Kindred Souls - Part 28 -

Part Twenty-Eight

After Giles dropped the boys off at home, he immediately drove out to the O’Malley clinic.  Druscilla looked up from her typing as Giles entered.  “Oh, hi!  How are you doing, Uncle Rupert?”

“As well as can be expected, Druci.  Is your father free?”

“Yeah, his last client just left.  He’s in his office.”

Liam poked his head out of his office door.  “Druci, did I hear someone?  Oh, Rupert, hello.”

“Liam, do you have a spare moment?”

“Of course.  I always have time for you.”  Liam held the door open as Giles entered.  After shutting the door, he sat in one of the chairs in front of the desk and motioned for Giles tos it in the other.  “So, what did you need?”

“Well,” said Giles, taking the proffered seat, “ you know the funeral was today.”  Liam nodded, so Giles continued.  “Iam and Xander went off by themselves for a bit.  Presumably for Xander to cry.”

“Mostly likely,” agreed Liam.  “And how was he during the service?”

Not good.  He merely sat there and stared.  No tears, nothing.”

“Hmm…”

“Liam, don’t do that,” requested Giles, a touch exasperated.

“Do what,” asked Liam, a bit surprised.

“Your hmm…  I know what that means, you know.”

“Sorry, I can’t help it.”  Liam smiled a bit and widened his eyes in imitation of a child’s pout.

Giles raised an eyebrow at the other man.  “Well, as I was saying, they went off on their own.  And came back rumpled and slightly dirty, as though they’d been rolling on the ground.  And they both looked very upset; almost scared I’d say, and certainly fighting tears.”

“Scared?”

“Yes”

Oh, no…”

“That was my exact reaction as,” said Giles.

“Dammit!”  Liam looked at Giles a bit sheepishly.  “Sorry.”

“It’s quite alright.  Now, you know about the other day, correct.”

“Their kiss?  Yes.”  Liam thought for a minute.  “So, do you suppose something like that happened today?”

“Quite.  I had assumed Iam was going to comfort Xander,” explained Giles.”

“And then the comforting turned into more,” supplied Liam.  “Perhaps they moved too quickly for one or the other.  Maybe Iam,” he added.”

“What?  Why Iam?”

“It’s confidential.”  Liam immediately became closed mouthed.

“He’s a minor and I’m his legal guardian.  I have every right to know.”  Giles gave Liam a look, “Besides, we both know we can trust each other.”  To Giles’ surprise, Liam actually blushed.

Then he said the one thing Giles never thought he’d hear again.  “Rupe…”

“Liam, no.  We have to concentrate on the boys.”

Liam sighed inaudibly.  “Yes, Iam was frightened of the idea of a physical relationship with another boy because he thinks it’s wrong and painful.  I’m going to work on explaining the difference, but I’m not sure if he’ll ever get over it.”

“He will, and that will be because you know the difference.  You can empathize,” smiled Giles.

“But only because of you.”

****Flashback****

Both men stumbled into their dorm room laughing loudly at the younger one's joke. They fell into the closest bed on their back, holding their stomach. "Li, that was a great evening." Giles said, when he had finally calmed down. He turned to face his friend and smiled. "I haven't had that much fun since..." he stopped for a moment thinking about what he was gonna say, " a long time ago."

Liam turned on his side and smiled warmly. "Come on, Rupe, you can say it... You haven't had that much fun since..." He left the sentence hanging, waiting for Giles to finish it.

Giles laughed again and turned on his side too, facing Liam. "There you go again... The psychiatrist attitude! You're gonna be a good one you know."

"Ha ha, don't change the subject, Rupe."

Giles turned again and stared at the ceiling. "All right. I haven't had that much fun since bloody Ethan left for America."

Liam smiled in triumph and gently placed his hand on his best friend's arm. "He left, but that doesn't mean you're alone. I’ve told you that all year long and you never listened to me."

Giles turned back on his side again and smiled warmly.

"Maybe I should've listened to you." Liam smiled again and they both lay still, entranced, looking in each other's eyes.

Liam dropped his eyes, unable to bear the intensity of emotion he could read in Giles' eyes. He turned away from his friend and looked at the wall.

