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These are Advance Sheets Folks! Note revisions appear after the asterisks "*" throughout the document.

UPDATE 1-4-2002 @ 1:45 P.M.: Ok Folks, this is my first entry for this New Year. Happy New Year!

Yes, as you can see I am alive and well in spite of the deep freeze we are having in the Chicago area of the Midwest!

Yes, I was able to get it! By the "skin of my teeth" I was able to eak by and had just enough cash to, yes, get the 40 Gig hard drive!!! I was left with barely enough "pocket cash" for coffee and survived to talk about it! It is a big plus to have purchased this drive. It is certainly a GREAT way to start this New Year! A definite positive, plus! A BIG thanks to those of you who helped this come to pass. Your help has been GREATLY appreciated!

I am currently working on getting some of the technical details taken care of to get the hard drive on line at this time. My Windows 95 system crashed about a week ago or so just after I had just peaked it up. It was indicating that everything was working at 32-bit capacity and that the computer was optimally configured. I rebooted the computer to permanentize the settings selected and it came up with error messages indicating massive loss of *.vxd control files. I have been able to access the computer via Real Mode DOS command line but the actual windows program will not set up. Unfortunately when I run Windows setup it tells me that I need another 2.3 Meg of space on the host C: drive in order to run setup. It "never" fails!

Unfortunately Windows does not provide a DriveSpace program that works from the dos line. Apparently, you can only change the size of your host and compressed drives from within the Windows platform. I am looking at some third party programs that might let me do otherwise. I have yet to get the Windows system up on the notebook computer due to a menagerie of unforeseen problems lurking in the Windows software of issue. Setup seems to be the only way to get around the problem after I am able to format the new 40 Gig drive and transfer the compressed drive to it.

In order to get the new drive formatted it looks like I will either have to attach it directly to the notebook and format it, which will require some special wiring to make the connections line up or I will have to use another computer to hook it up to and format it that way. The hitch is finding the hardware or designing it. It looks like it will be a number of days before I can actually start using the new hard drive and get my systems running realistically. The drive can also be used via a PCMCIA adaptor that also needs to be recognized from within Windows. So getting Windows up and running is imperative before anything else can happen normally!

In another vein I will repeat last years first of the year update on my legal pursuits:

"I, by the way, have also been doing research and some precursory preparation on some Federal litigation that apparently will be necessary to launch. Time will tell! One thing for sure is that when I take the Defendants to court they will be taken on the basis of Christians before a Christian Judge and Spiritual ethics invoked accordingly. No loop holes, no digressing. Matthew Chapter 18, verses 1 through 17, Acts Chapter 5, verses 1 through 11 and Matthew 5 integrated with Federal and State Law will be the platform from which I intend to be working."

I am continuing in the above context as is Love given humanly possible! Circumstances have certainly gotten too far out of hand in these bizarre scenarios! Please stay tuned!

COMMING:

Another Equipment Update. In this update I will attempt to let you know just how successful setting up my systems have been and what goals have been achieved since my first equipment report and update. I will present them via links so you have context and then list current and revised goals for, hopefully, the near future!

An update on the false arrest scenario that took place at the Naperville train station last November 17, 2001.

Also updates on the Naperville Park District's efforts late this last year to likewise entangle yours truly in similar arrest scenarios as was experienced at the Naperville train station!

Please stay tuned!

UPDATE 1-5-2002 @ 1:45 P.M.: EMERGENCY CIRCUMSTANCES.....ATTENTION LAW ENFORCEMENT AND GOVERNMENT COMMUNITY!!!

Please take note of the following emergency circumstances:

I attempted to access http://www.chek.com via http://www.bravenet.com. to no avail. The http://www.chek.com was directly accessed and the site was referred to http://www.synacor.com.

I immediately sent the following communications to parties involved this afternoon:

To: pr@synacor.com, support@synacor.com, sales@synacor.com, investor@synacor.com, alliances@synacor.com, careers@synacor.com
CC: support@bravenet.com

Subject: OPEN IMMEDIATELY--URGENT--CHEK.COM SERVICE FAILURE

Synacor, Inc. January 5, 2002

To Whom It May Concern:

WARNING! WARNING! WARNING! WARNING! WARNING! WARNING! WARNING! WARNING!

This afternoon I was attempting to access my e-mail via Bravenet Web Services. Upon entering my address and password I received the following message at http://www.bravenet.com/members/webmail.php :

"Chek.com, the company that ran the Bravenet Web-based email is discontinuing it's free service. All of your existing email and address book will be completely deleted. There is absolutely nothing we can do about that.

We are creating our own web-based email to take over this service, and hope to have it online early next week. Your email address will still work, and all of your login information will remain the same.

Steps have been taken to ensure that e-mail sent to you from now until our new service comes online will not be lost. We apologize for this inconvenience and hope you enjoy the new Bravenet email service."


THIS IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH CHECK.COM AND WHO EVER IS THEIR PARENT COMPANY OR CORPORATION!!!!!

IT IS IMPERATIVE THAT YOU IMMEDATELY FREEZE YOUR DATABASES AND PRESERVE NOT ONLY MY E-MAIL WHICH CONTAINS SENSITIVE POLICE COMMUNICATIONS BUT ALSO THE E-MAIL ACCOUNTS OF THOUSANDS OF OTHERS THAT HAVE UTILIZED AND DEPENDED ON YOU FOR THEIR CRITICAL COMMUNICATIONS.

IN MY CASE THERE ARE OVER A YEAR'S WORTH OF COMMUNICATIONS STORED WHICH COVER A PLETHORA OF PHASES OF MY LEGAL, COMPANY, PERSONAL AND LAW ENFORCEMENT COMMUNICATIONS.

AGAIN, IT IS IMPERATIVE THAT YOU FREEZE YOUR SERVERS AND HARD DRIVES AND PRESERVE OUR DATABASES OF COMMUNICATIONS.

IF YOU IGNORE THIS COMMUNICATION YOU WILL SURELY INCUR THE WRATH OF THOUSANDS OF SUBSCRIBERS AND YOU CAN PLAN ON, GUARANTEED, INTERVENTION FROM THE ATTORNEY GENERALS OF THE STATES THAT YOU SERVED YOUR CUSTOMERS AS WELL AS FROM THE DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE, FBI, FCC, SEC, SS AND WHAT EVER OTHER GOVERNMENTAL AGENCIES ARE AT MY DISPOSAL. PLAN ON IT!

THIS WILL BE JUST THE BEGINNING OF THE PLETHORA OF PROBLEMS THAT WE WILL VENT YOUR WAY. CLASS ACTIONS SUITS WILL BE THE ORDER OF THE DAY FROM NOW UNTIL KINGDOM COMES!

PLEASE BE WISE AND FREEZE YOUR ACCOUNTS, SERVERS, HARD DRIVES AND DATABASES OR ME AND THOUSANDS OF OTHERS ARE GOING TO BE IN HOT, EXPENSIVE LEGAL AND PROFESSIONAL PURSUIT OF YOUR FINANCIAL ASSETS GUARANTEED!

I PERSONALLY WILL ASSERT EVERY AVENUE TO SEE THAT YOU ARE CRIMINALLY PROSECUTED FOR INTERFERENCE WITH THE PUBLIC MAILS FROM WHATEVER AVENUE THE LAW PROVIDES.

AGAIN, BE WISE AND DO WHAT IS RIGHT. SUDDEN CLOSURES OF YOUR SERVICES ARE NOT PROFESSIONAL OR ETHICAL NOT TO MENTION LEGAL.

BE WISE!!

FINALLY, IF I SHOULD HAVE TO BECOME MORE ENGAGED WITH THIS MATTER OVER AND ABOVE THIS LETTER AND THE FULL RECOVERY OF ALL MY COMMUNICATIONS YOU WILL BE BILLED NO LESS THAN $400.00 PER HOUR AS MOST SENIOR LEGAL OFFICERS CHARGE.

POIGNIANTLY I REMAIN,


Scott M. Huber
CHIEF LEGAL OFFICER

A&A Electronics
A&A Electronics and Television
A&A Electronics Worldwide Internationale

E-Mail-- aaetv@onebox.com
Voicemail/Fax--(630) 536-2701 x9727

A Quality Company In The Midwest Region Of The United States For Over 27 Years!

UPDATE 1-29-2002 @ 7:53 P.M.: BREAKING NEWS PENDING..... PLEASE NOTE MY SPECIAL EMERGENCY PRAYER NOTICE!!!

Folks, there is more news to be put up here but I am in quite a back log due to e-mail reports and Police communications and due to unexpected loss of arrangements made with me for the improvement of my computerization.

Due to the loss of private facilities for my desktop computerization my plans have come to a screeching halt. What this means is that I will have to wait additional time before I can reinstall Windows 95 on my Notebook computer and set up my 40 Gig hard drive and recover and organize my floppy files onto the hard drive. I will also not be able to deliver on computers promised in reciprocation for their prior kindnesses. No question my efficiencies have been greatly impeded.

I am and will be trying to renegotiate those options but that will need time, patience, understanding and willing open minded communication. Nonetheless this loss has had an effect of undoing all the good that it did before.

I am hoping and praying that I will be able to resume an amicable and even a more fruitful and effective relationship in the near future and get things on track again!

More on this later. Please keep checking this column and please keep us in your prayers.

UPDATE 1-31-2002 @ 11:38 A.M.: FOLLOW UP NEWS.....

It is very apparent that my friends and I are being stalked. It is very apparent that phone call stalking is being used. Phone calls are being made to my friends' homes and businesses in which suggestive and deviate allegations about my character are being lodged. It is very apparent that these parties are trying to break up and destroy any and all relationships, business or personal, that I have. It is clear to me that these people are extremely vicious, jealous, selfish, dirty minded and most likely deviant in their own personal conduct. Yes, the Big Black Pot Calling The Little White Kettle Black!

There is strong evidence that suggests they intimidate the recipient of the trash information. That if they don't "comply" in a way that would be a traditionally natural reaction to the information that they gave you, that they too will become the victim of such networking. They seem to have a strange nonverbal way of communicating this threat. In other words you abandon your friend, or refuse to serve him or allow him in your establishment or facility or you will also get the "heat" seems to be the modus operandi in some cases.

On January 1-19-2002 at about 12:16 PM someone committed a criminal act when they illegally accessed my e-mail carrier when they sat down at my terminal in the library where my coat was hanging on its chair. They willfully and wantonly sat in that chair knowing they were looking at someone else's e-mail and terminal information.

The account had been logged out but for some strange reason they were able to back into it. That is not supposed to happen but it did. It is believed that they obtained phone numbers of parties with whom I am communicating. This took place while I was in the community room of the Nichols Library in Naperville looking over the legacy computer equipment on sale.

If you were in the library computer lab and saw this person sitting at my terminal,(specifically the "FRED" terminal), please contact me and the police.

It is further believed based on information and belief that this person or persons networked and called at least one party especially close to me. It is believed that they used chicanery and guile to lead this close party away from me with false allegations of my past conduct and character.

Please be aware. Don't believe them. Let me know the who, when, what, where and why these people may have contacted you. Let me know the specific content of what they are saying.

If you get such a call have it tagged by Ameritech or your carrier as an abusive call and notify the police. If you have caller ID make a record of the number that comes up. If it does not come up tag it anyway.

If you have tape recordings save them and contact me and the police and give us COPIES. It is important to stop this low life criminal conduct before theY destroy their objectives and that is me and you and our friendship.

If these persons approach you with similar information note the time, place, face, vehicle or mode of transportation they use and license number. Try to photograph their image in your memory and reduce it to a drawing as best you can. Of course, if you just happen to have a camera with you, use it!

There has definitely been a meticulous and systematic pattern of conduct of this above type of conduct for a number of years and it most often focuses on breaking up my personal relationships. Please share with me any experiences you may have had regarding me.

If these persons have already done their dirty work please remember and share with me and the police anything you can recall or provide. It is imperative that we coordinate our efforts so to save a whole lot of heartache and suffering and sorrow on both sides.

Simply put these people are trying to crush me, my spirit and destroy me and literally put me in a mental institution. I don't care who they are, or how friendly, spiritual, influential or authoritative they may seem. Just obtain the info and get it to me and the police.

This above conduct is what I believe to be called STALKING and it is done with the intent to harm. You can contact me via my e-mail or phone number: aaetv@onebox.com or (630) 536-2701 extension 9727 or both just to be sure I get your information.

Last but not least, those of you who have personal experiences with me, use your common sense based on your personal experience with me, not what someone else says. Thank You!

UPDATE 2-1-2002 @ 5:50 P.M.: SPECIAL ALERT FOLLOW UP NEWS..... PLEASE NOTE MY UPDATED SPECIAL EMERGENCY PRAYER NOTICE!!!

UPDATE 2-4-2002 @ 1:05 P.M.: MISSING PERSON UPDATE NEWS..... Please take note that I through diligent research and God's grace have been blessed to have found these two 1998 photographs of my missing very special young lady! Please look!

UPDATE 2-5-2002 @ 11:27 A.M.: FYI.....

It is being rumored, perhaps due to my mention of my association with Harold King's daughter in my articles regarding the Kings, that there was a personal relationship with her. Let me put that rumor to rest. No matter what the Kings say, there was no personal, platonic or sexual relationship with her. Not even a kiss. Not even a hug. At best I thought I was a friend of the family in association with and because of our church affiliation and its goals. It was strictly business otherwise. I never had a date with her nor was I planning to do so. I only visited her apartment once and that was for the business purposes of delivering the NEC television. It was dropped off, tested on the premisis to customer satisfaction and signed for to that effect and I was gone! I was clearly interested in her business skills more than 20 years ago and it did not work out. That is it. PERIOD!

No matter what Harold King asserts or alludes to that there was, may have been or is, is totally the fruit of his imagination! There is, no doubt, that he wanted to snag me for his daughter. When I did not show interest he blew me up making all kinds of assertions under the sun so to destroy my character, business savvy and functionality in this society and characterize me as a backslider, heathen, mentally ill or retarded. If I would have gotten it on with his daughter....the “world” would have been mine.

As you can see it is apparent that this pursuit has endured over twenty or more years as that is when his daughter was employed by myself for a very short time, and possibly as early as 1970. That is the time I was attending a church in common with their family and thus would be the soonest time I could conceive that I could have become an object of his attention. It is as simple as that!

Similar associations have been construed for my contacts with Penny Dorta of Varsity Calendars in Villa Park. As I stated under oath in the Creswell court, I never knew Penny Dorta prior to her solicitation of my business advertising and I had no personal relationship with her nor did I intend to have any. Our association was strictly business. That is it. PERIOD!

UPDATE 2-5-2002 @ 17:00 P.M.: COMPUTERIZATION UPDATE

My computerization upgrade programming is still at a screeching halt. Attempts to circumvent this "road block" has proven to be unproductive. I am still standing by prayerfully hoping my friends will reconsider opening their facilities so I may get out of this bind. For the background story please look here!

UPDATE 2-5-2002 @ 20:56 P.M.: MISSING PERSON UPDATE NEWS.....It is possible my missing very special young lady is in LINCOLN, NEBRASKA WITH MARC a boy friend. HOW ABOUT AN E-MAIL AS TO YOUR CIRCUMSTANCES!

UPDATE 2-6-2002 @ 11:25 A.M.: INTERLOPER.....Please note my urgent request and update in my UPDATED SPECIAL EMERGENCY PRAYER NOTICE.

UPDATE 2-7-2002 @ 17:45 P.M.: MISSING PERSON UPDATE NEWS.....

"MY" LAST BUT NOT LEAST VERY SPECIAL YOUNG LADY HAS BEEN FOUND! Please look!

OTHER NEWS.....Unfortunately I could not get the above news item up much sooner due to the fact that things break down. My tote, of which I have had a broken wheel for about two weeks and had improvised another carriage under it, finally gave up the "ghost"! The whole undercarriage wheel assembly broke off at the library last night and I had to drag it around on one wheel last evening and then about 5 more blocks to where I keep it when I go on the road so I could attend the Mass this morning.

I had to spend much of the morning rebuilding the wheel system on the original tote that "MY" VERY SPECIAL PERSONS TO ME provided me a month ago or so. Unfortunately due to circumstances beyond my control the sisters were not able to exchange it under warranty at this point, (maybe later yet...there are some other things wrong with it but "spit & bubble gum" are holding for now), and I had to break down for about $20 and repair it. Fortunately I had the $20.

So now I have new steel wheels with ball bearing races and bushings with a much improved rolling action. Thanks again to the many of you that have contributed to my "war chest" that thus enabled me to pull this untimely repair off this morning and afternoon. I got to the library computer lab around 3 PM and finally was able to post the above report as noted in the time stamp. Thanks for your patience!

UPDATE 2-8-2002 @ 18:10 P.M.: .....SPECIAL PRAYER NOTICE: Please note the new request! Please look!

UPDATE 2-9-2002 @ 16:40 P.M.: NOTICE TO MR. HAROLD KING of Lemont.....

Let there be no misunderstanding. I do not want any contact with Harold King or his family other than in negotiation for the return of my property and its recovery. Be assured Mr. King I will NEVER have any dealings with your daughter PERIOD! Leave me alone. Get my property back and settle with me. Be assured I am preparing litigious pursuits. I will not retreat. I am fed up with being stalked buy you and your agents and your interference with my personal relationships. I will pursue charges with any evidence I find or have. I want nothing to do with you or your family. Get out of my life Sir. SELAH!

UPDATE 2-11-2002 @ 16:35 P.M.: COMING.....My view of what I believe happened to My Very Special Friend in the last month and a half and why I believe what happened boils down to Seductive Date Rape.

Please keep in mind that the version I will portray is indeed my perception based on the facts that I have become aware of during this period of turmoil. I have yet to get crossfire on my impressions of the events, as I have not had direct communication regarding it thus far from my very special friend.

I did get some cross fire from the perpetrator who has acted cool and calculated trying to isolate me from my very special friend so to, in my opinion, prevent a confirmation of the events so to protect himself from being prosecuted by the state and prevent me from reestablishing rapport with my very special friend personally.

UPDATE.....

Very positive events have occurred at Mass and Prayer Chapel this morning. Please keep this in very special and sensitive prayer with me!

UPDATE 2-12-2002 @ 16:29 P.M.: LATE BREAKING NEWS.....

Last night I was preparing to leave the Barnes and Noble bookstore at Chicago and Washington Streets on or about 11 PM. The supervisor was unusually technocratic and selective or discriminatory in expecting certain patrons to be out at 11 PM rather than finishing up at 11 PM. Customary observation and personal experience have showed that wrapping up at 11 PM has been acceptable. The store manager a week or so ago indicated that they have a margin of overlay till 11:10 PM and then they call the police.

Well folks, the supervisor did not like that I asserted the over rule of the store manager's doctrine and even though I was out of the store between 11:03 and 11:05 PM she called the Naperville Police. I never got the allegations from the police officer as he was obviously biased to the "high powered" establishment.

Even though I have been a businessman in this community for over 20 years and probably senior to the supervisor that does not seem to matter. I was told by the officer that I am no longer allowed to enter the Barnes and Noble bookstore and that if I do I will be arrested for criminal trespass.

However, when I tried to assert my right to inform the officer of my viewpoint on the matter he blew me off and when I again went to his car to reassert my point of view on what had happened he ordered me back to the bench I was sitting on. I complied immediately. He left and a few minutes later he was back with another officer asserting that I had a warrant out for my arrest. I asked for what. He said another business has a warrant out for me. I asked who and he said he would tell me when we got to the station.

So folks, I had to assume the position and they cuffed me and took me in. Another officer took in my tote and valuables. I was processed and the bail bond was set for $100. I was not sure that I had that much. I asked for an I-bond but found that it was exhausted when I was arrested on November 17, 2001 when I used the bathroom at the train station for two minutes to urinate.

The officer opened my wallet and counted out my cash and found $99. I reminded him that there was some change also taken into custody. He came up with a total of $101.51 as I recall. I made bail and in about an hour I was back at my point of arrest after going thru the usual photographic, print processes and form filling.

The instigator for my arrest was that apparently a Judge Bart had sworn out a Bench Warrant on me on or about January 24, 2002. I was not informed of it as usual until I was arrested. I said that a Bench Warrant is not enforceable, as I never received original notice for any court date in the first place. Of course I was still arrested. So the officers made sure that I got a court date this time. It is set for March 7, 2002 at 8:30 AM in Judge Bart's courtroom.

Another frivolous claim made by the state to waste my time and the system's. No wonder the system is clogged! This case should have been thrown out last year. I would have thought that on its face the Judge if not the States Attorney would have thrown out the case. Obviously I am again being sucked into the system like the Dorta case.

Last night I would have been sent to Dupage County Jail and held there indefinitely until the court decided to hear my case...something like the 26 days I was held in jail in a non-jailable penalty case in the Dorta matter. I would have been extracted from my job world into the jail world and who knows what would have happened!

I personally thank the Lord that I am a conservative user of the gifts that my supporters have provided me. It was close as you can see. Obviously I am going to have to hope more support comes in as I was riding on fumes especially this morning trying to get to Mass. I am on fumes now and will just have to wait and see and maybe do a lot of walking tomorrow morning and who knows for how long! Food may be a problem later today so you can see how technocratic and autocratic enforcement of the law and discriminatory policies can blow up a person's life real fast! More on this later…I may share with you later the letter I sent to Chief Dial this afternoon.

Friends, I am asking you for a preliminary BOYCOTT of BARNES and NOBLE BOOKSTORES AND WEBSITES nationally and internationally until they reverse their discriminatory policy toward my entry and use of their facilities. Also while we are on Boycotts please also BOYCOTT the STARBUCKS at Chicago and Washington Street in NAPERVILLE, ILLINOIS across from the Barnes and Noble for similar parallel discriminatory eviction action taken on or about early January of this year. (I will update you on what happened there in another update soon as well as some other boycott listings in response to evictions taken in especially the last year.)

Until further notice I will be using the Burger King,( when I have the cash), just down the street in case any of my friends are looking for me. After 10 PM I should be at my usual spot as you are aware. Otherwise I will be at my usual spot after the library closes at 9 PM during the week and 5 PM on the weekends.

Again your cordial prayers and support are appreciated!

UPDATE 2-13-2002 @ 20:12 P.M.: UPDATE..... I was blessed with the donations that I needed to get through the day folks. Three persons contributed. They were nominal but that is all I needed to get to Mass and buy some food rations and do some bus riding so to get some information needed in some investigations that I am doing.

I am about in the same shape cash wise this evening as last so please keep the contributions coming.

Some contributed food. One contributed a large ham and cheese on rye almost foot long sandwich. Another contributed a bottle of Blackberry Sage Tea....For Wisdom by The Republic of Tea. It had a little remark on the label backside,( Something my very special friend sisters might take to heart as a warning in consideration of who they associate themselves), which said:

"The leaves take water and the water takes me. I put up no resistance, surrendering myself to what has entered. Soon I am the Tea and the Tea is me."

By the way the tea was good even considering it was unsweetened. Maybe my wisdom is starting to come back to me! Maybe it never left!

So tomorrow I start out to Mass so to be supportive of my friends in wholesome contacts and perhaps develop a dialogue once again and see negative elements leave.

I have told my very special friend's aggressor to extract himself out of the relationship or face a law suit for intentional infliction of mental and emotional distress not to mention defamation. He apparently does not believe I mean business...Do I kid folks? Do I bump my gums folks? Did I stutter folks?

All I can say is he had better "beat it" while the leaving is good or else face the music. I as senior legal officer of this company bill for me legal time at $400 per hour minimum! When I start there will be little chance of turning back because the time I invest in research and case preparation I do intend to get paid for by him. I have been known to get down to the alleles!

He has already been extended over two weeks of grace period but it is not going to continue for long.

The ultimatum: Get out of her house. Get out of her church. Get out of her face in the office. No e-mails. No phone calls. Just leave her alone so she can get her head together and return to her normal God given qualities that others know she has and of late has not been able to exhibit! Or else!

Stay tuned folks!

UPDATE 2-14-2002 @ 12:52 P.M.: DID YOU THINK I FORGOT?.....Standby for a very special message for a very special friend! It will be up this afternoon! (Just have to get things together here. Had some mechanical difficulties this morning and got in late.)

UPDATE 2-14-2002 @ 2:45 P.M.:(Contract: Friends allowed only...for example my very speical friend's Interloper("boy friend" J.?.), Harold King and their agents etc. are NOT welcome...their entry will accrue computer fraud charges! It also means that if you did see it prior to this warning you don't talk about it to ANYONE or the same charges will apply! Believe it...I will pursue Federal and State computer fraud statutes! Capisci Capish? (sp?)) DID YOU THINK I FORGOT?.....AND HERE IT IS....

A special message for a very special person in my life!



UPDATE 2-14-2002 @ 4:05 P.M.: LATEST UPDATE....

Last night went much as the night before with the exception that two parties abundantly endowed me with food. A special friend who is in high school who has consistently been bringing me "care packages" showed up just in time. A wonderful and extremely thoughtful young lady, perhaps also in high school, showed up later with a large coke, large fries, and quarter pounder with the works from Burger King and another comforter. So these young adults took care of me very well last night and thru today and then some at least for breakfasts.

Also not to forget the kind gentleman from Iowa who gave me a gift card from Starbucks with around $25 on it during the holiday season and another party who anonymously gave me another Starbucks gift card about two weeks ago with over $27 on it. Both kindnesses have enabled me to partake of the "good life" at Starbucks, (NOT Sears, thank God), even when the bucks were at zero as they pretty much are now. Thanks again kind folks! Be sure I will and have used same very frugally.

This morning I was on my way to the train station with my tote when the tote handle decided to fall apart. It froze me two blocks from the station. Fortunately, I was able to unload, repair and reload and get going again. However not one block further it happened again. Something must be worn and thus the clamps were not holding. As time was short and I was within minutes of the last train that would get me to Mass on time this morning, I could not take time to try and repair it again so I had to literally drag the tote on its side down the sidewalk and then the street and into the commuter parking lot where everything started to fall apart and leave a trail behind me. I knew I was close to missing my train so I quickly gathered everything and dragged it over to a light post by the lot and tied it up and took off in a run.......Just in time as the train pulled up! It was close!

The interloper was at Mass this morning and my very special friend's sister sat with him for the second day in the row for some strange reason. My very special friend was there but seated elsewhere. After Mass we all ended up in the prayer chapel and I feel it was productive for at least three of us.

The interloper apparently has not read my ultimatum but I think he will know about it soon enough. If he blew me off....he will find out the hard way.

