I hate carin so much
Mood:  down
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Topic: Its hurts to care 4 him!!
Hey, its saturday! Its supposed to be a day of fun and excitement! but its not...all i can do is think about the guy i lost and a freshie who is in love with me< who bought me a $400 10 karrot diamond bracelet and necklace!!> I live each day now thinkin about what i can do about all this and the guy i lost..and i really care about him..< you have no idea how much i care about him> i want to tell him but how do i do such a thing he is 2 yrs older than me and i never cared about someone as much as i care about him...damn i hate this...thinkin hurts too much and its painful to think about him cause i lost him and i don't knoe if he will ever give me another chance...