He felt his friend's hand on his arm, then the arm attached to that hand slowly encircled him and he felt the hard body slowly coming closer to him. He tensed. ‘No, No... please no...’ He wrapped his arms around himself tightly and closed his eyes. Bringing his knees up to his chest he held on to them.

Giles felt Liam's body tense under him and he hugged him tighter. He placed his head on Li's shoulder and closed his own eyes. "What is it, Li?" He received no answer. "Li, please talk to me."

He could hear muffle sounds coming from the body underneath him. "No... please no... don't... no... don't touch me... I don't..."

Liam was completely withdrawn. He didn't hear anything of what his friend was saying. 

Giles tried to make out what Li was saying. ‘No... please...’ He kept repeating in his head the words his friend kept moaning. ‘Don't... Touch me... OH. MY. God.’ As realisation hit him, he unwrapped himself from his friend and sat at his side, gently stroking his back. ‘He's been... that's so horrible! How can someone want to do that? Li is so... friendly and fun, why would someone want to hurt him?’

"Shhh, Li, it's all right. I won't hurt you. I promise I won't... Shhh, please Li, come back to me."

Liam felt the smooth touch on his back and heard the soft words Giles was whispering. Slowly he came back from his trance and sat up. He pulled his knees up and hid his face in them, wrapping his arms around tightly. He cried. He cried just like he had cried three years ago. Giles looked at his friend in shock. ‘I've never seen him so broken. Who did that to him? How is it that I never saw it?’

He kept stroking Li's back gently, whispering soothing sounds in his ear. "It's all right Li. Cry. It'll be all better... Shhh, cry my love. Cry..." Liam tensed then relaxed. The sweet name had struck a cord, even said with such love and tenderness. But he understood it was his friend. And that made it all right. 

Liam leaned against Giles' shoulder, still crying and the older men slowly wrapped his arms around his friend once more, trying not to scare him again.

"Li? Please, tell me what happened? Maybe I can help you heal..."

Liam looked at his friend through teary eyes. It took him a moment to process the question. He shook his head and buried his head in the older man’s chest again.

Giles took that as an answer to his question and didn't try to force Liam to talk. He gently brushed dark hair back. "Shhh, it's all right. Shhh."

"It was horrible."

Giles suddenly stopped moving his hands when he realized Li was talking. After a moment, he resumed stroking and let Li talk at his own pace.

"It was... I was... with... a friend... Rever." Liam was struggling for every word, he had never talked about it before, much less to someone he cared so deeply about.

"Shhh, you don't need to talk if you don't want to." Giles said softly.

"But... I do." Liam said untangling himself from Giles' embrace. He sat back on the edge of the bed and looked down. "I need to talk about it. It's... hard... but you... you're my best friend and if there's someone I can talk to about this, it's you." He looked at his hands. "I wanted you to touch me, but... it's like a reflex. I just withdraw."

Giles felt his heart nearly stop as he looked at his friend. Liam took a deep breath. "I was going out with him for the first time. It was the first time I admitted to myself I wanted to go out with a guy."

He ran a hand his hair, tousling it, and continued. "We went to the cinema and had a good time... but he... kept touching me... at first I... didn't know what to do... and he had more experience than me... so I let him. But then it got on my nerves and I asked him to stop, but he didn't." He closed his eyes tightly, trying to make the memories go away. At the same time, he knew he needed to face them. It was the only way to get them out of his head. Or at least make them less painful.

Giles stayed there, by his friend's side, letting Liam pour his heart out, gently stroking his back. He didn't say a word, he was just being there for his friend.

"When the movie ended I told him I... wanted to go home. So we got in his car, but... we never made it back to the dorms." He stopped tears flooding his eyes. "He took me somewhere... I don't know where..." 

He paused, sobbing. For a moment, he couldn't continue. The sobs became frantic has he remembered what he had wanted to forget for so long.

"It was... dark and... I asked him what he was doing... and he said..." Sob. "he wanted some... fun..." He looked up at Giles. "I was so stupid." 

"Shhh, you didn't know. It's not your fault, Li."

