Sweet Corruption

Title: Sweet Corruption
Part: 17 of 20
Pairing: group slut fic...
Author: Jules
Feedback: I'd love it. Thanks.
Rating: NC 17
Disclaimer: This is a story that I made up all on my own. I do not know or pretend to know any of the Backstreet Boys, their wives, girlfriends or friends. It is fiction, pure and simple.

Frick And Frack

~Nick~

God I feel disgusting. I’m all hot and sweaty and covered in cum. Whose cum it is I can’t tell anymore but it’s there. I need to just take a bath or something. Get myself clean. From the looks of it Brian could use a bath as well. I think he’s fallen asleep over there, I don’t blame him. It’s been a big night.

"Rok. Come on.. Let’s go." I whisper to him, shaking his shoulder. I watch him stir and his eyes open slowly. He’s so cute when he’s waking up.

"Where?" He looks down at his body and scrunches his nose up at the mess on him. Yeah.. We look fucking sexy right now. Two sexy bitches I tell you. Wouldn’t all those Teen Magazines just love us right now!!!

"We’re going to go and take a bath Frick. Clean this mess off of us." I led him down the hall to the guest room and grabbed two towels along the way. Our guest bathroom is huge, almost as big as the master bath and the tub fits two comfortable. Well to be honest, it could fit three semi comfortable. Not that we planned it that way, it’s just I like a lot of room. Not that I use this bathroom a lot, but you never know. It’s my house, I want to be comfortable. I fill the tub and add some bath oil to the water. I know it’s girlie but sometimes a guy’s gotta pamper himself. We’ve definitely worked hard for it tonight. Once the tub’s full and the water’s just right we both step in, me at one end and Brian at the other. We both scoot and meet up in the middle of the tub, Brian wrapping his legs around my waist and leaning his forehead on my shoulder.

"You okay Frick?" I ask, taking the wash cloth and washing his back with it soothingly.

"Yeah I am. Just thinking about everything tonight." He lifted his head and stared directly into my eyes, saying so much with that one look. He was overwhelmed. Hell, I was overwhelmed. So much was said, but so much wasn’t said at the same time. I gave him an extra cloth and he began to wash my chest softly, just wanting to touch me I think. "It was amazing Nick. Absolutely amazing."

"I know Bri." I paused to look around the bathroom which was dimly lit, the scent of the oils in the hot water and me wrapped up in Brian’s legs and I realized how NOT sexual this was. It was comfortable. Soothing. "I’m scared Bri."

Brian stopped washing my chest and looked at me. "Why Frack?"

"He’s wanted him for so long. I think that deep down, he’s always been in love with him and I can’t compete with that." I knew Brian knew what I was talking about. We’d been best friends too long for him to not understand me.

"Nick, AJ loves you. Yeah, on some level he loves Howie too, but it’s different. You two are forever. He knows that. Hell, Howie knows that. Howie’s not in love with AJ." Brian leaned up and kissed me softly, smiling against my mouth causing me to smile back.

"I’m just so scared he’s going to leave me. He’s going to find someone else and take my heart with him. I never meant to love him this much Brian. It wasn’t supposed to be like this..." I was almost crying, the emotions completely overriding everything.

~Brian~

Oh god. Seeing Nick like this, so fragile was killing me. I’d never seen him so scared and lost before. I had to deal with this cautiously. "Baby.. It’s okay. He’s not going anywhere. It’s so clear how much he loves you. You’re his whole life Nicky. This is exactly how it’s supposed to be Nick. You fell in love with your best friend and he knows you better than anyone. Just like me and Leigh. You don’t think I was terrified when I realized how deep I was in love with Leigh?" I knew I'd gotten through to him because he looked at me, biting his lip like he does when he’s nervous.

"Yeah?"

"Oh my god Nick. I was a freakin mess. I think Kevin was going to kill me at one point. But look at us now. You have to know how much he loves you." We sat there in silence, just holding each other, washing each other.

After about 10 minutes I finally said something. "I’m going to tell her I want to start a family. That I want us to get pregnant." My hands were shaking just from the thought of telling her.

"Oh Frick, that’s great. You guys are going to have such beautiful children. Of course she’s going to want to start a family."

"I know, but I'm scared. I think that if we do try... I’m going to tone down our sexual habits. Not cut everything out, but just have it be us." I wasn’t sure how Nick was going to react to that, and I was almost afraid to look him in the eye. "Like.. Umm.. Not do the ...ummm threesomes anymore." I looked up when I heard him giggling. "What’s so funny?"

"I was going to tell you the same thing. That as much as I enjoyed tonight, and every other night we’ve gotten together, I don’t think I want this anymore. I just want it to be me and AJ. I think we’ve fulfilled every fantasy we can with the third ..and fourth ...and fifth partner. And I think I just want it to be us. At least for me. If he still wants this.." With that Nick waved his hands in the air, meaning us, Kevin and Howie and me. "Then that’s fine. I don’t mind. But I just want him. So I too am retiring from our Backstreet games.

~Nick~

It felt so good to get that off my chest. It had been something I’d been thinking about for a while, but wasn’t sure how to broach the subject. It had been my idea from the beginning, and I felt weird ending it. But hearing Brian say it gave me the strength to tell him how I felt. That I loved what we’d had, but it had to end some time, and that time had come.

We both got out of the tub and I drained the water, wrapping myself in a towel. I figured that AJ had taken Kev and D into our bedroom so I just threw on an extra pair of pajamas from the guest room and crawled into the bed there. I stretched out under the sheets and motioned for Brian to join me when he’d put on an extra pair of pajamas too. He got in beside me and I curled up behind him, spooning him and wrapping my arms around his waist tightly. We’d slept this way a million times before, since I was 13 and homesick in Europe and I knew that even though we’d just ended our sexual relationship, that it wouldn’t be the last time we’d sleep like this. Above all, we were Frick and Frack, best friends forever. No matter what.

"I love you Brian."

"I love you too Nicky."