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Chapter 2 Page 3: Outside Sheffield Arena


Chapter 2 Page 3:(...)Now you are scrutinizing me , and I feel so uplifted, and it is so unnatural, since I barely stand to take the direct look of your eyes within mines, your eyes are capable of stealing out from me all other thoughts I may have, while now, no.. Now I can take them, and penetrate you to find deep behind that lusting green all words you've never spoken with me, but you would have liked to.
This feeling of expanding and spreading warmth of joy within me, and the universe around dissolves and fades away: weak echoes of others's conversations are wasted in this personal air we share, they get wasted just in the middle of a nowhere land. Everything which could appear impossible to be ignored is now exactly in front of me, and I am caught within, so involved that I feel like a star sparkling for the first time, like a kitten opening eyes to life.I want all this, but now that I want it, fear arises and wipes all magic away; no, I can't send wrong messages out this way, and then all things gain back their weightin, neat look, there's the pressure of reality which cannot be forgotten, and I try to step back, but it's just too late: hand which blocks and ties me, the other which pulls ahead my body, with decision, like they have to break resistence with a force, which is after all unrequested. I want it too.
Let's make this happen, it is meant to.(...)

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