Sweet Corruption
Title: Sweet Corruption
Part: 18 of 20
Pairing: group slut fic...
Author: Jules
Feedback: I'd love it. Thanks.
Rating: NC 17
Disclaimer: This is a story that I made up all on my own. I do not know or pretend to know any of the Backstreet Boys, their wives, girlfriends or friends. It is fiction, pure and simple.
The Beginning of the End~Brian~
I can feel myself waking up and I open an eye to survey my surroundings. I’m in Nick and AJ’s guest room, and Nick is snoring softly into my chest, his arms wrapped around me and one leg draped over mine. I lift my head to see that we’re not alone. AJ’s sitting on the other side of Nick against the headboard, running his fingers through Nick’s messy blonde hair. He’s just watching him sleep, this look of love and adoration on his face.
He sees me move and his eyes dart over to me, making contact with mine. Just as quickly as his eyes found mine, he focuses back on Nick, smiling. "He’s so beautiful."
"I know." And I do. He is beautiful. And what makes him so beautiful is that he has no clue. He’s so worried about everyone, that he never thinks about himself.
"Rok?"
"Yeah?"
"It’s over." I hear him say that and my heart is in my throat immediately. I don’t know whether to scream or cry.
"What?" I have to ask him. Make sure I’ve heard him right.
"I said it’s over. I can’t do it anymore." His voice is an eerie calm and I wonder if he’s lost his mind. If I’ve lost my mind. This has to be a dream. I can feel myself panicking.
"He loves you. You love him. Don’t be crazy Bone.. You two are meant to be together.. Don’t throw that away..."
AJ started to laugh softly, so as to not wake Nick up and I got angry. He’s about to break my best friend’s heart and he thinks it’s funny! I don’t fucking think so. Before I can lay into him he starts to talk.
"I don’t mean WE’RE over." He points to himself and Nick and leans down, kissing his temple. "I mean this is over. Last night. All of us. It has to be over Rok. I can’t do it any more. I love him too much to share him with you all. I want Nicky and Alex time now so we can see where we’re going. Fuck Brian. I love him more than I’ve loved anything or anyone in my entire life. Some nights I just sit up all night and watch him sleep, wondering how the fuck I managed to snag him. What I did right for him to fall in love with me. I need him so much, just to live. Knowing he loves me is what gets me through some days. I want to see what we can be. I want us. Just us."
"I want that too baby." We both jumped, neither of us realizing Nick had woken up. His eyes were still closed but his face was scrunched up as though he was trying not to cry. It was too late because AJ had already started and I was almost there. Nick turned over and gathered AJ into his arms, pulling him close. "God I want that too baby. I thought you wouldn’t want that. Wouldn’t want to give this all up and I was so scared."
"Don’t ever be scared Nicky. I’m never going anywhere. I couldn’t leave you if I wanted to. You’re everything to me baby."
I watched them together, kissing softly and whispering to each other and was filled with a sense of happiness. If things went this well with the two of them, maybe it would be this easy with Leighanne. Perhaps she wouldn’t hate me for wanting to change things with our sex life. I mean, it’s not like I’m the deciding factor. AJ and Nick have already told me that they’re not interested anymore, but maybe Leigh will still want other people. I was so wrapped up in my own world that I hadn’t noticed AJ talking to me.
"Rok? You okay bro?" I looked up into AJ’s sympathetic eyes.
"Yeah. Just thinking about Leigh."
"So you’re okay with this? I mean, I love you. I do, but..."
"You don’t have to explain anything to me Bone. I just want you both to be happy. You deserve it more than anyone I know."
"And besides, he doesn’t want it anymore either." Nick said rolling over to face me, propping his head up with his elbow.
"What?" AJ looked confused and I laughed.
"I told Nick last night I’m telling Leigh that I want to start a family, and if we’re going to do that, this has to end. As great as it was, I think it’s time that we move on. We can still be adventurous with our sex life, but just the two of us."
AJ beamed with pride and I couldn’t help but smile. "I’m gonna be an uncle? Again? Damn, that’ll be great. I hope everything works out and you guys do start your family soon. I know you guys are going to be amazing parents. And two Backstreet babies will be fucking amazing."
"Speaking of amazing... You know what I think would be amazing?" Nick asked stretching and yawning.
"No, what baby?" AJ asked, snuggling in behind Nick, wrapping himself around him.
"More sleep. You two fucking woke me up and I’m tired. Now shut up and let me sleep." At that he closed his eyes and smiled, laughing when AJ slapped his ass.
"Baby.. Not now. I’m too tired. Maybe next week when I can get it up again." He mumbled sleepily causing us to laugh harder.
Sleep did sound good. I checked my watch and saw it was only 7:30. Too early to be up, especially after last night. I closed my eyes, snuggling up closer to Nick and feeling AJ’s hand on my hip. I fell asleep thinking just how lucky I am, wondering how Howie and Kevin were doing wherever they were.