Title: Image Desire
Series: Our Wicked Ways
Author: Aceetha/Dawn
E-Mail: shyspyke@toowicked.com
Disclaimer: This is pure fiction. Nothing in this story happened. I don't know the BSB's. If I did I wouldn't be sitting here writing this alright.
I almost slam the door shut as I leave the party. I just can't hang around there anymore. Not after what Brian just said. Not after that fight.Man, you think you know somebody, and then BAM, they throw your love back in you face. Well, I've learned my lesson.
Never again man, never again. I can't even remember why I like the guy. All that shit he said just now, I'll never forget it. He's been lying to me all along. He never loved me. Well, I don't care.
I get into my car and drive away. I have no idea where I'm going, but I know I won't be going to the hotel where I'm staying. As I stop on a red light I remember a club AJ talked about. Supposed to be some fine honeys there. Why not?. Brian's gonna get laid, I might as well just go with it.
But I can't go like this. I drop by the hotel, and change quickly into a pair of black leather pants and a black sleeveless t-shirt. It's tight, and a bit see through. Just perfect right now. My hair is a mess, just like I want it, and I put on my Doc boots.
Then I'm ready to go, and I drive to the club, unnoticed. I'm getting good at the sneaking around part. How else can I party without Kev knowing anything about it?
The club looks jam packed, but I get in pretty fast, seems like AJ was there yesterday, and they know who I am. The dancefloor is filled with girls, very pretty girls. A blonde one at the bar catch my eye, and I walk over to her, smiling.
She's wearing a black top, the kind that's only tied in the back, and it stops well above her belly button. The skirt is black as well, and short, with a long split in the side. And her boots go all the way up to her knees. Oh yeah, I love this girl already.
She gets up as I come over, and smile at me, taking my hand and leading me onto the dancefloor. She turns with her back against me and starts to grind her body against mine. I do the same, and we move as one. I lean down and start to kiss her neck, and she lets me, her hands finding my ass and squeezing it.
She turns her head and her lips meet mine. The kiss is amazing, for her being a girl and all, but I have to fight the image of Brain which pops up in my head. It's gone soon though, and then there's just a very beautiful woman instead.
She turns around and puts her hands around me.
"Wanna go to my place?" she asks.
I lean down and kiss her.
"Yeah. I'll drive"
She nods, and we walk out of the club hand in hand.
*****
I looks around the room for Nick. Man, he's been gone almost an hour. I walk over to Leighanne and Kevin, who look to be deep in a conversation.
"Hey baby. Where did you go?" she asks, and kisses me. I smile at her, trying to act like nothing is wrong.
"I've been looking for Nick. He seems to be MIA" I say with a laugh.
"He went back to the hotel. He said he didn't feel too good" Kevin said.
I smile, mumbling thanks.
He left. Why? Damn, I really needed to talk to him, but I guess that'll have to wait til tomorrow. If I have time, we're leaving pretty early for the honeymoon and all.
Goin to a nice little island in the Pacifics. It'll be nice, but....I just wish it was Nick who was coming along.
I can't think about that now though. Nick is not here, but my wife is. Guess I'll have to play the nice husband.
*****
I kiss the girl again, and she answers, her tongue gently playing with mine. It's feels different, but nice. An image of Brian comes into my mind and I try to make it go away, but I can't.
I kiss down her neck, and then Brian's, fighting him away, and then it's her top that falls to the floor. I go down on my knees and pull down her shirt, kissing the outside of her panties. I push her down on the bed, and start to remove her shooes, kissing and licking her feet.
I can hear her moan the name I gave her as mine, and I drop the last boot to the floor. Then I get up and lean over her, and she starts to undo my pants. My shirt goes over my head, and my boxers and her panties fall to the floor as the last pieces of clothing.
My lips are all over her, and my name on her lips, then she's all over me, and I'm the one moaning.
Brian returns, and I fight him away, almost moaning his name.
*****
My hands tremble a little as I remove Leighanne's dress. She looks at me and smiles, and I look at Nick. I can't help it, his image just comes into my head, and I don't wanna let it go.
For me to be able to do this, I need to see Nick in my head.
"I love you Brian" she says as I lean over her in bed, kissing her.
"I love you too" I say, talking to Nick and not the woman lying under me.
Her head comes up, and she kisses my nipples. I roll us over, and she's on top of me, kissing and nibling me. And I love it, for to me it's Nick doing those things. It's Nick's eyes I look into and it's Nick's lips I kiss.
Imagination is a very powerful thing, and right now I thank God I have one. How else would I be able to do this, if I can't imagine it's Nick I'm with?
*****
I lean down and kiss her, as I slam into her once more. I've fought the image of Brian down once more, but it keeps coming back.
Her hands are on my back, and her nails as pressing into my shoulders. I'm sure I already have one set of red lines there, and each time I suck on her nipples she'll give me another pair.
"Oh God, you're so good" she says, and kisses my neck, sucking and nibling at it.
I slam into her again, moaning and whispering into her ear.
"You're so good baby. You're so good. Oh, my..God"
I move faster, and faster, my hand reaching down to rub her clit, making sure she'll come as well.
She throws her head back and moans loudly as she comes.
In my head Brian appears, coming underneath me, and I surrender, staring into Brian's perfect eyes. He smiles, and I come as well, moaning his name.
Then I realize who I'm with, but I don't think she heard what I moaned.
I roll off her, and lie on my back, staring straight ahead.
What the hell did I just do?
*****
As I thrust into Leighanne, my mind wanders. Then it's not Leighanne I'm doing, but Nick.
I look down on him, and smile. He smiles back, leaning up to kiss me as I thrust into him again.
My hand moves down between me and Leighanne, and I start to rub over her clit, making her moan my name over and over again.
Then it's Nick who's moaning my name. And I lean down and claim his mouth in a kiss.
Leighanne nibbles my ear, and my mouth moves down to her breasts, taking one nipple at a time into my mouth.
"Oh Brian, do that again" she moans. I've never heard her say God when we fuck, never.
Fuck.
Strange.
It always used to be 'making love', but now it's smiply fucking.
Things really have changed over the past few months. Now it's Nick I make love to, and Leighanne I simply fuck.
And right now, I wish I wasn't fucking her. I'd much rather be making love to Nick.
His image appears again, and I'm done. He smiles to me, coming under me, and I thrust one more time before I come as well, spilling into him.
Then it's Leighanne who's smiling at me, and I have to fight to moan her name instead of Nicks. That would not be good.
I roll off her and lie on my back, staring straight ahead.
I wonder what Nick is doing, where he is.
He's not in his hote lroom, I tried calling while Leighanne was in the bathroom.
Man, I hope he hasn't done anything stupid.