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UPDATE 5-14-2002 @ 10:25 A.M.:........MORE GARBAGE FOLKS!

Last night I was told that I may no longer use the Lisle Public Library Facilities. I was banned under false pretenses. I am still sorting out the trash so bear with me. I will be contacting the library director before I define further the circumstances.

I will say though that there appears to be a clandestine attempt to destroy my rapport and character among Lisle public. This may be a repercussion by the Lisle Police Department. It is clear that Lisle Police Department and especially Chief Damico has been disrespectful to my stature in the community as a businessman as well as a Christian and that his refusal to meet with me in person on issues of false police reports are clearly discriminatory tactics that are evidently being encouraged at the library.

The library security men have clearly demonstrated a similar bias to my presence and are interfering with my equal access rights.

A criminal act against my person and the People of the State of Illinois occurred last evening at the library and when I reported it it was not handled properly and evidence suggests that it was an entrapment that I saw through and neutralized and THEY did not like it!

THOSE PATRONS THAT WERE THERE LAST NIGHT AND SAW THE GOINGS ON ARE REQUESTED TO CONTACT ME VIA MY E-MAIL

More on the specifics after I determine if my equal access rights at the library are restored or not after discussion with the library director.

Simply put another CHEAP SHOT was tendered me last night at the Lisle Public Library.

UPDATE 5-13-2002 @ 5:53 P.M.:........ VENTING!

Folks, you have heard the scripture that says if you spare the rod you spoil the child, right?

Well I think there are some library employees and police and a certain STUD that need that rod applied to their SOUTH ENDS so hard that their HEMORIDS will be hanging out their mouths! I have been patient and now they have pushed the BUTTON!

Today I have informed certain leadership in the community of the episode last night. I have seen some sad "reunions" at MASS this morning and am sadly suspect that STUD has again spread around malicious gossip based on last night's events. I informed him in the presence of My Very Very Special Friend that I am going to put him in jail. If it takes me the next 15 years he can plan on it. I HAVE BEEN PATIENT! He thinks that I will just blow away folks!

Those of you that know me....Do I blow away?

A certain young lady knows my heart and she knows the truth and yet she is seen with a person that is clearly NOT DEALING WITH A FULL DECK. I am worried that it will rub off on her and for that concern I continue to pray for her daily through out the day and above all I pray WITH HER that she will come to the knowledge of what has really been going on and how she has clearly been cheated out of a wonderful relationship because of her "friend's" clear cut selfishness and wrong doing.

As I said before I intend to prosecute him in addition to what I can get the government to do. He needs a swift kick in the SOUTH END with no reservations!

Indeed Lisle Police Department has a lot of questions to answer. Presently their attorneys are delaying the release of the malicious report filed about me February 24, 2002. They claim that for me to have it is an invasion of privacy. They clearly are headed for a Federal Court dual at 219 South Dearborn Street in Chicago if things don't turn around in my legitimate favor real quick!

More on this later!

UPDATE 5-15-2002 @ 11:40 A.M.:........HACKING!

Again folks this page was hacked. My last entry above from yesterday was erased. I just noticed it missing this morning as I do a security check to detect such intrusions. I have restored that entry above!

UPDATE 5-15-2002 @ 8:25 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend & Love!

It is my most important goal to achieve direct communications with you! Please honor my request. It is certainly considered good Christian hospitality to communicate. Lets talk! Lets get these "boogey men" out of the closet and get rid of the darkness! How about it My Very Very Special Friend & Love.

I think you know that I am an understanding and open minded person. Not giving me a chance to deliver is not fair. How about the same consideration I am sure you would want if you were in my "shoes". Lets verbally communicate. Even e-mail would be wonderful! A lot of misunderstanding can be undone if we communicate!

P.S.: I left early this morning and went to the library where it is quiet to pray because I cannot take the distraction from a certain male when he is praying out loud! In this kind of situation SILENCE is Golden when it involves him.

Your praying I can listen to anytime because your voice is like the highest of quality music to me! SELAH!

UPDATE 5-21-2002 @ 6:49 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend & Love!

Here are some verses set forth in the readings of Mass the last few mornings adding a couple of verses to the first selection for context and in Chapter 4 with the full context of the chapter. I think they speak for themselves about circumstances the STUD has ensnared you, My Very Very Special Friend, into as a subtle infection that can overtake the body.

You heard them. STUD heard them. It does not hurt to review them here!

This is why I take into account that all the negative that you do toward me is not really your fault as STUD has conditioned and "colloidally" involved you subtlely when your guard was down and you were vulnerable. You know...the I am the water and he is the tea which if given to the other becomes me concept. This is why I can say don't worry about what you said in the police report of which I have yet to see! As I said before it would have to be simply devastating before I could ever take legal action against you.

Now STUD's acts are already devastating.

James Chapter 3: (KJV)

10 Out of the same mouth proceedeth blessing and cursing. My brethren, these things ought not so to be. 11 Doth a fountain send forth at the same place sweet water and bitter? 12 Can the fig tree, my brethren, bear olive berries? either a vine, figs? so can no fountain both yield salt water and fresh. 13 Who is a wise man and endued with knowledge among you? let him shew out of a good conversation his works with meekness of wisdom. 14 But if ye have bitter envying and strife in your hearts, glory not, and lie not against the truth. 15 This wisdom descendeth not from above, but is earthly, sensual, devilish. 16 For where envying and strife is, there is confusion and every evil work. 17 But the wisdom that is from above is first pure, then peaceable, gentle, and easy to be intreated, full of mercy and good fruits, without partiality, and without hypocrisy. 18 And the fruit of righteousness is sown in peace of them that make peace.

