I Love You ~ 12/14/96 The Devil You Know ~ 4/12/97 Close ~ 8/27/97 This Place ~ 8/27/97 Master ~ 9/8/97 Grim ~ 9/10/97 These Dark Days ~ 12/4/97 Horrible Things ~ 3/10/98 Masks ~ 3/15/98 Victim ~ 3/21/98 Substitute with Substance ~ 4/30/98 Moment of Silence ~ 7/1/98 Silence ~ 7/27/98 Writing ~ 7/29/98 Hidden ~ 7/31/98 The Needing of You ~ 7/31/98 This Place II ~ 8/1/98 When Depression Sinks In ~ 8/1/98 Alcoholic ~ 9/9/98 No Point ~ 1/6/99 No Words ~ 3/28/99 Acceptance ~ 4/17/99 What I Feel ~ 7/10/99 Her ~ 8/20/99 Teleperformance ~ 10/4/99 Brown Luscious Pink ~ 11/25/99 The Vision ~ 1/21/2000 Within the Eyes ~ 4/30/2000 Living Dream ~ 8/10/2000 The Vision Continued ~ 12/8/2000 .. poetry .. .. scribbles .. .. chaos .. .. keep in touch ..

Living Dream ~ 8/10/2000 Was that you last night? Were you the one in my dream? Did you hear my cries and reply to my questions? Did you come to comfort me from all this loneliness and despair? Were you the one who made me wake up smiling? Did you remind of the only love I have ever known? The love that we shared, the love that you lived … I know every inch of you by heart … I waited patiently and impatiently for you every night … The lives that we lived conflicted but we always came together … I viewed you, felt you, breathed you, loved you, and lived you … You are all I ever wanted … It's over now … you're in a "better place", as they say … But in a way, it's not ever … You are alive in my heart … I hear your voice in every song … I feel your breath in the wind … Your tears in the rain … And I see you in my dreams …