I Love You ~ 12/14/96 The Devil You Know ~ 4/12/97 Close ~ 8/27/97 This Place ~ 8/27/97 Master ~ 9/8/97 Grim ~ 9/10/97 These Dark Days ~ 12/4/97 Horrible Things ~ 3/10/98 Masks ~ 3/15/98 Victim ~ 3/21/98 Substitute with Substance ~ 4/30/98 Moment of Silence ~ 7/1/98 Silence ~ 7/27/98 Writing ~ 7/29/98 Hidden ~ 7/31/98 The Needing of You ~ 7/31/98 This Place II ~ 8/1/98 When Depression Sinks In ~ 8/1/98 Alcoholic ~ 9/9/98 No Point ~ 1/6/99 No Words ~ 3/28/99 Acceptance ~ 4/17/99 What I Feel ~ 7/10/99 Her ~ 8/20/99 Teleperformance ~ 10/4/99 Brown Luscious Pink ~ 11/25/99 The Vision ~ 1/21/2000 Within the Eyes ~ 4/30/2000 Living Dream ~ 8/10/2000 The Vision Continued ~ 12/8/2000 .. poetry .. .. scribbles .. .. chaos .. .. keep in touch ..

Substitute with Substance ~ 4/30/98 The substance is there The person is not I need the comfort This is all I've got The burning becomes soothing Drip, drip, drip A gulp to wash it down The body rush Chemical thoughts Controversy surrounds Now, cloudy mind Empty feeling Spellbound on the floor The feeling that I loved so much It just makes me want some more The feeling is gone And the person is still Was it all worth it? Should this continue? He wants me to stop I want me to stop But I don't Its temptation's fault Its addiction's fault Blame someone else Just not me