Wishes

The expected dawn has arrived
I am scarred to think clearly again
I have many uncertain, indescribable and unfair feelings
I forced myself not to cry
I am tired
Tired till I'm thinking to give up and escape
Escape from the past that nobody cares...

I went through the rain and wind
Marks remain on my flesh
When I started to recall all of it, many kind of feelings are mixed
I can't clearly feel if I should be sad or happy
I am really tired
Tired till I can't continue
Though who can see my common persistence heart?!

Why am I using all of my heart
to make a dream, to love a person, and to say some words
but nobody is willing to trust me?
I yearn a small world for myself,
but such a world is unreachable...

I wanted to use all of my heart
make a dream, love a person,  say some words and silently face the destiny
I am in a helpless mood
Though when I say it, who cares?