Chapter 4:

1 From whence come wars and fightings among you? come they not hence, even of your lusts that war in your members? 2 Ye lust, and have not: ye kill, and desire to have, and cannot obtain: ye fight and war, yet ye have not, because ye ask not. 3 Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts. 4 Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God. 5 Do ye think that the scripture saith in vain, The spirit that dwelleth in us lusteth to envy? 6 But he giveth more grace. Wherefore he saith, God resisteth the proud, but giveth grace unto the humble. 7 Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. 8 Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded. 9 Be afflicted, and mourn, and weep: let your laughter be turned to mourning, and your joy to heaviness. 10 Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and he shall lift you up. 11 Speak not evil one of another, brethren. He that speaketh evil of his brother, and judgeth his brother, speaketh evil of the law, and judgeth the law: but if thou judge the law, thou art not a doer of the law, but a judge. 12 There is one lawgiver, who is able to save and to destroy: who art thou that judgest another? 13 Go to now, ye that say, To day or to morrow we will go into such a city, and continue there a year, and buy and sell, and get gain: 14 Whereas ye know not what shall be on the morrow. For what is your life? It is even a vapour, that appeareth for a little time, and then vanisheth away. 15 For that ye ought to say, If the Lord will, we shall live, and do this, or that. 16 But now ye rejoice in your boastings: all such rejoicing is evil. 17 Therefore to him that knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin.

Does this sound like something I have been talking about in these updates? Did I not warn you? Will you continue with him? Food for thought!

UPDATE 5-23-2002 @ 7:24 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend & Love!

STUD's "free" gift is coming soon. Don't let him pull the "wool" over your eyes. It is pay up time for STUD!

I missed you today at Mass. It hurt. I trust that attempt he made earlier this week has not been executed!

I meant every word you heard me tell him! As I told him HE STOLE SOMETHING FROM ME. Yes something very precious. Will YOU let him get away with it?

Penance during Mass also means Reconciliation. There has been NO reconciliation thus there should be no participation in the HOLY EUCHARIST: 1 Corinthians 11 (KJV) "27 Wherefore whosoever shall eat this bread, and drink this cup of the Lord, unworthily, shall be guilty of the body and blood of the Lord. 28 But let a man examine himself, and so let him eat of that bread, and drink of that cup. 29 For he that eateth and drinketh unworthily, eateth and drinketh damnation to himself, not discerning the Lord's body. 30 For this cause many are weak and sickly among you, and many sleep." "Sleep" means Die STUD...by God's directive not man's!

As the saying goes: " JUSTICE GRINDS EXCEEDINGLY SLOW BUT EXCEEDINGLY FINE"! Right down to the "alleles"....FIFTEEN OR MORE LONG YEARS STUD IF THAT IS WHAT IT TAKES. I AM pursuing any and every angle the Lord enables me to find. And you know I AM praying MUCH for that inspiration, discernment and enablement. This is not just a legal battle it is a HOLY WAR! You are testing me and God STUD!

Hebrews 4:12 (KJV) "For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart."

I reassert my LOVE My Very Very Special Friend & Love!

UPDATE 5-24-2002 @ 8:45 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend & Love!

I am sorry I was late! Trains, nature and timing you know. It was good to see YOU at Mass this morning!!!! You made my day!!!!

UPDATE 5-25-2002 @ 11:40 A.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend & Love!

I thought we might of had an improvement in your Reconciliation. I was sorry once again to see your reunion and isolationism with the STUD after MASS while praying.

Deja vu!

I think and facts will bear out that your “friend” is misleading you. You clearly FEEL for him in his devastation of reality. It is clear that you are trying to lift him up but why?

He has clearly wronged you and your sister in my observation. I clearly have given you the facts straight from my heart. Why do you seek to hurt me and sooth the one who has truly hurt you and your sister.

Explain why your sister did not apparently come back from your trip with you! Is she not embarrassed by this whole ordeal.

STUD is not a kid. He took on ADULT issues and actions. He has to be responsible for his actions. He clearly has wronged you, your sister, God and me.

There is strong evidence that he and maybe you have been approaching my enemies for advice. (I want to know who you and/or STUD may have had contact!) How horrible! That is like seeing when the Jews chose Barabbas over Christ! You chose the lies of STUD and my enemies over the love of the Lord in me!

