A New Look
Since.. I cleared my temp. internet files.. I can't access Naimoka..
and I can't see the Chii pic i need. If anyone can find that picture again.. for me..
I would the the happiest person.. well,, ya that would make me happy, then I had to change the
layout of my site.. so.. I hope u like the cloudy look with Utada Hikaru's
Simple and Clean in the background music.

I never said..
Wait I have never said will never be spoken.. until one day
we'll just never know when that will be said.
But until that day.. just.. let it go.

10 Things About Living in the Philippines
1) Women get their nails done every week, and
always on make-up even without taking a bath lol.

2) Nightlife includes waiters who light AND ash your cigarettes!

3) It's easy to find beauty in females, harder to find in your surroundings.

4) Politics sucks!!!!!

5) Food is cheap.

6) Text messaging is a way of life. From asking someone out.

7) Summer, yes Philippines has a summer, is between the months of March and May. Super hot!!!

8) Malls are crazy on weekends.

9) It's all about WHO you know.

10) It's raining right now

I never knew stuff about this.. since i've never been to the Homeland.. ya..
I am chinese philippino.. but my dad is like.. 1/4th chinese.. and like..
i'm 1/8th then.. nah....nyah.....
so bored....

Test for the Rest

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

Costumes In the Making
Ok.. So i got this idea of making a wuick cosplay of Chii.. but its one that I didn;t design..
its from the Artbook I found online.. Maybe I'll post the pic when I get a good shot.. anyways..
I have been exhausted lately.. I can't help that. I hope everything will get better. I'm
working out alot more, for my own good and for replacement of my brother. I want to get better so I
can eventually match up to his skill some way. Then I don't want to become a fat cosplayer either..
**shrugs**..
Sick..SICK..SICK..SICK!!MAKE ME HAPPY!
ANYWAYS.. I'm halfway done with the cosplay.. I'm still thinking of the design
for my orginial White Kitty Costume and then Luis's from Aznpop Pink Bunny Goddess costume..
I'll need more ideas.. BUT.. I'll get pics done soon.

ToO MuCh To Do
LIKE.. I made a new section... its all about Lyrics.. I'll be making some mor.
So I hope you enjoy them, I have too much free time sometimes..
then I might add another link section for cosplay sites that i'm not involved in.. eh..
maybe.. maybe not..

Like today.. I am tired.. then. I worked out.. I've had enough.. I want to rest..
My Uncle stepped on my back for popping it.. omg.. I've never felt it pop
so many times.. whats wrong with me?

To Think
Why do you try to live? If you know that your eventually going to meet death, why do your best now? If you know that
your going to have a pointless life, why live now?

"Because we want to live"

Purly, that just it. Humans live to because they need to love other people,
just like the way I live today because I love you....

But does that really mean anything? does it say that we
actually care for the living and make the best of it? what
if we have ever thing we ever wanted.. then what?
we'll just never know.. will we?

Miko's Tired ((my bitchy, ranting, cranky post... you don't have to comment))
The last day of July.. and its the evilest one yet

Ok.. this entire week I have done nothing but babysitting and working out. aka Martial arts. I am
wiped out. I don't want to do any more shit. dON'T BOTHER ME UNTIL MONDAY.. I am just so fucked up.. my body is sore... my head is in mayhem..
and my cousins, uncles and aunts are over... I just wanted to relax this weekend.. I JUST WANT
TO BE LEFT FUCKING ALONE.. FUCK YOU ALL.. NOW I MEAN IT.. JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE UNTIL I FEEL
FUCKING BETTER.. NO I AM NO SANE.. SO FUCK YOU... AND YOU AND YOU! I JUST WANTED TO FUCKNIG RELAX...
its my god damn summer... Did I do what I wanted to do? no.. FUCK YOU MOM.. FUCK YOU DAD.. FUCK EVERYONE
!!!! SOOO FUCK OFF I am so fucking tired of everything.. GOD DAMN IT.. forget it.. I give up.. no more
talking to ppl.. no more games.. I just want to sleep...AWW HELL I'LL JUST SHOOT MYSELF.. I'M
GOING FUCKING NUTS... SO FUCK YOU ALL ONCE AGAIN!ALL I WANT.... IS A GOD DAMN GOOD BACK POPPING..
CAN I GET THAT? NO.... SO LAY OFF.. OR I'LL KICK YOUR FUCKING ASS.

All i did was get up at 10:30.. sore as hell.. then I had to go to another city.. and then work out for like,/br>3 hours.. GDI... I AM TIRED.. FUCK YOU.. AND U WORK OUT THEN... I DIDN'T SAY I WANTED TO DID U?
FUCK NO.. SO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.. I WANTED TO SLEEP IN. GDI.. ((once again.. everyone just
fuck off.. I hate the world.)) so then.. after that we had quizznos.. then my dad let us go to an
asian food gift/ food market.. I got some stuff.. then my dad, my youngest brother and I went back home.
.. And I tried sleeping in the car, but it was horrible.. wat a horrible day so far. But I
learned alot of new things for fighting. Then as soon as I got home.. my mom said I had to get ready
for my Japanese meeting.. CAN'T I REST FOR A MINUTE? GET OFF MY BACK... FUCK YOU ALL ONCE AGAIN.
Then we left for my dad's school.. I am so tired.. I had to move chairs from my mom's car and then
like talk to ppl and I was so tired.. acting cheerful.. but I had plenty of sugar.. and
that didn't help my bodys conditon. If fucked it up even more. Jeez.. I feel like shit..
hell I am shit.. FUCK YOU ALL. I don't need your sympathy.. A) you don't care.. B) NO ONE DOES
CARE C) stop fucknig using me D) stop saying you love me because you don't.. ur just saying it
to make me feel funny.

Anyways.. so like they came over.. kinda messes up with the meeting.. but its good seeing them again.. I
hate being smaller.. I HATE ME! FUCK OF I DON'T NEED YOUR SYMPATHY.. o.. and if i'm not online..
then I'm probably walking to a shopping center.. and getting away from my fucking life

I am tired.. you have to understand how much shit
I go through to understand my pain.. altho.. NO ONES SO THATS WHY I AM CURSING AND SWEARING AT
YOU.. so fuck you.
.. ... ... whatwever doesn't kill you.. detrierates your spirit

The Previous Titles Name Relation
Ok well.. I ate asian food for dinner.. and like I lost
my fortune from my fortune cookie.. I wonder where it went. O well.. When I find it.. I'll
post it.

Lost Fortune Cookie
Ok.. so like today I was babysitting.. and it started to rain. SO i didn't get to go swimming today. However I did get to go work out.
Man, it hurts! I need to get ready or tomorrow.. Im sorry if I never came back online. Really I
am, I might be able to get my pictures retaken.. if only I knew what to do... eh.... fuck you all.
.. not all of u.. just some.. and... not the ppl who I talk to everyday.. you all kno who you are
so its aite.

So like I talked to Adrian yesterday.. suddenly I realized.. that I remembered that he was tossing pebbles
at me.. and one landed.. down my shirt.. I have to go kick his ass. Thats just down right
rude..Fucker.. but ANYWAYS. I hope I'll have a good Weekend..