Title: Maybe.. Just Once
Pairing: Kev/Nicky, AJ/Brian
Author: Jules
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Rating: Im'a say R... don't understand that NC-17 stuff
Disclaimer: If the first part never happened... then this part sure as hell never happened... Just something I came up with while in an elevator and ran with it...
Chapter 21~Brian~
It felt so good being pinned underneath AJ. Feeling his body on mine, rubbing up against mine. As we were scrambling to get to the bed his towel dropped and I saw just exactly how much he wanted me. He is by far the most beautiful person I have ever see before and I have to wonder to myself how I couldn't have seen this before. Couldn't see just what I had been searching for my entire life.
He's stopped kissing me and he's straddling my waist, looking down at me with this mischievous smile. That smile makes my heart speed up, makes my cock harden even more. "Maybe... Just once." He says and I chuckle. That's what got us in this mess in the first place. He reaches down and starts to unbutton my dress shirt, biting his lip seductively. I wonder if he knows what that does to me. How much it turns me on to see him look at me this way, like he wants to eat me whole. That thought brings forth another twitch in my shorts. I remember how it felt the last time he touched my cock with his tongue, licking it, sucking it and desperately want him to do it again. He's got my shirt entirely unbuttoned and his tongue is flicking my nipples. "ALEX..." I can't help but moan is name over and over again, my head is spinning. Oh fuck... He's fucking my bellybutton with his tongue and his hand has made it into my boxers. Oh god it feels so good. He feels so good. "That's it Alex... Faster... I need it...." He's jacking me off in time with the thrust of his tongue and I can feel my orgasm sneaking up on me. "I'm gonna cum baby... Gonna cum hard...." I have to warn him. I can't hold on much longer. And then he stops.
Whining I sit up quickly. "What the hell is that? Why'd you stop?" I think I'm going to faint, the need to cum is too much. He looks at me with a gleam in his eye and I don't know whether I'm pissed or excited. "I don't want you to cum that way." He whispers in that raspy voice I love so much. I don't understand what he's getting at until I feel him throw me back so that I'm lying down and in one single motion he engulfs my entire cock in his mouth. He doesn't stop until I feel his nose hit my stomach. I don't think I've ever screamed that loud in my entire life. Just watching it disappear into his mouth, seeing the look of obvious pleasure on his face started my orgasm and I began to cum. Hard. So hard I think I blacked out because the next thing I knew he was lying beside me and looking down at me, smiling.
~AJ~
I don't think anyone has ever passed out as I was going down on them before. I mean, I'm good. I just never realized I was THAT good. Well it is his birthday and all, I thought I should go all out. I wanted to tease him enough so that he was on the edge, that he was going to cum and then I stopped. Wanted him to want it even more. To forget everything Barbie ever did for him, to him. I wanted the first time I made him cum be the best fucking orgasm he has ever had. I barely even had to do anything. As soon as I felt him hit the back of my throat the first spurt of cum flooded through. I began to swallow it, trapping his swollen head in my throat putting more pressure on him. I vaguely heard him screaming and moaning, but was focusing more on his cock, on his balls. I had them firmly in my one hand where I was stroking them, tracing little patterns with my fingers, while my other hand and nestled it's way between the his cheeks. Just as I felt him begin to relax I inserted my finger just slightly into his virginal hole and he came again. Instantly. I think by this point he was already out, unconscious. But still he came, so still I drank. I've never tasted anything so delicious, so erotic. Once he was entirely finished I waited for him to wake up.
"Damn Bone. That was the best fucking orgasm I have ever had." I heard him say and I giggled. "Are you sure? Do you even remember it?" I couldn't' help but tease him, but my tone was loving. I had never seen anything more beautiful than him lying there, relaxed after making him cum. I wanted to taste him again so I leaned down and licked a trail down his chest, moaning at how his stomach jumped. I heard him moan and he pulled me back up so that I was lying on him and we were face to face. "I love you Alex." He looked so serious, like he was afraid that I wouldn't believe him.
"I know baby. I was so scared for a while. So afraid that you didn't love me like I love you." I ran my fingers through his hair and began to plant little kisses up his jaw to his ear.