When I got back to my tote at Naperville I spent the next hour or so repairing it with some more permanent clamps so that I don't think the problem I experienced this morning will happen again. I got from the parking lot at the train station to Starbucks at Jefferson and Main Streets without any further trouble.

So off to my "office" at the library this afternoon and I will enter this news item on my updates page.

In my COMING edition of what I think "went down" when the interloper seized control of my very special friend this last holiday season, I will show why I believe the "relationship" was unhealthy and wrong. Please stay tuned.

My cash needs remain as I am on "fumes" so your continued contributions are greatly appreciated. As soon as I get a reasonable amount of cash together I will continue my trips to secure information for my investigations.

I think that information gained will give me much greater insight as to what the interloper and others have been trying to characterize and defame me as. It will also serve as hard evidence as to what grounds will be included in my law suit against the interloper. Of course I will be checking into his background records and this detective will not leave many if any stones uncovered as Love enables! Of course the clock is ticking and the billing is accumulating.

Stay tuned!


UPDATE 2-15-2002 @ 12:15 P.M.: FYI....

Just a note of caution: Due to the misinformation that has maliciously been circulated about my conduct and reputation please keep in mind that this information can also take the form of photography. In this day and age of computer graphics, films and photos can be altered to put individuals into settings that they never participated. It is used to dirty the "water" of an individual's reputation and also deliberately ruin relationships.

If this kind or any other kind of propaganda is being used please contact me. If you have been approached with anything of the sort let me know so that I can contact the authorities and the like so to quell the source. I will need copies of the evidence. These "guys" play dirty you see. Of course they also have Mill Stones about their necks now don't they...Matthew 18:1-17.

If you suspect anyone of doing this please note, (license numbers, vehicle, location met, time, date, description of individual and the like), from whom you obtained the information and if possible photograph the individual and contact me.

Thank you!

UPDATE 2-15-2002 @ 4:10 P.M.:(Contract: Friends allowed only...for example my very speical friend's Interloper("boy friend" J.?.), Harold King and their agents etc. are NOT welcome...their entry will accrue computer fraud charges! It also means that if you did see it prior to this warning you don't talk about it to ANYONE or the same charges will apply! Believe it...I will pursue Federal and State computer fraud statutes!) SPECIAL UPDATED... DID YOU THINK I FORGOT?.....AND HERE IT IS....

A special message for a very special person in my life!



UPDATE 2-15-2002 @ 5:24 P.M.: UPDATE....

Last night went well, very well. Several persons walked up to me and gave me considerable financial assistance over and above the last two days combined. Not to the extent of my recent losses but enough to keep me running for a number of days.

I will be able to go to Mass no problem at all.

I was given a nice steak fajita with all the works along with a pasta salad and spring water all provided, again, by a very sweet young woman perhaps in high school.

Just before I left to get on the road this morning a very nice young woman from one of the utility companies dropped off a nice hot French Vanilla Espresso Hot coffee and prior had checked on my well being!

These acts of kindness were certainly very thoughtful and sensitive gestures and are and were much appreciated. It is nice to see and find that there are people who help when help is needed! Thanks so much folks and God Bless!

I have been at the library all day and will be back at my usual spot this evening. The tote is working fine again and looks like it will last a good while more at this point.

THE INTERLOPER....

The interloper was at the church this morning and certainly is just plain in the dark or does not know how to read. I continue to proceed with my investigations of him and prepare my legal and spiritual complaints on paper.

My very special friend and her sister were in attendance seemed to be in reasonable spirits. No verbal communications or noticed recognition of myself were had however. I have no idea if she has seen my special message from St. Valentines Day. I will continue to just tread "water". My object at this point is just to give space but keep my presence in spiritual support in light of the abuse and the trauma she has experienced through the last month and a half of which I am aware and of which she is beginning to become aware. Time will heal as long as the atrocities do not start up again. I believe she will then remember who I really am not what the interloper has programmed her to think I am and then we will begin to relate and respond in a more positive context.

I am watching the interloper very carefully. What is difficult is that she developed a trust in the interloper over a seven-month period and has known him for maybe a year and a half and it is tough to get her to think this one through. As she heals and comes to her normal self I believe she will see through his deception and realize who her real friends are.

No true friend or trustworthy gentleman takes advantage of a person as he has. No true friend and spiritual person willfully and wantonly seizes a persons will to manipulate them away from the truth as she has. No true friend steals one's zeal for righteousness, they just use use use until there is nothing left! And then what?

No true and trustworthy friend blinds and leads a person away from the vows and spiritual commitments that they have made over the years and leaves them in a heap and then lets them think nothing is wrong!

It appears to me that often crimes that one has experienced are done by those close to them. It is often hard for the victim to separate the wheat from the chaff and see the trees through the forest and draw the line. My prayers are certainly with her so to give her the wisdom to do so! It is hard to sort things out when you are still in the middle of it. Only after the problem is removed will she truly see clearly again and her metabolism normalize. The interloper must be removed from her home, work and church. I will continue to work to that end.

He has lied to me on numerous occasions in the context of Christian Spirit and admonition so what do you think he is doing with her? Testing the man, I don't believe he is spiritually what he says he is. I think he is a con-artist!

He certainly has been extremely disrespectful to yours truly and he is clearly young enough to be my child. It is called disrespect for ones elders. That is not Christian hospitality or walking in the paths of righteousness.

In my many years of experience with my professional expertise of dealing with people twice as long as he, he thinks he can pull the "wool" over our eyes. He acts as if he has done no wrong and continues in his ways lodging lies about myself and my conduct, directing her to do so likewise, and offers flimsy evidence thereof attempting to destroy a very special spiritual bonding between me and my very special friend that could have much sooner developed into a well balanced healthy friendship and more. It is clear that he could not stand to see someone else have some joy in their life. Is he recalcitrant? Yes!

The most diabolic and dangerous part of this interloper is that he comes as an angel of light and friendship to these two women. He did to me too and fooled me at first. He lies to them and me. His acts certainly speak louder than his said allegiance. He just sticks around and does what he wants to in any event. He certainly has a form of godliness but has denied the power thereof.

I have respected my very special person's vows and spiritual commitments and have sought to help and see her bloom in them not shrivel, has he? When she gave to me her financial and material gifts of hospitality and kindness I strove to give back. Did he? NO!

He took; he stole her life energies and degraded her. He then urged her to reject my gifts of reciprocation and trash me, and that he almost did in total, right to my very soul and spirit telling her that I was some street urchin or bum so he could continue to steal her life energies and degrade her and let her believe all was ok!

He mesmerized her to believe his lies for his own selfish gain and I believe her sister left for the three weeks because of this evil one that was controlling her sister. If I am wrong tell me so very special sister friends! I have encouraged feed back from them but get silence so I have to conclude that I am on point! I even thought her sister had died an accidental death due to a conflict on these issues between the three. I was further tortured mentally and emotionally when he deliberately refused to encourage my very special friend to give me peace about the sister's well being and communicate with her. I was told that my messages to her sister would be given her but I heard nothing! Do you think I was not in pain?

He further encouraged my very special friend not to respond to my messages and blow off a date we had mutually planned as well as respond to an emergency I had of which she could have helped to resolve with nominal investment on her part. He encouraged her to trash her ministry to me of which she was originally compelled to assist me. Why? So he could continue to abuse her and suck her dry for his own selfish desires while he prepared to in effect put me in a padded cell after a warm and Christian friendship with the sisters in a fashion I would call "like family". I was suddenly isolated to a zero contact / input / feedback and left to "rot"! This was called Christian hospitality and reciprocity!

More on this later!

UPDATE 2-16-2002 @ 3:58 P.M.: UPDATE....

All went well last night. PADS supervisors visited me and want me to appeal the eviction of myself under false pretenses that occurred December 4, 2000. They said that I will get a hard copy of the violation alleged when I come in for a hearing. I was to call an 800 number and make an appointment for the hearing, on I believe, Tuesday or Wednesday. I said I would think about it.

As I see it folks and as I told the supervisor, inconsideration of the stress and headaches that I experienced at Dupage PADS my sitting on a bench outside is less stressful and I have people that give me financial assists. The donations are important to my functionality. I will consider the use of PADS if I should prevail on the hearing and win reentry to PADS. I will probably only use those shelters that are located in Naperville and more remotely Lisle, and Downers Grove. I will probably only go in for meals and then back to my spot on the bench. Ironically I have been more productive camping outside and going to the library than chasing around the countryside to different shelters wasting my time. It is no secret that I have conserved energy, money and time doing what I have done this season in Naperville. I usually meet more congenial people this way also because they are concerned where at PADS the people are more routine and you are taken for granted more or less.

Some cash came in last night to take care of today’s this weekend's train travel and some food or coffee.

I think it is off to Mass this afternoon now and see what is offered, as I have never gone on a Saturday evening before.

I should be back this evening to my spot as usual and we shall see what surprises come my way!

Till tomorrow! Good Day!

UPDATE 2-17-2002 @ 4:15 P.M.: UPDATE....

"TWILIGHT ZONE" Folks! I have to rethink some things! More will follow as I become more crystalized. Prayers are always appreciated!

UPDATE 2-18-2002 @ 2:45 P.M.: LATE BREAKING NEWS....

"NAPERVILLE TRAIN STATION"

Folks, the same bunch is at it again! Officer McGrath and Lieutenant Longino (sp) are trying to put the screws to me again at the train station. This time my cart and bike that are parked there with items in or on them are considered storage. I pointed out that they are no more storage than the car that was parked out in the west parking lot just west of the station fronting Washington Street for the last approximately 3 months. It was clear that it was parked there legally with a parking sticker affixed. My cart and bike are parked similarly in the "bike" parking area and I don't need a parking sticker and my "vehicles" are considered storage.

Officer McGrath tried to imply that the car parked in the west lot was illegal and I had personally looked at the sticker and noted it was current. If it was illegal it was only for a short overlay compared to the majority of time it was legally parked there. He said Lt.Longino (sp) talked with Naperville City Legal Department and they think that my use of the facilities constitute abandonment and will be removed if I don't and that then they will have to itemize the contents for inventory. I indicated that that was selective and preferential law enforcement and cited Title 42, Chapter 21, Section 1981 et.seq. United States Code. I said this and the original arrest could head downtown to the Federal Court house if the harassment does not cease and it turns around.

It appears to me some Prima Donna element at "Club Train Station" is trying to turn the screws on me again. Again denying me common courtesy that others take for granted. It sure will be a war if things don't start leveling out and getting fair. That is for sure. Of course I have been known to take Judges and Police Departments into Federal Court in the past so if necessary, why not another "party"! After all this is a system of "CHECKS & BALANCES" lets hope these checks and balances aren't the bank draft and account balance type right?

However, in light of the many other activities my readers know I have priority focus, I would appreciate if there are any empathetic persons in the vicinity of the Naperville downtown area that might have some free storage for a cart and a bike. It would be appreciated.

However, I told the officers to put the threat in writing and we will go from there. I also notified Officer McGrath that I will have an e-mail letter on Chief Dial's desk shortly! The cart and bike are kept reasonably neat and secure and this harassment is clearly political.

More on this as things develop!

UPDATE....

My usual activities were fairly routine except, due to the holiday, the times of Mass, for instance, were delayed but it did afford time for me to do Church Canon and Law research. I should be back at my usual location tonight and as always, the donations are appreciated!

Went to two Masses yesterday. The earliest and latest and saw My Very Very Special Friend singing in the choir for the first time after she had an apparent "sabbatical" from at least one appearance. I believe she sings soprano and her clarity sounds something like you hear in the Vienna Boys Choir! Yes, I have heard her before!

Did some singing myself for a change, something I have not done in a few years, at least in a highly liturgical setting. I know one thing, if I am going to "compete" with her I have my work cut out for me! Those "oxides" creep in if you don't keep on the "cutting edge"!

UPDATE 2-19-2002 @ 8:50 P.M.: UPDATE....

My usual activities were fairly routine including Mass and prayer chapel. I was delayed at the church due to missing my train because I do get engrossed in my research but it did afford double time for me to do Church Canon and Law research. I found some very enlightening and "on the head" support for my allegations with reference to the conduct of the interloper!

I should be back at my usual location tonight and as always, the donations are appreciated!

UPDATE 2-20-2002 @ 10:39 A.M.: MESSAGE TO THE INTERLOPER....

Plan on it Mr. Interloper. You and I are going to "Tango" and it won't be in Paris! Things have to change REAL FAST to preempt my cause of action! I think you get my drift! No apologies you BLEW IT! I think I am going to be a rich "boy" after all! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ Remember I bill at a minimum of $400 per hour!

......Try the Federal forum for starters! I have jurisdiction!

I need some specific answers to some specific questions real quick! NO MORE LYING! STRAIGHT UP ACCURATE GOD HONORING, (IF YOU EVEN HAVE AN INKLING OF WHAT THAT MEANS), HOLY SPIRIT FILLED ANSWERS! NO MORE DEMONIC DEVIATIONS!

THIS INCLUDES THE DEFAMATION YOU SPREAD AROUND ABOUT ME AND TO WHOM YOU GAVE IT TO AS WELL AS WITH WHOM YOU ARE COORDINATING!

I think you know what the questions are also. I want the WHOLE CONTEXTUAL STORY. ALL THE "GORY" DETAILS! ONLY THE FACTS MY "FRIEND"! DAY ONE TO PRESENT! Make sure you include the part about "Good thing you used a diaphragm or we would be in real trouble"!

You have my voice mail number....USE IT! I will make sure I have plenty of hard drive space for your messages so start using it up! If you don't take advantage of this very kind offer I always have SUBPOENA POWER! If I use it, remember I bill at a minimum of $400 per hour!

UPDATE 2-20-2002 @ 7:00 P.M.: COMING....A COLLAGE OF E-MAIL LETTERS WITH A FORMER EMPLOYER DISCUSSING MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND WITH ADDITIONAL COMMENTARY ON THE INTERLOPER AND MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND....

This collage should give a more comprehensive accounting of what has transpired as I reported it at the time to my former boss of over 25 years ago with only a few minor alterations for public consumption.

I should have something coming as * soon as possible sparing any technical problems and allowing few moments for African American History Month at Nichols Library hosting the Muntu Dance Theatre of Chicago featuring West African music and dance!

UPDATE 2-21-2002 @ 6:00 P.M.: MESSAGE TO THE INTERLOPER.... You know when I file a complaint downtown you will have to respond. To respond you will have to pay somewhere around $150, (last I checked), just to start as a filing fee. You will need a special attorney who is allowed to practice in Federal forums. That is going to cost you big bucks my SON. Think about it SON. BIG BUCKS......WHERE ARE YOU GOING TO GET BIG BUCKS INTERLOPER! This could go on for ten years. Are you ready Interloper? I am not bumping my gums or stuttering. Would I kid you?

I need the whole story Interloper and I need you out of her life NOW! No 3 to 5 AM phone calls either Interloper! Do not push me. Ask Judge Moy if I take Judges down to Federal Court. Ask the Bolingbrook Police Department if I don't take police departments down to Federal Court. Ask a certain Chicago Police Officer if I don't take him down to the State Supreme Court! Unload and move it SON or you will go the gamut too!

You bit off more than you can chew this time Interloper! You are not dealing with one of you're peers SON. I fully intend to put you in JAIL for a few years Interloper! Unload and Move out Interloper.

I will also be handing my evidence over to the Department of Justice and the FBI so think about it Interloper. I know the ropes Interloper. Been there done that! Unload the story on my voice mail and Move out of her life or it will be a sad story for you SON.

I have been known to take on whole floors of attorneys and do not so shabby, so think about it SON! Let it sink into your cranium SON but don't take too long! Ask around if you don't believe me SON but don't take too long! As I said prior, at the very least it is going to cost you BIG BUCKS! Are you ready?

Are you ready for the IRS to take a magnifying glass to your income tax filings? Are your ready to be investigated by Federal Cops? Are You READY?

Oh, by the way Interloper, passports don't work. The Feds will get you where ever you go. Not to mention there is always the World Court.

In the mean time I am preparing my Federal complaint. The more I do the more I bill you!

P.S.: You can tell your COACH(ES) to take a hike because when I find out who "they" are "they" too will join you for the "party"!

A NOTE FOR MRS. HAROLD KING of Lemont :

Mrs. Harold King of Lemont and "company" may I seriously suggest you stay out of my life. That means do not interfere with my interests. If I find out you are I will take the appropriate legal action. That means no phone calls to my friends to manipulate them...no conversation or communications. It would seem that if you were being considerate you would ask permission before you would interject your "help". This is my "ball game" STAY OUT!

You and your family have done enough damage to my life and my family and personal relationships including that with Christ....leave us alone...you are NO AUTHORITY....STAY OUT! I would say you have been HIGHLY PRESUMPTIOUS....STAY OUT!

Love does not destroy a person's life savings based on technicalities twisted out of context and enhanced with hyperbole. Love does not lie. Those who have a form of Godliness but deny the power thereof do. Are you? Stay Out! Your actions and inactions speak louder than your words! Certainly all my property would be safe and sound right now if you practiced LOVE!

When I take these issues to court, believe me, I will be asking specific, poignant, incisive questions especially regarding your involvement in my life circumstances! The pain and suffering and mental anguish you have caused me and my friends is appalling!

UPDATE 2-21-2002 @ 7:47 P.M.: MESSAGE TO THE INTERLOPER....

It has become very clear to me that the tactics you have employed are not possible to have been generated by your mentality. So let me reemphasize that you reveal also who your COACHES are who have given you your "security" in acting. I have a good idea who these "devils" are and can pursue that through other channels but if you fess up it will go easier on you! You hold out on me and the "sky will fall in" as I stated in my updates above. It’s truth time Interloper!

Because of you’re expertise in isolation torture and silencing it is very apparent that I should now address you as the Masochistic Sadistic Interloper, (MSI for short). God help you if you used any of that stuff ordrugs on my Very Very Special Friend.

I am going to know what color, smell, temperature and consistency "it" is when "it" comes out MSI before this is over if you don't wise up!

Yes folks, MSI is clearly a torture artist. During the last month and a half from about December 24, 2001 when he invaded MY space with my Very Very Special Friend that she had reserved for me, he has steadily, methodically, diabolically, deviously, selfishly and systematically lied to me about his relationship to My Very Very Special Friend and ultimately affected a mind, spirit, soul, emotion and communication silencing of any interface between me and My Very Very Special Friend and her sister as well. He wanted to kill any friendship, Christian or platonic, Filial, Agape or even Eros, (even though we had not gotten to Eros).

The effect was to gain complete control of My Very Very Special Friend and her sister's life systems and spirituality through isolation. He deliberately steered them away from me and told them to ignore anything I may have said to them in the past or present. He affected her to blow off my date that we had mutually agreed to participate. He told her to ignore my good faith messages to coordinate my date with her. He told her to ignore any needs that I might have that she might be able to minister to me as she had prior.

FOR BACKGROUND LET ME INCLUDE AT THIS POINT EXCERPTS FROM LETTERS TO A FORMER EMPLOYER COLLEGUE OF MY ACCOUNTING OF MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND:

Fri, 25 Jan 2002 00:53:07 +0800

I also got stiffed for a date I was to have with a certain young lady last night. Nothing much just hamburgers – 2 for $2.22 but none the less a special get together. I told that I was waiting for a ride and should be able to stay in the station till it arrived and he wanted to know who it was and I refused to tell him. He wanted me out and was in essence calling me a liar.

I don't know what happened to the gal as we had agreed to get together after her work and she works in Naperville. I called her from Chicago early around 4:30 and called at each juncture of the trip keeping her abreast on her answering machine but not even her sister answered. It is odd as I called right up to 9:15 PM and no response not even in my voice mail after I gave my number. I hope all is alright with them. However, some schmuck may be running interference with me and I will be checking into that down the road.

So I had a lousy night last night and this morning thus far. Something is going on and I am going to get to the bottom of it.

So that is the latest. Have kept your situation in prayer.

DATED SATURDAY, JANUARY 26, 2002:

A certain young lady has been helping me very greatly and kindly over the last few months.

I have become very much attracted to her and her loving kindness to reach out to someone and help them.

She definitely has an attraction to me otherwise she would not be helping me. Her younger sister has also backed her up. It has been beautiful. She has even had me over to her place to work on my computers on Saturday nights thru Sunday mornings even while she and her sister sleep.

She is extremely Roman Catholic and they have all the icons around the house etc. I would say they are both very dedicated and I believe it is not just a religious show.

Things went great the first visit. Just me and the two of them. I sensed their prayerful concern over me being there and me being a "stranger" in the house however, we got thru that evening and morning in fine business. She treated me to home cooked breakfast and the like in the morning with her sister. I have a rapport with both sisters.

The second time I went there was an addition...another guy. This guy works with the eldest sister that I am somewhat attracted to. I am not certain how long she has known him other that that I know it has been over 7 months. He came along for the visit on this visit. It appeared that he might leave and in fact I believe the gal said to him is was alright for him to leave but he stayed.

I personally felt insulted as this gal had my vibes straight. I did not say anything until the third time he came.

Now the gal and I have covered some territory as far as my faith and hers and our interests and work and the like and it seemed that she had a handle on me and whether she wanted to continue helping me.

The third time they came and picked me up they were late two hours. I was told 9 PM would be the worse case scenario and it turned out to be 11. I thought she had stood me up. I said that to her in essence when she and her sister appeared.

Things that bother me is that they were considerably longer and later than usual. She being a person with a master’s degree would be thought to be more punctual and responsible. It did not seem to be her form but she was riding in the fellow’s car. Now she knew that the fellows car could not contain my cart and property and it seemed strange that she did not automatically come with her car but that did not happen until she came to me and I pointed out when she told me she was riding in the guy's car that there would be no room for my stuff. It seemed strange that I had to tell her that when she knew that. It was strange.

I think, at this point in light of other things that have since happened, was she sending me a negative message or was the guy trying to by getting her to come in his car. The sister was with them.

She promptly had the guy take her back to he apartment and she got her wagon. They both came back in their respective cars. I loaded up my stuff in her car and then was told I would be riding with him. The sister with her sister.

I took this personally as a bad omen. I feel that this guy is interfering. I talked with him and asked him if he is involved with this girl and he said no. I said it bothers me that I am riding in this car and not the other with her. I said I am getting this knot tearing out of my stomach that something is not on the level ...or something like that. I said it is ripping right out of me. He claims to be an avowed Roman Catholic and had a Christ picture with the heart and thorns posted in his car.

When we got into the house and were talking I became very aware.... telepathically or the like, that this guy and she had been sexually intimate. I did not say anything but it was like electricity in the air for him and me and I think the younger sister may have picked up on it. He knew he had crossed me and I became angry within and hit the keyboard hostilely and the like to work out my anger without saying anything about it. I was furious inside but contained it.

Now she had made no commitment to me but there was this very close frequency we were and are to present on. She is an exceptional person in my experience especially in the compassion department and we hit it off beautifully.

This guy coming on the scene seems to have soured the rapport. She does not seem to respond as readily as prior. I think he has been putting the move on her more and I will explain with the latest episodes below.

When we got to her home I worked on the computers. I picked up 4 486 dx 4/100s and one 486 sl 25 from Naperville Public library last weekend.

Before they retired and like the first time she had a devotional right before they would retire. It seemed fairly liturgical and wrote rather than a sharing and natural prayer experience. I would add my shared devotional contribution, (Psalm 23 excerpt starting at "Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death...." through the end of the psalm), at the end of her prayer or scripture reading as a parallel to what was being discussed in the liturgy. I felt like she, they, might be trying to show a spiritual superiority but I kept it on even keel with my interjections of my sharing faith. They retired.

I went through each of the computers overnight at the home. I napped in the beginning as being so late.... midnight...I was not mentally alert. I got up somewhere in the wee hour like maybe 2 or 3 AM and went thru all the computers and determined what they had and if they worked. I found 4 with Windows 3.1 and 1 with Windows95.

I was using the last computer I worked on to reformat my 40 Gig drive at 40 Gigs with the Seagate driver. During these last acts the gal got up. She and the guy had both slept in the living room right in front of me. He on the floor perpendicular to her. She in the couch above. Her sister was in the bedroom where she slept prior.

Reading between the lines I got the impression that she was protecting him by sleeping in the same room perhaps. It seemed highly unusual from her prior habits of retiring in the bedroom with her sister. I think something was going on here and he lied to me in the car and she knew it. I think that there was a cover up and deceit here by him especially. In any event something seemed to be going on in my viewpoint it seemed. Mind you this is all in context of a strong Roman Catholic context of allegiance. She seems to accept my nondenominational Catholic orientation and I have put it in context of tying the Roman doctrine together with mine in the Spirit of Love, which is to bind us in common Christian spirit irrespective of our different religious upbringing.

She, when she got up said good morning in a very nice way to me and gave me a half hour to wrap up the projects. I worked my fastest but when she determined I had enough time she became abrupt. She wanted to move things along fast and the circumstances were not permitting that during the format. She then said that if I did not finish by the time she came up from her storage where she and the guy were putting some of my computers, she would pull the plug herself. I said to the guy after she went down that that was unbelievable conduct in essence. She was always extremely perceptive but just did not seem to put this scenario together.

I told her computers have minds of themselves and certainly don't want to cooperate with schedules and to bear with me. She came up and I was not done and she bared with me but rather unstably. I asked her if there was a later Mass she could attend and she at some point said that she sings in the choir and cannot be late and I said I understand and am doing the best I can. We got it together without further problems and she was a bit more relaxed and flexible.

I definitely feel she is very adamant about being on time at the Mass and I have no problem with that but I told her that she was two hours late and I rolled with it but it greatly impacted my ability to get work done at her place. I said that I wait a whole week each time and then get my time cut and thus cannot get the work done that I should. She admitted that.

She wanted to fix breakfast but I said skip it since she was running late. She gave me a care package to go and took me to Naperville. We talked one on one with no one else. I related how she had impressed me and how she had won a special spot in my heart. She has frequently left me with a hug embrace. I have not been aggressive but let her know via the hug that I was very appreciative. Never kissed her. I told her that I don't force myself on a person and would not do anything that they did not want to do. I wanted her to know by that that I was not adverse to more affectionate relations but when she was receptive. She said nothing but seemed to take note of it.

I wanted to kiss her in appreciation of her kindness at some point but I again did not want to be too forward. I feared being thought too frigid or none responsive though.