Liam looked back down. "We… he stopped the car... he looked at me and... God, I was so scared..." He hid his face in his hands. "He began touching me. I tried to turn away, but he... said it would be more... fun if... I was... He came closer to me... and he stroked my back... he kept saying I was... his 'wet dream' and... then he just... pressed himself against my back.. He was so close... too close... I tried to push him... but he just pulled me closer to him."

Giles took his hand away from his friend, thinking the touch might still be painful for him. Quickly, he realized his error when he saw Liam tense, then move aside and bring his legs up against his chest again. //Oh Oh. That was a bad idea.// He got closer and gently lay his hand on Li's back. He didn't move, just let it rest there. Liam looked up and all his fears of being rejected vanished in the tender and warm gaze of his best friend.

Liam took another deep breath. He would finish telling this story. Then maybe Giles would... help him make new memories. Better ones. Memories that would make him want men again. Like he used to. Like he wanted to be able to love Rupe right now. He loved him but couldn't tell him. Not yet.

"He... pushed me against the door and ripped my shirt off. He... touched me... my back... he licked... he kept saying that... I was beautiful… and... I wanted to get out. I was struggling and yelling, but it just turned him on more." He leaned into Giles touch, seeking its safety and warmth. Tears were still flooding from his eyes, but he was determined to let the memories out. He wouldn't hold back.

"Then he moved lower... he put his hand... in my... pants and... stroked my ass... His other hand held me against the door... he quickly got my pants down... I still don't understand how he did it so fast... that car was small and there wasn't much space... anyway, he got my pants down and... he kept staring at me... at my... ass... saying he wanted... wanted to" Sob. "be in me... and I was so afraid.. He... pushed his fingers... in me... and it was so horrible. It hurt. Then, he must have had gotten his pants down somehow, because I... felt something big... and it was pushing into me and... God it was so painful. I had never been in as much pain in my life." He shivered at the memories. "He... kept saying disgusting things to me while he... did that... and finally, he yelled and pulled out. I was so relieved, but I wanted to die. He threw me out of the car and left me there." 

Liam sighed painfully. "I hated myself. I hate men. I can't stand to be touch by a man anymore."

He looked at Giles, his eyes reflecting his pain. "I... wanted you to touch me. I... know you don't wanna hurt me... It's just... my body reacts differently then my brain." He stopped, then continued, softly. "Please... Rupe... hold me?"

Giles felt tears stream down his face as he looked at his broken friend. "Oh Li!" He took him in his arms and held him tight.

Liam cried for a long time in his friend's arms. He felt safe there. He felt as if the world could end, but it wouldn't affect him.

Finally, the sobbing stopped and he just let himself be held by Rupe's strong, but gentle arms. Giles gently laid Liam on the bed, still holding him and stroking his back. He laid his head beside Li's and looked into his friend's eyes.

*I will remember you

Will you remember me?

Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories*

"Love can be so beautiful and strong Li. It has nothing to do with what you experienced. Being with a man can be…" He struggled for the right word. "…so blissful… tender…" With each word he brushed his hand softly on Liam's cheek. "Caring… loving…" He smiled warmly. "It can be heaven, my love."

Liam looked up in his friend's eyes. What he saw there made his heart melt. Giles was so sweet and caring and loving... there was no way he was gonna hurt him.

*Remember the good times that we had?

I let them slip away from us when things got bad

How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun

Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one*

"Show me."

Giles smiled warmly and slowly closed the gap between their lips and gently kissed Liam. The younger man tensed slightly, but relaxed immediately. This was Rupe. He wasn't gonna do anything Liam didn't want. And God, did he wanted to be kissed!

Giles slowly moved his lips over Liam's. He had wanted to do that for a long time. He nibbled on his friend's, soon to be lover’s, lower lip and Liam moaned.

The kiss grew more and more passionate as Liam let himself relax and enjoy the feeling. Giles sought entrance to his mouth, gently and he opened up for him. The seeking tongue twirled with his, and Liam had never tasted something so good.

He moaned deep in his throat as Giles left his mouth and traced a wet path down his throat.

"Oh Rupe!"

"You taste so good, Liam."  The younger man tensed at the words. Giles looked up. "Are you all right? You want me to stop talking?"