Matthew 27: (KJV) “1 When the morning was come, all the chief priests and elders of the people took counsel against Jesus to put him to death: 2 And when they had bound him, they led him away, and delivered him to Pontius Pilate the governor. 3 Then Judas, which had betrayed him, when he saw that he was condemned, repented himself, and brought again the thirty pieces of silver to the chief priests and elders, 4 Saying, I have sinned in that I have betrayed the innocent blood. And they said, What is that to us? see thou to that. 5 And he cast down the pieces of silver in the temple, and departed, and went and hanged himself. 6 And the chief priests took the silver pieces, and said, It is not lawful for to put them into the treasury, because it is the price of blood. 7 And they took counsel, and bought with them the potter's field, to bury strangers in. 8 Wherefore that field was called, The field of blood, unto this day. 9 Then was fulfilled that which was spoken by Jeremy the prophet, saying, And they took the thirty pieces of silver, the price of him that was valued, whom they of the children of Israel did value; 10 And gave them for the potter's field, as the Lord appointed me. 11 And Jesus stood before the governor: and the governor asked him, saying, Art thou the King of the Jews? And Jesus said unto him, Thou sayest. 12 And when he was accused of the chief priests and elders, he answered nothing. 13 Then said Pilate unto him, Hearest thou not how many things they witness against thee? 14 And he answered him to never a word; insomuch that the governor marvelled greatly. 15 Now at that feast the governor was wont to release unto the people a prisoner, whom they would. 16 And they had then a notable prisoner, called Barabbas. 17 Therefore when they were gathered together, Pilate said unto them, Whom will ye that I release unto you? Barabbas, or Jesus which is called Christ? 18 For he knew that for envy they had delivered him. 19 When he was set down on the judgment seat, his wife sent unto him, saying, Have thou nothing to do with that just man: for I have suffered many things this day in a dream because of him. 20 But the chief priests and elders persuaded the multitude that they should ask Barabbas, and destroy Jesus. 21 The governor answered and said unto them, Whether of the twain will ye that I release unto you? They said, Barabbas. 22 Pilate saith unto them, What shall I do then with Jesus which is called Christ? They all say unto him, Let him be crucified. 23 And the governor said, Why, what evil hath he done? But they cried out the more, saying, Let him be crucified. 24 When Pilate saw that he could prevail nothing, but that rather a tumult was made, he took water, and washed his hands before the multitude, saying, I am innocent of the blood of this just person: see ye to it. 25 Then answered all the people, and said, His blood be on us, and on our children. 26 Then released he Barabbas unto them: and when he had scourged Jesus, he delivered him to be crucified. 27 Then the soldiers of the governor took Jesus into the common hall, and gathered unto him the whole band of soldiers. 28 And they stripped him, and put on him a scarlet robe. 29 And when they had platted a crown of thorns, they put it upon his head, and a reed in his right hand: and they bowed the knee before him, and mocked him, saying, Hail, King of the Jews! 30 And they spit upon him, and took the reed, and smote him on the head. 31 And after that they had mocked him, they took the robe off from him, and put his own raiment on him, and led him away to crucify him.“

Hebrews 2:3 (KJV) “How shall we escape, if we neglect so great salvation; which at the first began to be spoken by the Lord, and was confirmed unto us by them that heard him;”

Look at me closely. Do you really see in me and about me what they say about me? I THINK NOT! They woo you with their “power” but it is hollow. BE CAREFUL! Remember, someone wanted some WISDOM?

James 3:17 (KJV) “But the wisdom that is from above is first pure, then peaceable, gentle, and easy to be intreated, full of mercy and good fruits, without partiality, and without hypocrisy.”

The question I have is why???? Why this hostility when I have been genuinely and spiritually on your side trying to help you think this dilemma through! Why snub me when it is he that has wronged you. He has made you think he loves you and gave you sex and told you to dump me. Did you sell out God being the center of your life for sex? You could have had that IN marriage with me and not give up the God centered life.

1 Corinthians 4:7 “For who maketh thee to differ from another? and what hast thou that thou didst not receive? now if thou didst receive it, why dost thou glory, as if thou hadst not received it?”

You know that any truthful and honest social worker, psychologist, psychiatrist, priest, minister and Jesus Christ through his Holy Spirit of Love will tell you that STUD used you and really had no long-term plans for you but rather wanted to "live for today as tomorrow we die".

He could not stand that you and I had something very special between us and it is still there but greatly damaged. He was and apparently is trying to suck it out of you to cover his SOUTH END.

Think about it. The only reason he is sorry is because he got caught! SELAH!

Is this the kind of man you want for a boy friend much less a husband and father of your children if he does not have them all aborted before hand?

I fear that he has already forced you into having an abortion. The Lord knows I hope I am wrong but my gut say yes! If my gut is right he has made you murder your child.

My Very Very Special Friend and LOVE I warned you he was pulling you down into the mud. I want you to be free and happy and unburdened. He just sucks you into that further and further.

Break it off with him. He has to take his lumps. He deliberately deceived both you and me. I was invited by you. I responded. Why are we not helping each other as before. This can change if you will let the Lord and his Holy Spirit of Love have control of this scenario.

I mean you no harm My Very Very Special Friend and LOVE. I sense that you, by continuing any contact with STUD, are further harming your own Spiritual sensitivity and ministry of LOVE. Look what his influence did to our beautiful relationship and that with your sister!

Please let go of this guy. He continues to hurt you, your sister and me. He has to take his medicine. He has to stand on his own two feet on this one as he masterminded it and dragged you into it and under duress I might add. Did you really have a choice? Did he let you? No! He murdered your love for me and then used you up. I still worry that he will try to replace your love relationship with the Lord with drugs and sex to give you the high you need to overcome the guilt and pain of living in the life of his rule.

You have a very very good mind and heart and you know better! Don't let him destroy your very precious identity to become a "toy" of his ego!