She hugged me again this time when we left but I got this unsettling look as she got into the car. I don't know how to describe it. I have felt very tight in my stomach at some points even when she is gone. I feel she has feelings for me but this guy is screwing things up with his apparent secret sexual intimacies!

I think he is putting the move on her trying to put me out of the picture.

Now I arranged with her in this last ride for a date on Wednesday night. We would get hamburgers $2 for 2. She had reminded me about it the week prior. I said we would yet do it.

I told her I had not forgot about it. Her interest in such a simple date impressed me as she was not looking for extravagance but my companionship.

Now Monday nights she and her sister the first time and then them with this guy the second time would visit me at my bench by Barnes & Noble in Naperville. She would make a special trip and bring me goodies and a few bucks of cash as she did on Sundays when she dropped me off in Naperville. She definitely cares about my well-being and financial needs.

This last Monday they never showed and no notice or warning. Wednesday came and went. I went downtown for the eye exam and then phoned her almost hourly so not to miss the date. She had invited me to Christmas Eve to her home but I did not get the message in time till Christmas Day. I kicked myself. I had no idea there was this guy from her work. I called her for screwing up on it and told her I kicked myself for not calling her. I still kick myself because maybe that was the intimate time for Lord Fauntleroy when I did not respond. BELIEVE ME I STILL AND SEVERELY KICKING MYSELF FOR SCREWING UP....ONE OF THE FEW TIMES I GET SUCH A FRIENDLY AND MAYBE PROVOCATIVE INVITE AND I SCREWED UP! I am not sure but I think this might be what happened and since things are on a down hill slide. After all I sat on a bench in Naperville picking up some lousy cash when I could have been with her....what a dummy I was....I just did not move on the number in my email as it came on the 21st and I never made the connection with her. Never saw her phone number prior just never thought she would call me like that. However, she could have come out to my spot to check on me and invite me personally and she did not. "Slippery" probably discouraged her not to when he found out about the invite.

I kept calling her Wednesday night letting her know where I was when I got there. Meticulously giving her my directions and routings so she could easily find me. Nothing!

No messages. I checked my voice mail. It was full. I was run out of the train station as prior noted to you( threat of arrest). I figured I would go to the library and told her I would to check why my voice mail was full and open it.

I still called at each juncture. No answer but just the OGM. I just could not get a rise. I continued yesterday to try to get her to respond later in the day as the wheel on my cart, of the cart which she bought me a few weeks ago broke off. I needed her help to get another wheel or cart on exchange.... Still no response. After about $20 of calls I figured that it seemed strange that there had been no contact no normal interface with her, a stood up date and no response on the phone except for the OGM. I then at about 8:50 PM decided that I would call the PD in that town and ask for a wellness check as she and her sister could be dead or in a bad way or who knows. It ate at me as this was unusual conduct especially noting that her sister usually always picked up the phone on the second ring or so. Nothing. I called and let them know on the tape that I would be calling the PD to have them checked on if I did not get a call back to my VM in ten minutes. At 9:10 PM apx I checked my VM and nothing. I gave her an extra five minutes. I then called 911 and had Naperville patch me through. I told the officers my experience above. I gave them specific directions to the very door in the building they were in as I did not have an address but knew where it was. I did not even know their last name!

They followed up on it. The officer said in a later call that he came to the door and heard nothing and knocked on the door. He said there was no response. That was it as far as he told me. I think they were and are doing more but not telling me.

He was coy with me but I underscored she had appointments with me that she never kept and that was unusual and that her sister usually picked up the phone and nothing! I convinced him that it was a legit request.

At 8:55 on my VM,(21:55 on the voice mail note in my computer view), I found a message last night after the PD had apparently checked. She said that she had received my numerous messages and that she was not available until tonight....context last night....but that everything was alright and she would be picking me up at Barnes & Nobel as usual but a bit later than usual....I got the impression that would be deja vu last weekend. Now we talked about her sudden demanding me to wrap things up yet her taking two hours over her deadline to pick me up. She knew that when she cuts the hours later that it impacts me and my efficiencies yet she is doing it again this weekend. I told her I gave her the two hours without argument and yet she blew me up for 10 minutes last Sunday when we talked on our drive back to Naperville. I am still invited in her current message. She told me not to call the police and everything was alright.

I called her back, as it was very apparent that she was not addressing the issues in the e-mail and especially my immediate circumstance of need for a pickup as the cart was busted and I could not get around and that I missed the last bus. She just did not respond even with the additional messages left after her message last night. I called and let her know that she was really letting me down in this hard spot. I called again and "she" pulled the plug on the phone as after that it just rang. It is possible she was listening to me all the time last night.

I think Mr Don Juan was very possibly operating again. I am not sure but it looks to me that he is drugging her sexually to keep her from her heartfelt endeavors with me. It appears that this deceitful snake is clearly trying to slither in and intercept this relationship that is beautiful and not even sexual at this point with me. I am "pissed" as you say.

I told her in my last messages that I need to talk to her today. No messages have been received at this hour.

....HELP...IT IS ALREADY AND HAS BEEN IN MY PRAYERS!

I know one thing, I don't want this guy there on Saturday night....I thought he was honorable an a mutual friend but this is a bit much. I don't think anyone else is in the picture.

Some young guy from Bolingbrook stopped by late before I turned in near Cub Foods as I was walking no where. He wanted to know if everything was alright and I said just problems with the cart, missed the last bus, my love of life has betrayed me and the like that was all. I asked which way he was headed but he seemed negative and I said you are going Rt59 and he said yes. I had said prior that I was headed into Naperville. I got the impression that the gal's sister may have sent him to check on me as they knew exactly where I was. It also occurred to me that if there is more than one guy in this scenario it could of been him checking me out. He took off and his leaving without a ride gave me the impression that his offer was just a going thru the motions gesture with no real intent to help.

I don't see how Harold King could be mixed up in this but it could be. Someone broke into my e-mail at the library last Saturday while I was looking at the computers on sale some one sat down at my terminal and backed the screens into my e-mail and my friend's phone number was on top. The party did not read anything other than what was on the screens already though. He did not click on any links. I made a big stink to librarians and Sue Prindivalle is investigating. I told them that someone on the computers adjacent must have seen the criminal.

"Slippery" appears to be distracting this gal more and more and our contacts are getting shorter and shorter and I am trying to see what I can do about that! I never feel it is too late!

So that is the scoop and my misery for now. Your swift response and uplift will be appreciated.

THAT WAS THE ACCOUNTING AT THAT TIME.

HERE WAS A FOLLOW UP ACCOUNT LATER THAT SAME DAY:

Here is the latest. I called this gal and they now have a voice mail service taking the calls. It seems something is going on. The answering machine was doing just fine all things considered. Why the change in equipment...Unless the police are getting into this and the guy made some allegations of harassing phone calls so they put some kind of recording trap using a voice mail system. It seems very provocative that suddenly they change the system.

What do you make of this?

I left a more comprehensive response to her message that she left me last night dealing with why she did not respond to the content of the messages, the wellness check and my instigation of it and the like. I asked her to respond via my voice mail. I asked her to get with me this evening if at all possible. I asked her why she said she was not available during the week and yet made a date with me for Wednesday evening. I asked her why if she was not available until last night & why she said she was not available during the week when she said just the opposite for Wednesday and Thursday.

A lot of anomalies that just don't make sense.

So I am waiting with my voicemail window up on the screen tonight while I try to get my hard drives running off my notebook.

Sun, 27 Jan 2002 06:36:52 +0800

Here is my plan for this evening. I am going to ride the bus out to the store facility over on the road just down from the food store.

She may be working there tonight as she has in the past.

I will attempt to communicate directly with her casually and more directly after she leaves work.

If I get stuck I will be walking back to Naperville down Aurora Rd eastbound. It will probably take me two hours with the crippled tote. I will probably arrive around 8:30 - 9:00 PM.

I am not sure if I will be at the bench when she comes. I am playing that by ear. I just pray that she will get some sense in her head before she goes thru with this.

I am going to tell her "sex friend" that if he does not get out of her bed and out of her house and out of her life including at work I will file suit. I will definitely include him in a Federal Suit as well as perhaps Dupage County suits. I will tell him I will tie him up in court for years and it will cost him dearly as I will make his deceitful acts public in the court record. He will be the sorriest boy on the block.

Furthermore, I will tell his family about what he has been up to along with his priest.

I am going to lay it down hard on this "dude".

I am going to appeal to her more level headed sister as I see it to talk some sense into their heads.

I will continue to appeal to my friend to open her heart and extend our friendship.

I will think of more but I think this is the gist. I will not get physical with the guy unless he attacks me in some way. Then I may have to subdue him.

I am going to ask them not to bring the guy with them. I am going to ask the girls to link with love.

Tue, 29 Jan 2002 04:36:05 +0800

After I sent you the last e-mail about my plan for the evening, I had to abort the contact part with "my gal". I stalled around the Burger King until the last bus out at 6:12 PM would arrive after I left the library. The manager at the BK let me stash my tote so I could travel lightly. I bought a two for two quarter pounder and had one before I left and one when I came back at 8 PM.

I got there just before 6:30 PM and could not find "my gal's" car. I could not get the plate numbers like I had wanted. I then felt it was safe to go on the property and met a few of the other employees and asked if "my gal" had worked that night. They said yes but she cut out at 4 PM. I talked with the manager and he said that she had recently changed her work hours. She used to work till 6:30 PM. I asked them if they knew "my gal's" last name and one told me the last name initial was " ". No one knew what the rest was. Some one initially misdirected me to someone else in the lot thinking it was "my gal".

I left and went over to talk with a colleague and I filled him in on "slippery " and the scenario. He was kind of mixed feelings as to the interpretation that he was in bed with her as you underscored in your analysis. I told him you felt it was a bed problem. He is kind of evasive at times but I think he took the info just the same. I left there around 7 PM I would say and walked back to the Burger King.

Now here is an interesting association and note I picked up on the last two Saturday nights that I had to wait a longer time than usual.

A young blond gal stopped by and sat on the bench at my "magic spot" and talked to me. She was a smoker I believe. I would say that she was very interested in myself and wanted to make chit chat. She, I would say was in her late teens to early twenties. She wore her hair in a short flip if I have that right. She said she was waiting for some friends to pick her up. The friends arrived in a private car a bit beat up. One guy with a backward cap, I believe, was in the front seat passenger side. He seemed to be Latino and about mid twenties. He was smoking. As she got up she talked to them and the guy opened his door taking a smoke and said want some and I said no I don't smoke and he said it is a joint. I said no thanks. She got in and they left.

She again showed up this last Saturday night all decked out in what I recall to be a navy pantsuit. She again sat next to me and was smoking, I believe, she asked me if I remembered her and I looked again and said yes. She again made chit chat trying to be friendly and then apparently another ride came or she decided to take off. Maybe this was all a photo session for someone? I don't know. Something seemed to be going on here. All I know is that I associated her with druggies and smoking and I get turned off with women involved in that sort of thing and thus am not very attracted to them even when they are ”decked out”.

"My gal" had conspicuously been missing during this time that was, as I recall when she was overdue. I believe this happened after 10 PM but I am not sure. I seemed to pick up on that "my gal" found it important that I be waiting for her at ten. I am not sure if "my gal has anything to do with this other encounter but there was a thin thread that suggested maybe she did or her "boy friend" did. This needs follow up and I will have to see if she does it again.

Is this a sting, a solicitation in a vague way, or strange coincidence? Note that this scenario has been occurring only since "my gal" has been coming later. 11 PM instead of 9 PM the first time after she had prior called changing the 5-6:30 or so pickup time. Also this last Saturday she was to come at 10 PM and shows at 12 PM. Note also these times she was late I don't ever recall an apology.

Their excuse the first Saturday was they were at friends. This second tardiness appeared to me to be just spite but could be the same meeting. Is this meeting anything to do with this blonde showing up? This needs more analysis.

I am also starting to wonder if "mygal's""boy friend" is a pimp or something.....but does she know? He has been too laid back even when I may get "into it" as note in my accounts with "my gal". I also noted that "my gal" asked him for instructions on what to do the one Sunday when she could not figure something out with me...."what should we do now or what do you want to do now?" She definitely relied on him that suggested ultimately he was calling the shots in my visit. These two sisters never suggested anything less than a Roman Catholic Christian spiritual orientation however. Their dress was never provocative as such. Frankly, I don't even like to make that association with them and I don't sense it! The guy, yes under the guise of his Roman Catholicism but he does have employment at the same outfit she does here in Naperville. He is very selfish as I see it...just a pimp's MO.

So anyhow, I waited for "my gal" at 10 PM Saturday night as she told me to. She never showed at ten but arrived two hours later at midnight with her "escort boyfriend". They came from Washington Street where she had parked her car northbound. They came to me from my right. Her sister was not with her it was just the two. Apparently her sister is out of town.....for how long and why I don't know. There seems to have been an effort to get her out of the picture. I think that might be because her sister has been watching this circumstance from day one and has also been reading my web site and I believe passing things on to “my gal”, her sister.

I think however this happened to get her out of town it was done cleverly or was a very strange coincidence. I think her sister would have given her some positive advice about me but her "boy friend" escort was focusing on her as I stated before. He was conditioning her to only see what he wanted to her to see.

That is a tough nut to crack.

They both approached me on Chicago Street but she first. She was the first to catch my eye and I thought she might have come alone which would have been to my delight. Unfortunately, I looked to the right a bit more and saw him standing down further.

She offered no apology for her delay or lateness which has been a pattern of conduct this last week....the date not kept....the visit not done last Monday as usual....the phone calls not returned or acknowledged in detail so to respond to the reason why they were placed in the first place. In her Christian Love approach to help me in the first place and what ever reasons other to help me were apparently subordinated to what this guy was doing to her to keep her captivated.

I had prior approached a police officer earlier in the evening and asked him for some assistance when the 10 PM hour approached. I asked him to have one of the officers approach when I gave the signal if I should have a problem with the gal not keeping the computers and coordinating an amicable time to dispose of them. I said if she dumps them there I would appreciate him telling her that she would be ticketed for illegal dumping and would have to remove them or else. He agreed to help along those lines.

Well, she never tried to dump the computers....I think she reads my mind like I do hers at times or someone prepped her as to what I set up with the police.....I think somehow she knew that I had foiled her attempt and she would be best to work something out later as she said that I should call her to make plans later.

Now when I saw her "boy friend" I took my hands and made go away signs moving my hands in front of me outward from my chest like I was brushing something away. I told him to get out of her life or I would sue him.

He backed up and the gal took some offense and they started to leave. I let him know that he was not at all wanted. They got in the car and I stood by her door as she got in trying to get a dialog and she started to slam the door with me in it. She did this about three or four times as I attempted to communicate with her "friend" and her. The door clobbered my left elbow so hard it has been sore for the weekend. It is still sore and stiff but improved.

I just could not get a word in edge wise she just did not want to communicate about anything especially the phone call content or the like. I did manage to tell the guy that I would sue him for intentional infliction of mental and emotional distress. I went around to the passenger side as I was closed out on her side and as I passed in front of the passenger side I made motions with my hands suggesting the law suit would cost large amounts of money out of his pocket book.

I came around the car to the passenger side and challenged them in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit and through Christ's Blood. He apparently was afraid of me at this point and locked his door. She then pulled away.

I was "pissed" as you say. I had to pace around the area like a father waiting for his newborn. I just had to work off the adrenalin.

This guy was screwing up my love life at whatever level that existed.

Little did I know that while I was doing this cooling down, down at the library at the pavilion her "boy friend" was unloading my equipment into the pavilion. He apparently over ruled her agreement with me to call later. He wanted me out of her life as soon as possible. (She may have decided this herself too but I think it was by his incouragement).

She apparently left a message on my voicemail saying that she left the computers where she usually left me off on Sundays.

I did not know about this message until about 6:15 AM.

I left my corner around 5:45 AM and walked over to the other Starbucks at Jefferson and Main in the heart of downtown. I then thought that I would check my voicemail. A phone is across the street by the drugstore and I used it. I then realized my equipment was at the pavilion with no guard. I then immediately walked down there leaving my property at Starbucks, like Christ going after the strayed sheep, and found my equipment as was indicated.

It was miraculously all there. No one had stolen it. I then marked my name on most of the large pieces with marking pen. I then went back to Starbucks and finished my hot tea and got a refill and got my property together...I had my notebook out but under the chair and some floppies etc. I then went down to the pavilion and nothing had been touched.

I then decided that I would not stay there as she might reappear to see if the equipment was still there. I went down the park to a blind and hid there most the day. I did not go to the library at all and that is why you do not have a response from yesterday. The library was open as usual between 1 PM and 5 PM.

Her (his) acts of dropping the equipment without notice and dumping illegally were clearly selfish, dangerous and inconsiderate. I had to sit there all day and had to cancel my schedule for the day. It was cold, I had to wait till it was vacant so I could find seclusion and urinate and that is all I could do. I fortunately did have food to eat without water so I was not starving.

I continued this mode until dark. I went and made some phone calls to you and Ryan the guy that could store my goods around 4:15 PM or so. He was, as usual, in church related functions. He got my message but misconstrued my intent to have him come ASAP. I called again at 10:15 PM and got him direct. He came right out and was there around 10:30 PM.

I explained what happened and I asked him for his point of view as a Junior in High School.

Let me share with you a quote he put in a new testament Bible that he gave to me about a month ago about the time I also met "my gal":

"To. Scott Huber

Friend and Brother in Christ. I am so blessed to have met you, as I can so much see the LORD's love in you, sustaining you, and through you, loving others. I hope you can just live on this, God's Word, and walk ever closer with our Savior.

From. Ryan"

This same quote in this book I showed to "my gal" and her sister at their apartment the first time I was there. I wanted them to know how other people perceive me so to help them to know where I was coming from with them. I tried very hard to make sure they understood my character especially being there alone with them the first time.

Ryan is an extraordinary young Christian man. He hails from the Presbyterian Church...one of them in the area. He is a very dedicated young man and sensitive as you can see. He has been periodically been bringing me care packages and hot drinks especially when I have been sitting on my "magic spot" by Barnes and Noble.

By the way people this weekend were locating me and approaching me with cash donations. One gave me $8 for breakfast Sunday while in the park. Saturday night a number of folks dropped cash probably to the tune of around $10 to $15. This morning a lady in a large SUV like vehicle located me after I left the "spot" midway before Starbucks as I was resting and dropped another $20 on me. The sudden void with the loss of more than $30 dollars in phone calls this week was soon being displaced. I am not out of the financial woods yet with a broken cart.

In any event while Ryan and I were just orienting to what we were going to do, shortly after he arrived, "my gal" suddenly shows on the scene. She was brought by her "boy friend" and he was still sitting in his car. She approached us trying to get my attention and holding my old tote in one hand.

I approached her with surprise not expecting her to show. I called Ryan over and introduced her to him. She knew of his importance. I said to her that she had "read my mind" in having returned the tote as it was left in her apartment storage after they brought the equipment. I was going to call her about it but that took second priority at the time and so she showed up with it.

She then produced $5 and gave it to me with the comment that this is for the phone calls. I said thanks but this does not cover the more than $30 I spent in total. She said that that was all she could afford. I understood but it seemed she could make some effort to make arrangements later....she may visit me in the future but who knows.

When I tried to pursue further conversation to address the voicemail issues of content, as I recall, she started to accuse me of stalking her with phone calls. I thought this sounds like her "boy friend's" influence for starters. I said how and she said you were sending me 7 to 9 calls a day for a couple of days. I said I was not getting a response. |At some point here I asked Ryan for privacy and I took the tote that was in my hand and put it on the ground as she was backpeddaling toward the car and was on the defensive as she said she was afraid of me after the car door episode. I had sensed her fear so that is why I immediately put down the tote to show her I had no intentions of harming her. I said how and she talked about having to yank the door on me several times. I had made no threatening advances during that episode nor this and yet she came up with this allegation. (This also sounds like a certain lady who sued me 15 years ago and also a Woodridge City Attorney I dealt with about 10 years ago). I started to challenge her again in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit but she cut me off.

She got in his car and closed the door again and I immediately noticed the city sticker on the car....I took my finger and ran it over it as one would when scan reading. It looked to be one for Arlington Heights. I took his license plates as he pulled away. I had no words with him whatsoever.

That was that and Ryan and I talked this whole scenario over and I got his overview based on his limited knowledge of the total events in this relationship. He basically feels that I should let things cool down. I let him know that this guy was destroying her and my relationship. He stangely did not seem on the cutting edge of understanding and was making excuses for them and I said that there was a lot of lying going on and false accusations and it needed to be dealt with immediately. In any event we left with an understanding and his keeping my circumstances in prayer.

I gave him a receipt for the storage of the computers etc.

I then left just a minute before closing at Midnight. That is how close we came to deadline.

I went to my "magic spot" and sacked out on and off till about 5:45 AM this morning.

Believe it or not colleague I am picking up on the style of the woman that sued me 15 years ago alleging stalking, harassment etc. in this latest episode. I wonder if she is at it again on behalf of "my gal". The MO is very provocative.

Has she and her friends been getting in contact with "my gal" and degrading my character? Why this stalking allegation, or did the police department that did the wellness check that knew of the circumstances prior 15 years ago apx stir the pot and try to turn "my gal" against me saying to her I was involved similarly back then. Who knows but it bears out being investigated.

The bottom line is that the enemy is trying to destroy a very beautiful thing that was happening with "my gal" and her sister. It has been a friendship made in Heaven that the Evil One is trying to destroy who can't stand my and their joy being continued.

This morning while I have been relating this information I have had some super positive vibes coming from what I believe is "my gal" and her sister and some allied. I don't know how reliable they are but I will take notes and be watching and waiting.

As Ryan suggested I might just have to let things settle down a bit. I am going to be looking at legal action against the guy. I really think that is the only thing that will get him out of the picture in his selfish pursuits.

More coming....

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I read your whole story and I agree with Ryan for to things cool down.

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I was exacting this myself prior to the recommendation. I backed off the situation especially in light of the PD involvement. I figured that the guy would try to turn the Wellness Check that the PD performed into a hostile act on my part towards "My Gal". He would lead her to believe that I was spying and peeping on her.

It is the same MO that the guy did in the case where the woman sued me apx 15 years ago. He made her paranoid of me. She also got paranoid of me as she was lying to me. She said that she was afraid of me... well she was afraid of me because she crossed me and lied and was lying to me and about me but the courts and the police treated her with kit gloves. I was the bad guy yet the guy was out there shooting at me in Bolingbrook and shooting others in Chicago thinking it was me. He died about two years later of a heart attack of which I think was induced by a cocaine overdose. I had counter sued him in conjunction with the suit against me and he decided to take the easy way out.

In the current situation the last I had seen or talked to her was around 9:30 AM on Sunday a week ago last Sunday. We agreed to have a date to get some 2 for $2 hamburgers at Burger King on the Wednesday following. As I recall it we were to meet after work and she would pick me up probably at the library as she works in Naperville it would be most convenient for us to get together. I had reasserted this offer of a date as a week prior she had asked me "What about the two for two?" I said that I had not forgotten. I set it up with her when she appeared available.

I did not call her for the balance of Sunday, Monday, Tuesday and only started around 4:30 on Wednesday. I called from the loop to inform her of my plans since I was in the loop on business. I said that I would explain when I got back. I related that I would be getting on a train back and would appreciate her meeting me at the station. I said I did not know if I should get off at one of three stations. I said that I would call her in about a half hour, 45 minutes or an hour when I would arrive at the train station and let her know what train I would getting on. I then called her around 5:30 PM as I arrived at Union Station. I said I would be getting on the next train to Naperville Main station and would be looking for her there. I got on the Naperville Express leaving Union at 5:45 PM. I got to Naperville on or about 6:30 PM. I looked around the north and south station areas and did not see her car or her. I called her as soon as I got off the train. I informed her I was at the station on the north side but that I would go to the south side by the station as I could use the restroom.

I went into the station and waited to use the rest room. I had my property in the back near the restroom door. In the interim and just before I used the restroom the Amtrak Agent saw me waiting in the hallway. I sensed he was going to make trouble. He went back into his office and I figure he was going to make a call to the police. I used the restroom anyway as I had a ticket in hand. I changed my sweatshirt and underclothes and put on some deodorant so to be fresh for "my gal". While I was in the midst of this the Amtrak Agent and some PADS and former PADS participants tried the door at intervals of two minutes and one minute. They got more vigorous until they started banging on the door of which the Amtrak Agent did. I was not in the restroom more than 15 minutes and closer to ten. I had opened the door and saw the agent leave into his office. The PADS people backed off but lied about the period of time that they had to wait and the period of time I was taking. They said I was in there too long. The Amtrak Agent said I took more than two minutes and had called the police. I told the Amtrak agent to go ahead and call them but he would have a Federal suit. He blew me off and I said I would get his job and have him out of the station in the next couple of months. He said he was shaking in his boots. I said if you don't believe me check with Union Pacific and Burlington Northern Downers Grove.

The police arrived and I took them on. I let them know what had happened and that I had a ticket in hand and they took the ticket from me and showed it to the agent. I objected on two counts, 1) he was not authorized to interpret the ticket officially and they sought him out to do just that. This was a Metra ticket and the Metra Agent was not on duty but the ticket is easily discernable as to the travel points, the day it was issued and the amount paid. 2) This agent had no right to know from whence I came and went and he was getting that information from the ticket.

The police told me to back off. I went down the hallway for a few moments and then listened to the agent act like God saying that the ticket might be good but that it was hard to tell etc. He made allegations that I was disruptive and that I was not wanted in the station. So now I comply with their autocratically instigated discriminatory rules stipulating that if I use the facility I must have a ticket in hand and then kick me out under false pretenses saying that I was disruptive because some PADS people decided arbitrarily that I was taking too long, which was totally out of whack, and because they were disturbed I am now disruptive!

I think they need to see the shrink along with that agent and get a life.

So the officer calls the Sergeant asking for his assistance as now he was preparing to arrest me. I said that is not necessary. He said you were asked to leave and you have not. I said I am still trying to give you context on this and he did not want context. I had mentioned that Officer Williams had arrested me on the grounds I did not have a ticket in my hand and those were the terms for criminal trespass. He said I am not wanted there and Amtrak owns the station and they say what goes down. I said that is not true. It has been prior determined by other officers that this is a Burlington Northern station leased by the City of Naperville. He refused to acknowledge my information.

I said I will leave but this is a violation of Federal Law and is discriminatory. I said the agent is a prima donna bigot and that I am going to get him out of here. I said this is a violation of USC Title 42, Chapter 21, Section 1981 et seq. I left.

