Desire

Title: Desire
Author: Bergs coffecup26@yahoo.com
Rating: R
Pairing: Maggie/Bianca
Summary: Holly has inspired me to challenge myself a bit (and she doesn't even know it) Her wonderful and extremely well written story "Don't Walk, Run" made feel like attempting to write a more sensual story. Most of mine usually include kissing and nothing more. So I'm going to try for something a little different here. This is a Maggie/Bianca first time story (big shocker). Hehehe.
Disclaimer: These characters don't belong to me. I'm just borrowing them for a bit. Thanks to AMC and the writers there for bringing Maggie, Bianca, and the whole town of Pine Valley to us each day.





'You're oblivious to it, aren't you? You can't see the way I look at you, or you choose not to set see it. You don't see the way desire such a powerful word, Seeps out from this heart of mine. I desire you. I desire your lips, how sweet to kiss them. I desire your touch. I ache within. I desire your affection; I yearn to be consumed by it. I desire your hand, and pray that one-day it interlock with my own. I desire your eyes Frenzied by the way they glow. I desire you. I desire you. I desire that one-day, you will desire me too.' Bianca thought as she watched Maggie sitting across the SOS with Tim. 'How did that happen? Maggie and I are here together and next thing I know she's over there with Tim. God- what was I thinking pushing those two together?'

As hard as Bianca tried not to watch, her eyes kept pulling to the direction of Maggie in Tim. She saw Tim nod his head and place his hands over Maggie's. A jealous ping went off in Bianca's heart. Tim smiled and Maggie laughed, as she pushed her hair back behind her ear.

'Tim must be doing the "charming" thing again,' Bianca thought. 'I can be charming too you know?'

Tim's smiled faded slightly as Maggie pulled back and gave him a hug.

'Why is that killing me so much to see you hug him? It's not like I didn't ask for this?'

Tim walked toward the SOS door and waved toward Bianca as Maggie followed behind him. She walked back to her table. "Bink, let's get out of here. We need to go someplace private and talk," Maggie said grabbing her purse.

"Okay," Bianca answered following her friend.

Once back to Maggie's room at the Valley Inn the each took off their shoes and got comfortable. "What's up Maggie? Not that I'm complaining or anything," Bianca said smiling shly, "but why the sudden need for privacy?"

"Bink, we need to talk."

'Oh God. Why don't I like the sound of this? Look at her face! It's got to be bad. She's leaving isn't she? That's why Tim looked so upset. He must have been hugging her goodbye. Why now?' Bianca seemed to panic and her face showed it.

"Relax Bianca, nothing bad. Well I least I hope it isn't bad," Maggie smiled.

"Oh…yeah I paniced there a bit. You wouldn't believe the stuff that just ran through my head," Bianca laughed nervously, "So what's on your mind?"

"You."

"Me?"

"Yeah, you. You, and this," Maggie leaned forward and kissed Bianca.

The sensation was as good as Maggie had thought it would be. She knew the closeness she shared with Bianca made her feel wonderful, but she needed to know what it would be like to experience this sensation that her heart knew was love.

As their lips pulled apart, Bianca's eyes remained closed. "Wow," she said softly. Maggie smiled and reached her hand up and touched Bianca's face.

"I've been wanting to do that for awhile now. It wasn't till just recently that I was able to figure out what's been going on with me. Why I've been feeling this way. I think 'we' just answered my question though," Maggie replied moving in closer and placing her hands around Bianca's waste. "I need to know Bianca. Do you love me?"

Bianca had to think about this for one tenth of a second. Of course she loved Maggie. She knew she had loved Maggie now for sometime. But her rational mind (compliments of her father) told her that Maggie couldn't ever feel the same way. But here she was now, standing in Maggie's room having just received one of…no…the best kiss in her adult life and she wasn't sure how to proceed. 'What I need to do here is not think about it.' She said to herself. "Maggie, I'm so tired of pretending to just want to be your friend when what I want from you is what I see in happy people around me all day," Bianca answered.

"What do you see," Maggie asked looking into Bianca's eyes.

"I see them in love, spending their lives together, raising families, growing old and committed to one another. I want that so much Maggie. I want that with you."

"I want that too Bink," Maggie answered. "I realized at the wedding that those were the things I wanted with you. I sat there in-between you and Tim and watched Edmund and Brooke exchange vows. I saw the way they looked at each other. I saw the minister talk about commitment and life and love and all the great stuff in-between and I knew it was you I wanted to share those things with. You Bianca," Maggie said beginning to cry.