1 Corinthians 10:13 – (KJV) “There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.”

If he wanted the best for you he would not have date raped you and you know it! Break it off. He has you under his demonic sympathy vote and he is making a fool of you. Don't let him do it! Be your own woman. Don't be a slave to this male chauvinist thief in the night! He is anti woman. It is clear he is just using you up and will leave a shell that nobody else will want. Think about that! SELAH!

You know what my enemies have done to me. You know that they don't follow the Love of the Lord. Why do you follow their advice and consult with them. Why do you use them against me?

Galatians 1:9 (KJV) “6 I marvel that ye are so soon removed from him that called you into the grace of Christ unto another gospel: 7 Which is not another; but there be some that trouble you, and would pervert the gospel of Christ. 8 But though we, or an angel from heaven, preach any other gospel unto you than that which we have preached unto you, let him be accursed. 9 As we said before, so say I now again, if any man preach any other gospel unto you than that ye have received, let him be accursed. 10 For do I now persuade men, or God? or do I seek to please men? for if I yet pleased men, I should not be the servant of Christ.”

You absolutely baffle me in this non-logic, non-commonsense, non-love approach to dealing with me and your own self and sister. Absolutely you baffle me!

I am your friend otherwise I would not be praying for you at your church almost two hours or more every day and attending Mass with you when you are there.

Why the snub? What did I do to deserve more pain and suffering when it is he that has hurt you, your sister and me! THIS CONDUCT OF YOURS JUST DOES NOT MAKE SENSE.

Galatians 5:7 (KJV) “Ye did run well; who did hinder you that ye should not obey the truth?”

Please enlighten me. End this silence. I will not approach you directly. You know that. If you and STUD are trying to trap me into a crime you are fooling yourself and wasting your time. This just does not make sense. YOU PICKED ME OUT....REMEMBER? WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT? HAS NOT STUD SUCKED OUT YOUR VERY INNER BEAUTY AND LEFT YOU AS A SHELL? THINK ABOUT THAT! I think that is what is happening. You seem to be becoming more and more like the TEA and not the Water. The colloids can be filtered out but you have to let the filter do its work! You really don't want the life style you are living now. I can tell that just by the way you pray the Rosary! BREAK IT OFF FROM HIM NOW before he sucks you down with him My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Your are not following through with your own penance which includes reconciliation. You cannot experience the forgiveness and true love from those around you until you take care of these anomalies! Don't let him fool you. He pulled the "wool" over your eyes that first night when he stole you from me. Remember? Don't let him continue to do that!

Galatians 3:1 (KJV) “ O foolish Galatians, who hath bewitched you, that ye should not obey the truth, before whose eyes Jesus Christ hath been evidently set forth, crucified among you?”

2 Timothy Chapter 2: (KJV) 15 "Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth."

Chapter 3: (KJV) "12 Yea, and all that will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution. 13 But evil men and seducers shall wax worse and worse, deceiving, and being deceived. 14 But continue thou in the things which thou hast learned and hast been assured of, knowing of whom thou hast learned them; 15 And that from a child thou hast known the holy scriptures, which are able to make thee wise unto salvation through faith which is in Christ Jesus. 16 All scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness: 17 That the man of God may be perfect, thoroughly furnished unto all good works."

My Very Very Special Friend, no pact to say nothing will cover up the reality that we all know what happened. All you are doing is sidestepping reality. Do you want to become as those the enemies of mine that refuse to deal with the reality of their wrongs like the destruction of my life's "savings" my estate? They simply refuse to fess up and deal with it yet "everyone" knows what they did was wrong. Who are they fooling. NO ONE! You won't be fooling anyone but yourself if you don't deal with this anomaly. You will be cheating yourself out of the love and friendship the Lord wants for you and that includes the Love the Lord wants me to share with you if you let Him and me! Don't rip your self off! Let go of it and STUD. He was a mistake and write him off! He is NOT helping you stay spiritually healthy My Very Very Special Friend and Love! Love and really be Loved!

2 Timothy 4:2 (KJV) “Preach the word; be instant in season, out of season; reprove, rebuke, exhort with all long suffering and doctrine. 3 For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine; but after their own lusts shall they heap to themselves teachers, having itching ears; 4 And they shall turn away their ears from the truth, and shall be turned unto fables. 5 But watch thou in all things, endure afflictions, do the work of an evangelist, make full proof of thy ministry.”

Ephesians 4:14 (KJV) “That we henceforth be no more children, tossed to and fro, and carried about with every wind of doctrine, by the sleight of men, and cunning craftiness, whereby they lie in wait to deceive; 15 But speaking the truth in love, may grow up into him in all things, which is the head, even Christ:”

ITS TIME TO PAY THE "PIPER" STUD.

You continue to take Holy Eucharist and you continue to wreak condemnation on yourself.

Ephesians 4:19 (KJV) “Who being past feeling have given themselves over unto lasciviousness, to work all uncleanness with greediness” Chapter 3: (KJV) " 13 But evil men and seducers shall wax worse and worse, deceiving, and being deceived...... 16 All scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness: 17 That the man of God may be perfect, thoroughly furnished unto all good works."