I went outside and again checked for "My Gal" and nothing. I then again called on the pay phone letting her know that I was out in the cold waiting and that the police were called on me saying I could not use the restroom and waiting room until she came.

I waited and nothing. I then called again stating that I would be leaving the station going straight away to the library and that I would be accessing it there via the south side near where she leaves me off on Sundays. I said that I would be looking into why my voicemail was full and be doing something about it.

I left and went to the library as stated. I arrived around 8 PM as I recall and went to the computer lab and removed some e-mail that was clogging up the account. It relieved the account of two thirds of the allotted space thus providing more than enough room for any messages that "my gal" might need.

I think I called when I got to the library notifying her I had arrived and that I would be there till 9 PM.

I believe I called again after I left the library when I arrived at Barnes & Noble notifying her that I would be going over to Barnes and Noble and my spot. That I would be in the coffee shop until closing at 11 PM and then out to my bench where I would be until anywhere from 2 to 4 AM. I told her that then I would be heading up to the Wildbean on Washington Street. This was the last call. I told her that I realize that you usually turn in around 9 PM and that I don't want to disturb her after but maybe I would call at 10 PM. I never did because I did not want to disturb her if she was asleep.

I waited and nothing. I went over to the phone at Walgreens around midnight or so and checked my voicemail as I recall. Nothing.

The above was the first day of calling.

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I also think your calling her repeatedly most likely pissed her off too.

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I think anyone engaged in sexual activity in a selfish way is going to be "pissed" if anyone disturbs them. They are out for themselves and they don't give a damn of who else they are hurting. They have one focus....get that orgasm and as often as possible. Get that high and as often as possible. Milk it out until you have no more energy and you both collapse on or by each other and to hell with everything else. I believe these two were doing this for especially the weeks after Christmas Eve. I think she thought I did not want to be with her and she settled for second best because a bird in the hand is worth two in the bush. I think she and he sneaked it in when her sister was not around. I think this trip she is on may have been worked out so that she would be out of the way so they could really go to it during the week uninhibited. I think the he sexed her over so strongly that she had no will to call me even to cancel because they were so addictively involved. He was and is sucking my heart right out of me using the love that fired her up toward me as his in to gain her physical relationship. In other words he took my investment and stole it.

Objectively speaking, she could have been using me all along but I find that hard to believe due to the fact that her sister was involved. If her sister was involved I really got taken by a couple of liars and spiritual phonies that use their conservative, hard line Roman Catholic faith as a tool to get what they want. I find it hard to believe they are that calloused.

I do want to see and talk with her sister as soon as I can. I think she might help me heal and get the facts to do that. I am ripped up inside and it seems to be continuing.

(After being seductively date raped she lost her will to resist and he continued to seduce her and date rape her against her better judgement). She (thus failed her friends and God) and betrayed our trust and did not want to be reminded of it while she was enjoying herself or inebriated with the* "drug" of orgasm or the "date rape drug". (She just lost it to passion). She obviously did not deal with my questions, consideration, emergencies and destruction. She left me to rot and then said "its alright be happy" as the song goes. But really she may have played me for a chump that was not supposed to put 1 & 1 together. I really think that she was so involved she could not think straight and her heart was for me but her drive was distracting her and she tried a stab at saving my friendship but telling me everything is alright or will be alright. I could not accept this in a gullible way. I did not see realistic responses, that suggested something was wrong over there.

Keep in mind that she did not call me until after the police did the wellness check. I warned her in I believe two calls. She did not respond in the 15 minutes margin I gave her. She called almost 50 minutes later at which time I believe the police had already checked on her.

I told the police that I had not heard from her since Sunday morning and that not even the sister was answering the phone as usual. I told them that they did not visit me in Naperville as they would usually on Monday nights with goodies. I said that she did not respond to my calls to coordinate out date on Wednesday evening. I said there was no response whatsoever for about four days and that I was concerned as this was not their normal conduct. I said who knows they may be murdered in there. The Sergeant said that his officer went over there and knocked on the door and got no response. I think they did more than that after I called to find out what happened. It may have happened the first time but a second visit may have been a forced entry as there was no response the first time. I don't know if they went in with cameras but I think "my gal" and the guy were caught in a sex act in bed or something when they quietly and suddenly entered. I might be wrong on this. (What would have made her mad to dump my computers off and cancel any further relationship?)

One reason is I would think I would have gotten more than a comment to not call the police or anything. But somehow she knew that I might have called the police so at some point I believe she had contact with the police. Maybe she did not want to tell me the gory details as she was too embarrassed or just did not want me to think something was going on. Her message was disjointed and did not add up in total. I will transcribe the message I got from her but you just got the gist.

I will put together later more chronologies of my calls up to the last or present so that we both have a record of the content as best I can recall!

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She might have just wanted to be left alone, and she felt this as an invasion of her privacy.

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In context with the prior answer I think she might have wanted to be left alone but a little courtesy to let me know she had a change in plans would have avoided the whole scenario and I would not have called the police. I would have dropped it till a more appropriate time and perhaps we would have rescheduled the date. I thought she might think the police would be an intrusion but I think if she put the facts together in context that I noted above and the fact that I am her friend she would have realized that I had totally good intentions for her and her sister's safety. She caused this problem I did not. She should have called ahead and canceled or rescheduled the date. I was left completely in the dark and out in the cold. If this was the diabolical plan of the guy to hurt me so I would not come back into her life he has another thing coming.

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Remember you can't control who she sleeps with. If she wants to screw him, she will. And I know how difficult that is to deal with.

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I agree I am not God but I am not a dummy and I can make and will make things very difficult for him to continue this conduct in her best interests. I have already told him to beat it or I will sue him for intentional infliction of mental and emotional distress. He clearly wanted to stick it to me and for that I want him to be fully responsible for his actions.

I intend to make him responsible before the Roman Catholic Church for which he claims such dedication and allegiance. He had sucked her down into this abyss.

She had an obligation to call me and she did not. She is a person with a Masters Degree and is thus a well disciplined person and she knew she should have called me out of courtesy and respect.

The scripture says the man has the power over the woman. He used his power to (seductively) drug her (and date rape her) so she could not deal with my presence or the commitments she had to me. He as to be interviewed by his priest and I believe I will be getting that ball rolling shortly.

And they had the guts to judge me or make me feel I was not properly spiritual because I was not a Roman Catholic.

I will try as God enables to minimize the damage to her but it takes two to tango. I don't want to hurt her as I love her but "spare the rod and spoil the child" is what the book says but I will try to administer discipline in a tender loving way to her...my love.

Frankly, when she reached "down" and helped me at the Store and helped me gather my belongings that were unbelievably cannibalized into a dumpster, when she bought me a Samsonite case and a back pack that were close to new even when it was at Resale prices out of her pocket not the stores, and then put $6 of cash inside the case my heart melted. When she gave me lodging on Saturday nights thru Sunday mornings so I could work on my computers and gave me supper and breakfast on those days as well as a care package to take with and some cash. I MELTED!

When she invited me to Christmas Eve with her I melted but it was too late cause I goofed up on returning the call.

I know I blew it but had no idea this wolf was on the "hallway". However, if she really was concerned about my coming she could have stopped by my "magic spot" and picked me up thinking I was not aware of the message. It is unfortunate but I think the wolf kept her from doing that! I think she would have otherwise. He intercepted her and my play dollars to doughnuts.

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The thing of dropping off your computers blocks away was a dirty trick in my mind.

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I agree but I think the wolf instigated that. She took a big chance on being

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responsible for a large sum of money invested in the inventory. After I went through each of those computers the valuation went to at least $100 each if not more and it was sitting there for almost 7 hours with no protection....how stupid for a gal that is pinching pennies and tells me so when she cannot afford to pay me the $30 for my unnecessary phone calls due to her stupidity and lack of attention to her commitments.

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Obviously, but how much when you have this wolf sex monster impaling himself in her knocking to hell her common sense.

I know I screwed up on my date on Christmas Eve but I have several times now intensely and humbly apologized to her to impress on her how sorry I am when I would no doubt would have wanted to be with her!

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Wed, 30 Jan 2002 08:33:00 +0800

Something I have noticed with most of my relationships with the opposite sex over the last say twenty years is that someone always comes along and tries to upstage me or do something that I would not do under Christian standards. In other words they woo the person with their money and “stability” and manage to get them in bed and destroy any spiritual bonding that I have had which usually destroys the close friendship that could lead to marriage and puts the relationship on hold if not in mothballs if not just destruction. I definitely get the impression that these are deliberate hits designed to do just that, destroy my potential marriage options.

King seems to have been trying to get me together with his daughter for the last 20 years. I dowsed that because I did not think she was the material that would be an asset to me but rather a burden. (She worked for me but it did not work out.)I in reciprocation, due to the fact that they were church acquaintances, fixed her NEC 13 or 15” TV. I put a lot of effort to get it going especially considering NEC had discontinued TV production and parts availability was scarce. As far as I know they never had any problem with it. I, no question in my mind surpassed any financial obligation to them in fixing the TV. King seems insidious enough that he would have systematically interfered with my love interests for his selfish purposes. I hold him highly suspect and he may be stirring the pot in my current painful experience.

My property destruction, I believe, was directly dependant on whether or not I got it on with his daughter. A key indicator is the last time I was there he pointed out a puzzle project that she had constructed on the living room coffee table. He made a point to tell me his daughter completed it. I acknowledged it and that was it for me but I felt overtones as to the purpose of that introduction. I think he is also trying to make it look like I have been in bed with his daughter.* Perhaps someone else may have been in bed with her but like my current situation, I am not the one in bed with anyone and I am apparently getting the credit for it. King destroyed my property as a result.

I was in Barnes and Noble in the last week or so and I was there just before closing and I overheard two people talking. I think it was two guys. I got the impression it was a put on to make me feel uneasy. The one said to the other that he remembered that the other was the one that went to bed with his acquaintance and he admitted to it. I thought the forwardness of the conversation was a bit phony or put on for my benefit. It was just too forward. They then discussed that they really should be buying something if they are going to sit and read in the store. They harped on that for a bit and it was over. It was some college types and they could have been employees. I got the distinct impression that I was being singled out as having a bed affair with “My Gal”( as she was the only one I had been seen with consistently). It was one of those overtone scenarios that seemed deliberate for my hearing. I acted as if I did not even notice them.... I did not want to give them the time of day. It seems to be the gossip problem here.

By the way I may go over to ”My Gal’s” church and go to the chapel sometime this week, maybe tonight and spend a day or two there in prayer and light some votive candles for her. I know her sister and she come there too as they introduced me to it a few weeks ago. I will play that by ear and see if the closed doors open. The chapel is open 24 hours a day.

I think that might impress her that I am concerned....very concerned about her well being.

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Thu, 31 Jan 2002 09:46:49 +0800

She may be and that may be not. This gal has a very unique spiritual motus operendi. I take that as a very rare commodity these days.

I went to the church last night and got there about midnight. I went into the inner door area and found the door to the hallway locked. Apparently they locked the doors after 8 PM and allow only predestinated participants or membership after that hour.

"My Gal" told me it was open to, in effect all visitors. In fact she said I could slip in and pretend I was praying and sleep and use it for shelter. I did not like that idea as it was not practical and the likelihood that I would be in that town overnight would be remote. I also just did not feel comfortable with the idea especially with all these criminal trespass attempts and stings I was experiencing.

I decided to sit there in the inner door area and pray there. Sitting on one end of my attaché case for a seat. A male parishioner came in and I asked him if I could be let in and he said no. He later escorted a lady that was in the chapel out the doors and told me that I would have to leave. I discussed the hours of option and got his name. I said I understood differently and thought that something strange was going on as I thought we just walked in at that hour one night about a month ago.

I left after casing the church lot to see were the morning mass location was and then left.

I went to the train station and stayed there and talked with a black from Hollywood and Sheridan area of Chicago that was stranded after the last train.

He came all the way out to meet a gal from Benedictine U. and he got to the station an hour late and maybe the wrong station too.

He was telling me about her, bachelor style and describing her body. He was really ticked he did not connect and borrowed a $1 from me to make some phone calls. He was stuck so I tried to help in his circumstances. No luck though and he went back on the first train in the morning. I told him to work something out with the conductor, as he did not have any train fare.

We were visited by the local PD and were checked out without ID checks. He just wanted to make sure we were not the vandalizing types. We passed the test after each answering a few questions about our circumstances. I just told him I was stranded due to the church closing the chapel earlier than I was told. I said I have some important business to do there in the morning.

I left back to the church to attend the first morning mass and thought I might meet "My Gal" but instead I saw "her guy" there. He was somewhat withdrawn and sitting in the center back and I was to the back left. We saw each other but did not acknowledge each other until the peace handshakes between parishioners etc. He was too far to get to and I did not want to get to him but we did make eye contact peaceably.

He did not take the communion so it seemed a good sign that he has a conscience and did not want to bring additional judgment on his head but doing so without proper examination of himself according to Corinthians.

Afterward I went to the prayer chapel and he was in there already. He was forward left and I was back center. He saw me when I came in I believe and I likewise. He left at some point while I was praying.

I put in about 7 hours of prayer this morning and afternoon and fasted during that stint. I quietly let it out. Frankly, I let the feelings flow and put in the good word for "My Gal" and any other women I have dealt with over the years. I just prayed as the Spirit moved.

A deacon tried to get me out of there by 4 PM. I objected saying that I understood that the chapel was open at least until 8 PM. This guy insisted I was sitting there sleeping and I challenged him in Christian Spirit that I was not. I was quite cognizant of his presence and request to step outside. I feel he was rude and his request uncalled for especially interrupting my prayer and meditation. He acted like a politico.... vibes suggest a Republican Central Committee honcho in Dupage....who knows!. I appealed to the Priest that had the mass and he nullified the demand. However the priest in charge of the chapel was to speak with me later. I said I welcome it. He approached me at three PM and we talked in the den/lobby.

The opportunity knocked to talk about the whole scenario with the girls and the guys. He identified the gal asking me if they were from from a certain area. I said yes and they he knew, and asked me if their names were thus and such. I said yes and the story spilled out carefully. He knows what is going on now and will be talking to the parties. I asked them if I could talk to the sister before they talk to the whole and he agreed to hold off till I talk to her. I will notify him and they can go from there. I don't know if the sister is back yet but I will have to put in a call.

I let him I would appreciate his being gentle with them.

He said also there was a problem with my tote being in the church and I said is there a closet where I can put it. He said no. He just does not want to have the tote around or my case for that matter. He says that the parishioners get uptight when they think a street person is hanging out at the church. I said fine I will figure something else out but I will like to be able to attend mass when I choose and thus be able to make contact with the parties if necessary. He did not mind but felt that I should back off for now and let my prayer activity sink in and see what happens. I am sure the word is out I was there. I agreed with him.

He also notified me that there is a 1 hour limit on chapel use. So my marathons will be no more here.

I think he was very objective and fair minded and just informed me kindly of the policies. I had no problem with that except for the deacon's allegations and I pointed out my objections as to his conduct to the priest.

I think I got the message out with them and it will be handled reasonably. I feel that they will still talk with them prior to my contacting the sister for some reason but he said that he would honor my request. We shall see what we shall see.

I left about 3 PM and got on the train a bit later and came back to Naperville.

There were a few more points in this trek but I will save them for later.

I am at least not in the dark as much as before.

As far as other fish in the bowl goes: I am not really looking but I do see opportunities but the bottom line is "My Gal" accepted me where I was at and helped me where most of these others are looking for me to meet a specific standard and I obviously can't meet that and don't want to try until my circumstances drastically change.

So that is the size of it. This gal picked me out to be nice to and I went along with it and will stand by for the fall out if any. Maybe she will get some sense into her head and wake up and see he Christmas tree!

Your letter was novel and I appreciate the advice as it is sure meant in good will I know.

Thanks.

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Oh, by the way, a gal this age is a good investment if one is to have a family...at least at my age as she would at least be around if I am not.

Also there may have been something else going on with this gal and it may be related to the Store intrusion. They may have had a plan just waiting for me including this gal all along and were just waiting for me to walk in so they could affect it. It needs more investigation. There appears to have been a lot of dishonesty here from someone and time will tell.

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Fri, 01 Feb 2002 03:10:34 +0800

DISCUSSING MY CALLING "MY GAL" SO "OFTEN"

I believe there is a slight difference in a casual call not being answered as opposed to a coordination or emergency call.

If I was calling just to make chit chat I can see what you mean but when we had a date scheduled and especially after I screwed up on connecting with her on Christmas Eve, I think I did the only thing that would be reasonable and thoughtful.

If I just did not communicate under these circumstances and she would call home and not hear anything then she would be sitting around in the blind. In this case she would have been getting ready to leave work and not know where to meet me nor when. I kept a meticulous contact so that she could pick up at whatever point she was and connect with me even if she had a change in schedule of which I was not aware aforehand.

She just did not respond and I did not know what to do. This was a prescheduled date that was not being responded to by her for reasons that are still unknown to me.

It seems that she could have at least called me and told me to reschedule or delay or whatever but I just was left in limbo hell.

The calls the next day were due to an emergency with my cart and she holds the key to solving that. I have to drag my tote through the snow today because the larger wheels on my tote are broken and the smaller wheels on the backup are too small and are overwhelmed by the accumulation.

She never has responded to that emergency. She knew I was stuck out in the cold on the far west side that night with no reasonable way to get back. It just floored me that she was not responding to an emergency request...nothing, not a no, not a yes, not a I'll get back to you ....nothing!

I thought she was dead! I called for the wellness check. By her response on the first response to the wellness check she sounded really out of it. She did not make good sense and did not deal with the issues at hand. She could have at least apologized for not getting back to me sooner and as to whether she could help me or not on the emergency.

Nothing!

It did not seem in her style to be so rude and inconsiderate. It just blew me away. With that I figured something was wrong due to the change in operation on her part. It was a definite personality change.

Frankly, if she would have been laying there with her sister and even the "boy friend" in a unconscious state due to a robbery or intrusion or whatever she could have been dying and died if no one took the interest on finding out why no answers or activity from either sister for four plus days from my point of view took place.

Based on her past kindness she would have normally responded to an emergency and helped me. She did not.

In conclusion, I don't think I was too aggressive in context of the specific circumstances. I think I was thorough and prudent (with my calling).

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Fri, 01 Feb 2002 03:23:09 +0800

If I follow you on this I was staying overnight on Saturday night and Sunday morning at "My Gal's" house with her, her sister and her "coworker boyfriend" and worked on my computers...and that is the ONLY thing I worked on!

The coworker came as a backup to her sister I figure that is why I felt insulted as I thought we had a bond of trust already established. I figured her sister was enough insurance.

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Fri, 01 Feb 2002 04:20:28 +0800

TALKING ABOUT "MY GIRL" AS A POTENTIAL LONG TERM RELATIONSHIP

Well I figure I am resilient enough that I can put up with the extra action.

I am young at heart. She and I hit it off well that way I think. She and her sister both queried me on that very issue. I had to remind them that I was 51. I then underscored that I am however, young at heart!

But you see even if I am dogged out she would still be vim and vigor and handle the offset! After all that is what a team is about ...right?

Well as far as being a lucky dog if I can pull it off...I just want us to be not jumping into something too fast...I told the priest that I need a little time to heal as this episode had devastated me. The burn marks are too tender and I need to heal. I do believe I can pick it up with her again....so I guess we both needed a break from each other especially due to the miscommunication or lack thereof.

I told her in one of our one on ones well before the current circumstances that we have to strive to communicate otherwise unnecessary hurts will occur. It seemed someone was causing that to go in one ear and out the other. I specifically tried to head off most of the problems that occurred and yet they came anyway. Guess who got hurt the most I believe?

That is why I have felt that she has just not been herself the last week or so. Her snapping at me to cut the computers a week ago last Sunday just blew me away as she is just not usually that impatient or critical. I was in shock that she went bananas on something so trite and presumed me to just take advantage of her.

Maybe she feels vulnerable but she has that Masters Degree and she knows I have something less so I don't she why she would feel vulnerable except that I am as old as her father I am told.

I will have to study this problem closer and see what can be done!

I just want to put enough proper preemphasis on a solid relationship not something that fizzles after each orgasm and in effect becomes a dysfunctional relationship except for sex!

I am trying to develop a good, communicative understanding and friendship with "my gal" and not a "we will see what develops" after the fun and games are over!

If it was sexual compatibility with "my gal" I could have been thru that and into that long time ago...she does turn me on! And that is not because she has all the curves, of which she may but I have not seen, but it is her spirit toward me that turns me on! I just want to see a little more maturity, responsibility, (like answering phone calls, keeping appointments and helping in emergencies) understanding and not to forget honesty!

I don't think she has been as up front as I think she should be or as I want and feel comfortable if we are going into a long-term commitment. I am brought up with the “till death do you part” promise but I think we will rewrite the vows if we get that far so that it will reflect a reality of something like….”as God and his love so enables” or something like that. It seems that when you make the traditional vow it falls through so why not make it easier so that you don’t see it as such a long haul!

So often American marriages start with thumps in the night and then "tomorrow" they find out what each other is really like and so the 50% or more divorce rate in this country.

So I look forward to being her very special friend and buddy and then we can get closer.....I thought that is what we were doing with the hugs. I thought that they were a good lead in to closer feelings and relationship as time would go on and then suddenly zip...it just blew me away. I was in my balloon at 10K feet and someone blew a hole in the balloon and I dropped but I believe the hand of God caught me, as I am definitely healing but still hurting inside. It is almost like someone punching you in the gut unexpectedly and you eventually uncurl from it but you still have the residual pain that fades in time.

I really think she is a romantic but I have not had enough time to test that. I would like to romance her a bit too,(do some dancing too), but things came to and end too soon, temporarily though, I believe and pray.

We shall see what we shall see.

MORE COMING.....maybe tonight yet....

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COMMENTARY CONTINUED:

There is strong evidence that he engineered fabrications about my background that would naturally cause a woman to become alarmed and distanced from such as what Library Director Mr. Larry Parks of Wood Dale Public Library suggested suggesting innuendo of Nazi hate mailing, pedophilia or child molesting. Not to mention other things like whoring, womanizing, street bum, street urchin, druggie and you name it.

He rewarded her with strong Eros domination and hedonism in extreme intensity and perhaps enhancing it with drugs to the point that she was not meeting her engagements and not reasoning normally as was her prior normal character. He sucked her in on December 24, 2001 as I have it and had her so mesmerized that she could not help herself in future contacts with him. He held her there hoping that I would simply die off and the relationship between she and I would die.

She became so vulnerable to this because I had inadvertently failed to follow through with a return phone call to he personal invitation to join her on Christmas Eve. She thought I had not considered her important enough to call one way or the other and obviously succumed to what was available that night that suddenly showed up. She did so not knowing of the confusion and frustration I was going thru to get a hold of her. She could not contact me nor I her and she was seductively date raped violating her vows and commitments of which had I been there same would not have happened. It was over for me at that point for the next month and a half and who know how long even if MSI is gone and she heals.

When I was able to call her it was Christmas Day and I apologized vehemently telling her I was kicking myself and have since told her that I take full responsibility for that failure that caused her unfortunate events to present. Believe me, this would not have happened if I could have helped it but for a “comedy” of errors and certainly demonic interference it just was supposed to happen it appears.

More specifically, I had met her on December 21, 2001 at a store where she worked quite by accident. We hit it off especially on Spiritual values. We bonded Spiritually. She showed me great kindness in helping me get my property out of a dumpster her fellow employees had executed "stupidly" and then she bought me gifts and gave me cash to help me out. She made a call to me late that evening at 10:55 PM giving me the invitation for the Christmas Eve rondevu. I did not respond until too late. She never called again perhaps thinking that I would never take her up on the offer. She was wrong. If I had known about it prior I would have jumped at the opportunity. Again it was a “comedy” of errors that she did not think to call again thinking perhaps the first call did not get to me. So we both fell through on that just not thinking and following up or through. I noted the call in my mailbox but did not act on it because of the many distractions that I have reported in these pages prior. On Christmas Eve I tried to get through but the computer I was on did not let me access the message. I should have been more diligent to get a computer after that that did access the message but again got distracted. I could not remember the phone number, as I did not write it down before the computer lab closed at the library again due to distractions on the computers and the work that I was doing additionally.

I tried to get my voice mail directly over the phone and then I could not find my PIN. I was dead in the water. It was not until Christmas Day that my memory came to me with the PIN. I immediately called her and apologized. She said maybe we could do it on New Years Eve. It never happened because the “foxes” had already stolen the grapes as I see it. She kept up the kindnesses of helping me. She and her sister came and sat with me at my usual camping spot bench in the downtown Naperville area. They both greeted me with hugs and presents of food and cash. They encouraged me and uplifted me. I fell in love with both these gals. They became family to me. She invited me to work on my computers at her home. I met her at her work at the same store I met her originally. I was going to purchase a complete used computer system for a "steal". She even got me an excellant price on it. She offered to buy it for me. I said no I will take care of it as Love had been good to me, ( with other's donations). I did not want to impose on her too much and I wanted her to know I was her friend and friends don't use each other. We went to her home for the first time and had a very good time talking and eating and working on the computer to discover how good a buy we had gotten. They retired to their bedroom and I continued working into the wee hours, except for a short snooze, working on the computer, evaluating and setting it up. The next morning she and her sister made breakfast and she set me up with a "care package" and some cash and took me back to Naperville. It had been a very good experience. Then a the next visit the Interloper showed up. It was clear that he was there for security for some reason. It comes to mind that he must have brainwashed her that I was dangerous and she did not know who I was. One point of order though, I had given her my internet web site with my business, newspaper and personal page information indicating to her that it was my dossier. She never availed herself of that information until the next to last visit and did so superficially. Each time we got together our relations got more strained and more strained and I did not know why until I realized that the MSI had lied to me and I became aware of the intimacy between she and he. I was angry. I think she knew it because she slept out on the couch in the living room the last night I was there working on my computers. Clearly she was concerned about MSI’s well-being. With the last hug I got from her after leveling with her about my feelings toward her she left me with a very unsettled look. I knew something was not right. So the relationship intensely started deteriorating after that because he knew I had voiced my specific interest in her. He intensified the “make” on her and intensified his isolating me from her. It was very evident that the following week that we were to have a date mutually arranged he had succeeded in dominating her so that she did not even think of the date and I was not even courteously put off or rescheduled. There were such sudden changes in normal life patterns at her home, her sister not answering the phone as usual, her not answering her messages, no communications even for an emergency circumstance I had of which under normal circumstances she would have very compassionately responded, that I warned via voice mail that I would call the police for a wellness check since it was five days of nothing. Only after the police check initiated in good faith and concern for her well being did I get a very distended and seemingly disoriented message saying that all was ok but it did not respond to my messages but just acknowledged that they existed and that she was not available all week till that night and that I should not call the police. It was clear that if she was not available till that night that something was not right otherwise she would have called me that night explaining why she had not connected with the date the night prior that was mutually made the Sunday prior. It was clear that she was not making sense. She told me that the computer visit would continue on Saturday as normal but two hours later.

