
For how much she was tryin hard to believe the love Jill was telling her about, there weren't those the words he said she would have kept recalling.
Not all his promises, and there weren't in her memory any of the lovely attentions he had actually constantly given to her, and any of the passionate exchanges of their relationship.
NO.
Despite the necessity of believing he was in love with her, only one image was going to stay about ther night together. The worst one: the anjelic face of the young man turning demonicus, the violence of his reaction after the "offence" and the sour sound of those words:
"Don't even DARE! Shout up that fuckin mouth..."
There were 5 month they were an item, and he couldn't stand still to have a conversation about that one.
Incredible.
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