The emphasize is GOOD work. NOT demonic or devilish work STUD. Not seducing my love interests into bed to prevent them from having the relationship that they really wanted. Not isolating them and whispering "sweet nothings" into her ears and lying to her to keep her in your clutches. You have hurt we little ones and certainly Matthew 18:1 through 17 is going to come full circle back to you. You know ....what goes around comes around! God is doing it. You KNOW he is. You played me for a chump and as the Lords servant you lost! Give it up STUD! You are in the losing mode and won't change that. Give it up man! You blew it STUD and now you want to blow it for the rest of us.

As you continue in your errant ways you heap coals of fire on your head. It is just going to get worse not better as you ignore the admonishments of the HOLY SCRIPTURES.

STUD YOU STOLE SOMETHING FROM ME EVEN MORE THAN MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND. MOREOVER YOU LIED TO GAIN ADVANTAGE IMMORALY. GIVE IT UP STUD.

I WANT NO VIOLENCE TOWARD THIS MAN. LET THE LORD DEAL WITH THIS MAN IN HIS OWN VERY SPECIAL WAY.

I WILL ADMINISTER THE LAW AS IS MY RESPONSIBILITY AND OBLIGATION AS A GOOD STEWARD BEFORE GOD.

STUD you put unbelievable pressure on My Very Very Special Friend. She succumbed to that pressure under duress and against her better judgement.

She needs to be reprogrammed as to what the facts and truth about me are. I told you to put her back in the frame of mind and heart that she was of December 21, 2001 and you have chosen to ignore that demand.

Certain Spiritual leadership has deliberately misled My Very Very Special Friend. Just because a priest or minister or deacon says it is true or alright to do does not make it right. When you became of the age of accountability you took on the responsibility for your own actions. When you go before God in his judgement whether it be here and now on the earth or in the future you will not be asked what someone said was alright to do you will be asked why you did not do what you knew was right. You know in your heart, if you have one, STUD that you did wrong. That stealing is wrong. That manipulating people against others with lies is wrong. That lying is wrong and yet you continue and you do not make Reconciliation for your wrong. You are right now being held accountable.

You would not even be putting on your show with the Rosary if I had not been putting the pressure and the heat on you.

Are you not hiding behind the skirts of My Very Very Special Friend and LOVE?

UPDATE 5-25-2002 @ 4:05 P.M.:........HAVE A HAPPY AND SAFE MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND!

Let us keep in mind the reason for this holiday and that being the millions of soldiers and civilians around the world that have died as a result of war of which could have been avoided if the Spirit of Love had truly overtaken the hearts of "men"!

UPDATE 5-25-2002 @ 10:00 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend & Love!

UPDATE 5-28-2002 @ 3:02 P.M.:........MESSAGE TO THE MYSTERY WRITER AND PROVIDER OF THE "CARE" PACKAGE.

As you know your message was dated 5-24-2002. I did not receive the shoe box full of goodies and note until last night around 2:00 AM as I missed the 10:30 PM train out of Chicago and got stuck on the 12:40 AM last train.

I concluded that you delayed on your dropping off the "care" package as the perishable items in the box were still cool! I should have no problem with those items spoiling as I will use them with priority. It was certainly a nice treat and surprise for sure!

It was certainly a very kind gesture and is much appreciated. I will indulge with joy!

You did not wake me up that is for sure because as you know I was not there when it was dropped off. I imagine you had a change of plans with the day you originally intended to drop off the "care" package! Nonetheless I have it now with no sleep lost on that account.

I did get the "nice peaceful rest" all things considered.

As far as my influencing the world, I think we all do each in our own way and at least someone appreciates my contribution! Thank you too!

Now as far as referring to yourself as "The Crazy Girl Who Should Be Asleep Right Now, but instead wanders around aimlessly Searching!", I don't think that anyone that is as thoughtful as you could be termed "crazy".

Your singing the other night at 2:45 AM did NOT wake me up that I am aware so you don't have to be concerned about being rude. I wish that I could have heard your singing while conscious!

As far as all those compliments of my teaching ability and sharing ability, it comes from "above" with Love! I hope it is your answer for some of the mysteries of life!

I will certainly hope that we can meet. Do not be afraid to wake me up under such circumstances as we can meet, talk and it will also assure that I get your gifts and more timely so for sure!

Wishing you "gr8" days ahead too and to assure that lets meet SOON! My "visiting" hours are usually anytime starting somewhere between 9 PM and 12 midnight usually 10:30 PMish, (with the rare exception of 2 AM), thru 5-5:15 AM.

* P.S.:.....If you would like to meet in a more normal or daytime scenario let me know. You can also contact me at my E-Mail access in this web page.

Also, I loved the prints on the napkins lining the shoe box.....definitely uplifting and positive!

UPDATE 5-30-2002 @ 12:25 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend & Love!

It looks like it is time to give STUD some of his own medicine. He likes to instigate police complaints and charges and create police issues of minutia that have nothing to do with police intervention.

So now it is my turn but you see when I file a complaint I don't lie about the issues. I will press charges and ask for the arrest of a STUD that thinks I don't mean business.

I would like you to get a hold of me as soon as possible.... at prayer chapel this evening or at Mass in the morning. If we miss each other at prayer chapel please leave an enclosed note with either the prayer overseer in the chapel or with the office monitor in the church office.

