"Honeymoon Blues"
Well here we are on our honeymoon trip to Bermuda. The place is just beautiful! Luis is being so sweet and romantic. It would be the most perfect time of my life if only Luis and I were married. We did not get married as planned. No, it was not because of Julian or Father. This time it was Ethan and Theresa. The scene at the church was just horrible. I doubt Father could have planned anything like this. The wedding started beautiful enough. The church looked like something out of my dreams. Theresa looked like an angel. I have no complaints on how I looked. Everything just fell into place so nicely. We walked happily down the isle. The only thing that was of any concern was the fact that Ivy did not show up. But when she did, she made one hell of an entrance! She crashed her car right into the church and almost drove up to the altar. I thought she was excited and her foot slipped. Then when I saw how she was acting, I got worried that she was drunk. She was none of those things. Ivy was in a rage because that filthy tabloid rag had the nerve to say that Theresa was the one to ruin Ethan's life and expose his paternity. Luis doesn't believe that Theresa would do that and neither do I.
I know how much she loves Ethan. She would never betray him like that. Even though I like Gwen and probably always will, I get the feeling that even she could not love Ethan as deeply and passionately and without limits as Theresa so obviously does.
Well, Luis and I were still going to go through with the wedding but Charity Standish told us not to. She kept having bad premonitions about the whole thing. I didn't want our wedding day to be anything less that perfect so we decided to wait. Since we had no where to go, Pilar urged us to take our honeymoon trip. Thank God she did.
I feel wonderful. I cannot explain it but right before the wedding, I kept getting a bad feeling about things. I felt like someone kept walking over my grave. Then the strangest thing of all happened. This was weirder than Ivy making the church a "drive thru." Julian seemed genuinely anxious for Luis and I to get married. This was NOT an act. It has me puzzled and a little scared. Could he and Father be up to something else? What could it be? He really wanted to see a wedding ring on my finger. This does not give me a good feeling.
I am trying to push these uneasy thoughts out of my head and enjoy myself but it is so hard. I know my brother and that is what scares me...