"I always did. I always will." His promise made my heart swell. Among other things, but still, I loved him more with every second that passed. I think I'm the luckiest man in the entire universe right now.
I helped him take his pants of the rest of the way and crawled back into the bed with him. We just laid there for a few minutes kissing and touching each other. We had the rest of our lives to rush things, I wanted to memorize every inch of him. Familiarize myself with his body. I wanted to learn what he liked, where his most sensitive places were. For someone who has known this man for 8 years, I sure as hell don't know a lot about him. This went on for quite some time. Don't ask me to give you a time line, because I can't. Time has lost all meaning to me. Everything outside of this room as lost all meaning to me. The only thing that matters is him and me. Us. And the fact that he just asked me to make love to him. Again. Not to make love to him again, but he asked me again to make love to him. Why the hell am I thinking so much about this. I'm just wasting more time.
"Baby...I'd be more than happy to." I reply, kissing his lips tenderly.
~Brian~
I watch him get off of the bed and walk into the bathroom. I think he's getting lube or something. He's so beautiful. I can't help but admire him in the light that flows from the bathroom. His body is so lean, so tight, so unbelievably erotic. And he seems so comfortable in his skin. Just the confidence with which he walks makes me admire him. Now he's walking towards me, his erection sticking out as if calling attention to itself. Like it needs it. That's the first place my eyes travel. Okay second, I can't lie. I look into his eyes first and see the love I have for him reflected in his own eyes. It's not often he lets anyone look into his eyes. He usually has sunglasses on and it's like looking into a one way mirror. You know something's behind there but he doesn't want you to see it. Uses it to hide behind. And I finally understand why. His heart can be seen in those eyes, they are so expressive, will tell you everything you need to know. And right now I see so much. I see how much he loves me. How excited he is at the thought of what we are about to do. But I also see the fear. The fear of rejection, the fear of abandonment, the fear of love. It is at this point that I realize he's never been in love before. Not true love. The fact that I'm the first person he's ever been in love with humbles me completely. Do I deserve that love? Do I deserve him? I don't know the answer to that and it frightens me. I'd die if I hurt him. Kevin's words chime in my head and I stop worrying. He was right about this. Whether or not I deserve him isn't my choice. It's his. I see him lean down and cup my face in his hands. He's looking at me with wonder, with admiration and I smile at him.
"Are you ready?" He whispers, crawling on the bed and laying me down.
"More ready than I've ever been before baby." I whisper, pulling my legs up so he can position himself between them.
He stops and looks at me, smiling wickedly. "Do you know how fucking sexy you are right now? Completely exposed to me..." He runs his fingers down my chest lightly, onto my stomach and down to my cock. I moan and buck my hips from the bed as he begins to stroke me, grinding his own erection into my ass.
"Oh.... You like that Brian?" He says removing his hand from my balls and traces a finger down the crack of my ass, stopping at my hole. He lifts his finger to his mouth and licks it as he would if it were a cock, generously coating it with saliva. I can't help but groan and begin to thrust against him. This teasing is killing me. Then, kissing me hard, he rimmed me with that finger before thrusting it in my hole to loosen me up. I thought that him sucking me was good... It was nothing compared to what he was doing right now. While jacking me off with one hand, he was finger fucking me with the other, the entire time biting his lip and staring me right in the eye. As if just letting me know that he knew how much I was enjoying myself. And if I was right, I think he was a little proud that he was making me feel so good. I felt a second finger join the first followed by a third. I'm not going to lie, it hurt like nothing I've ever felt before, but it was one of those good pains. A pain that stung like mad, but felt so good that I never wanted him to stop. I wanted more, wanted everything he had to give me. I wanted him in there. "Bone... Enough of the fingers." I moaned stopping his hand. I saw a wave of confusion cross his face.
"What's wrong Bri?" I think he thinks I've changed my mind. Yeah fucking right.
"Nothing baby.... I want you in there. I want to feel your cock in my ass, not your fingers." I don't think I've ever cussed as much as I have tonight. I swear that AJ brings out the animal in me. When I'm around him I turn into a completely different person. I'm more free, less inhibited, I feel like I can take on the world. But I'll save that for later. Right now I've got to get my boyfriend to fuck me.
