I think I have insomnia. I've ot been able to go to bed at a decent time in a long while, and everything again repeats itself with me sleeping to one in the afternon and not accomplishing anything. I even think 10 is too early. And its killing me. I've still got a million things to accomplish on my to-do list, and only have a couple crossed out. I seriously don't think I'm going to be able to finish those classes and get credit. I'll try my hardest to finish Galatians, but I just don't know.
Sunday night, I was sort of angry with Michael. He gave me an english book of his so that I can write 8 essays, one page a piece, on these various stories. As soon as I get home, I start working on them and when I call to tell him I'm finished, Ashley answers his cell phone and tells me he'll call back later. At first, I thought they were all out at the Beanstock or something, but I guess Ashley, Lauren, and Bobbi all stopped by at his house, so I felt a little better about that.
Monday I went to the movies with Ben and Miki Demary, who just got back from Spain. When I'm with these two I always have alot of fun just because they're really cool like that. We went to go see a movie "Somethings got to give" with these two girls that Ben knew, then went to their apartment, ate some brownies and watched Average Joe. Tommorow, I'm going out to have dinner with Ben, Miki, and Judy at Mi Pueblo, then Ben's going to drop me off at the church so I can go to my classes.
On tuesday, nothing happened. But today, my uncle left for Iraq. He's going to be gone atleast 18 months, which is a really long time. I'm not really close with him so its not as though it affects me much, but I do feel sorry for my cousins having their dad gone so long. I called last night to tell him goodbye and everything. I slept really late today, almost until 2. I didn't work on the website, I didn't finish an article. I didn't accomplish anything. But things did go well for me today.
Tonight, we had a meeting on everything that was going on in the youth group and the new changes on the trip policy. I think its a good idea, though it means I can't take chauncey to winterfest. But we've still got plenty of other options to introduce him to my youthgroup. Dave's really hard on himself over small little things he does, like not being able to make it sometimes to teach because he has to work. He's such a great guy and I hope one day to be a little like him. I brought MP that picture I made of him, with the facial hair and keanu reeves haircut. He laughed really hard when he saw it. And I also gave him my copy of Le Petite Prince that I wrote in. He's doing it in english, so him and I are going to be able to talk about all of it. Its my FAVORITE book. Tyler was there and I keep encouraging him to start coming to more things. Oh yeah, and Alysha thinks she has breast cancer and thats really sad. Alysha goes to school with Tyler and Ryan, but she's in the 8th grade.
After services, we were all standing around talking, saying goodbyes forever, and I asked Mike about my gift, not thinking he really brought it. He drug me into the supply closet and pulled out a box -- haha i said i do -- and gave me a pewter cross necklace that his great grandfather gave him before he died and had given it to me. I really wasn't sure what to say. I mean, I felt special. He's giving me something that really means alot to him. Mike just told me to always wear it and I will. He also told me that we had better be friends forever. And I think that will definitely happen, even though at many times I wonder about his and mine friendship. I know I sometimes get those feelings of what-if or become depressed over something he did or did not do. But I guess all of that is rather stupid really. I'm supposed to be the grown up here. I don't think we'd survive without each other. So we hugged and everything and then he told me I had to write 4 essays for him. I chased him down the hallway trying to hit him.
When I got home, I worked on the essays and waited until simple life came on and talked to chauncey and chad for a while online. Pauper's finally over emily and is starting to like a girl named Anne, whose australian. He was in a really really good mood. And I love to see him this way because he's not in a great mood too often. So many terrible things have happened in his life, and its great to see a couple of good things happening for a change. Chuancey said "I'm in such a good mood I gotta tell you this. Your the coolest guy ever." That really made my night. Man, what a weird combo, Chauncey and I. We're not alike at all, but yet a great combo. I somehow always make him laugh and happy, and thats got to be a good thing. Yeah, things are going good with everything, especially having MP and Pauper as my best buds.