*I will remember you

Will you remember me?

Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories*

"No! I'm all right. I need to... make new memories. Please?" Liam said looking in his friend's eyes.

Giles smiled warmly. "Sure, my love. New memories it is." He leaned down and kissed his friend gently and tenderly.

Liam gave in to the kiss. He loved Giles’ lips, they made him feel so loved and cared for. Only with his lips, Giles made him feel more loved than he had ever felt in his life.

Giles trailed his hands over Liam's shirt. Slowly, he tugged it out of his pants and let his fingers wander inside. Slowly and carefully, he let his hands move up his friend’s chest, making sure it was all right.

Liam looked at him and helped take his shirt off. 

Giles captured his lips once more before moving down. He tenderly kissed his way down Liam's chest to his nipples. He took one in his mouth, eliciting a deep moan from his lover. "Oh God!"  Giles sucked on it softly, making it hard.

Slowly, he released it and moved to the next one, giving it the same treatment. His fingers toyed with the damp nipple as his tongue massaged the other. 

"Oh God. More!" Liam moaned softly.

Giles smiled at his friend's eagerness. Leaving his hands behind, he moved his mouth lower, until he reached Liam's navel. He would never be able to get enough of this man's body. He devoured his lover's chest, teasing every sensitive spots he could find. Reaching the navel, he moved his tongue in and out of it.

*I'm so tired but I can't sleep

Standin' on the edge of something much too deep

It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word

We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard*

Liam was lost in the sensations. Too much for his mind to sort through. He just knew it was safe and so good. So much pleasure coming from that mouth. And not a single trace of pain.

He placed his hands on his lover's head and held him there, not wanting the pleasure to stop.  "Rupe. That's so good."

Giles felt a surge of happiness hitting him. Liam was now lost in pleasure and that was because of him. He could make the memories go away. He continued to tongue Liam's navel, while his hands slowly moved down, caressing as they reached for his lover's pants. He followed the pants waistband until he reached the zipper. He could feel Liam's hardness underneath it and he knew his friend was enjoying it as much as he was. But he had to be sure.

He looked up in Liam's eyes questioningly. The younger man looked back at him with lustful eyes. "Yes. Rupe. Please."

Liam closed his eyes and drew a deep breath. He could feel Giles hands slowly unfastening his pants and pulling the zipper down. He opened his eyes and saw his friend, still completely clothed, kneeling between his own legs, and slowly taking the pants down. He looked up at Li and kept their eyes locked as he took the pants all the way off and threw them on the floor.

Liam was now lying on the bed, wearing only his boxers. He sat up and looked at Giles. The older man was looking at his body almost reverently.

"You're so beautiful, Li. So beautiful." He leaned on his friend and kissed him tenderly. Liam closed his eyes and placed his hand on his friend's chest. "I wanna see you now," he said as he opened his eyes.

Straddling his lover's thighs, Giles untucked his shirt and passed it over his head. Liam pressed his hands on Giles' chest and caressed it carefully, exploring every part of it thoroughly.

"Oh, Liam. Yes."

Liam slowly leaned forward and took one nipple in his mouth, sucking on it like Giles had done to him a few minutes before.

Giles tangled his hands in his friend's hair and threw his head back in pleasure. Liam could feel his hardness poking in his stomach. It frightened him, but at the same time, he was looking forward to what was to come.

He placed his hands on Giles’ waist, caressing him tenderly.

"Oh. Li."

Giles moaned endlessly.

Liam had never been so aroused in his life. Giles' moans and his warm body pressed against him made him feel so good he almost came right there.

Liam released the nipple with a last loving lick and looked up at Giles.

The older man looked down and smiled tenderly. The love in his gaze melted the last of Liam's reservations. He leaned and captured his lover’s lips in a passionate, but gentle kiss.

Giles, without breaking the kiss, unfastened his pants and pulled them off, throwing them out of the way. Then he gently pushed Liam until the younger man was lying on his back.

He caressed his chest sensuously, going down slowly until his hands were at the hem of Liam's boxers. 