The next day I was told via voice mail that she would not let me into her home again. That she was dropping my computers off at 10 PM and there would be no further need for me to contact her. She did not show up till two hours later than she had indicated thus it was Sunday morning at 12:01 AM. Because it was such short notice and I could not make arrangements with a party that could store the property she agreed to hold the computers till I could make arrangements.

Little did I know but MSI appears to have influenced her to dump $600 worth of computers at the park district pavilion without prior arrangements. She left a message on the voice mail at approximately 12:30 AM stating what she did. I did not receive the messages till approximately 6:30 AM the next morning. That left the computers vulnerable for about 6 hours to theft and vandalism.

This caused me to have to cancel all library appointments for that Sunday as I had to watch my computers, ( thank the Lord they were all there when I immediately went to them after getting the message), until I could get a hold of my other friend who could store the computers. That did not happen until 11 PM Sunday when we finished removing them.

My Very Very Special Friend suddenly appeared around 10:30 PM with my old tote that was left behind in her storage. I told her that she read my mind to bring it. She gave me $5 to cover over $30 of phone call messages and related calls while she was “missing” during the prior week. I told her that it did not take care of the costs but she said that was all she could afford. I understood but she could have made it up over a period of time but for sure MSI was seeing to it that would not happen.

She brought up the issue of phone call stalking and suggested that I was doing it and I was in shock that she even mentioned such. It hurt real bad. I knew MSI was instigating this one because My Very Very Special Friend was totally out of character. MSI ‘s demonic influence was clear. I knew that I would have to enforce the intentional infliction of mental and emotional distress and defamation suit that I promised him the night before prior to the illegal computer drop on park property after park closing.

It became very clear to me that “the ME was becoming the Tea” as now she was involving herself in more and more dishonest activity. The more involved she has been with MSI the more she was metamorphosizing into a different person. She was clearly under his power and she did not even know it as she was becoming more and more dishonest and unhearing. She said she was afraid of me before she got in the car that last night and I was absolutely crushed. There is strong evidence during this time that MSI deliberately directed and encouraged them to ignore my web sites saying that it was filled with nothing but lies and that I should not be trusted. It is clear that My Very Very Special Friend would have probably read my web site sooner than she has if he had not deliberately distracted her. It is a good thing her sister was more diligent and perhaps shared with her important points that I have provided in this site.

I just hope that the TEA has NOT become THEE My Very Very Special Friend. He will suck you in without you even knowing it. Your actions in the last month have become out of character for you in light of your special Spiritual commitments My Very Very Special Friend. I fight for you to clear you of this lesion that has attached himself to you so very subtly and in such a spiritually deadly fashion. I hope I have woken you up to the realities of what has been happening to you ever so gradually.

Please trust me My Very Very Special Friend and if you cannot trust me at least trust the Holy Spirit in me as I seek his guidance and wisdom in freeing you from this subtle infection.

This is taking a lot of my time and energy to affect a positive outcome in your life. Do not be afraid. As I said in my phone tapes, I am your friend and I am on your side. I don't care what you guys did. Let me free you and we can pick it up from December 21, 2001 just as if nothing ever happened with this "friend" of yours who does not really care about your spiritual health and beauty. I won't give up until I see you yourself once again! SELAH!

Your sister has no idea that pain and grief I went through for three weeks not knowing if she was dead or alive or in what condition. I was not sure if there was a cover up of an accidental death or what but because I felt, after all the things you two gals did for me over the month that we were interfacing, that we were truly family. Not knowing what your sister's status was shear torture and I was crumbling emotionally. This is what your "friend", (more like fiend), was encouraging with my being silenced. It is a very painful experience and can kill. You’re "friend" wanted me to die minimally emotionally and mentally. I almost did not make it. He wanted any influence the Holy Spirit had on you through my ministry to die also. Why? Think about it! Look at yourself now. Think of what it would have been if I had showed up on December 24, 2001 and we had been together.

As I said when we first started my computer work at your home, if we would have had dialogue we could have saved a lot of pain and suffering for you, your sister and me.

This insensitivity clearly made ME afraid of you My Very Very Very Speical Friend, especially after the computer drop off and the car door episode. If you would have invited me back as before, I was getting led to believe that my life could have been in danger. Thus I, regrettably, would have declined coming back again.

You and your sister’s communications are desired. I would like you to let me know what was really going on so I will be better equipped to know if your "friend" is telling the truth. I already have enough on his dishonesty already. There are others that I can get some of this information from but hearing it from you would be like milk and honey. How about it? As usual I am standing by for your response.

PLEASE NOTE I WILL EMBELLISH AND CORRECT THIS ABOVE ACCOUNTING AS IT BECOMES APPARENT TO NEED TO IN THE FUTURE.

UPDATE 2-24-2002 @ 3:54 P.M.: UPDATE....FROM 2-21-2K2

I have attended Mass each day this week and have not seen My Very Very Special Friend or her sister there at all this week including her usual choir appearance this morning. I am not sure if that is a bad or good sign. I have not seen the Interloper or MSI since Monday, President's Day. I am not sure if he is pulling the girls out to another church or what. Something is going on and I again, like usual, am treading "water". I am standing by for some communication from her sister hopefully.

I may be going downtown tomorrow to the Federal Courthouse in Chicago to get some forms and do some research. It depends on how things pan out at Mass tomorrow. I hope the MSI gets my drift. I hope he is not "pulling" something again. He never seems to learn!

An older man that has a similarity to the MIS could have been his father passed by me at my "magic spot" I believe Friday or Saturday night. He removed his cigar in front of me and looked at me as he passed and said "whats with it in you" or something like that. I answered him after I understood him and kept it simple.....LOVE! I repeated it to make sure he heard me as he walked away.

Ryan dropped off another "care package" last night and others continued to drop off stipends of cash.

Friday night a couple stopped by and asked if I could use some hot coffee or tea and I said sure. They came back with a large new stainless steel thermos with some varieties of tea as well as a large box of sugar packets and a beef and lettuce and tomato sandwich. Thanks again all who have contributed you have certainly been a God Send. Please keep up the kindness as I am preparing for this Federal litigation. It is clear that I will most likely have to engage the MST and this will require minimally numerous train fares, copy expenses and the like. MST just does not seem to get the message.

Additionally I have a case of criminal trespass that I want the City of Naperville and the Naperville Park District to pursue. On the night of January 26/27, 2002 when My Very Very Special Friend wanted to drop off the computers she came with the MST two hours later than she had agreed. That was at Midnight. Being that our discussion took till 10 to 15 minutes after midnight and taking into consideration that she had indicated that she would hold the computers for me at her home till I could secure storage space elsewhere, I believed her.

However, I believe that MST overruled after they left me and he directed her to take him to the park pavilion where she would usually drop me on Sunday mornings after our computer work night at her place. He willfully and wantonly with reckless disregard for my property rights, Federal and State computer fraud statues and park district ordinances trespassed onto park district property around and about 12:15 AM thus violating the 12:00 midnight park closing hour. He then illegally dumped my computer property onto park district property without permit or agreement from authorities. I would like the City and Park District to pursue the appropriate sanctions and ticketing of the MST or Interlocker to the fullest extent of the law.

In other words I want him prosecuted.

My usual routine should ensue this evening at my usual location after taking care of errand this afternoon and evening.

UPDATE 2-25-2002 @ 9:59 A.M.: BREAKING NEWS....

Due to some recent events in the relationship with My Very Very Special Friend and seeing her steady deterioration of character and knowing what is causing that deterioration as well that of her sister I am going to pursue on my behalf with the States Attorney criminal action against the Interloper / MSI on the basis of Seductive Date Rape. I am asking the States Attorney Joe Birkett to pursue charges against the Interloper / MSI on the grounds of Seductive Date Rape of not only My Very Very Special Friend but also of myself as her spiritually, agape and filially bonded "husband" in love.

We were and still are psychically bonded and I experience the pain and suffering that she is as the Interloper / MSI continues to beguile My Very Very Special Friend and now her sister too to believe that his rape was not that but an act of "falling in love". He knew that I was to be in the company of My Very Very Special Friend on December 24, 2001 and he willfully and wantonly with reckless disregard for the spiritual and moral commitments of My Very Very Special Friend and myself engaged her on or about that date sexually leading her to think that I dumped her and that I did not care nor was interested in the relationship with her. He engaged in sexual relations in a hedonistic context and used her up so that she has become psychologically dependent on him and thus has allowed him to isolate her from me. It is clear that the Interloper is covering up his seductive date rape of My Very Very Special Friend so that he will not be charged by her.

In light of that as her companion spiritually, agape and filially I ask the States Attorney Joe Birkett to prosecute the Interloper / MSI as a SEDUCTIVE DATE RAPIST having raped me and her spiritually, emotionally and psychologically while he raped her physically damaging both of us criminally under the guise that I was not interested in her and had blown her off. He deliberately deceived her and led her to believe he was her only choice.

I would also ask the States Attorney to pursue investigation as to who put the Interloper / MSI up to do this rape. I believe it is possible the "guys" at the job set up a bet he could not get in bed with her during the holiday season. It is clear that there also may have been motive to deliberately derail my love relationship with My Very Very Special Friend thus intentionally inflicting mental and emotional anguish and distress on both myself and My Very Very Special Friend beguiling as a result of her naivete of the true circumstance of his purpose. His purpose was to take advantage of her and me and ultimately destroy both of us in effect.

As I have reported prior these acts of the Interloper / MSI are but one of many similar circumstances of romantic affairs I have had that have been similarly destroied.

I am inviting anyone who sympathizes and empathizes with my and her circumstances to contact the States Attorney and me and anyone that might be able to put some "English" on this scenario to prosecute for SEDUCTIVE DATE RAPE as soon as possible. Something very very wrong has gone and is going on here. Urgent Please Help!

UPDATE 2-25-2002 @1:46-4:00 P.M.: A VERY VERY SPECIAL NOTE TO MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND....

In spite of the recent events and our flop in connecting on December 24, 2001 I want to make clearly certain to you that you and I can get all this last two months of pain and suffering behind us if you want.

It is my desire and hopefully yours that we could "time warp" back to Christmas Eve and make our own Christmas Eve and this time make our rendezvous just as if nothing had ever happened since we met on December 21, 2001! I would love to try My Very Very Special Friend.

Pray about it carefully and get this Interloper out of your life who has clearly short changed you and caused your life to abandon the Christian standards you are so well known to be dedicated.

He deceived you. Look at the lies with which he has misled you. Look at the lies you have had to tell to cover up for the other lies that snowball. Think about the people you cannot look in the eye anymore because of this deception you have been drawn into quite by accident on you and my parts.

I have been "straight up" all the time. Look at the record. Look at the facts. Look at my spirit. Look at the love I have extended. Have I EVER asked you to lie or deceive anyone? Never! We built our friendship on the Truth of Love not deceit right from the moment we met and knew we belonged together. Have I ever lied to you? Not to my knowledge and certainly not deliberately!

Think about how we bonded without even working at it! Think, think, think! Remember, remember, remember!

How is it possible that two people that bonded on December 21, 2001 so perfectly and wonderfully that you wanted me to come on Christmas Eve to be with you possible to disintegrate to the tragic wreck of last night with more Interloper induced deception and lies about my character and conduct. Think about the Love extended in true Christian friendship!

Think back to our very special moments at the store and the very special things you did for me there out of the kindness of your heart.

Remember how you so very carefully and patiently helped me restore my possessions from the dumpster to my cases.

Think about the Samsonite case you located with tender loving care and bought for me out of your own cash, not the store's, to help me get back to normal in light of the very negative events that had occurred that night. Think about the back pack you also very carefully looked for and also bought for me likewise.

Think about the loving desire and motivation you had to even buy me the desktop computer at the store that night (January 5, 2001), I came in to pick it out . (As you recall my language then was that it was not necessary for you to use your hard earned cash when Love had supplied me with some....remember I said "its not necessary Love has been good!" I did not want to take advantage of you because of your already very kind acts and true friends are sensitive to each other not to do such.)

Think about the time you, I and your sister sat on the bench near Barnes and Noble with the blankets on due to the cold and how I put my arm around you and your sister and the feelings we had in that encounter.

Think about the urges and dedication you had to help me with the "care packages" you carefully put together and the cash you gave me each week each time we met on Monday nights and Sundays at drop off time so that my week would be a little bit better than before.

Think about the gentle hugs you and your sister greeted me with the first time you met me at the bench near Barnes and Noble. Think about the compassionate hugs you gave me each time we would part and the extra one I gave you because of your special efforts and kindness you had extended my way. This is the way a relationship should develop otherwise things happen too fast and are taken for granted or abused as has the Interloper / MSI!

Think about the love that was overflowing from you and your sister to go out and buy me that wonderful tote with the big yellow wheels I joked to you about being so loud in color. Remember I told you you should have gotten some chrome spray paint to make them look like mag wheels?

Think about the wonderful conversations we had in your car as we drove to our various destinations and in your home during January. Think about the discussions about our heritages, backgrounds, our faiths and common link in LOVE as Saint Paul underscores.

Think about the devotions we had each night before you would retire for the evening and the hope that they gave and give.

Think about the computers I wanted to set up for you and your sister to make your computer systems work more safely, privately and securely.

Think about my wanting your sister to have a computer all her own as a loving and sensitive reciprocation for the simply loving things you and she had already done for me! Think about her interest in having one also and never getting it.

Remember the fact that I have held a "Special Spot" in my heart for you especially in light of the above noted events.

Think about the special excitement that I told you I sensed about the things our futures and heritages could bring together.

Think about the sensitivity to your commitments, vows, standards and self control I exhibited in letting you give me the cue and not forcing myself on you in any way in the many one on ones we had together.

Think about the safe stay we had the very first time together at your home. There was no need for the Interloper / MSI to oversee. We were family. I felt that deep down.

I did not take I listened My Very Very Special Friend. The Interloper took, took, took and stole our friendship away and encourages you in deception and lying! Have I ?

Think, recall, be moved, be motivated, let the love flow again. Don't let the Interloper's divisive distractions mislead you to trash a relationship that was truly made in Heaven My Very Very Special Friend.

Remember the so many common interests we share and never even got to explore. There is so much we never even got to taste of and share with each other. We did not even get to go out and dance! Everything was just so hedonistically ripped from both of us My Very Very Special Friend. We never got to know each other and have both lost greatly because of it.

I have read your old IIT website and share your dreams and goals and marvel at your pictures and savor them! Many of those truly reflect the true you that may never be returned to if you remain with the Interloper / MSI.

This police stuff and court stuff is the last thing you or I need. It is truly not our "bag" lets not go there. It should never had of happened except for the deceptions and divisiveness of the Interloper / MSI.

Think, Pray, Act and lets pick rewind on the time machine and go to the Christmas Eve that never happened for us and make it happen! Just as if this fiasco never happened! Lets start afresh! Give it a chance again in LOVE who is the way the truth and the life!

With Love, Your Very Very Special Friend,
Scott

UPDATE 2-25-2002 @ 4:20-5:25 P.M.: WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY....

Yesterday I attended every Mass the church had to offer. I missed parts of two due to getting breakfast and picking up a special gift for My Very Very Special Friend.

I found a store with some roses. I found some pink roses. The color pink is said to relate the idea of "gentle love". I did not want red roses because under the circumstances I felt that they were too strong a message.

I picked up two roses. I wrote a note addressed to My Very Very Special Friend's sister. I did this because a similar attempt the Sunday before last was accepted in part and rejected in part. I felt that that was due to the fact that My Very Very Special Friend had not yet read or seen my Internet valentine. It was returned to me rather suddenly and abruptly as she passed by me in her car. She said "thank you" and then threw them out to me. Naturally I was in shock. I picked it up and the note and took them with me to Naperville. I went out to the church to use the prayer chapel that evening and took the single pink rose back to he apartment and this time addressed it to her sister. I asked her sister to accept it in token of our past and present friendship. I mentioned the significance of the color pink in the flower. I asked that she might take care of it with TLC, what was left of it that is because it was wilted and had a couple of peddles that fell off during the impact earlier.

I was very fortunate to stop by as some neighbors just happened to be going into the apartment. I asked them if they would drop the rose off at the sister's apartment. They had no problem doing that. I presumed the sister accepted the flower.

On Monday following, President's Day, I came to the early Mass only to find that it had been canceled due to the holiday. The Interloper / MSI was there too. He was wondering the halls and the chapel and the church auditorium. I never said anything to him. The girls never showed up. All week the girls never showed up nor the Interloper / MSI. I figured again he was isolating them from me by taking them to another church in the area like Naperville or the like. They did not show last Sunday at any Mass. I took the roses I picked up yesterday and delivered them to My Very Very Special Friend's security door. I taped them to the door and window frame with a note addressed to the sister. Around 4 PM they must have found them. I got a phone call from the local police department and apparently the Interloper / MSI and the sisters went to the police building and filed a report of apparently stalking and harassment. The note I left to the sister said in essence what the one prior said with a little extra embellishment. I started the note off saying that we have an advocate with the Father through Jesus Christ. Similarly I asked the sister to by my advocate to her sister and let her know that one of the two roses was meant for her. I asked the sister to take TLC in the situation and care of them. I ended the letter with basically the phrase: With Special Gentle Love....Scott.

The sister indicated to the police officer that she was very unsettled and perplexed by the message and My Very Very Special Friend apparently joined in with the Interloper / MSI. Basically they were alleging that I might be stalking them ....(because I left a flower or flowers on their door or car), and that I was said to be thus harassing them. They in effect got a Peace Bond installed on me so that I have a NO CONTACT situation with any of them.

I informed the officer when I went down to the station about an hour or so later that the allegations were totally unfounded and that they were malicious and that the Interloper /MSI was calling the shots and that the MO was his. Again he was trying to isolate me from the sisters to keep his psychological dependence of them on him. I informed the officer that there is a difference between stalking and investigating. Stalking is clearly marked by the intent to do harm to the individual. I had no intent to do harm to the individuals including the Interloper / MSI. They were clearly hyping the scenario to make it look like a police matter. I filed my counter complaint of malicious police complaints. I gave the officer context on the Interloper and spelled out just what he had been doing to these girls.

Of course I was told that if I had any contact with these people I would be arrested. I said I do attend the same church and the priest there is trying to arrange a one on one with My Very Very Special Friend. I said that that he cannot enforce against and he admitted that was correct. Anything the priest arranges is outside the pale of their enforcement authority.

As usual they are "always" busy when I need to talk to them. I was cut short. I wonder how busy they were when the three came in earlier?

In any event the Interloper / MSI raised the ante and I have now responded by asking Naperville and its park district to arrest him for criminal trespass as noted in my Sunday notes above. I am definitely pursuing Federal charges on his criminal acts in tampering and moving my computers under the criminal computer fraud acts and associated issues. So that is it in a nut shell for now. More on this later as circumstances develop. I am doing a Freedom of Information Act on the police reports and I just got a letter today saying that there "coincidentally" will be a delay due to reconsidering whether or not to release the reports to me or due to certain deletions they may choose to make.

I informed them to save taxpayer money and just give them to me untouched or I will have to subpoena them and get it anyway. So I wait at this point. The police would not allow me to have the last name of the Interloper and I said that he knows mine I should know his. The officer refused. I think that is Bologna Sausage designed to protect the obvious offender and instigator of this whole negative experience...I will see him in court. I am prepared to take ten years to litigate on him. So I am digging in!

I talked with the administrative Sergeant today there and gave him additional context on the Interloper and the whole scenario of my involvement. He was the officer that would not release the Interloper's last name. Maybe I will go to the Chief tomorrow!

I am holding up ok but am still in shock and pain but the Interloper / Masochistic Sadistic Interloper is good at inflicting pain I have found....he and his Coaches.

Stay tuned!

UPDATE 2-26-2002 @ 6:23 P.M.: CHURCH HAPPENINGS....

Due to some abnormal circumstances that I believe are being instigated by the Interloper and persons in sympathy or league with him of the church he attends with My Very Very Special Friend as well as instigations of the local police department, the same one that issued the Peace Bond, I will be reporting the gist of the conversations with church officers that are being critical of my conduct at their church.

I will not be mentioning names, just if it was a priest or deacon or parishioner. It is clear that there are some parishioners that are stirring the pot to get me expelled from My Very Very Special Friend's church in spite of the fact that priests and parishioners have encouraged or not discouraged my continued presence.

I think the reporting of technocratic enforcement of policy at this church should enlighten the public and especially the local parishioners of what could be construed as focused hostility and legalisms preferentially levied on myself as opposed to other parishioners who are doing much the same conduct in a customary way without conflict or criticism. I will report the specific instances in these updates. I will refer you to prior instances via link as well as current instances as there is an insidious and diabolical effort again to isolate myself from even seeing My Very Very Special Friend at Mass or prayer chapel even though my presence at this church has not been with that as its primary focus.

It is apparent that they are continuing to condition My Very Very Special Friend to reject any truths she learned from me and condition her to accept the Interloper's relationship that is clearly riddled with lies, deception, fraud, criminal acts and isolation from the truth and encouraging her to do indulge in the same conduct and obtain the Church's sympathy to support it. I will fight this hypocrisy and totalitarianism to the end.

As I said to each of the church officers that have critiqued me on a couple of occasions, I have come in ecumenical spirit in Love not as a holier than thou to offer intercessory, supportive and prayer requests before the Throne of God's Grace and to comply with what ever customs that are required of the majority customarily within those confines.

It is clear at this date that I have been required to comply with restrictions that have not customarily been enforced on the majority as well as have been accused of being something to be afraid of or reduced to street person hanging around. It is clearly insulting and unnecessary but I must say that it is only a FEW that feel this way and I don't believe it is the feeling of the majority that have observed my conduct or demeanor.

Again as has been the conduct of politicos in Dupage County, the few and special interests are deciding my rights rather than the majority. I will fight this to the end as well! I have many friends who are members in this church jurisdiction as well as surrounding church jurisdictions who will not like what they hear when they see what these special interest minorities are doing.

Enough said?

UPDATE 2-26-2002 @ 7:56 P.M.: MESSAGE TO THE INTERLOPER / MSI....

Plan on it MSI, you and I are going to court. You had better get your attorney lined up and your bank roll out. The war has just begun. You don't put a Peace Bond on me Son and get away with it especially under false pretenses as you have.

I am preparing complaints as expeditiously as possible and will be filing them as soon as possible! SELAH!

UPDATE 2-26-2002 @ 8:16 P.M.: MESSAGE TO NEGOTIATORS AND INTERCESSORY PERSONS....

I am open for any suggestions but I do believe the MSI has gone too far already. I have been patient. I am still open for any mediation attempts but I would like to hear about it. Please contact me!

UPDATE 2-27-2002 @ 10:30 A.M.: MESSAGE TO MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND.... Wake up and see the "Christmas Tree" My Very Very Special Friend!

UPDATE 2-27-2002 @ 11:30 A.M.: PUBLIC MESSAGE TO THE DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE, THE FBI, MR. JOE BIRKETT OF THE DUPAGE STATES ATTORNEY AND THE NAPERVILLE AND PARK DISTRICT POLICE DEPARTMENTS... Noting the evidence presented in this web site regarding the criminal activities of the Interloper / MSI I am asking for his prosecution on Federal and State Computer Fraud charges as well as any associated charges in regards to it including State charges for Criminal Trespass and Crimimal Seductive Date Rape. I ask your expeditious action on these issues as the longer he is allowed to "roam about seeking whom he may devour" the more irreparable damage he is doing to My Two Very Very Special Friends and myself. It is imperative that he be stopped "cold".

I will be filing the appropriate reports downtown at the Dirksen Federal Courthouse in Chicago and any the above noted and associated agencies just as soon as I can compile a contiguous composite of the information I have presented in this site as well as other evidence I have not produced in this forum.

Your most expeditious attention to these matters will be greatly appreciated especially in light of the fact that I indeed am under severe duress and being systematically prevented normal rights and privileges under the laws of the State of Illinois as well as our Federal Constitution.

UPDATE 2-27-2002 @ 12:50 P.M.: MESSAGE TO MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND....

It is very very apparent that you get this sleaze out of your life. He is infecting you and your sister very subtly. You just don't realize how you and your sister's and your spirits have changed in the last two months. It is clear that if you continue to "embrace" him he will drag you down with his criminal activities. It is just getting worse and worse. Think about it. It is snowballing! Believe me My Very Very Special Friend if he really cared about you and was your true friend he would have never involved you in his criminal activities and engaged in his unethical activities with you. Don't let him fool you. HE IS SLICK!

Granted you have known him on a daily basis, perhaps, for a year and a half and it took you 7 months before you trusted him but he deceived you especially spiritually with a form of Godliness but has clearly denied the power thereof otherwise he would not have encouraged you to burn me as you have and caused yourself to become associated with lying, deceit, wickedness and the breaking of your vows to the Church that you committed yourself to Christ through. Where was his Christian hospitality and respect for his elders toward me? It did not exist otherwise he would not have slinked around in dark places with your relationship behind closed doors and hid it from me. Why should he have hid it from me if he was on the up and up?

Think about it My Very Very Special Friend....who has encouraged you in good works honorable to God in Christ's spirit. Who began his relationship with you in the context of serving Christ first! I don't think the Interloper / MSI did. He has only encouraged you in a religion not a true faith. He wants you to practice a perfunctory religion NOT a true effervescent faith in Christ. He wanted your body and did not care about your reputation. Your relationship, even if you marry at this late date, even if for a time will not last. Your ministry was destroyed or minimally atrophied when you let him into your very intimate life. It died when you let your ministry and friendship to and with me die or at least atrophy. He went at you like a bull in a china shop. Slam, Bam, Thank You Ma'am! I would never have done that to you. You are much too intelligent and he has demonically overwhelmed you with one of the strongest conditioners known to man....SEX! God help him if he started you on drugs too! You can change that even at this late date.

