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Chapter 2 Page16: Jill writes his diary


Chapter 2 Page 16:(...)3D of MAY, 1995
Lately I've chilled out about all this.I have talked with daddy about the way I feel, and he looked relieved since I did.He said frankly, but with warm care that he cannot get in full what is within my heart, since it takes more than even an immense love, and an immense interest we can have for someone like a son, to be really capable to mirror his soul, but that I looked radiant and shiny to him since Melania is here.
He said I shall just take the best from any day I live, and treasure it, like a gift.
Then he asked me what I think it's better, if to suffer because you've got to live an extraordinary experience, although brief, when it will be a memory, or to never touch the great things of life, to avoid the memory and the void they temporarily let you with, once they've ended. He said there's no real joy, in living the obvious not because we like it, but because we fear the rest.
He's right. Even if, oh, it will be a tragedy, and even if.. I would love if my perfect state could crystallize the way it is now, and never change.(...)

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