Liam propped himself on his elbow and looked at his friend's hands. He smiled at Giles and arched up so that the older man could more easily tug the boxers down

Giles looked at his naked friend, sprawled on their dorm room bed, like an offering. A beautiful, breathtaking, fragile offering. Something he must protect and love. It was the first time he had felt like this with any man. 

*But I will remember you

Will you remember me?

Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories*

He wanted to care for Liam and show him. Show him all the beautiful things their bodies could do. Show him all the pleasure they could bring each other.

Liam looked as Giles stared at him. There was nothing alarming in his stare, just love and lust. Pure and beautiful lust. He watched as Giles took his own boxers off. He was enthralled by the older man's body. He was as hard as Liam and the younger man stared at his member, gaping.

Giles laid by his friend's side, his hand gently caressing his up his thigh to his hip. He captured the warm lips once more and proceed to kiss him thoroughly as his hand moved towards Liam's cock, slowly, making sure not to scare his lover. 

"Oh Rupe." Liam moaned in Giles' mouth when his friend's hand finally touched him. "Yes... please... more!!"

Giles gently caressed Liam's cock, letting his fingers tease the head, then moving slowly down the hard shaft to the brown curls at the base. Liam moaned loudly and broke the kiss, arching back his head. Giles looked at his friend's face, filled with pleasure. "You're beautiful, Li." Liam opened his eyes and smiled shyly. 

*I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose

Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose

Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night

You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light*

"No one's ever... said that to me." Giles left Liam's cock and brought his hand up to caress his face.

"You are. You’re beautiful when you're lost in pleasure. I love to see your head thrown back and to hear you moan." Giles' words aroused Liam even more and he started panting. "Oh Rupe." Giles smiled and let his fingers trace Liam's lips. "And I can't get enough of your mouth either." He leaned in and kissed Liam even more passionately than before. For the first time, Liam totally gave in to the kiss.

He let all other thoughts out of his mind and kissed Giles back with as much passion as the other men was giving him.

Giles felt the last of his friend's barrier crumble and he knew there was no more fear. No more pain. Only pleasure and love.

He straddled his hips, still kissing, and let his hands roam all over his friend's chest. Liam moaned and arched up into his touch.

Liam broke the kiss, gasping. "Rupe! Oh. I need more. please!" Liam was thrusting upward, trying to get more friction on his cock.

Giles stood up and searched through the drawers of his nightstand. Liam groaned and shivered as the warmth of Giles left him. "What are you doing?... I thought..."

Giles looked at him and realised what he had done. He took the tube of lube he found in his drawer and quickly draped himself over Liam.  

"Shhh, nothing's wrong my love. We just need a little helper here." He said showing the tube. Without allowing any more time for Liam to worry, he captured his lips in a passionate kiss. Rapidly, all the fears vanished once more and Giles flipped them over, Liam on top of him. He looked into his surprised friend's eyes and smiled.

"Your turn. Touch me. Feel me." A little hesitant at first, Liam caressed Giles's chest, nibbling on his neck.

"Oh God. Liam! Oh yes. Do that again!" Liam obeyed his friend's wishes and listening to his pleas and moans, he learned every sensitive part of his body. He let his hands wander further and further down. Resting his head on Giles, he tentatively reached for the other man's cock, slowly caressing the underside first, before letting his thumb brush over the tip.

*And I will remember you

Will you remember me?

Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories*

"Oh Yes! Li!" Giles screamed in pleasure. The sight of his friend, lying on his stomach and touching him was the sexiest thing he had ever seen. He tangled his hand in Liam's hair, and caressed his head lightly.

Liam looked up and smiled. "You're beautiful." His eyes were warm and all fear was gone.

Liam crawled on Giles, and kissed him. Their bodies were now touching from head to toe and both men were lost in the sensation.

They stopped moving and moaned at the same time. Liam blushed and giggled. Giles brushed his lover's cheek and let his other hand wander over Liam's back. Giles thrust upward and rubbed his erection on Liam's, making his friend moan again.

"Oh Rupe."

Giles wrapped his legs around Liam's waist. "Li? I want you to take me."

Liam stopped moving and looked at Giles, surprised. "Rupe, I don't... I don't know how..."