Remember My Very Very Special Friend this guy is trying to cover up a seductive date rape so he continues to act like your man but let this blow over and see how long his commitment lasts! If he really cared about you, especially in light of his wherewithal, he would have done things in good and proper order...not sneaking and slithering around abusing your body, mind and spirit.

Plan on it My Very Very Special Friend, I am on his "case" for the next ten years at this point as the Lord of Love enables me as this is part of my ministry to you whether we get together again or not!

My Very Very Special Friend wake up and see the"Christmas Tree"! Let go of this guy and let God My Very Very Special Friend!

Remember My Very Very Special Friend, I told you ahead of time that there would be those that would try to degrade my relationship with you. I told you it had happened with other loved ones. It seems that what I told you went in one ear an out the other or bounced off a brick wall! It did not sink in and here we are in the very mess I warned you might happen if you did not listen to YOUR FRIEND! You have jumped on the bandwagon with every excuse and line denigrating my character and where is the proof. Remember their favorite line and lie is to CHARACTERIZE me by perhaps single instances not normal conduct or demeanor. Where is the Truth?

Tell me who told you these things and manufactured these things and I will be able to do something about them with law enforcement. I need your help. Do you really believe them? You were with me more than they were. You are more expert than they. Where is the Truth?

Gentle Love My Very Very Special Friend. Gentle Love! A lot of things and some things to think about that may just be what you need to read! Check this link out that I found today My Very Very Special Friend! Some on point perspectives from Sistas In Christ. Check out the links they provide! Perhaps these will give you some good insights taken with, perhaps, a "grain of salt"!

8:01 PM:

Here is another link My Very Special Friend that might help you understand myself better it is entitled "WHY SHOULD I TRUST YOU".

Here is another link,(look at mid-page for this one), especially for you My Very Special Friend, it is called "A WOMAN'S STRUGGLE".

Here is another SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT -- DON'T QUIT & *LETTING GO OF EMOTIONAL TURBULENCE.

And another one called HOW TO LISTEN: Strategies for Promoting Better Personal and Professional Relationships

One called "Three Steps to Effective Conflict Management".

Another called: Anger Management

Yet another called: "7 Steps to Jump Start Your Negotiations"

"Breaking Free From My Self"

"The Metamorphosis"

I found these you might say as the Spirit moved this evening My Very Very Special Friend...
Scott.

2-28-2002 6:35 PM:

Intimacy

UPDATE 2-28-2002 @ 7:08 P.M.: MESSAGE TO THE INTERLOPER....

Be assured I plan on taking your "act" apart in a court of law!....with my Very Very Special Friend or not!

I will do this in the Power and the Might of the Holy Spirit, Interloper /MSI ! You will be up against Acts 5:1-11. You won't touch me SON!

You already have an extremely heavy MILLSTONE around your neck! It is just a matter of time before it gets thrown into the sea! Matthew 18:1-17 You see your "Religion" and Coaches will not get you out of this one! I'm NOT "playing church" like you are!

You think you can just change church locations and that this will not follow you? You think you will "pull the wool over the eyes" of your new church "comrades"? You are kidding yourself. People do talk! Believe me this one is going to follow you to the ends of the earth! ANNUIT C OEPTIS....NOVUS ORDO SECLORUM...SELAH!

UPDATE 2-28-2002 @ 7:43 P.M.: ON THE LIGHTER SIDE....

Folks, another Blessing has come my way that certainly encourages me that the phrase "! ANNUIT C OEPTIS....NOVUS ORDO SECLORUM...SELAH!" is truly on its way!

Today while I was at Burger King I was in the Men's room drying out my tea shirt and sweatshirt, as I get very wet dragging my tote from the train station to the library or downtown area. While I was doing so someone knocked at the door. I said something to the effect "In a minute". When I put my sweatshirt back on and opened the door three children were at the door, two girls and one boy. I thought what are these girls trying to get into the Men's room for and then it dawned on me that they might be trying to get the boy access to the restroom.

Well, that was NOT it either. The three had come to specifically contact me! They then told me that they had a Whopper Junior, Fries and a Pop at my table for my disposal!

Needless to say I wondered why these kids had done this for me. I found out it was just the Love of the Lord shining out of them! These three clear-eyed beautiful kids were giving me a gift from their hearts with their own cash that they scrounged and pooled together!

They left a note with my meal. "God bless you! Good luck." Stephen, Tina and Rachael.

I thanked them and told them that the Love of the Lord Jesus surely shines from them!

Later they came back to my table with a pink-red index card that said: "You Have Just Made Some Friends! Come to Burger King every ",(the day and time of the week)," we will try to be here! Best Friends" with little holographic colored hearts pasted over it in various spots.

They further said that if I come at the time they said they would buy be more dinners in the future.

I told them I would be there. (Sensitively though!)

It is sure refreshing to find our, younger up and coming, youth with such a genuine and sensitive respect! Unlike some older youth less than half my age that should know better, namely the Interloper / MSI!

Certainly the phrase ANNUIT C OEPTIS....NOVUS ORDO SECLORUM...SELAH! applies!

UPDATE 3-1-2002 @ 7:07 P.M.: INTERLOPER FOLLOW UP STORY....

Folks, the peace bond put on me last Sunday was instigated by the Interloper. I believe this very emphatically. The hostility from My Very Very Special Friend was non-existent until after I had the wellness check made. On information and belief the police department that made the wellness check did more than they said that they did. It is clear to me that for hostility to foment against me from the sisters an intrusion would have had to have taken place with perhaps photographs or just a witnessing of the activities going on in the bedroom. It would suggest that the Interloper and My Very Very Special Friend got caught in an embarrassing circumstance.

There is no reason My Very Very Special Friend could have possibly taken my wellness check as anything other than a good faith check on her well being in light of the fact that I had not heard a word from them for almost five days. Five days of non-standard quiet from that apartment was extremely unusual. Appointments were missed with no explanation! It provoked me to call the police to check but ONLY after I fore warned My Very Very Special Friend via answering machine that I was going to do so if I did not get a timely response. I did not get a timely response and thus I called. They could have been dead in there. I did what was prudent, responsible and in good faith with My Very Very Special Friend. I was worried.

Now if My Very Very Special Friend would have simply exercised the courtesy to pick up the phone and let me know that she was alright the call to the police would have never occurred. it was her fault for the wellness check not mine. She could have eliminated any embarrassment that she experienced if she simply would have picked up the phone or returned the call immediately. She did not. I called the police.

Nonetheless I am the recipient of the hostility that the Interloper and My Very Very Special Friend have when they should be blaming themselves for their selfishness. They could not just simply have taken a great amount of worry off their friend and picked up the phone! This is the way it has been ever since. Anything that goes wrong, if they are followed, if they get strange phone calls I get the blame. That is too convenient for the Interloper because he used the episode of the wellness check to manipulate My Very Very Special Friend against me under false pretenses!

Why me? I was the one My Very Very Special Friend was helping because she knew I had been blown up by the ruling junta! Why me? I was the last guy that should ever have been made the focus of their embarrassment.

No, the Interloper was clearly trying to and in fact manipulating and conditioning My Very Very Special Friend with sex and perhaps drugs to keep her from dealing with reality so to isolate her from me.

In light of these events it was clear that Interloper put the ideas of phone call stalking, stalking, harassment and who knows what else in My Very Very Special Friend's head because I was interrupting his hedonistic splendor.

I did what was normal and acceptable conduct and I get a Peace Bond put on me while he takes liberties he had no right to with My Very Very Special Friend of whom I had prior mutually bonded!

I put this following account together with reasonable certainty based on my observations of human conduct.

Remember the day that I said that My Very Very Special Friend was sitting in front of me at the front row in Mass while My Very Very Special Friend's sister was sitting with the Interloper? I noted in my web site account that that seemed strange.

Now couple that with the fact that My Very Very Special Friend’s sister said my note to her last Sunday was unsettling. The note in essence said that as Jesus Christ is our advocate with the Father so I would like her to be my advocate with My Very Very Special Friend. I told her the color pink stood for "gentle love". I asked her to take the two roses, one for her and one for My Very Very Special Friend and in essence try to see if she would accept it from her for me. I asked her to take care of it with TLC and give it to her with very special gentle love.

Now also keep in mind that this gal is a conservative hard-line Roman Catholic with a Roman Catholic educational upbringing all the way up through college. She is very familiar with what I was saying about advocates. Couple that with the fact that she is a philosophy major.

Keep also in mind that Interloper / MSI had been trying to isolate me from My Very Very Special Friend and her sister and he knew that her sister was reading my web site and thus tended to be my advocate with My Very Very Special Friend as to what was in the site. Keep in mind that Interloper / MSI knew he had to do something about My Very Very Special Friend’s sister as my advocate.

Keep in mind also that when Interloper / MSI went to bed with My Very Very Special Friend my love connection started to deteriorate. Now try plugging Interloper / MSI going to bed with My Very Very Special Friend’s sister so to affect the same thing!

Yes, I believe he has been double dealing and that is why My Very Very Special Friend separated herself in Mass from her sister and Interloper / MSI for a couple of days. Then My Very Very Special Friend and her sister separated from Interloper / MSI. But Interloper / MSI is now keeping them away from me by taking them to another church. It is bizarre!

It may have even evolved into a threesome in bed. Who knows? He has a way of poisoning people that way. Think about this and then you see why the three were at the police station with a Peace Bond. He had to isolate the two sisters completely from me and now holds both of them under his sexual psychological control and dependency and perhaps manipulative black mail.

The guy is a womanizing deviate in my opinion and he probably has some other "babes" on the line elsewhere. He actually has a harem. I believe he was instructed and is under orders to do this to the girls however.

I believe that this incidence of interception of my love life has NOT been coincidental! This is why I will sue Interloper / MSI in Federal court as soon as I get the complaints together after I see what the DOJ can do for me in regards to criminal prosecution. I am going to lay at their feet the context of this whole fraud so they see that it was willful and wanton and reckless criminal activity that goes higher up than just him.

This guy just knows how to seduce these gals and get them to forget their spiritual and moral convictions and these gals are not the first I have had intentions on that it has happened to in the last twenty years at least! Interloper just seems know how to make them think it is love.

Someone just does not want me with My Very Very Special Friend at this point. I believe that is because she and I would make a super team and they don't want us to be that effective and efficient in our relationships. We both have strong Spiritual orientations and I believe there is an attempt to subvert that in both of us by suckering us into alternative life styles....her with Interloper / MSI and me perhaps with someone else!

So now I think it appropriate to rename the Interloper / MSI the Super Stud Sadistic Masochistic Interloper or "Stud" for short!

UPDATE 3-6-2002 @ 7:27 P.M.: SCOOP ON TOMORROW'S COURT DATE....

Tomorrow morning I have to appear in "Traffic Court" for an appearance in my alleged criminal trespass suit where on or about November 17, 2001 Naperville City arrested me do to the malicious call from the malicious and malevolent gray blond haired Caucasian Amtrak Ticket Agent at the Naperville Train Station alleging that I was illegally using the bathroom to take a two minute "whiz". The allegation was that I did not have a train ticket in my hand and thus could not use the public restroom at the train station.

This agent had consistently harassed me over the last almost nine months on one thing or another.

The officers that arrested me said that they were UNDER ORDERS. I questioned how high these orders originated. They told me Lieutenant Longino (sp). It is believed it may have come from higher. These officers seeing the evidence of my conduct led me to believe that their hearts were not in it to arrest me.

This scenario smacks the Dora Case all over again.

I never received notice to report to court via mail or any other method. Police said that I had not appeared in court for the hearings notified me. I said I was not sent any notice. I urged the court via these officers to investigate why I was NOT receiving court business via the U.S. Mails.

On January 24, 2002 Judge Bart issued a Bench Warrant in spite of my urgings and lack of receipt of mailings.

On February 4, 2002 Officer Davis of Naperville Police arrested me from my "magic bench" in Naperville. I was hauled into the station immediately and then informed specifically why I was arrested. I believe they acted on a "stale" bench warrant in my perception. Additionally they acted on a properly NULL and VOID order due to the fact that a Bench Warrant should not issue if the Defendant is not given proper notice to be present.

So I had to cough up $100 so I would not be indefinitely incarcerated in the Dupage County Jail. I was blessed to have saved enough of the donations given me over time to have had that money in my possession. I made bail and was returned to my "magic bench" after having been put through the routine photographic process, finger printing, property identification for inventory and paper reading and signing not to mention the "tour" of the Naperville Police Station Induction Center of which I told the officers that it was nice of them to give me the tour as I wanted to be sure I knew just what real estate I would soon be "owning"!

I went up to the courthouse in Wheaton yesterday to get the file and locate courtrooms and the like in preparation for tomorrow morning. It took most of the day including walking 6 miles and I did not get in to Naperville till about 9:30 PM.

It will be my objective tomorrow to address only one thing as I see it right now. The one item is the issue of a false arrest on a NULL and VOID order based on non-appearance when I was not noticed much less properly noticed.

Obviously I will want my $100 back immediately!

Folks, I will be in Room 2800 for 421 N. County Farm Road, Wheaton, Illinois at 8:30 AM. It is located in the building west of the main court house building and just to the north end through the door marked 10 and then up to the second floor on the east side of the court.

Your supportive prayers will be greatly appreciated!

if all goes well I should be back at my "magic bench" tomorrow evening as usual.

ON THE USUAL FRONT

Again the above is just more of the busy work given me to keep me from addressing the real issues in my life and allow the real criminals to play while the diligent have to sweat in the salt mines!

The Stud can plan on it that I will make full use of my day at the courthouse tomorrow!

Stay Tuned!

UPDATE 3-9-2002 @ 4:50 P.M.: COMMING....FOLLOW UP ON THIS WEEKS EVENTS

Coming hopefully this weekend will be a follow up on this weeks events and then some. Please keep checking!

Also, for those of you who presently have access to these pages please note that the www.clik.to/aaetv link or referrer is off the "air". Due to a server intrusion violation that system apparently became corrupt and thus their services have become temporarily unavailable. That includes the referrer service. Most of our readers are using that link so those of you who are aware of our direct link please pass it around until the referrer becomes valid again.

Thank You!

UPDATE 3-10-2002 @ 3:26 P.M.: CLIK.TO/AAETV REFERRER LINK IS UP! As of this afternoon I have verified that the clik.to/aaetv referrer link is back up and working normally. Please excuse this last weeks down time. Due to apparent criminal activity the server of Bravenet was invaded and their database corrupted. It took an apparent week's time to correct the security breech as well as restore data.

In spite of the security breech NO DATA LOSS or corruption occurred on my actual web sites so you will find things as they were with additional updates!

My clik.to e-mail address is still not accessible at this time for those of you who have the full address. As noted some time ago please use the aaetv@onebox.com for any website related communications. Same is available at the bottom of this page.

Thank You.

LAST WEEK IN SHORT: The court appearance on last Thursday proved to be beneficial. I used my "card up my sleeve" and it has gained me a continuance to April 2, 2002 in the Main Courthouse where I will be provided a court reporter so to deal with the serious issues of FALSE ARREST in the Naperville incidents. This was a major success in my legal campaign.

More coming....I have been bumped off this library terminal!

UPDATE 3-11-2002 @ 5:30 P.M.: HACKER HIT AGAIN!, (continued)!

It happened again Folks! I spent four hours this morning and early afternoon writing the continuation to "Last Week In Short" and just while I was spell checking the system was hacked at this out of town library that I use on occasion.

Here is what happened. I had the raw article in the Angelfire editor and had copy and pasted it to the buffer as well as to my e-mail composer in onebox.com. It was in spell check mode. I had three windows open with each mode above in a window. I was about midway in the spell checking feature when the browser and OS seemed to freeze. It did not freeze the computer however. It just froze the windows features but the mouse cursor moved freely.

I control, alt, deleted the control to bring up the task bar so that I could kill the errant spell check program that was thought to have caused the problem. When I killed the spell check program all three open windows went down with it.

Angelfire, and the two Onebox.com composer and spell checker windows went down taking all my approximately three hours worth of writing with them. I tried to past the buffer to a word processor window to no avail. I checked the Temp and Internet Temporary File directories so to see if anything would be recoverable.

All efforts I tried failed. I got the librarian to unlock security so I could access the hard drive. It was clear with no leads, even after doing a text search over the entire hard drive, that there would be no recovery of approximately three hours worth of writing for this update.

Needless to say I was angry and doing a quiet burn. It was embellished by the librarian that was in charge as she did not seem to perceive how much loss was had and thought I could do my search for same in a few minutes. I then related to her that I would have to make some concerted efforts for recovery. She was somewhat terse and lacking in empathy. She was also somewhat paranoid in letting me check the hard drive without security installed.

The fact is that the FIND feature would not be accessible if it were not unlocked. I assured her that all I wanted to do was recover my files. She tried a little later to cut me off saying that she wanted to resecure security.

At a later point another librarian came out and informed me that she had to lock up security due to children coming in from school. She set a half hour to one hour limit and extended it to the one hour only after I diplomatically objected. I informed her that I did not know how long the recovery might last and she was adamant that I get off by then. I simply said that this is an emergency circumstance and that this is quite a bit of data to lose and that a premature exit from the machine could provoke a law suit if they were going to play hard ball with me. That seemed to get some flexibility. The reality of the emergency circumstances seemed to be of no concern in that kids coming from school seemed to have more importance than a businessman who just experienced a catastrophic data loss and was trying disparately to recover his losses.

It is ashame that one has to resort to litigious forums in order to get a fair response. Most of the time I have no problems with the librarians but the ones in the alternative lab seem to be a bit feisty and that is where I was this morning due to an overload in the regular lab. It almost made one wonder if they were involved in the interference!

It was clear to me that a "hit" had been exacted as too many back up avenues went down at the same time that were quite unrelated to each other. My gut feeling suggests that there was local motive as there was local issues discussed in the article so local on line interference is suspect!

Using all my expertise in my repertoire I was forced to conclude that all recovery attempts had failed. An hour more was minimally used and no success.

So here I am again taking another crack at this update! Like most writers when the spirit moves the words flow but when one has to rewrite the spirit does not always move and it is pick and shovel. Stay tuned for more below as soon as I can get flowing with the words and recollections!

LAST WEEK IN SHORT, (continuned)!

This last week I attempted to get a copy of the police report that was said to be a "Peace Bond" * which actually is listed as a "disorderly conduct" report, (how do you like that...you leave roses on a friend's door and it is a disorderly conduct! I was never told by the sister that I should not or could not have contact with her prior to their complaint....disorderly conduct my foot!). I was given notice that I could not have a copy of the report because they had to protect the complainants. I related how about me. I said that I believe that if I am to have a complaint enforced or acted on in any way against me I should be able to have a copy of it so that I am apprised of the allegations. It seems that the local police where My Very Very Special Friends live are being overly biased and not giving equal protection under the law!

I was also led to believe this last week that perhaps the STUD never showed up with the sisters at the police station to file the complaint. I believe this may be more conditioning that is trying to lead me to believe that the negativism foisted against me is not from the STUD but rather from My Very Very Special Friends. I know better and the STUD will be finding out when his pocket book starts to hurt!

One thing I have realized over the years Folks is that you take everything the police say to you with a "grain of salt" because everything is not as it appears! I noted that the hostilities from My Very Very Special Friend started the next day after the Wellness Check was initiated by myself. I quizzed the administrative officer this week very closely on that observation. The information I obtained suggests that an officer, (the same one that was involved in my scenario with the lady that sued me 15 years ago, the same officer who was antagonistic toward me then), just "happened" to be the officer that went to the door of My Very Very Special Friends and rang the "buzzer". The report says that no contact was made.

I made a phone call on or about January 24, 2002 at about 9:10 PM as I had it and the report says that they completed the check at around 9:30 PM. My Very Very Special Friend finally returned a phone call to me at about 9:55 PM. A key remark in that phone call was that I should NOT call the police.

I left a few more messages to her after her return call trying to pursue loose ends left open by her distended call to me. The phone plug was disconnected at some point. "Numerous" phone messages occurred only due to the fact that a fairly short incoming message tape was provided thus provoking more calls so one could complete the context of one's call.

Now it was at this point after the Wellness Check that a hostile attitude began. I said nothing to My Very Very Special Friend that I believe would have caused her to be hostile toward me. STUD may have evoked hostility as the messages warned her about STUD'S tactics as I recall.

I told the officer this last week that it is well known that the police don't always come clean with what activities they indulge in in their conduct of investigations. I told him that an intrusion at a later time on January 24, 2002 may have caused a hostile reaction towards me especially after being told not to call the police.

It will be my intent to get with My Very Very Special Friend and find out if there was a second visit by the police and of what that visit consisted. I strongly suspect that a silent intrusion with a landlord's key with numerous witnesses and perhaps cameras going could provoke a hostile attitude toward me. If the STUD was at work and My Very Very Special Friend was with him it could have been very embarrassing for sure! I would then understand her hostility toward me requiring that I never come to her home again and that she would be axing my computer use at her home resultantly along with further communications.

This later version is what makes sense to me. I did nothing that I can think of that would have provoked her to be hostile especially with a mere police officer walking up to the security door outside and pushing the buzzer and finding no answer and leaving it at that,* (at least that is what the report SAYS he did!). Obviously if that was the extent of a wellness check then I would say that the officer was negligent in being sure the party checked on was well. The question is if they went further, with the check, what technique did they use. Did they go into the building with a landlord's key and bang on the door of the apartment until someone opened the door to answer or did they walk in unannounced.

The version the report gives me suggests gross negligence of the officer in not doing a thorough investigation when someone could have been dead or very ill. So I don't believe that the police have come clean with me on the accounting of what transpired in the wellness check. I would appreciate very much if My Very Very Special Friend would elaborate on just what happened.

Be assured that I never intended for the Wellness Check to be an embarrassment or unnecessary intrusion to her but rather a genuine check on her well being considering I had never heard from her for around 5 days with two normal expected contacts not happening as expected, (the Monday night visit at my "magic bench" and the 2 for $2.22 date that following Wednesday), and no phone answering in person occurring during that period of time by her sister who usually answered and herself. Knowing the sisters I knew that this was not their normal conduct and that they were responsible people and that something was clearly not right and needed investigation. Clearly I was not able to get there so I called the police. I strongly suspect the police have not told all so I hope My Very Very Special Friend will tell me and give me closure on this one of many points that need closure. They were overzealous in their antagonism toward my interests 15 years ago and did their best to over-play their cards in that scenario and I strongly suspect similar conduct in this scenario especially in light of the SAME officers being involved!

Now upon questioning the administrative officer further I learned that they would not provide a copy of the report My Very Very Special Friends were have said to have filed. I informed the officer that if I did not have a copy given me which is my right, irrespective if charges might be filed in the future or not or investigations were ongoing or not, I should know the charges and allegations levied against me. I informed the office and thus the Chief that if I did not have a copy in my hands I would subpoena it.

It is clear that they did not want to give me much of anything due to the fact that they did not even give me back copies of reports filed 15 years ago which I put in request under same cover. So here again they are playing kids games with me. I informed the officer and Chief that if I did not get the report I would make a stink and go over his head. I am currently planning on talking with the City Manager and Police Commissioner to get an investigation going on police misconduct as well as get an unretouched copy of the police report that is my right to obtain!

It is clear that the police are protecting the STUD and blowing me off! It is clear to me that that is going to change very soon! It is clear that as usual the police in my experience protect the villain rather than the victim! At least that is what they are leading me to believe!

In another conversation with one of the Chief's administrative Sergeants a week or so ago, he took a shot at me. I was told that I should just accept the outcome and that I should forgive and forget. I said I cannot do that. He said that you can't be a Christian if you don't. I laid on him Titus 3:5&6 and Ephesians 2:8&9 in the Bible pointing out poignantly that whether one is forgiving and forgetting is not a determinant of whether one is a Christian but rather one of quality of Christian. I emphasized that the issue of one being a Christian is governed by whether one has faith in Christ's work of love and made sure he understood what the scriptures say!

Now lets talk about another pet peeve of some of the politicos in the county the last three years or so. The administrative officer contacted of late took what I observe as a cheap shot. When he asked me,when I stated that the pattern of conduct in my relationships with the opposite sex over especially the last twenty years has strangely taken on the very characteristics as experienced in this present case, (a second male intruding into the relationship with more money, brawn, or sex than I was able to offer at the time), if I had ever seen a psychiatrist or taken any psychiatric medicine. I answered no to all those questions and stated that I have talked with psychologists but not psychiatrists in any formal cooperative way.....taking into consideration that with in jail in 1998 under duress I was forced into an interview with a jail psychiatrist who wanted to give me what I understood was psychotropic medication because I "seem agitated" of whom I did not cooperate or take his medicine. The jail psychologist and psychiatrist of whom I was involved had a number of axes to grind under their false pretenses and I did not cooperate with their drift.

The bottom line with the jail experiences was that certain "stooges" were put on me to deliberately agitate me and I told the psychiatrist that he should be treating the cause and not the symptom. In other words require the guards to prevent the "stooges" from harassing me and deliberately putting me into an angered state which would be a normal response to such antagonists.

So you see that the politico community clearly brings up "dark shadows" of the psychiatric realm whenever I show any conviction and tenacity to get to the bottom of anomalies that seem to very frequently afflict me for some very strange reasons....if you get my drift!

In other words when I get close to the truth the extrapolation is that I must be nuts...to put it in the vernacular and thus they try to damage my veracity and character as a viable witness.

More Coming....

................Hacker Data Erasure at this point......thru 3-28-2002!

UPDATE 4-1-2002 @ 5:56 P.M.: RED ALERT!!!....

Just discovered approximately ten minutes ago: This file was hacked! All the updates from 2-22-2002 to 3-28-2002 were erased since Saturday night March 30 after 5:00 PM.

I am currently verifying backups to determine how recent they are. I may need help from anyone who has downloaded or printed a copy of this page especially thru 3-28-2002.

Please standby.......

7:40 PM CST......

Ok folks.....I have at this time been able to find an update thru 3-11-2002. Due to quirk my backup service apparently only saved the file thru that date. It is being e-mailed to me presently.

I will need a copy of this file whether in print, html or text updating thru 3-28-2002.

Anyone who has a copy of this file beyond 3-11-2002 and preferably to present...3-28-2002 will be greatly appreciated. Don't forget to check your browser HISTORY files for a copy of the latest viewing. It would be under either "http://www.clik.to/aaetv" or similar or "https://www.angelfire.com/on2/aaelectronics/addupdates6-2k2.html". It could also be found in the "WINDOWS\TEMPORARY INTERNET FILES" as found in Explorer. Looking in History in the browser under the day you last viewed this update file should provide you with a copy of the file that you could send me! The file will end with the "html" extension.