It is imperative that we talk so to eliminate any confusion as to what the issues are and who is involved. I don't want to drag you into something if at all possible. It is clear that I will have to give context on the subversive activities of STUD and that will involve your name. I want to make sure that you know that my focus is solely on the STUD.

PLEASE GET BACK TO ME IMMEDIATELY. PLEASE LET’S TALK! WITHOUT STUD! E-MAIL ME AND SET UP A MEETING PLACE WITH ME TONIGHT IF POSSIBLE OR THE SOONEST THERE AFTER! EVEN IF ITS AT MY BENCH THAT WILL BE FINE.

I want to get your input on my intended pursuit against STUD. If I hear nothing and things go status quo as yesterday and today then I will conclude that you do NOT object to my police complaint and legal pursuit.

I am absolutely serious about this matter. I have a complaint report just about finished and am adding a few additional details and it will be off to a certain Chief of Police. SELAH STUD! It is “boots shaking”, “bullet sweating” and “Depends”, (panty liners), time STUD!

UPDATE 5-31-2002 @ 12:25 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend & Love!

I did not see you at prayer chapel last night nor get a message from anyone there and you did not approach me this morning in Mass even though STUD was not there for some reason.

Since you have not provided an e-mail address with which I can communicate with you directly I have to use this site. Because I have to use this site I have no guarantee that you are reading it regularly or at all. Because of that unreliability of communications I am extending your notification period.

Please contact me via my e-mail form handler in this site as soon as you become aware of these last two messages and let me know where we can meet. It is urgent that we talk one on one.

Remember I am trying to prevent problems before they occur and your opinion is greatly valued. I don't want you to be telling me later that I should have trusted you or I should not have said or done this or that.

I NEED YOUR HELP AND COMMUNICATION.

PLEASE CONTACT ME!

IT ESSENTIAL FOR OUR MUTUAL PRESENT AND FUTURE WELLBEING AND/OR PEACE OF MIND!

Prayer chapel tonight at the times we crossed earlier this week is fine...I will try to get there at that time. If not I will look for you again in Mass Saturday and we can go from there. I am trying to protect your interests and help you out of this bind!

It is important that I remind you that I cannot and will not approach you in chapel or Mass, unless there was an emergency of course, because of the police report you filed. You have to nullify that police issue before you will see me approaching you!

As I said before, lets get this police stuff out of the way and put behind us. It is not OUR "bag"! You need police intervention in this like you need a paper bag with the bottom cut out of it! Besides, as I said before I don't think the police in your jurisdiction have been working in your best interests.....I HAVE BEEN....TRUST ME!

I AM CONTINUING TO BE ON THE LEVEL WITH YOU My Very Very Special Friend and Love.

REMEMBER THERE ARE OTHERS THAT WANT US FIGHTING AGAINST EACH OTHER AND WILL BOW TO ALMOST ANYTHING TO ACHIEVE THEIR ENDS.... DON’T BE FOOLED BY THEIR INTERFERENCE!

You know STUD does not want us to communicate or be together that is why he did what he did earlier this year in January. In my book HE is enemy number one who has smooth operated on your heart and emotions with "sweet nothings" quite effectively. He caught you off balance and took advantage of you and abused you for all you were worth* and stole me from you and you from me ! Look where you are at spiritually and emotionally before the Lord right now! Do you really feel like a whole well-balanced person? Do you feel you have been honest with yourself and the Lord? ARE YOU GOING TO LET STUD CONTINUE?

REMEMBER HE IS A SLICK OPERATOR AND CLEARLY A DISHONEST OPERATOR. I AM NOT AND YOU KNOW IT!

ON THE BENCH..... I believe my "The Crazy Girl Who Should Be Asleep Right Now, but instead wanders around aimlessly Searching!" was doing it again last night although not so "aimlessly" as I got another "care package" with some of her "trade mark" goodies inside. No note though!

I enjoy those notes so keep them coming "CG". They also help me identify from which contributor I am receiving them!

I have already put the goodies to work. A BIG THANKS!

P.S.: I would like to meet you so why don't you wake me up when you come. You always seem to know when I am sleeping!

LOOKING FOR YOU!

Scott

UPDATE 5-31-2002 @ 3:32 P.M.:........Oh,...BY THE WAY!

Did you hear?

Last Sunday morning I got promoted!!!!

I was out in the narthex of the church and an elderly parishioner approached me and addressed me as "Father"!

I responded saying that I have not reached that level yet!

He insisted to refer to me at that rank and discussed some issues with me in that light!

He must have mistook me for one of the more "notorious" of the priests!

I told one of the other priests about my promotion and he got a big laugh out of it!

I just don't understand why my pay check is not commensurate!

UPDATE 5-31-2002 @ 8:54 P.M.:........STUD!

If the latest rumors about what you have sucked My Very Very Special Friend and Love into are true you can plan on a life time legal pursuit. If I don't do it others will on my behalf. I will make sure you are an object of InterPol attention.

Just a reminder of what I am going to be pursuing:

1)Criminal prosecution of your Federal violations.

2)Criminal prosecution of your State violations.

3)Civil prosecution of Defamation of My Character and Reputation

4)Civil prosecution of Defamation of My Very Very Special Friend and Love's Character and Reptuation.

5) Civil prosecution of interference with my commerce.

6) Civil prosecution of Intentional Infliction of Mental and Emotional Distress

I think you get my drift!

More on this later!