Giles smiled at him warmly and brushed his cheek once more. "It'll be all right."

Liam laid his head on Giles' shoulder. "All right... but I don't wanna hurt you."

"You won't. And I want you. Can't you feel how much I do?" Giles thrust upward and Liam gasped.

"Oh yeah."

Giles reached for the lube and took Liam's hand in his. He unwrapped his legs and spread them apart. Liam sighed as he felt the legs leave him. He knelt between them, his body staying close to his lover's.

The older man put some lube on his friend's fingers and slowly, his eyes locked on Liam's, he dragged the hand down. He placed the first finger at his own entrance and pushed lightly.

Liam gasped again, panting, and looked at his finger, slowly disappearing in his lover's hole.

Giles moaned. "Oh. yes. Faster, Liam."

Liam obliged and started to thrust his finger faster and faster, watching it's movement enthralled. He looked up at his friend's face.

Giles had his eyes shut in pleasure. But it wasn't enough. "More Liam. I need more. please."

Liam was panting heavily. He slowly entered another finger.

"Liam! Faster! Please!"

The younger man thrust his fingers faster and was completely lost in the feeling of his friend around him. It was so tight. So hot, so good. He wanted more, but he really didn't want to hurt Giles.

"Oh Liam! It's so good! Harder!"

Liam complied and thrust harder, hitting Giles' nub in doing so. "OH YES!" Liam looked up in shock at his friend's scream. Giles looked at him and gave him a lust filled smile.

"Do that again!"

Liam thrust his fingers in again and hit it the spot harder. Giles arched his back and screamed again.

"OH YES LIAM!"

Liam was now so aroused, he couldn't wait any longer. He wanted to make his friend scream in pleasure again. He looked at Giles, questioningly. The older man smiled encouragingly and nodded. He took the lube and put some in his hand.

Liam took his fingers out and watched as Giles leaned on one elbow and reached for his lover's cock.

Giles coated Liam's member, caressing it lightly. Liam moaned and closed his eyes, lost in the feeling of his friend's hand on him. Giles positioned him at his entrance, always looking in his eyes. He wrapped his legs around Liam's waist once more and gently pushed.

Liam placed his hands on either side of Giles' head, supporting himself. He was breathless. "Oh God, Rupe." He pushed into Giles' tight passage, slowly.

"This is so good. You feel so good, Li." Giles moaned, feeling his friend filling him.

Finally, Liam was completely embedded in his lover's hole. He stopped and looked down at Giles, still panting heavily.

Giles smiled reassuringly and pressed his hands on Liam's back. "You can move, you won't hurt me. I want you, you don't know just how much I do."

Liam felt his heart melt. This was the most perfect moment of his life. "Oh God, Rupe. I love you." Liam said, tears in his eyes.

Giles brought Liam's lips to his and kissed them passionately. He thrust upward, trying to get Liam to move.

"Oh God!" Liam moaned.

*I will remember you

Will you remember me?*

Liam watched his lover's face drowning in pleasure and suddenly, he wanted to feel it too. He wanted to know how good it was. Yes, he wanted to please Giles, but... he needed to know. He looked at Giles for a long time, not moving. Giles looked into his eyes and was suddenly worried. He smiled encouragingly.

"What is it Li? What wrong?"  Liam shook his head wordlessly.

*Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories*

Giles stopped the shaking of his friend’s head by taking it in his hands. Liam looked into his eyes and Giles felt his heart stop.

"Not... nothing's wrong, Rupe. You feel so good... and you... you're beautiful...is it really that good?" Liam asked shyly.

Giles smiled warmly, and kissed Liam. Suddenly, Liam was under the older man, and out of him.

"I'm going to show you." Giles told his lover hoarsely. "Do you want me to make love to you?"

*Remember the good times that we had?

I let them slip away from us when things got bad

How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun

Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one*

Liam's heart started beating faster. "Oh yes. Please. Show me."

The older man kissed him passionately and reached for the tube of lube. "If I hurt you, you tell me, all right?"

Liam nodded. Giles coated his fingers and, still kissing Liam, slowly circled his puckered hole. He gently pressed his finger in, feeling the slight tension in the younger man.