A fast way to transmit the file will be to fax it to 630-536-2701 ext 9727 if printed or view the html file in your browser and then "select all" via the Edit menu in the browser and then copy and then paste to my email composer in this site or the composer in your e-mail and then send it to me or, copy it as an attachment to your e-mail and send it to me.

Your help will be greatly appreciated! Your soonest response will also be greatly appreciated.

In the event that I do not receive more recent backups I will have to time consumingly manually reconstruct the letters and communications and election information and non-recommendations that were among the data lost from 3-11 thru 3-28-2002.

Thank you for your help!

UPDATE 4-2-2002 @ 8:53 P.M.: FOLLOW UP ON THE HACKER DATA LOSS

No more input. So far there has been no additional files or feedback that can restore my updates past 3-11-2002.

PLEASE SEND ME ANY COPIES AS NOTED IN YESTERDAY'S UPDATE. ANYTHING THAT CONTAINS DATA SINCE 3-10-2002 ON IS ACCEPTABLE. DON'T BE BASHFUL. I WOULD RATHER HAVE TOO MANY RESPONSES THAN NONE AT ALL!

Thanks!

COURT TODAY:

Another continuance to toward the end of the month was gained with Naperville City in the false arrest scenarios. My motion to dismiss may be taken under advisement by Naperville attorneys for hopefully a non-suit.

Please keep this in prayer folks!

RECALL ON OR ABOUT 3-28-2002 @ ??:???.....MESSAGE FOR MY TWO VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIENDS:

I have not seen or heard from you since February 17, 2002. I hope and pray that all is well where ever you may be. You are kept in prayer daily and often throughout the day!

Your Very Very Special Friend,

With Love,

Scott.

Coming....

Metra's Bobby M.

Freedom of Information Denied at PD.....and more as I recall it!

LEGAL BILLING TO THE STUD

As you were prior warned, your lack or cooperation with providing the requested information and removal of yourself from the relationship has provoked the following legal fees due me for research on your case. I bill at $400.00 per hour and have consumed 2.5 hours on March 7, 2002. That totals to $1000.00 due on your account. You cannot say that you were not warned or given enough time to respond! (Warning dates will follow.)

Judges Moy, Rathje and Creswell election non-endorsement and election results.

UPDATE 4-3-2002 @ 6:40 P.M.: MORE FOLLOW UP ON THE HACKER DATA LOSS

The extent of the damage to this file amounted to approximately a little more than half of its content.

Prior to the destruction or hacking the file contained 266 KB of data. After the damage was done it contained only approximately 118 KB of data. The interesting observation is that the file readout in the web site directory still showed the original 266 KB of data. Only when it was saved afresh did it show the 118 KB of data actually viewed in raw HTML. The date on the file listing the 266 KB of data still retained the original save date of 3-28-2002.

The fact that the data has been found missing is the same pattern of conduct that has been occurring as early as August of 1999 when this site was originally set up. The data changes but the original file statistics remain as originally saved.

The file has now been restored to approximately 226 KB of data. I believe the stories that I have listed in the update just prior to today's should absorb the difference of 40 KB of data.

Please standby for more recovery articles that will appear as soon as possible!

YOUR HELP IS STILL NEEDED!

IF YOU VIEWED THIS PAGE ANY TIME SINCE 3-10-2002 IN MICROSOFT INTERNET EXPLORER, (NETSCAPE SHOULD BE SIMILAR), PLEASE CHECK YOUR BROWSER HISTORY.

YOU CAN FIND THAT HISTORY UNDER "VIEW" AND THEN "EXPLORER BAR" AND CLICK ON "HISTORY".

YOU SHOULD CLICK ON "VIEW" IN THE HISTORY WINDOW AND SELECT "BY DATE".

THEN SELECT THE CALENDAR THAT HAS THE DATE YOU LAST VIEWED THIS FILE.

CLICK ON THE "ANGELFIRE.LYCOS" OR "CLIK.TO/AAETV" FOLDERS AND LOOK FOR THE FILE "addupdates6-2k2.html".

YOU SHOULD THEN BE ABLE TO COPY THE DATA TO A FLOPPY OR TO YOUR UPLOAD DIRECTORY AND THEN SEND IT TO ME AS AN ATTACHMENT.

UPDATE 4-4-2002 @ 2:06 P.M.:........RED ALERT!!! SOMEONE MISSED A COURT DATE!

Upon verification a person who had a bench trial set for this morning at 8:30 AM did not show up. The standard operating procedure for such non-appearances is an arrest warrant issuing.

Some quick phone calls and the like to the clerk and the states attorney may avert such repercussions!

7:47 PM No responses to my requests for web page backups.....please check and see if you have a backup as noted in yesterdays notes!

Subpoenas are being prepared for various and sundry individuals including a certain police department that blows off ultimatums to produce or face Federal scrutiny!

UPDATE 4-5-2002 @ 2:22 P.M.:........RE: SOMEONE MISSED A COURT DATE! It would be nice if that someone could let me know that this message was received and acted on recently. You can respond without return address if you like via my e-mail form handler!

For authentication purposes you could let me know what your middle initial stands for and what the European version of my last name is as I once related to you plus the two items that you bought for me on December 21, 2001 and the one small rectangular item, (that has that global positioning transmitter inside of it....Ha! Ha! Ha!), that I believe you purchased yourself that I intended to purchase when I bought the computer that you offered to buy me with that rectangular item on January 5, 2001!

If I don't get a response during this weekend I will liaison through a third party to confirm that you have become aware and are acting on your circumstances!

Using my web site's e-mail form handler should provide more privacy than a standard company interface or carrier.

UPDATE 4-5-2002 @ 4:32 P.M.:........THOUGHTS ABOUT THE STUD

The question is not "I think therefore I am" or "To be or not to be" it is did he use the date rape drug on her and her sister or didn't he. Did he sneak it into their food and / or drink or what? Circumstantial evidence sure points to it.

Persons with the high standards and long term goals of God centered living like My Very Very Special Friends don't just throw that away to a STUD magically!

Remember folks, My Very Very Special Friend said in just the last few years....and I quote:

"What I am looking forward to in my life is a real question. I want some craziness, some righteousness, some wisdom and always always, I want God to be the center of my life (yep!!!!)"

No, something else was going on here folks. That is why I am so convicted that the STUD not only seductively date raped my friends but did so very possibly with the aid of the date rape drug! How else can a woman so easily submit to such an unethical intrusion and abuse especially when she had planned on being with someone else (a number of times and at least one of those times she even reminded me of the date!),...and that being me and that in the context that we had originally met...Christian Spiritual bonding and friendship!

STUD'S conduct certainly was not in the context of ".....and always always, I want God to be the center of my life (yep!!!!)". It was selfish hedonistic pursuits especially with the goal of controlling the sisters and eliminating me from the picture. How else does one so easily and expeditiously and suddenly turn the tables in the lives of two young sisters who have committed themselves to the God centered life?!

No, the sisters went down too easily and suddenly. Something else was going on here folks!

No STUD. Longevity of knowing an individual does not justify taking license with my friends and assuming a right to intimacy especially when I am involved!

STUD betrayed egregiously the very special trust My Very Very Special Friends' year and a half "friendship" with him had developed!

And now for the kicker.....STUD has during this period of time been learning the Holy Roman Catholic Catechism and matriculating into the membership of the Holy Roman Catholic Church! Yes, you heard me right! He knew the Holy Roman Catholic Canon that he knew the sisters were committed to.

Ironically, he just started taking Holy Eucharist at Mass in approximately the last month and a half!

Should the STUD be participating in the Holy Eucharist? Whatever happened to 1 Corinthians 11:27-32 (KJV) STUD?:

"27 Wherefore whosoever shall eat this bread, and drink this cup of the Lord, unworthily, shall be guilty of the body and blood of the Lord. 28 But let a man examine himself, and so let him eat of that bread, and drink of that cup. 29 For he that eateth and drinketh unworthily, eateth and drinketh damnation to himself, not discerning the Lord's body. 30 For this cause many are weak and sickly among you, and many sleep. 31 For if we would judge ourselves, we should not be judged."

A thought about penance.... when a priest directs his confessor to do penance.... does it not include not only so many "Hail Mary's" and time in prayer and abasement but ALSO a remuneration toward those transgressed against???? I have not seen any STUD! And how are you going to remunerate on the deep maiming that you have done to My Very Very Special Friends’ and my spiritual and emotional lives?

Bottom line folks, STUD knew exactly what he was doing to me and the sisters especially in the context of Holy Roman Catholic Cannon spiritually, ethically, and morally, just like he knew exactly what he was doing with my computers that he ejected illegally into the Naperville Riverwalk Pavilion almost 30 minutes after park closing at midnight willfully and wantonly breaking laws and statutes, (criminal trespass and illegal dumping, not to mention theft of property, computer fraud and deception among others), of Naperville and its park district and leaving them exposed to the elements and other potential criminal pursuits for over approximately 6 hours before I found out about them!

STUD willfully and wantonly with reckless disregard for the Canon of the Holy Roman Catholic Church, the sacred commitment of the two sisters in their Holy Roman Catholic Church doctrine did cause them to become living in sin as the Holy Roman Catholic Church teaches EVEN WHILE HE WAS MATRICULATING INTO THAT VERY CHURCH'S MEMBERSHIP WITH THE CHURCH'S DOCTRINES AND CANON FRESH IN HIS MIND! SELAH!

Prenuptial marriage vows don't cut it STUD in HOLY ROMAN CATHOLIC DOCTRINE AND CANON! You dragged the sisters into living in sin! You will be held accountable for that "my" son!

Keep in mind that Illinois Case Law shows that date rape can and does happen among people who have known each other for long periods of time and even those who have had sexual intercourse prior. Date rape does not necessarily have to be a new person encountered!

UPDATE 4-6-2002 @ 12:24 P.M.:........THOUGHTS TO MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND

"What I am looking forward to in my life is a real question. I want some craziness, some righteousness, some wisdom and always always, I want God to be the center of my life (yep!!!!)"

When I found the above quote in your web site I was elated! I felt deep down that this quote was you even before I read it. I felt we had a special Providential meeting on December 21, 2001 that was not planned by man. I feel that STUD blew that up. Keeping in mind the thought often incorporated in marriage vows...."what God hath joined let no man put asunder"...also applies to friendships! I don't think STUD has nor had any right to "put asunder" our friendship. He did it with total disregard to you and me before God. He did his dirty work dishonestly and with truly selfish and ill intentions. You don't need that kind of guy in your life and that is why I have told him to get out of your life or I would litigate. I am putting great effort in my preparations to litigate in righteousness against STUD. He is not off the hook no matter what happens at this point. As Love enables I will continue to "police" this man of disrepute!

You and I have already had "some craziness". How about listening to some "righteousness, some wisdom" so that God can continue to be the center of your life! I seriously don't believe that any further contact with the STUD can bring about God being the center of your life with the track record he has in your relationship. He is doing just the opposite of what you have directed for your life to enjoy and he is leading you down the "golden path" whispering his sweet nothings into your ear! After all your reputation does count.... doesn’t it? Does he really care about that? His actions speak louder than his words. He has subtly sucked you into this dilemma. Can you extract yourself from it? Pray about it my VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND! Don't be perfunctory in your faith.... let it be real and get the infection out before the "water" is taken and surrendered into the "tea" and the "tea" and thee becomes the tea with the "tea's" reputation to boot to paraphrase the Blackberry Sage tea of Republic of Tea Company wisdom as stated on its label.

Oh, and as far as STUD saying that I have a police record.....I challenge you to get the context of each "record". I think that anyone with any common sense and intellect can see that each of these "alleged" records were pure political hits designed to degrade me with pure technocratic lies. Check the court records especially in the Dorta Case and the current Naperville Case. They are classic examples of ignoring and suppression of Prima Facie facts and the truth. It is clear that these records are nonsense and engineered to dirty my name and character not to mention distract me from a productive life. Every single record is clearly a sham perpetrated to destroy my good name and me and certainly not pursued in the spirit of "truth, justice and the American Way". Look at what they have done to my business of 20 years! Think about some of the tickets you have gotten. Have they reflected the truth?

The crux of interpretation of a person's reputation and police background is NOT whether he has a police record but rather are the records accurate and honest! Politicos love to manipulate people and prevent them from realizing a full and normal life with false records! Analyze the records and use your own common sense as to your personal experience with an individual before you jump to conclusions! Don't let the politicos, (STUD included), manipulate and condition you with false information. Keep in mind, and I think you personally have experienced this yourself, that somehow certain people especially in this county have a way of making up stories, (untruths), about one's self and making them stick! Before you can disprove the allegation the damage has been done. That is what STUD and his friends are trying to do to me with you!

STUD IS CLEARLY PICKING AT "STRAWS" when he tries to point a finger at me. He needs a quick excuse to try to "smoke screen" and "red herring" his own debacle! Check, think and pray about it! Don't take him at face value! He is clearly a SLICK operator! He has made you think he loves you! Look carefully how he has achieved the effect. Evaluate carefully the dishonesty he has used to gain your confidence and alienate me from your "vocabulary"! SELAH!

Lazy minded self-serving morons will quickly point out someone has a record! The question is whether the record is a true representation of reality! In my case.... I think not! Having a record especially these days is not intrinsically an evil. It can actually, as in my case, be a badge of honor!

And as far as rumors or scuttlebutt goes.... I have yet to comment on gossip but the scriptures have. Have they not My Very Very Special Friend.... especially when you are in the service of Christ and his Love! (Yep!!!)

Now for the shocker, put on your seat belt if you use them, (of course if you don't you could accrue enough violations that you could get some jail time), STUD!

People in early Christian and Hebrew history like Joseph, you know the one who's family sold him into Egyptian slavery.... who was jailed.... and later became Governor of Egypt; Daniel.... the one that got thrown into the lions den; the three men who were thrown into the furnace; a guy called Samson; a man called St.Peter; a man called St. Paul and last but not least of many more..... a man called Jesus all had "police" records STUD! Of course all these people were undesirable convicts weren't they STUD!

SELAH!

Oh, and lest I forget STUD...when you copycat the wisdom of these pages be sure to give credit where credit is due.... IF she is still letting you speak to her...that you got the idea.... the thought.... the instruction in righteousness from the PORCUPINE QUILLS.... Scott’s web site!

UPDATE 4-6-2002 @ 4:50 P.M.:........MESSAGE TO MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND

It is now the second day since you missed your bench trial court date! How about an acknowledgement via my E-mail form handler as noted above! For my psychological peace of mind if not yours too! In positive anticipation of your kindness.... Thanks!

Have a nice weekend!

UPDATE 4-9-2002 @ 8:50 P.M.:........MESSAGE TO MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND AND OTHER USERS!

There appears to be a glitch in the e-mail form handler and apparently any e-mail messages sent via it are not getting to us. If you have sent us a message via the e-mail form handler provided in this site under click on e-mail or the like please send you e-mail again via another independent carrier and for privacy you can make up an e-mail address to use as yours to enter.

Again, PLEASE RESEND YOUR E-MAIL MESSAGES THAT WERE SENT VIA THE E-MAIL FORM HANDLER.

SEND THEM TO smail@dr.com.

UPDATE 4-10-2002 @ 4:07 P.M.:........UPDATE MESSAGE TO MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND AND OTHER USERS OF THE E-MAIL HANDLER!

........ THE E-MAIL FORM HANDLER IS NOW AVAILABLE AGAIN! CHECK IT OUT! PLEASE USE IT!!!

UPDATE 4-11-2002 @ 8:45 P.M.:........THANK YOU!

Consistently my supporters have come through! The food and cash support has been thoughtful. Please don't give up as I am just in the beginnings of litigation. I have been getting in late to my bench, as train connections have been untimely or missed. So if you don't see me at my usual location on the bench, hold on to your help, as surely I will be there down the week! God's blessings are certainly on you for your sensitivity! Thank You and God Bless!

.:DELAYS....

Delays will occur more frequently with my update news not because there is nothing to report but because I am giving more and more attention to litigious preparation. Currently I am preparing subpoena requests. Those of you who do receive a subpoena please keep in mind that for the most part subpoenas are procedural and formality due to interference from the STUD and his agents, the KING'S and their agents and certain police and politicos and their agents. Contextual information and background is needed for accuracy in my claims and investigations!

UPDATE 4-12-2002 @ 2:32 P.M.:........FOOD FOR THOUGHT! ESPECIALLY FOR THE STUD!!!

About a year or so ago I did a search on my name in the electronic phone books. I came up with somewhere around 79 entries for "Scott Huber" for the United States. In the state of Illinois I came up with several and more than one in the Chicago metropolitan area. Keep in mind that my personal name was not included in this tally. Who knows how many actual Scott Hubers actually exist in the world!

The point I am trying to stress is the fact that when you hear someone say Scott Huber did this or that or is this or that please keep in mind that there are more than one of my namesakes hanging around. Please be careful then to make sure that you don't mislead people as to which Scott Huber you are talking about. That includes lawyers and law enforcement officers as well. After all you don't want to hurt the wrong Scott Huber now do you!

In a similar vein if you do a search in your favorite search engine you will note that there are more than one A&A Electronics. Please be sure you know and clarify of which A&A Electronics you are talking about. This A&A Electronics does not need some other A&A Electronics' bad publicity.

Finally, make sure that when you accuse this A&A Electronics of a so called wrong doing make sure that you are not attributing a problem to a management problem that occurred prior to the current ownership or management. Ownerships and managements do change and so do policies or methods of operation. It is not accurate or honorable to accuse a person or company of problems that they personally had nothing to do with or control over!

Of course, if one should defame Scott Huber or A&A Electronics those namesakes could file a class action lawsuit. Class action lawsuits go on and on for years and years and years and cost and cost and cost!

Thanks,

Scott M. Huber
A&A Electronics

UPDATE 4-17-2002 @ 1:30 P.M.:........FOOD FOR THOUGHT!

People may think that I have, again, revealed too much of what has happened in my Romance "gone sour". I think I had to do what I have done here to preserve both My Very Very Special Friend and myself from the devastation that was occurring!

While the STUD was enjoying the benefits of premarital "prenuptial marriage vows" in a hedonistic way, strangely, I was getting the credit for his pleasure and license! This is why I felt it imperative that I reveal as much of his hedonism as possible so that the public from which I was taking the "hits" for his conduct knew just who was the real "STUD"!

I have tried intensely to minimize any damage to My Very Very Special Friend and try to get the message to her before she could become damaged by the STUD’S guile and deceit. No doubt some damage has occurred but the fact is the rumors that were going around "town" already had damaged my Very Very Special Friend as I was thought to be the male counterpart and I was hearing about it myself through innuendo and mockery in Naperville of all places!

It is clear that the rumors were emanating from somewhere. The Lord only knows but it could be very possible that the STUD had intended a character assassination of myself and My Very Very Special Friend from the beginning and maybe even prior to my encounter with my Very Very Special Friend! How people were tying me and she to the conjugal relationships and locations from where these orgasmic sounds were emanating beats me!

More on this later!

A PARALLEL BETWEEN THIS ROMANCE AND MY THEN "FAILED" ROMANCE OF 16 YEARS AGO:

It is clear to me that there is a parallel between my current Romance and the one I had 16 years ago. It is clear that in both scenarios the men that these women knew were men that they knew prior to my appearance on the scene. It is clear that in both cases these men were extremely out for themselves and would do almost anything to preserve their interests in their objects of attention.

It is clear that both the men in these relationships started to intercept any friendliness I had with the object of their intentions. It is clear that they were both calling the shots and creating the allegations that they wanted "their" women to espouse against me to get me out of their compromised involvement.

It is clear that both instigated police involvement under false pretenses to get the officers to do their dirty work and isolate me from my intended object of affection.

It is clear that they both made me to become the predator and them the knights in shining armor.

It is clear that in both cases the police acted over and above the call of duty in a negative way to enforce terse demands on my conduct to exit me from the relationship with the women.

In the first instance 16 years ago the object of my intentions was misled by the police to sue me. It cost her plenty.

In the second case of present the police acted,* as suggested by circumstantial evidence, in an overzealous way in the Wellness Check which caused My Very Very Special Friend to totally sever any contact with me whatsoever beginning on January 25, 2002.

In both cases I was made out to be a stalker, predator and what ever other volatile label they could put on me. In both cases the predator was the male calling the shots to the women and the police so to condition these parties to believe their lies as truth! Brainwashing I believe they call it!

Again it cost my first object of love double-digit financial loss and the allegations were proven not to be credible and the case was dismissed. Will the current object of my love be beguiled into believing the same and incur financial loss? Has she lost financially already? I hope not!

One thing for sure the first male adversary was well connected but he died of a heart attack! What will happen to my current adversary the STUD by the scepter of God?

Another thing for sure is that the STUD will also be sued, as was my first male adversary who lost paying the Supreme Sacrifice!

In the first scenario 16 years ago the police department that instigated the false advice that deliberately misled my object of affection into suing me was sued in Federal Court by me and lost some big double digit dollars as I have it in litigious related fees and the like! The current police department in the current scenario of my object of affection is headed that way also!

UPDATE 4-24-2002 @ 7:17 P.M.:........PHONE AND E-MAIL ALERT

PLEASE TAKE NOTE THAT THE ONEBOX.COM E-MAIL ADDRESS AND THE PHONE NUMBER ARE NO LONGER ACTIVE!

DUE TO ONEBOX.COM GOING TO A PAY ONLY SERVICE THEY HAVE DISCONTINUED OUR SERVICES.

ON APRIL 15, 2002 WE AT A&A ELECTRONICS BECAME AWARE THAT THEY WERE ONLY MAKING CREDIT CARD PAYMENTS AVAILABLE. WE IMMEDIATELY NOTIFIED THEM THAT WE WOULD LIKE TO MAKE OTHER ARRANGEMENTS TO PAY THE FEE AND THEY HAVE NOT RESPONDED EXCEPT THROUGH AUTOMAIL, WHICH SAYS THAT THEY WILL RESPOND.... EVENTUALLY.

THE PHONE NUMBER SERVICE WENT DOWN A COUPLE OF DAYS AGO. THE E-MAIL SERVICE WENT DOWN TODAY AS I HAVE OBSERVED.

WE ARE PATIENTLY WAITING FOR ONEBOX.COM TO RESPOND TO OUR PAYMENT REQUEST.

TO CONTACT US PLEASE USE OUR E-MAIL FORM HANDLER BY CLICKING ON THE "E-MAIL US NOW" OR SIMILAR LINK.

IF WE DON'T GET A RESPONSE FROM ONEBOX.COM IN A REASONABLE TIME WE WILL BE CHANGING OUR "CARRIER" SERVICE TO SOMEONE MORE RESPONSIVE!

THANK YOU!

UPDATE 4-25-2002 @ 12:18 P.M.:........STUD REPORT

Well folks, this morning at Mass guess who showed up? No, not My Very Very Special Friends but none other than the STUD! Of all persons to show up! He took Holy Eucharist but clearly he forgot about the part about letting a man examine himself before he partakes!

I reminded him about that after Mass as I walked him to his car. I informed him about the admonition in 1 Corinthians 11:27-32. I also informed him that when he does penance or reconciliation he also should be remunerating with those he has injured.

Examining one's self means undoing one's wrongs before partaking. Failure to examine one's self before taking the Holy Eucharist, scripture says, results in one becoming weak, sickly and even die! Look it up and believe it is not there for decoration either!

I informed him that he was in trouble both legally and financially and that I will take ten years of my life to do this if necessary. I informed him that I would drain his pocketbook and put him in PADS.

I further informed him that he "screwed up" two young ladies and that he was corrupting the Church slithering in an out as he does. I informed him he is a bastard of Satan. He needs to be shook up and waked up!

As usual he disrespectfully blew me off just like before he criminally disposed of my computers when he was challenged "in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit and through Christ's Blood" unto righteousness.

He had a lot of guts even showing up. Keep in mind that there has been no repentance to the girls or me as I have it. There has been no penance or reconciliation as I have it. I should be the first to know if he had! There have been no apologies for anything that has happened. Clearly he has a recalcitrant heart if a heart at all. He appears to have a conscience that has been seared as though with a hot iron!

The only communications that have come from the STUD are lies and deception in my experience and based on my observation of My Very Very Special Friend's conduct toward me, (that is the lies STUD has told them has clearly caused the shut down of my friendship's communications with them).

Back in late January or February there was the comment from him that my coming to Mass was a step in the right direction. I, with a positive and open-minded spirit, took that as a positive indication that My Very Very Special Friend was looking favorably on my attendance.

Unfortunately that was before I realized that he had betrayed my trust of him with My Very Very Special Friends. I have since had to revise that interpretation due to the fact that in reality STUD has never said anything kind to me yet and based on My Very Very Special Friend's reaction toward me, especially in the rose throwing incident of February 17, 2002, STUD has not said anything nice about me to others either! What he really meant and was doing was taking a cheap shot at my Spiritual character and suggesting that I was in need of "getting right" with God while he was licentiously dragging the sisters into a life of sin!

This life of sin as defined by Church Canon was what really turned on my alarm system especially after I was informed by the sisters of their strict adherence to Church Canon. If he could get two very dedicated "hard line conservative" Roman Catholics of considerable background in the faith and personal ministry to suddenly drop their guard and trust him and then he under the guise of a Roman Catholic mislead them into sin hooking them on the passion and that very possibly with the date rape drug..... The next step would be hard-core. It was clear to me that the triune sexual setting I was picking up on circumstantially showed a complete degradation of chastity and morals and that would lead into drugs and yes, prostitution. As they would become tired of the "old hat" sexual unions with the STUD he would then reach out for new and different experiences to satisfy them. In the context of the sisters not having a lot of money it would be a strong temptation and easy answer to financial burdens.

Since the STUD had already made them feel comfortable with an immoral sexual union with him with them believing he was in love with them and would not hurt them because he could be trusted because he knew them longer and because he was saving them from the "Evil Empire and Darth Vader" who he had labeled as Scott Huber they would be sucked into that vortex of crime one thing leading to another! Yes they would form a pact to never tell! Yes he would slither in and become their PIMP as I was suspicious of him in January apart from the sisters as I was getting the distinct impression that he was somehow trying to suck me into a compromising position and perhaps a sting so to justify his alienating me from the sisters as a whoremonger. It also occurred to me that he brainwashed the sisters into believing that whoremongering was what I was about. AMAZING!