UPDATE 6-1-2002 @ 10:58 A.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

I am continuing to extend our contact period indefinately until further notice for the review of the information I am planning on sending to the Chief of Police due to the unreliability of you reading or getting messages about this site's communications. I don't want to hurt you nor inadvertently and so I need your help and input as to what I am stating in my fact sheets. Your loving help would be appreciated. Your Christian hospitality is needed. It is for the good of both of us!

Trust me My Very Very Special Friend and Love, STUD has manipulated you and used you. You need to break loose and hear someone else's feedback and/or input. This isolation is clearly wrong and unhealthy for you and me. STUD doesn't really care. His Holy Eucharist participation in the Lord's Supper are phony and are desecrating the Mass. He clearly has an obligation to make remuneration directly and positively with YOU and ME in order to undo his acts. He has done nothing and continues to lie to you about me. He cannot in good faith with the Lord and the Holy Roman Catholic Church continue in that conduct.

Understanding your tender and sensitive love of the Lord I just can't understand your continuance in sitting with STUD in Mass or being seen with him in public. It does you no good! You need to break if off with him immediately. STUD is just putting on a show to keep your company and feigns his love. If he were not feigning his love he would have undone his wrongs toward YOU and me! Using you and your sister as he has is SIN and you know it. What are you doing about that?

I fear that he is subtlely making you insensitive to the truth of this matter and making you callused inside your heart. SELAH! Don't continue with him as he is as a sneaky infection that enters the body and suddenly it is too late and your "dead"! Please take care and be careful with these sneaky infections! You know that I have not been lying to you.

Let go and let God / Love...My Very Very Special Friend and Love.

Thinking over the last four months of silence from you My Very Very Special Friend and Love is constantly a frustration. I think why would you cut me off so suddenly. As I have said before it seems to originate from the wellness check.

If you would be candid with me about this it would help. Your silence about even why you won't speak to me is shear mental and emotional torture. It is constantly ripping me up inside. Do you really want this kind of torture in my life?

I don't think that this torture toward me is something you desire but rather something STUD has imposed on you to adhere. What could he possibly have that could cause you to go along with this sadism and masochistic demonic hatred? It is sure draining and depressing to me but with God's help I will see this through no matter how long it takes. More prayer more Masses more votive candles, you name it if that is what it takes to win you back then Praise the Lord I will do it as he continues to enable or permit me.

Not knowing the why if I had suddenly broke off communications and friendship with you would certainly be frustrating and hurtful to you. I don't think you would like going through the silence that you have put me through.

The question is why have you adhered to this policy of silence and snubbing when I have done you no wrong. If I have please let me in on it as I just don't see how!

Was it something I said on the phone messages I left you after your message to me on January 24, 2002? As you recall that is the call in which you said that everything was alright and don't call the police and we would be getting together on Saturday evening late as prior.

Keep in mind if the police visited you again after your above noted message and my messages that was beyond my control. I was only told that they buzzed the door buzzer at the security door at the parking lot. I would sure like to have your input on what happened.

Is is right that I be kept in the dark? Would you like to be kept in the dark? How about letting the Lord work and open up to me with the truth of what is going on?

If you are protecting STUD you are only making it harder on him in the future as you will note my legal positioning just above this update. I think that if you were in my "shoes" you would be doing the same thing. Please help me be at peace with this terrible trauma that I have experienced due to STUD's selfishness and criminal acts.

I need your trust, unselfishness and love on this one My Very Very Special Friend and Love. Please open your heart and help soothe my pain! Let there be no doubt that this silence has been extremely painful and I don't think you would wish it on yourself! Help me out My Very Very Special Friend and Love.

Please keep in mind that there are those who say not many people read this newsletter and thus you should not worry about what I say in this site but the fact is that my readership is quality. There are some very powerful people reading this and taking notes My Very Very Special Friend and Love. They are not letting these communications go unnoticed. I don’t want you to get hurt when we could be communicating directly and PRIVATELY! I KNOW YOU LOVE YOUR PRIVACY AS I DO TOO! SELAH!

Lets have a meeting of hearts and minds in Love soon!

UPDATE 6-3-2002 @ 3:15 P.M.:........STUD!

I think you had better review my Matthew 18:1-17 page again very very carefully!

Also consider Luke 17, verses 1 through 4: (KJV)

"1 Then said he unto the disciples, It is impossible but that offences will come: but woe unto him, through whom they come! 2 It were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and he cast into the sea, than that he should offend one of these little ones. 3 Take heed to yourselves: If thy brother trespass against thee, rebuke him; and if he repent, forgive him. 4 And if he trespass against thee seven times in a day, and seven times in a day turn again to thee, saying, I repent; thou shalt forgive him."

STUD I have continually rebuked you through this web site. You fail to repent! Repentance means to turn away from the wrongful act. You fail to turn away from the wrongful acts and continue to drag My Very Very Special Friend and Love into the mire with you! God Help You!

Here is what Merriam Webster Online says about penitence and its related acts:

"Main Entry: pen·i·tence......

