Open Heart Surgery
Mood:  incredulous
Now Playing: Angel Baby
Topic: That Special Someone
Well its friday before christmas eve and alot has been running thru my head..about alot of feelings i thought i had given up on..Karma is a bitch...But i will say that the only thing that actually went thru my head and stayed there was the fact that i have a great guy in my life that i care about so much..he opened my heart when i had closed it up...he gave me hope that there is love once again out there for me...He is the one guy i have come to trust again and he stays by my side thru all of my BS that dont stop...He means so much to me and if i lost him i dont think i will ever love or trust again...

The Guy
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: Oldies---
Topic: That Special Someone
To That Special Someone:
From me to you:
Each morning i think of you when i wake
Every night you're the last i think of b4 i sleep
I think of you when i am down and it brings me back up
I see you when i feel like hitting rock bottom but i don't
I hear your voice and i want to float up to the gods of light
I care about you more then you may know and i can't tell you
I want to be with you more then you know but you can't see it and you won't
I want you here with me but you won't talk to me and confide in me
I may not be perfect but who ever is
I may not be a godess but i can be real
I may not be ur dream girl but i can be someone u can trust and love
I know you are all those and more for me but i can't do shit
My faith is in gods hands and in your heart
If theres anything between us you already know it and so do I
So i ask of you as a friend and a person
Just please look inside yourself and realize i may be your girl..
'Cause deep down i know and so do you that you're the right guy!!!