Aaaaaarrrrrggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't send email from my Earthlink account. I change the new server like the Earthlink brains told me to, and now I can receive mail but not send it.

Well, fuck me raw and call me Bertha, this just sucks.

In other news, I'm cramping like a mo'fo.

I should just drink another beer and go to sleep.

I talked to Rick today. When I told him I had gotten high for the first time he laughed and then said in a very dramatic voice, "Oh my god, they got Rynn." And then he laughed and laughed. It made me laugh. He full on tickles me.

Claire came over today and we studied Algebra and I didn't cry once.

I'm so proud of me.

I started writing a new story today. It's a horror story. And I don't know if I'm writing it to see if I still can write after so long a break. Or if I really have a story to tell.

So far I'm really enjoying the imagery that I'm putting down. We'll see if it's any good after a few more pages. I really don't know where I'm going with it, and that's not a good sign.

I'll keep you posted.