"Relax Li." Giles said tenderly. "I'm not going to hurt you."

Liam smiled and nodded. "I know. I love you." He finally relaxed and Giles thrust his finger all the way in, watching his friend's face all the while, making sure he wasn't hurting.

"Oh God! Rupert!" Liam threw his head back and moaned loudly.

"That's it Li. Feel the pleasure." Giles said gently, his voice hoarse with desire. He had never seen a man as beautiful as Liam was at that moment.

Slowly, he introduced a second finger, thrusting faster and faster in his lover's tight hole. Liam was writhing on the bed, he wanted more, needed more.

"Oh Rupe!! More!"

Giles complied and added a third finger, thrusting harder. He wanted to show the stars to Liam. Suddenly Liam arched back and moaned. "Oh God, Rupert!!!'

Giles smiled brightly. Now Liam was completely lost again. Lost in pleasure. The older man took his fingers out and coated his cock. Liam whimpered at the loss and looked up, still in a haze. His cock was so hard it hurt.

Giles leaned on him and gently pressed his cock at his entrance. He kissed Liam tenderly, licking his lips and asking entrance to his mouth and his body at the same time.

"Open up for me, my love." He whispered on his lips.

*I will remember you

Will you remember me?

Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories*

Liam took a deep breath and crushed his mouth to Giles'. Their tongue battled for dominance as Liam relaxed. There was no turning back, no more pain. This was heaven and love. The older man pushed into his hole, gently, but Liam wouldn't have any of that anymore.

"Rupe! Faster please, I need you!"

The younger man had felt all the teasing and he knew this was what he wanted. Nothing else. He wanted Giles in him, he wanted to feel Giles' love erasing all the bad memories.

"Love me Rupert. Please."

Giles' heart melted again. God how he loved that man. How he wanted to show him all the good sides of love.

"I love you, Liam." He said, looking in his friend's eyes, while thrusting all the way in with one swift movement.

Liam moaned, but didn't close his eyes. He wanted to see, wanted to feel and love. Giles thrust in and out, slowly at first, eliciting deep moans of pleasure from his lover.

"Ohhhh, Rupert. That's so good!"

"Oh Li. You feel so good."

They settled in a slow and loving rhythm, neither of them wanting it to stop. Sweaty and panting, they kissed and caressed each other's body, learning every curve and sensitive spot once more, while Giles thrust in his lover, hitting his nub with almost every thrust.

Finally, it was too much for them. They both started to move faster together, in quiet understanding. Giles thrust harder, as he felt his climax building, and reached between their bodies, taking Liam's cock in his fist.

Liam arched up at the first touch. "Oh, Rupert!! Yes!" His hole clenched around Giles' cock.

"Oh God, Li!!" Both men climaxed at the same time, drowning in pleasure.

Giles collapse on Liam, panting. Slowly, he untangled himself and lay beside Liam on his back. He pulled his friend to him and hugged him tight to his chest.

"That was wonderful, Li." He whispered tenderly in Liam's ear.

Liam smiled warmly, his eyes closed, his head on Giles' chest. "Thank you." He said simply, but Giles could feel all of what he wasn't saying. The memories were gone. Something much better and sweeter had replaced them. Love.

*But I will remember you

Will you remember me?*

"I love you Li." The older man brushed one of his hand in Liam's hair, the other one on the younger man's arm. He could feel something wet on his chest.  

*Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories*

He looked down, surprise. Liam was shaking, he was crying.

"What is it? Li, are you all right?" He asked, worried.

*I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose

Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose

Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night

You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light.*

"Thank you so much. I will always remember this." 

*And I will remember you

Will you remember me?*

He looked up at his friend through tears filled eyes. "I love you. But… I'm scared. What will happen now?"

*Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories*

Giles caressed Liam's cheek with the back of his hand. "Shhh, don't be afraid. I'll be here. Always. I love you." He smiled warmly. "Don't let love get away. Grab it, keep it and cherish it. I love you and I keep you. As long as you love me."

*And I will remember you

Will you remember me?

Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories

Weep not for the memories*

****End Flashback****

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