I love you so much Maggie," Bianca said finally.

The girls made their way to the bed and just lay there in each other's arms for hours. The sun outside was slowly setting and the watched it's beautiful gold and red hues dance across the room. Night made its way through the veil of orange.

"It's getting late," Bianca said. "Maybe I should get going?"

"No. Stay…will you stay with me tonight?"

Bianca felt her heart beat start to do double time. 'Stay. Does she mean stay, stay?' Bianca started running over possible scenarios. Perhaps that's why she didn't notice Maggie slowly slip out of her shirt. She also didn't notice Maggie begin to move herself over Bianca. A warm feeling ran itself over her body. "Oh god," was all she muttered when she realized what was going to happen.

"Is this okay?" Maggie asked as she started kissing at Bianca's neckline. Bianca was for the first time in her life, at a loss for words.

"I want to be with you. I just don't know..." Maggie, who had been pushing toward this, was suddenly shy. In her recent fantasies Maggie had been adventurous and experienced, but now she was nervousness.

"It's okay," Bianca smiled. "This is new for me too."

"I thought…I mean? Didn't you?" Maggie wasn't sure how to phrase the question.

"Yes and No," Bianca said lowering her head. "Somewhat there…but never actually finalized."

It pained her to ask, but Maggie needed to know before she crossed this line, "Frankie?"

"No. Not Frankie," Bianca said sadly. "We never. I mean I loved her very much. But our relationship was still new and we both wanted to take our time." v"Oh."

"You didn't know her. I really didn't either I found out. But there never was a…consummation I guess you could say… It never felt right…Just a lot of …" Maggie held her finger up to Bianca's mouth and silenced her.

"It's okay. Forget I asked," she smiled and leaned in to replace her finger with her lips.

Bianca rolled over and positioned herself over Maggie. The rest of their clothes were quickly tossed aside. And they lay their basked in only moonlight. Their lips met again, hungrily and Maggie was left wanting still more when Bianca broke the contact and began kissing her way down Maggie's throat. Maggie wanted Bianca's lips on her own, but any complaints went out the window when Bianca slid down Maggie's bra and took one nipple into her mouth while gently fondling the other.

"Oh Bianca…" Maggie moaned. She had never felt any sensations like this before. It was amazing. 'This is what it feels like to be with someone you love huh? This is wonderful.'

"I love you Bianca," Magie said in-between soft moans.

"I love you too," Bainca said moving back up and reclaiming Maggie's' lips.

Bianca moved down Maggie's body again, kissing the soft skin.

"Please, Bianca..." Maggie squirmed beneath her, not really sure herself exactly what she was asking for. Bianca inserted first one finger, then two. Maggie's leg wrapped tightly around her waste and Bianca began to move into her.

Maggie cried out her name and Bianca pushed another finger deep inside. Bianca could feel her own excitement. "Give me your leg," she said, adjusting herself to that she was now grind into Maggie's thigh as she pumped into her lover. Bianca could feel Maggie squirm beneath her, she felt Maggie tighten around her fingers as Bianca too began to climb with Maggie. "Ohhhhh…yes…" they both groaned together.

They moved as one. Their eyes locked and then it happened. Two souls destined to meet by tragic fate; two people who had made it through so many heartaches and other events were now together declaring their undying love. Bound together by this night of passion. Maggie cried, "Bianca…I'm…I…Love you" and Bianca was right beside her, just as she always had been.

"Oh God Maggie, I love you!" and they climaxed together.

Wrapped up in sheets the two women lay in bed, Maggie giggled like a child. "I had no idea it could feel like that," she said kissing Bianca's lips.

"Me either."

"That was…I mean…wow."

"Yeah I know. So can we do it again?" Bianca asked. Maggie burst out laughing.

"Sure. After all, we've got the rest of our lives together."

"The rest of our lives. I like the way that sounds Maggie," Bianca said taking Maggie's hands and bringing it to her lips, kissing it softly.

"Lets get some sleep now. We've got a long day ahead of us," Maggie whispered.

"Mmmhmm," Bianca answered, "Like what?"

"Like…your mother."

"You had to say it didn't you," Bianca started laughing and tickling Maggie.

She brushed one last kiss over Maggie's flushed cheek. Soon they both drifted off to sleep in each others arms.

Later that night Bianca woke to Maggie's arm wrapped around her.

Bianca smiled down. "I finally get my own happy ending," she whispered and kissed her lover's head. "Goodnight Maggie."





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