soli's thoughts
~solitude~{TtD-1}~
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"I suppose that a woman, like a man, has buried instincts, of which they may not even become aware,
but these instincts lie within them,
dispositions to respond,
dispositions locked into the very genetic codes of her being,
instincts awaiting only the proper stimulus situation to be elicited and emerge,
overpoweringly,irresistably, sweeping her,
perhaps to her astonishment and horror,
in a biological
flood to her destiny,
a destiny once triggered as incontrovertible and uncontrollable
as the secretion of her glands
and the mad beating of her heart."--
Page 264, Captive of Gor.
kajira and solitude... what it means to this girl
Kajira...the word alone fills this one with a warmth that courses from deep inside this ones. To this one...kajira is the ultimate level of any form of submission and commitment. soli was actually a sub for many years but always felt that something was still missing from this ones life both R/T and virtual...soli was sick of watching the "subs" speak and act in such a disrespectful way to their Masters and Mistress. One day soli wandered into a Gorean chat room on accident and this ones eyes were opened...She had to find out more...the subs were not that...they were slaves...and before sparrow knew it...she was flowing over page after page...soaking everything in like a sponge. soli finally felt this ones spirit begin to fly. yes a girl started in Yahoo...and learned the basics...but soon outgrew the disney site as this ones soul was truly kajira and could never be satisfied there.. To soli... being a kajira is everything.. to be able to be at a Masters feet...or serving Him.. or even doing chores for His home or dance *God this one loves to dance* it send this ones heart and soul flying...there is no other feeling in all the world....to know a girls very life depends on this one pleasing her Master...to know she is to be punished for not...and to accept that punishment ...to constantly be learning better to please and to always be practicing... it brings this one to real tremors with joy. The love and devotion that forms to the Masters and home in Virtual time is very real and truly does affect this one deeply. soli has much spunk and knows she will be at the opposite side of Masters wrath at times...but also knows it will all be a learning lesson in controlling a girl and making this ones a better kajira. To be a kajira to soli...is everything.
Please enjoy all that soli has done in hopes of educating new slaves... and helping to refresh others... soli made this site for many reasons...but the main one being she loves being a kajira...it controls every little breathe and thought this one takes... her blood runs with fire in her need to be the best kajira she may possible be......
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