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well.. lately.. i've been running out of energy, and I hate that. So like..! I;ve been in school. I aviod eating lunch, then I go eat whenever I can after school. Altho.. Since I jsut eat snacks its bettewr for me. I'm not eating a whole lot.. bc I don't want to have alot of weight. I hate being so heavy. well.. looking at it((this is just for me.. bc no one has seen me without any clothes on.. or have they??)) I need to loose a bit of weight in some areas.. not telling.. continuing.. I've been working out alot more.. since my dad owns the place.. this week alone I have worked out 4 times.. thats more then usual. I can't do it that much, and if I am at the school doing nothing then, that means.. I am asleep. That helps, bc I just get so tired. No one has ever seen me drone like how I am after school. Thank God, I have class afterwards. I still need to finish my book for English. I'm still debating wether to change my aiding period. I want to aide for my Japanese teacher, since she has no aide, and the guy I'm aiding right now already has two other aides besides me. But I'll try to change that class like... the 25th.. YAY! anyways.. I'll just switch around my 2nd and 3rd periods.. I'm already bored of school. I don't want to graduate.. I think I just want to go back to Japan. Once again.. I want to go back to Japan. Anytime, and even if it kills me. I'm tired of living. Theres nothing left for me here. I'm so full of shit.. LMFAO. thats a first eh? and then.... someone better stop flirting with me.. and no its not my subordinate.. its the other fool.. that i don't like to talk to sometimes but do bc of stupid shit.. anyways.. maybe thats why I hide online on AIM? eh.. maybe that makes sense.. o duck it all! LOL! hide from alot of things but keep the precious ones close to you.