In retrospect My Very Very Special Friend's unsettledness with my last one on one in car conversation with her in which I very candidly and honestly wanted her to know how much I cared for her that last Sunday on January 20, 2002 had overtones of her distrust and suspicion of his brainwashing her into believing that no matter what I told her my sole objective was just to get into her "pants". Note it was this following week that my Monday night meeting was missed by her and her sister as well as my Wednesday after work date at Burger King being blown off, the wellness check ensued on Thursday the 24th and my complete cut off from her by her occurred on the 25th of that same month!

The sudden loss of contact with the sisters alarmed me. I wondered if they had been murdered especially after the distress I detected the STUD had with my presence. If they would resist his control he might have put an end to them. There was motive for a crime against the sisters or one sister as she was more intensely reading my Internet pages and relating their content to the older sister and that the STUD could not allow because the sisters would find out who I really was and that would blow his game.

What happened on January 25, 2002 after the "wellness check" was a disaster that should never have happened! The STUD deliberately used the apparent mishap of police intrusion, as seems obvious to me and I think Subpoena will bear out, that I deliberately tried to embarrass and invade the privacy of My Very Very Special Friend and perhaps expose her apparent secret relationship with the STUD! I felt that I had to stop him in his tracks at that point or he would not only manipulate the sisters but me also. I think I have. Thanks be unto God!

One thing I have found out about STUD is that he sure is silently and subtly, under the surface of the water, presumptuous and cocked sure of himself in his 24 years on this earth. He knows it "all" and strangely he knows "all" about me in such a way to completely turn my friendship and love for the sisters completely inside out and draw their ire! I wonder how he has, (like the Kings of whom in total I actually had very little contact over the last 30 years of being acquainted with them); become such an authority on my character! It is amazing how this youth has arrived at the truth for everyone else and me, at 51, has yet to learn in his opinion! The scripture does say that if a man thinks he stands let him take heed lest he fall. We all have to strive to be circumspect STUD and that means you too!

It is clear that the STUD likes to talk behind my back and spread around malicious gossip about my character. It surprises me that My Very Very Special Friends never let me know what STUD was saying so to verify its authenticity. It is clear a lot of people like to talk behind my back and spread malicious rumor and gossip. It is clear a lot of people want to believe the gossip. It is clear that in my experience those that embrace such gossip so quickly are usually hiding something similar or worse in their own background and use the false rumor about me to take the heat off themselves!

Let there be no doubt that through out this web site I have provided for anyone to enlighten me with his or her opinions. I have only received one response from one party with reference to the abuse I was getting in the Downer's Grove Police Department restroom while using their hand dryers about a year ago.

I specifically petitioned the sisters to correct me on any accountings I have made in my site about them or whatever for that matter. I did the same in the votive page as well as in this update.

I HAVE RECEIVED NOTHING BUT SILENCE! SILENCE GENERALLY SUGGESTS TRUTH AND/OR GUILT! I AM STILL WAITING FOR A RESPONSE! I AM NOT ABOUT MAKING UP MALICIOUS STORIES. I JUST WANT THE SISTERS BACK IN MY CORNER AND WANT THE STUD OUT DUE TO HIS UNCONTESTED TRACK RECORD!

IF ANYONE HAS PUBLISHED AN ALTERNATE VIEW OF MYSELF OR THESE ACCOUNTS I WOULD SURE LIKE TO HAVE A COPY OF IT SO THAT I CAN SPECIFICALLY RESPOND TO IT!

IN THIS PARTICULAR CASE SILENCE IS NOT GOLDEN!

The record does not show the STUD to have a very good track record and I intend to explore that in a court of law sooner than later and all the "king's" horses and all the "king's" men will not be able to put Humpty STUD together again! SELAH!

The time for telling My Very Very Special Friend the whole truth and unbrainwashing and not sexually and psychologically controlling her and her sister is at hand STUD. You get her turned around and communicating with me as soon as possible as we were on December 21, 2001 or this litigation and financial vortex is going to get worse. You have the $1,000.00 bill with me already. I will pursue that in a court of claims in the very least! You are locked into litigation one way or the other STUD!

Obviously he has been listening to the wrong coach!

It has become very apparent that the STUD is a thief in the night like what appears to have happened on December 24, 2001 during the time that was to be my invite and then continued in intensity especially from circa January 20, 2002 through February 7, 2002. It is clear that he is NOT getting right with God himself but is going through the motions to impress the parishioners that nothing has happened and that he has nothing to worry about. In my case I position myself as John Paul Jones did when he said, "I have yet begun to fight"! SELAH!

Oh, and by the way, I can't wait to dig into his "coaches" when I find out who they are and I think I have a pretty good idea who they are.... time is running down "coaches" what are you going to do?! I think that there are going to be some real red faces at the least as this story unfolds!

YES STUD, I PLAN ON NAILING YOU DOWN TO THE ALLELES!!!!!!

In no way should this article or site be interpreted as a hostile move against the sisters. IN NO WAY AM I INTIMATING THAT THE SISTERS WERE ENGAGED IN PROSTITUTION. I had no indication in my experience that was a possibility. I am intimating that the STUD was subliminally getting them ready for it though. He has a unique ability to suck people into belief systems about other people and destroy the competition before his "facts" can be verified and thus get his objects of attention to do his bidding unquestioningly!

This article is merely an attempt to expose the STUD for what he is and how he operates so this harem master doesn’t take some other unsuspecting women to the “cleaners” and my tragedy with the sisters repeats itself with another like me!

* And STUD, If I find out you and the "boys" have been leveraging My Very Very Special Friend manipulating her into silence and slavery at work and elsewhere......GOD HELP YOU! Matthew 18:1-17 is not there for decoration! I will put legal legs to my prayers!

If My Very Very Special Friends object to specific content PLEASE LET ME KNOW AND I WILL MAKE APPROPRIATE ADJUSTMENTS AS MUTUALLY AGREED!

More on this later....this article will be modified and embellished as the Spirit and my spirit moves!

UPDATE 4-29-2002 @ 8:28 P.M.:........LATEST ON THE NAPERVILLE TRAINS STATION ARREST AND THE BENCH WARRANT ARREST On last Friday, April 26, 2002 I met with the Naperville City Legal Department. On entering the Legal Department office near the Mayor's office I encountered an older male individual in fairly casual dress that you might take for someone of little import. He addressed me and asked who I was looking for and I replied that I was looking for the head of the department and looked at my notes and indicated a Frank Cuneo and a Jill Wilger. I was told that Jill was a part timer and that she was not in but that he was Frank Cuneo.

He then asked me if I was a Mr. Hubenat or something like that. I replied Huber. He said ok Mr. Huber.

I indicated that I was there to discuss the case on my arrests regarding the use of the train station restroom for two minutes.

He got his counsel together and the City Social Worker Mary Voiland and we met in the conference room and began reviewing the case issues.

It was clear that these prosecutors were not interested in hearing the context of the allegations or the background leading up to the arrests. I had to interject and of course I was accused of interrupting as well. It appeared to be much of a one-way street with the city being the power in control.

I diplomatically and also forcefully addressed the issues not allowing myself to become intimidated. Intimidation appeared to be the order of the day, as everything appeared to be on their terms.

Knowing that I was dealing with unsavory points of view and attitude I challenged them in Christian Spirit specifically in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit and through Christ's Blood. That blew Mr. Cuneo away. He did not want to deal with it. He then asked his associated if he felt offended. The associated said well yes he felt kind of offended. I said that is where I am at this point. I said that I have come to deal with this in a spirit of love.

These men were quick to want me to leave if I digressed in any way from their predesigned formula for dealing with me. I was being railroaded but held my ground. I wanted to make sure that if these men had any spiritual commitment that they would not misunderstand who they were dealing with and on what terms ultimately we were dealing with each other.

About three times Mr. Cuneo wanted to throw me out and demanded I leave. These were each time after I tried to assert my constitutional rights and view point regarding false arrest and if need be Federal Action under Title 42, Chapter 21, Section 1981 et seq.

Because of the fact that they wanted to go to it in the courtroom and even Federally. I reminded them that I was a seasoned 20-year veteran of legal practice on my own behalf. I believe that I related that I took Bolingbrook and Judge Moy to Federal court and it cost some in the double digits to defend. I related more similar background information.

I related that I am the publisher and editor of the Porcupine Quills and immediately Mr. Cuneo got up from his chair as if in pain putting his hand below his butt and saying oh I feel it already. Indicating that he felt the quills in his butt.

I said I would be sure to write about this meeting and include the names. He blew me off.

Finally after some of these issues sinking in we were able to get down to the facts and context and background of the train station scenario.

The bottom line after our haggling and them breaking to mull it over was that they want me to take court supervision with no fines just court costs and a non conviction on the charges. I had Mr. Cuneo give it to me in writing. He felt that I was blowing off the offer but I said I would take it under consideration.

I will be having it evaluated by various and sundry attorneys.

Tomorrow I go in for the hearing and will opt for a continuance to have legal review the options.

More on this with more detail..... This is just a first draft!

UPDATE 5-1-2002 @ 1:35 P.M.:........LATEST ON THE NAPERVILLE RELATED COURT HEARING YESTERDAY

The hearing was shortly after 8:30 AM yesterday in Judge Lucas' courtroom. I presented my motion for a continuance asking for 30 days so to interview with various attorneys especially taking into consideration that I am under duress and financially strapped and was given a Trial date of June 18, 2002.

Obviously I will be interviewing attorneys!

I used the balance of the day at the courthouse researching for the STUD's cases. About 6 hours worth of reading and locating case law regarding STUD'S conduct. More research will be forth coming.

A BIG SURPRIZE TODAY! Just as I was thinking that My Very Very Special Friend was lost overseas she appeared at Mass this morning! I was glad to see her but only from across the church auditorium.

Time will only tell what will happen from here.

Glad you made it back in apparently good condition My Very Very Special Friend! It has been a long wait since I have not seen you since February 17, 2002. Glad that you came to Mass here!

Oh, and don't worry about what you said in the police report February 24, 2002. I have not seen it yet but I have already anticipated what it says. I know you were under a lot of pressure from STUD and I have taken that under consideration.

STUD is responsible and he is my object of focus on that one and we have recently talked so he knows where I am taking him!

I figure STUD may even be manipulating you with regard to your job success and promotions. Who knows what power he has over you since he works in your office. I don't know his rank with you or over you or how well connected he has been with upper management that could make life rough for you. So I am keeping an open mind and of course praying, as you know I have been doing!

UPDATE 5-1-2002 @ 7:56 P.M.:........TWO REWRITE ARTICLES FROM THE HACKER LOSS BETWEEN 3-11 & 4-28-2002

STALKING Being accused of stalking by you My Very Very Special Friend hurt badly. I, however, attribute that to the man that was controlling you so I am not likely to hold hard fast to believing that you really felt and feel that way about me.

If you think very carefully about all that we talked about in the month that we were communicating, including the phone messages, I think you will realize that my intentions for you were and are pure without criminal intent of any sort.

I think that you will note if anything that my intents for you are protective from just that, criminal activity!

If you feel you are being stalked or spied on may I suggest you look at STUD. I HAVE NEVER FOLLOWED YOU, STALKED YOU OR SPIED ON YOU. My getting the information I did from your car plates and door bell tag were all that my presence was about with you and STUD spotted me there back in February. Keep in mind that you never gave me your last name and I was completely in the dark as to who you really were at that time.

Keep in mind that I prior related to you that I have been stalked by these people that have been undoing my life perhaps for the last 30 years. These types of people are vicious, selfish, diabolical, insidious and who knows what else. They bow to the most low level tactics that one can imagine. My loss of my life's savings of property, business, heirlooms and the like are exemplary of their viciousness.

It no doubt impresses me that over the last 20 years each relationship, for the most part, that I have developed and / or bonded with over these years, (and more intensely in the last year), has been similarly intercepted or interfered with in a very short time after my friendship with the individual was established. I find that just too coincidental and would suspect stalking and networking against me and a brainwashing of my object of affection so to sever and destroy the relationship and at that both individuals’ life styles as the facts have shown.

Keep in mind that if these people are interfering with me they probably are trying to interfere with you so to bust us up and put us both down. If they stalk me they will stalk you. They will want you and lead you to believe that I am doing it but be observant and take notes, pictures and recordings and preserve the evidence for future analysis.

If I was involved I would not share with you how to catch these criminals.

I have NOT been spying on or stalking you. I have NEVER followed you, (except when in STUD's car the night we drove in different cars to your place). I have NEVER sent anyone on my behalf or and agent to spy, stalk or follow you.

Remember when I first met you I told you the people who have devastated my life have also tried to destroy my relationships.

I respect our privacy. If you recall when I was at your home I was trying to set you up with a computer for just the purpose of isolating your own computer from Internet invasions of privacy. I, unfortunately, have not to date been allowed to affect that implementation on your computer arrangement. If you recall I was very concerned about you having and keeping your privacy.

I have never invaded your home or "castle". When I was there I never snooped around your home. I stuck to my computers or slept when I was tired. I respected you and wanted to keep our friendship going and in fact I wanted to protect you and your interests out of respect for your helping me protect mine and perhaps regain my property rights.

You were and are family to me and I had no suspicion of you, nor was I in league with anyone else to find out about you. I accepted you at face value and only questioned your motives after STUD started to intercept my interests with you. I was not sure what was happening so I had to protect myself in case I was being "taken" or considered a "soft touch" similarly as you suggested you and your sister took the position later that you were two collage girls on their own from an overseas country.

Fear works both ways and STUD instigated it in our case. After the car door incident on January 26-27, 2002 and your hostility toward me that night I became fearful of you and did not trust STUD for fear he might try to do me in if I came back for another stay even if you had changed your mind at that time.

I do not look in your windows and watch your activities. I am straight up and honest and a regular guy as I think you and I took each other for when we met. I wait patiently and pray I'll be able to communicate directly and reciprocally with you.

I have done NOTHING to deserve this isolation and trashing that STUD has instigated through you!

You know I have insufficient cash and no vehicles with which to affect a spying, stalking or following of you. So please rest assured that if you are being spied on or stalked it is not from me or my corner of the world.

To paraphrase you in part in your wonderful wording...it is purely "THE FRUIT OF YOUR OWN IMAGINATION" instigated by STUD any perception you have that I or my agents were following, stalking, spying or snooping on you! I neither participated nor arranged for NO SUCH THING!

I ask you to show me when have I ever lied to you. I have never lied to you deliberately and by that I mean that sometimes we say things awkwardly and it may sound like an inconsistency but it really is not nor was intended to be a deception. Often you look up a work in the dictionary and you find that the same word can be taken or used by and individual negatively or positively. It is the attitude of the receiver that often governs how that word will be received.

I UNDERSCORE THIS ACCOUNT MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND WITH THE BONE CHILLING AND SOBERING WARNING THAT I TOO CAN BE SUBJECTED TO THE FATE OF THE LIERS OF ACTS 5:1-11 IF I TELL YOU AN UNTRUTH!

I pray for you and with you on these things My Very Very Special Friend!

I challenge STUD with that admonition regarding the truthfulness of his accountings of my character, lifestyle and accomplishments.

(This is a rough draft due for mechanical correction.)

ANOTHER OF STUD'S FALASIES...FREELOADING

Another of STUD'S instigations would be his accusing me of freeloading considering his mindset to knock me out of your mind as a valued friend. STUD, I perceive, in his efforts to degrade me in your eyes has focused on making me look like a street person, pariah, street urchin, jolly green giant, homeless person, freeloader and who knows what other volatile and inflammatory label he might try to affix to me.

As I told you my bench spot is my way of protesting Ameritech's, Naperville Police Department's, Dupage PADS', Circuit Judges Moy's and Creswell's, Dupage States Attorney Joe Birkett's, U.S. District Judges Hart's, Andersen's and Darrah's, Seventh Circuit Court Of Appeals' preferential enforcement and lack of enforcement of Rules, Policy, and Law in my experiences.

Being in such an obvious location on my bench keeps the issues before the people and politicians and the above named in a very cost effective way.

While sitting at "my" bench I am often extended donations that are not solicited anywhere other than on my Internet site as you well know and have participated. I do NOT panhandle or beg. I am given monies out of the compassionate hearts of men and women that know I have been egregiously short changed and wronged by a certain people and government who don't follow their own Rules, Policies, and Laws. Some give me monies out of pity. As long as the "green" comes in I really don't care what their motive is. Of course it is a plus when it comes out of compassion such as you originally extended to me.

I don't freeload anymore than you do. I receive the above noted donations similarly as a church or charity like United Way does.

My "organization" is just as important!

The record will show that my company and me have made major contributions to the community in many ways on a daily basis over especially the last 20 years.

When a people TRY to condition you to see things THEIR way and network to deny one basic rights under the law and thus collapse one's economics they show only their dishonesty, contempt and bigotry especially when they label one as freeloader or mooch.

Ironically I currently receive more from donations given me than I do from my business and that might even parallel my net income when my business was up and running as it was prior to August 1998. Obviously I was not rolling in it but at least making ends meet on critical fronts just like you have been and are now! SELAH!

So you see why I keep the bench! As I told a Du Page PADS volunteer at the Methodist church in Downers Grove last night when I took someone over there that was handicapped, "I don't attend PADS I have my own program called BENCHES! That is to say.... Better Efficiency Now Causing Healthy Environmental Success! SELAH!

As you will recall I was trying to reciprocate with you and your sister for your very special kindnesses in helping me by setting aside two of the computers I had obtained. I had told you that I wanted to set one up as a back up for your personal files so you could use your Internet computer isolated from your personal files. It was out of an act of concern about your privacy also that I was in progress to do this for you and your sister.

Also I had indicated that I was going to set up the second computer for your sister so that she would have her own personal computer to do what she wanted to do without interfering with your computer usage. As you will recall she was very interested in that option. Because of STUD's selfishness and bias he had me and the computers kicked out of your life. He has a lot of guts to call me a freeloader etc. SELAH!

So don't believe a word of STUD's when he tells you I am a freeloader and whatever rather he is a very inhospitable and selfish bigot that defamed my countenance in your eyes and those of the community. He had one interest and that was getting into your "pants" and he sold his soul to the Devil to do it! (Keep in mind that is the goal he said I was after so that whatever I said to you he brainwashed you to believe that I just wanted to get into your "pants"! Isn't the BIG BLACK POT CALLING THE little white kettle black? Does his brainwash jive with my original and continuing orientation that I discussed with you the night we first met with reference to serve Christ in the context of St. Paul when he said if you find a wife you have found a good thing but none the less he would rather that we be as he and concentrate our service to Christ?) He puts on a "good" religious show in church to hide his betrayal! SELAH!

How can you even be seen with STUD? How can you even sit with him in church? You will be better off sitting with me. Even with my economic difficulties you are in extremely better company and status! SELAH!

Do you want to live with a person like STUD who deceives you regularly for the rest of your life? Is that service to Christ and in keeping with your beautiful wish to keep God in the center of your life? Do you want to live with a chronic liar the rest of your life? Can you really trust someone that lies about such critical things now? I think not!

What else will he lie about to you in the future? SELAH!

STUD wanted to kill any good that was between us so to overwhelm you with his sexual virility. How long can that life style last My Very Very Special Friend. No wonder divorce rates are up over 50% in this country! SELAH!

I am also a male. I can do the same things he can but with love and affection for your heart too. My age has NOTHING to do with it and you know it! I told you I am young at heart and I think you know it! You just have not let me prove it to you! And just think, you don't have to put up with the lying and deceit that he regularly espouses in his life style which constantly pulls you down into the mud and compromises your life goals, vows and commitments if you let me more fully into your life again! SELAH!

Tender gentle enduring Christian love my Very Very Special Friend not STUD's short termed hedonism candy coated with lies and religiosity! SELAH!

FYI.... To satisfy the curiosity of those who aren't familiar with the term "SELAH" of which I have periodically used throughout this site, it comes from the Hebrew and is usually found in the book of Psalms. It is thought to mean "THINK OF THAT!" and is employed to express extra emphasis on what has been said.

More coming....

(THIS IS ALSO A ROUGH DRAFT!)

UPDATE 5-3-2002 @ 9:28 P.M.:........FYI MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND

Since you have been attending your church again recently, I don't want you to think that I am avoiding you. Since you filed the police report on February 24, 2002 I am bound not to approach you! They told me that you wanted no contact. So unless you approach me or sit with me I have to comply with the police directive as I see it right now unless you have the police contact me at my e-mail address or directly and let me know that you have discontinued your police request for no contact.

I would be glad to interface with you and communicate and clear up the confusion. However until you make the first move I have to be careful!

I am just so pleased to see you again back in your home church. I just believe you have to make a clean break with STUD otherwise you are fooling yourself it appears to me!

UPDATE 5-5-2002 @ 13:53 P.M.:........FYI MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND (THIS IS A ROUGH DRAFT)

Dialog and honesty are the best policies. I think you will recall that that was one of the first things that came out of my mouth when I first met you. I also said that if we did not have dialog people would get hurt. It is clear that people have gotten and are getting hurt because we don't have any dialog. You and me and your sister!

It is so easy just to get together and have some dialog and lighten our burdens. When a person is not honest the dishonesty snowballs. The question is why? Why did the sudden cutoff of our friendship and association occur? What did I do that could have been wrong?

As I said their are third parties that are instigating a rift between you and me and your sister. STUD was the initiator as I see it. He utilized some of my enemies to dump on me and make me look bad to you. It appears, as I said before, STUD made a deal with the devil.

I hope you did not also make a deal with the devil.

I don't know who the lady was who was with you and I don't know what is going on but I could tell you very somewhat intense about something this morning in Mass.

How about some friendly truth. You just don't seem to perceive that I am capable of handling the truth. Lets talk it over. I am a gentle and listening person. I have been aroung the block before. How about trusting me.

It appears to me someone in addition to STUD has brainwashed you and you can't get out of it. How about talking it over in spite of their programming.

Reading between the lines someone of authority has indoctrinated you to believe something that is not true and is being used to hold over my head. How about letting me in on it so that we can both deal with it before the Lord of Love and release both of our burdens.

Additionally, let me reemphasisize that when I have said that I have not followed you I HAVE NOT FOLLOWED YOU in any knowing way. That is to say that if you saw me some place and I did not see you perhaps I was behind you or enroute to the same destination and you perceived me as following you. As I said before I too am responsible to the Holy Spirit as in Acts 5:1-11. If I was behind you at any time and did not know it I was not stalking you. We do have similar interests and thus perhaps we would naturally be found in the same vicinities however, I was not there because I knew you were there other than Church which I believe you invited me to yourself in the month of January.

I sense that you feel I lied. You just refuse to trust me and that just blows my mind because before the Holy Spirit as in Acts 5:1-11 I have never lied to you in any way that I am aware of and certainly if my story did not jive with your observation it may be because of coincidence.

Trust me and the Holy Spirit in me that I am telling you the truth. Keep in mind that the people that have been wreaking my life for the last say 30 years are vicious, diabolical, insideous and need to control people. Obviously what I told you has happened to me as noted in this web site is clearly an ensampling of what I have been through.

Keep in mind that these people have spent large amounts of money to do the damage to me that they have over such a long period of time. Also note that you see how dishonest they are. Keep in mind that they will also try to put you and your sister and whoever in a bind so that they can manipulate you to do their bidding for their political motives.

Keep in mind that these people can hire professional look alikes to make you think I am stalking you. Keep in mind that they have the sophistication to put me in videos and pictures doing activities that I am in reality not doing. They are slick and they could also be not only criminal but also government interests trying to shut down my life for ever. Help me get these guys! I need your honesty and support. Don't let them intimidate you to shut your mouth while you see me destroyed. Let it out My Very Very Special Friend.

I am not the one trying to enslave you they are. In my opinion the police you have been doing business with are NOT on the level with you or me. They are manipulating both of us against each other either because someone slipped them some green, as I suspect STUD or his agents have, so to influence you against me. What happened at the wellness check on January 24 and 25 is a good example. You have to tell me everything that happened that night so this can be dealt with by HONEST authorities.

You by now know that I am not a dummy or street person and the like as STUD tried to brainwash you into believing. So how about getting this out in the open with me and take the pressure off both you and me and we can be one in Christ again and certainly friends.

Because you have not answered me or given me e-mail or conversation you have forced me to communicate with you publically and, as I said before, made this worse that it had to be and wasted a lot of my time and energy not to mention my love.

Just think if you had picked up the phone when I called you. None of this would have happened. Just think if you would have let me know about your change in plans when we were scheduled for our afterwork 2 for $2 date. Just think what would not have happened if you had picked up the phone when I called you warning you with a 15 minute cushion that I was going to call the police for a wellness check. Just think about the wonderful friendship we would have if you would have communicated with me more frequently.

Pray hard about it and maybe next Mass or so you can let me in on the big secret and a lot of pressure, paranoia and feeling of betrayal can be eliminated from your conscience and heart. Keep in mind that the people who have been hurting me will not stop at lying. They flaunt and test Acts 5:1-11 and God's patience. They do what they want to do and flaunt it arrogantly.

These people may be trying to manipulate you into believing a lie and thus robbing you of friends that could only embellish your life for the better. I think you know that I was safe when we met on December 21, 2001. Lets pick it up from there. You have access to my web pages on my personal site. I told you about me like you told me about yourself. I see your site and have no reason to disbelieve it. Why disbelieve mine? Why were you or are you afraid of me? I need you to level My Very Very Special Friend and give me some closure of these mysteries that are driving me "mad". You certainly would like the same if our rolls were reversed!

I am an extremely listening and kind person give me a try and lets talk PRIVATELY NOT HERE!

BELIEVE IT OR NOT MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND...WHAT YOU THINK IS PERMANENT DAMAGE CAN BE UNDONE....GIVE ME A CHANCE AND LETS TALK DIRECTLY! BELIEVE IT OR NOT I AM TRYING TO BE CAREFUL FOR YOUR SAKE.....HELP ME OUT AND LETS TALK AND TELL ME WHO I SHOULD NOT BE TALKING TO AND I WILL DO ALL I CAN TO COMPLY WITH YOU....I WANT YOU BACK...I DON'T WANT TO ALIENATE YOU.... AS GOD ENABLES! IT IS NOT "ALL" YOUR FAULT....LETS TALK!

ON ANOTHER FRONT.....

Which do you think it is, the "prodigal son" or the "worse than an infidel" syndrum?

More on this line of thought later!

I am off to lunch folks! If someone wants to talk I am up at the local Mc Donald's ,(in the town were you go to church and live), in about a half hour from 3:10 PM which is now and I should be there for at least an hour. We can go from there!

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