He raises my legs so that they're resting on his shoulders and begins to rub the lube all over his cock. He's' taking his time, making sure he gets enough on there. Thank god. He's bigger than I would have expected and I know it's going to hurt like a son of a bitch. It's not long before I feel the cool gel smear over my ass, his fingers dipping in and out to fully prepare me. And then... He's there. I can feel the head of his cock resting at my entrance and he stops to look down at me. Gives me one last kiss before he starts to push.
~AJ~
OH MY SWEET LORD! This has to be the best fucking feeling I have ever experienced. And I'm barely inside of him. I see the head of my cock disappear into his ass and already find myself having to hold on for fear of cumming on impact. There should be some sort of warning issued before you are going to attempt anal sex. I mean, I've heard D talk about it when he was seeing that girl way back when, but hearing about it and feeling it are two different things. I cant' imagine a woman's ass being any different than a man's, but shit this was tight. I felt him tense up and I paused to run my fingers through his hair.
"It's okay baby. It'll get better."
"How do you know that Bone? You ever had anyone shove their dick in your ass before?" I laughed out loud when Brian moaned his response to me. I knew he was trying to take his mind off of the pain and was joking, but still...the truth that rang in the comment was clear. As I laughed, I unconsciously pushed farther into him and before I even realized it, I was completely engulfed by Brian. In as far as I could go.
"I'm in." I whispered softly
"I could tell." He replied smiling up at me. God I loved that smile.
"You feel so good baby. Better than anything. God do you feel good." My eyes closed and my head rolled back. I needed to move but didn't' want to hurt him. I would wait for his instruction.
"You feel good too Alex. It's a little uncomfortable but I like it. I like the feeling of being completely full of you." And then he rotated his hips slightly and I saw stars.
"Brrriiiann." I moaned bracing myself. There was no way this was going to last as long as we both wanted it too. It was too new......too everything.
"Come on baby... Do it... Just let it go..." His voice was intoxicating me. At least that was part of it. Every single one of my senses was heightened. I couldn't help but comply to his command. I started to move.
Oh my god. If it wasn't bad enough before, it feels a million times better when I'm moving. At first I just went slow, gently easing in and out of him, but after a while I could tell that his pain was lessening and he was getting more into it. He would move his hips in time with my own, allowing me to penetrate deeper. All you could hear in the room was the sound of our bodies slaping against each other and our moans of pleasure. Neither of us could exactly formulate single words let alone complete sentences. His head was pressed tightly against the pillow and his eyes were closed tightly. I leaned down and wiped the sweat from his forehead, causing his eyes to open and a smile to grace that beautiful mouth. I have to admit, that was what did it for me. Feeling his legs on my shoulders, his hips under my hands as I thrust wildly into him, hearing him moan my name and seeing the passion in his eyes. I felt myself begin to explode inside of Brian, filling him with the seed of our passion.
"Brian... URGH.. FUCK... I'M CUMMING." I warned, screaming loudly. I barely register him bring his hand up to my face and hold my head steady as he kissed me long and hard, forcefully thrusting his tongue into my mouth. "Do it baby. Cum for me. Let me see you cum." Oh god his voice was pure sex. I'd never heard him be so sexual as he had tonight and it only made the orgasm hit me that much harder. With each spurt I felt leave my body, I thrust in harder seeing Brian start to spasm. I can only imagine I was hitting his prostate, because I felt him shake like crazy and then I was covered with his cum. Oh my god. He'd cum and neither of us had even touched his cock. I had been meaning to do that....touch him....but got lost in what was happening to my own. Too late now. Next time.
I couldn't hold on any longer. I had to rest, so I just fell on top of him, not caring about the mess. If anything, it only made everything better. It was like a glue that was holding us together. I listened to his heartbeat slowly return to normal and I smiled. God I loved this man.
~Brian~
When we had both cum he threw me a tired but satisfied smile and collapsed on top of me. I felt his arms wrap around me and I let mine do the same to him. He snuggled into me and made himself comfortable. As I felt my heartbeat slowly return to normal I ran my fingers through his hair and I smiled. Man I loved him.