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“Karen, I thought you were busy
with Sydney?” Chris asked surprised to see her at his door.
“Gail came by to visit and offered
to stay with Syd so I could go to work for a few hours and I was on my
way home and thought I’d stop in to see you.”
“I’m glad you did, I was just
thinking about you,” He said with a smile, “Sydney seems to be doing pretty
well. I mean, all things considered, she actually looked happy last night.”
“She’s definitely a fighter. If
I didn’t know any better, I’d think she was a Baldwin!”
“I could certainly see that. You
two have quite the bond going. She’s really lucky to have you.”
“We’re so much alike, it’s kind
of scary,” Karen told him, wishing she could just admit her problem to
Chris, but she didn’t have the courage, “I feel like I should be the lucky
one, to have her. I don’t feel quite so alone anymore.”
“Karen, you were never alone,
there’s always someone for you to turn to. I want to be that someone for
you. I want to be the one who gives you a shoulder to cry on. The one who
you call in the middle of the night because you had a nightmare and you
can’t sleep,” He offered, touching her soft cheek, “Let me be the one you
run to when you have the most exciting news and you can’t wait to share
it. Eve asked me today about us and I couldn’t find the right words to
describe it. We’ve been taking things slowly and just seeing each other,
but there’s more to it, Karen. I think it’s time we define our relationship
and be totally honest with each other,” Chris prepared himself to tell
Karen everything.”
She bit her lip, knowing that
there was no way she could be totally honest with him and tell him about
returning to her old habits. The stress of the situation had her body craving
a fix.
“Chris, I…”
“Wait, before you say anything,
I have something I have to tell you. With everything that happened with
Julie, I guess I was just afraid that our relationship was too good to
be true and that it could never happen. My marriage was doomed from the
beginning and Julie turned out to not be the person I thought she was.
I know that you’re not Julie, and that things will be different with us.
Which is why it makes it so easy to tell you that I’m so incredibly in
love with you Karen Wexler.”

“Chris Ramsey! I still can’t believe
it. What in the hell is that girl thinking? Is she thinking?” Scott
yelled throwing down the newspaper after reading the article about Chris
and Julie’s divorce.
“Reacting like that, it’s no wonder
she’s not speaking to you. Now, I’m not exactly a fan of Chris, but he
can manage to put a smile on her face and we know that she hasn’t exactly
had much to smile about lately. When I ran into her the other day, she
seemed really off. She was talking really fast and couldn’t sit still.
She just wasn’t herself.”
“Well Luce, if your boyfriend
turned out to be a total jerk and your new so-called boyfriend’s divorce
from an accused serial killer was all over the papers, you’d be acting
a little different, too. Then there’s the fact that she thinks I don’t
care about her. Not that’s a crazy thought if I’ve ever heard one…that’s
it! She’s dating Ramsey to get back at me for not paying enough attention
to her!” Scott concluded, “I need to talk to her.”
“What was that you were saying
about crazy thoughts? She’s a Baldwin, Pal. You need to give her some time
to cool off before you go and try to work things out with her. Otherwise,
she’s just going to toss you out the door. You guys will work things out,
I’m sure of it. You just have to be patient and understand where she’s
coming from on this. I’m going to take Christina for a walk, you want to
get those fish sticks cooking while I’m gone?” Lucy asked, picking up the
infant and walking to the door.
Before she could open it, the
doorbell rang.
“Are you Mr. And Mrs. Scott Baldwin?”
The man asked.
“Yes, what can we…”
“Consider yourself served,” He
cut her off, shoving the papers into her hand and leaving.
“What’s this all about?”
Lucy didn’t answer him. Her face
fell and all of the color drained from it. The papers were dropped to the
floor and she held Christina tighter.
“No! She will NEVER take
my baby away from me! That monster can not be your mother, it’s
not possible!” Lucy cried as Scott read over the papers that had her so
worked up.
“I don’t believe it! That nut
job Devlin is claiming to be Christina’s birth mother and she’s suing us
for sole custody.”
“Karen? Did you hear what I said?”
Chris asked, unsure about her blank expression.
“I…yes, I’m sorry. I just wasn’t
expecting it. I’ve dreamt about hearing you say those words, but I never
even imagined them sounding that amazing. After everything that happened
with Joe, he had me feeling like I would never be loved again and I didn’t
deserve it. You’ve shown me what a caring, generous, warm-hearted person
you are and I couldn’t help but fall in love with you.”
“You what? You love me?” Chris
smirked, his stomach dancing with excitement as he put his arms around
her waist.
“Did I say love? I think I meant
tolerate,”
Karen teased, trying not to smile.
”Look, Wexler, you’re not as funny
as you think you are! You’re lucky you’re so damn cute,” He kissed her
forehead.
“That all you got?”
He responded by dipping her backwards,
letting his lips fall upon hers in a kiss that made her entire body tingle.
Kissing him back, she ran her hands over his muscular chest, feeling the
connecting as her warm skin met his.
“I thought you wanted to take
things slow?”
“I lied,” Karen whispered, removing
his shirt.
My tea’s gone cold, I’m wondering
why I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up
my window and I can’t see at all
And even if I could it’d all
be gray, but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it’s not
so bad, it’s not so bad
They found their way to the bedroom
as they helped each other out of their clothes. Chris scooped up Karen
and gently laid her on the bed.
I drank too much last night,
got bills to pay, my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there’ll
be hell today, I’m late for work again
And even if I’m there they’ll
all imply that I might not last the day
And then you call me and it’s
not so bad, it’s not so bad and
I want to thank you for giving
me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having
the best day of my life
“I love you so much, Chris. Every
time I’m with you, I feel like a princess who can have anything she wants.
You make me believe in myself.”
“You are the most amazing person
I know, Karen. There’s no reason why you shouldn’t believe in yourself.
Promise me you’ll start giving yourself more credit.”
Instead of answering, she leaned
in and kissed him, pulling the sheets up around them.
Push the door, I’m home at last
and I’m soaking through and through
Then you handed me a towel
and all I see is you
And even if my house falls
down now, I wouldn’t have a clue
Because you’re near me and
I want to thank you for giving
me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having
the best day of my life
'Thank You' by Dido off her album
'No Angel'
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