Title: One More Sin
Series: Our Wicked Ways
Author: Aceetha/Dawn
E-Mail: shyspyke@toowicked.com
Disclaimer: This is pure fiction. Nothing in this story happened. I don't know the BSB's. If I did I wouldn't be sitting here writing this alright.
I open my eyes, and notice that Nick is still asleep. I guess I tired him out last night, which I guess is a good thing. I want him to be sleeping for most of this day. I don't want him awake, because if he's boright now.Today I'm getting married.
Back in the beginning of the year I was looking forward to this day, the day that would be the happiest in my life.
Now, I dread it. Now I wish this day had never come, that time would stand still, never allowing this day to come. I don't want to marry Leighanne anymore, but I can't break it off. I love Nick, but no one can know that. If the world knew, everything out go straight to hell. We'd all go through hell, and I can't put any of the others through that. Not for me.
So the only thing I can do is marry Leighanne. I mean, I'll need a reason to call it off, besides the 'I don't wanna marry you anymore' one. No, it can't be done. Not now.
So I'll go to the church today, and I'll lie, say that I love her and take her hand. And may the Lord forgive me for it. I am a sinner. I mean, I love a man, fuck a man. But sometimes, sin is right. This is one of those times.
*****
Brian is awake, I can feel it. He's thinking, about the wedding, I'm sure.
The wedding.
His wedding.
I don't know if I can take this anymore. Sure, I tell him it's alright with me, that it has to be done, that he can't call it off. And I know he can't, I know he has to marry her. But I don't have to like it.
I've been strong these last few weeks, telling him that it won't matter, that I can share him, that the honeymoon and what they'll be doing won't mean anything. I've been lying my ass off, and I think he knows that.
He knows me.
I'm sick and tired of being strong, I just wanna take him, kiss him, and tell her to fuck off. That would actually be fun, now that I think about it. But it can't be done. I know that.
I guess I'm just gonna have to be strong for one more day.
I smile and decide it's time to get up. Leaning over Brian I kiss his forehead gently, whispering.
"Morning Sunshine"
"Morning" he says, opening his eyes and capturing my lips in a kiss.
"Time to get up. The others will be here soon. Big day today you know"
"Yeah" he answers, kissing me again before he removes the covers and get up, walking in the direction of the bathroom. I lie there, studying his ass, grinning.
Oh but I love that ass.
*****
I run my hand through my hair, staring at my own reflection in the mirror.
The tux looks fine, black, white shirt, shoes. yeah, I look like I'm gonna get married alright.
Yet, somethings wrong. Something's missing, and I know what it is.
Nick.
He's not here. He's supposed to be here, supporting me, like a normal best man would to. I'm dying here, and he's off somewhere talking to someone. And I'm left alone in a room in the church, waiting for Leighanne to get ready, so this can all begin.
God, sometimes he can be such a....fuck? Oh, don't think about that, it'll only give you a hard on. Damn, too late. It's already there. It keeps popping up, like last night at the bachelor party.
Nicky did a great job, with lots of my friends, a nice stripper that did absolutely nothing to me, my hard on was Nick's fault. I think AJ liked the stripper though, and I'm pretty damn sure she went home with him.
Anyways, the best part of all was when Nick kissed me, on the mouth, in the middle of the room. Thank God everybody was watching the stripper.
I liked it though, that kiss and the many more I got when we came back to the hotel room.
"Hey Brian"
I turn around to look at Nick, standing right inside the door, already dressed in a nice black tux, looking way to gorgeous. And my cock stirrs in my parts. Being close to Nick right now is dangerous. But I'm not about to tell him to leave.
Nick grins at me, give me a look over before he comes over and kisses me. My tongue darts out immediately, and my arms grab a good hold of him, not wanting to let him go.
He pulls back, looking at me, his blue eyes filled with lust.
He leans in and kisses me once before he sinks to his knees in front of me, his hands already opening my pants. Damn, he's gonna suck me off in here, with the door un locked so that anyone can enter. Sometimes I think Carter is crazyyyyyy.
"Oh My..Oh..Nick" I moan, trying to keep my voice down.
He gently licks over the tip of my cock, breathing air at it as his hands cup my balls. Then he takes me in as far as he can, and I can't help myself, I have to thrust into his mouth.
He moves out over my cock again, tracing the veins with his tongue. His hands run circles around my balls, squeezing lightly here and there. God but he knows how to work me.
I bite my tongue not to scream out loud as he deep throats me once more, his hands moving from my balls to my hole. His fingers circles it slowly, the other hand rubbing up and down my cheeks.
He pulls back from my cock, lookig at it, then tracing the underside of it, before he turns his attention to the head, sucking gently.
"Nick..please...not...muuuch...tiime..oh.."
I try to tell him to speed it up, someone might come it at any moment.
He looks up for a second and grins at me, licking his lips before he blows a little air on my cock.
"NIIICK"
Oh no, I said that a little bit too loud. Well, the door isn't opening so I guess no one heard.
He sucks my head, and one of his fingers enters my ass, and that's it. I come fast, thrusting into his mouth, moaning his name a silently as I can.
"Nick, I love you"
He pulls my pants up again, and gets up, leaving it to me to get them right again. Then he leans in and kisses me, sharing the taste of my come with me.
I hear the door start to open, and Nick pulls away, turning to see who's there. AJ's head appears in the door, and he looks at us and grins.
"It's time."