Night,Night
Mood:  cool
Topic: just another night
i can already tell this is going to be a short one . i am at my friends house , babysitting. i went to meth program early, then i spent most of the day running around with my friend C(female). she has a small child . her and her boyfriend wanted to spend some together time , so i am the one who is watching her kid. my counselor gave me an address of another NA meeting, so i might go this weekend . even though i was never a big fan of any meetings i might check it out . i finally told my mom that i have no place to live and that i am pretty much sleeping on park benches , starbucks couches and anywhere else that might be open past 11 pm. she said i can stay with her. cool. thats a big one . its fucking freezing outside and i am tired of lugging all of my shit around. one half is scattered all over nyc at different friends houses, the other one i lug around with me . a lot of people dont believe me when i say i am homeless...what a joke . they think you have to be a dirty, drunk, nasty old bum to be homeless. i know plenty of young (in their teens and 20's) kids who are homeless. and i dont mean couch surfing. i mean HOMELESS. brushing your teeth in McD, sleeping on park benches, "could you spare a cigarette or a quarter" homeless. and thats sad. thats another dose of reality for you . i am tired now. dont think i can type. but i will be back in a day or two . good night. God bless. Crystal