.... A Friend...or Not At All
Sometimes I think about it all.
Sometimes friends are friends
Or not at all.
Somtimes they hide and write
behind a wall.
But you can't see cause,
you're not to tall.
What is it that makes
A friend to be?
Is it laffter, fun or fancy free.
Or is it tears, and shareing,
Comfort and careing?
Sure its great to have a blast
To party and dance, with a friend.
But when you cry or when your down
Can you still find that friend around?
Fantasy Unattained
There comes a time.. in each of our lives
that we have to sit back.. and contimplate
Where we come from and where we're going
Some times the fun and laffter isn't enough
sometimes the love and tenderness.. doesn't satisfy
Some times the pretend and false hopes Hinder
And we never see where we were or where we're going
We let our imaginations..dictate our lives how we wish they were
instead of recognizing whats in front of us..thats real and right
Im no better than any of the rest.. i search and seek
look for that fantasy place in your heart..
where real life can't touch.. or be realized..
Where you feel the love the lafter..
the tender touch the closeness and desires of pleasures explored
But i know where the boarder is..and where the fantasy stops
When its over its over and you have to face RL..
like it or not Some times RL sucks..but so does fantasy unattained
I Forgot to Write
I try to write what's on my mind
Of what I feel in my heart,
But life rushes in,
And I forget again,
The words that rambled deep within
The thoughts quickly fade,
The feelings all jumble.
And I go on about the day.
But late at night when I begin to weary
Turn out the light, and close my eyes.
All the words and thoughts and feelings,
Just seem to flood in.
They fall in place, they all take shape,
I know just what, I want to say.
I open my eyes and look around
Its dark and all I see is night.
No pen, No pencil, no paper to write.
Exhausted and sleepy, to late at night
I wake sudden at daybreak, and sigh and grumble
Cause I forgot to write.
One lonely day Lost
One lonely day lost,
Searched for something there
Not knowing where or what,
Lingered a moment
A word was spoken
A greeting a simple 'hi'
Then there was silence
Time to leave, a casual wave goodbye
He spoke a word *wait"
Paused and wondered why
I felt a pull a drawing near
He said, " I don't want you to go"
We talked we shared, we soon felt close
A moment together, became hours
And from that time forward,
Days and months were cherished
We became as One, with joy and laughter
Love and caring, drawing nearer
He felt that pull too. Like a magnet's draw
And we let it pull us closer
We held each other’s heart
We dreamed each other’s dreams
We knew before we Knew
We belonged one to the other
Never so Close to any other
Those moments, hours and days
Swiftly grew into months
Precious times, wonderful times
Full of love and laughter
One belonged to the other
Feelings grew, the hearts were full,
The joy forever "Eternal"
Amazed and overwhelmed with wanting and desire
The stars were ours we gazed upon
And felt each other nearer
A gentle touch, a warm smile
A vibrant "growl" we'd melt
We held each other, comforted too
And knew each others thoughts
Knew each others feelings
Time slipped bye before we were aware
Real life occurred and pushed apart
What pulled us both together
Time together now is gone
And private emotions fill my heart
There is still the draw
And pull of heart,
The cherished moments
The touch remembered
The friendship always treasured
Like A Dream
It was like a dream, and dreams slowly fade.
I just touched your face, and felt a trace,
That the dream was still there.
I tossed and turned, to fight the dawn,
Not wanting to awake.
I reached over to feel you near, And all my hand felt
Was the cold night air.
The dream so sweet, the pleasure bliss,
Was seald with a kiss.
Many times through out the day
I found myself in thought
About the dream,
The dream where i wanted to stay
I waited anxioius through the day
For the night to return and the dream.
To feel your warm embrace, and to softly touch your face.
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