: the quality or state of being penitent : sorrow for sins or faults synonyms PENITENCE, REPENTANCE, CONTRITION, COMPUNCTION, REMORSE mean regret for sin or wrongdoing. PENITENCE implies sad and humble realization of and regret for one's misdeeds . REPENTANCE adds the implication of a resolve to change . CONTRITION stresses the sorrowful regret that constitutes true penitence . COMPUNCTION implies a painful sting of conscience especially for contemplated wrongdoing . REMORSE suggests prolonged and insistent self-reproach and mental anguish for past wrongs and especially for those whose consequences cannot be remedied ."

And here is what it says about the word "repent":

"Main Entry: 1 re·pent .......

1 : to turn from sin and dedicate oneself to the amendment of one's life 2 a : to feel regret or contrition b : to change one's mind transitive senses 1 : to cause to feel regret or contrition 2 : to feel sorrow, regret, or contrition for....."

It is clear that you have NOT turned from your sin. You have NOT let go of My Very Very Special Friend and Love. You have not turned to me and said "I repent" for the theft of the heart of My Very Very Special Friend and Love. You have snubbed me as if I don't exist.

You have NOT dedicated yourself to the amendment of your life. Don't continue to take Holy Eucharist when you have not truly repented! You continue much as you did before when you stole My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Here is what Merriam Webster Online says about the word "amend":

"Main Entry: amend ......

1 : to put right; especially : to make emendations in (as a text) 2 a : to change or modify for the better : IMPROVE b : to alter especially in phraseology; especially : to alter formally by modification, deletion, or addition intransitive senses : to reform oneself synonym see CORRECT......"

Need I get the definition for "correct"?

It is been often noted that your conduct with My Very Very Special Friend and Love in church has been designed to lead me to believe that you are polarizing but with you are out of sight...so you think....you are hard fast together! What kind of deception is this of which you are indulging and sucking My Very Very Special Friend and Love into?

Your fruits, or, should I say your lack of fruits suggest that you are really NOT my "brother". If that is the case then you have feigned "your" Roman Catholic faith.

Matthew 7 verses 15 through 29:

"15 Beware of false prophets, which come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves. 16 Ye shall know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles? 17 Even so every good tree bringeth forth good fruit; but a corrupt tree bringeth forth evil fruit. 18 A good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit, neither can a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit. 19 Every tree that bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast into the fire. 20 Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them. 21 Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. 22 Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works? 23 And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity. 24 Therefore whosoever heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them, I will liken him unto a wise man, which built his house upon a rock: 25 And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock. 26 And every one that heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them not, shall be likened unto a foolish man, which built his house upon the sand: 27 And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell: and great was the fall of it. 28 And it came to pass, when Jesus had ended these sayings, the people were astonished at his doctrine: 29 For he taught them as one having authority, and not as the scribes."

Are you NOT a wolf? Even more so a wolf sex monster?

And more food for thought:

Mark 6 verses 14 through 17:

"14 And king Herod heard of him; (for his name was spread abroad:) and he said, That John the Baptist was risen from the dead, and therefore mighty works do shew forth themselves in him. 15 Others said, That it is Elias. And others said, That it is a prophet, or as one of the prophets. 16 But when Herod heard thereof, he said, It is John, whom I beheaded: he is risen from the dead. 17 For Herod himself had sent forth and laid hold upon John, and bound him in prison for Herodias' sake, his brother Philip's wife: for he had married her. 18 For John had said unto Herod, It is not lawful for thee to have thy brother's wife."

How much more will you infect My Very Very Special Friend and Love.....who is my wife except for consummation....think about that STUD! December 21, 2001!

And what did YOU do to her and me on or about December 24, 2001? SELAH! Does marriage need to be consummated so to secure a marriage? My Very Very Special Friend and Love bonded in Love with me and that phone call of December 21, 2001, two hours after we had bonded meant just that! You demonically stole that right to consummation when ever God would have ordained it between My Very Very Special Friend and Love and me in HIS timing NOT yours! You "screwed us both up"! SELAH!

Yes I am saying you committed adultery STUD!

And you continue in it and infect her! You thought you got her first even if you had "sex" with her prior to December 24, 2001....think again "grass hopper"! You Date Raped her STUD for your very very selfish ends! Look at all the people you have damaged and hurt including her STUD! SELAH!

And what about what you did with her sister STUD. We have not even begun to touch on that this time!

Further more, what did you incite her to do on January 24-25,2002 when she "ended" her relationship with me:

Mark 6 verses 19 through 29: (KJV)

"19 Therefore Herodias had a quarrel against him, and would have killed him; but she could not: 20 For Herod feared John, knowing that he was a just man and an holy, and observed him; and when he heard him, he did many things, and heard him gladly. 21 And when a convenient day was come, that Herod on his birthday made a supper to his lords, high captains, and chief estates of Galilee; 22 And when the daughter of the said Herodias came in, and danced, and pleased Herod and them that sat with him, the king said unto the damsel, Ask of me whatsoever thou wilt, and I will give it thee. 23 And he sware unto her, Whatsoever thou shalt ask of me, I will give it thee, unto the half of my kingdom. 24 And she went forth, and said unto her mother, What shall I ask? And she said, The head of John the Baptist. 25 And she came in straightway with haste unto the king, and asked, saying, I will that thou give me by and by in a charger the head of John the Baptist. 26 And the king was exceeding sorry; yet for his oath's sake, and for their sakes which sat with him, he would not reject her. 27 And immediately the king sent an executioner, and commanded his head to be brought: and he went and beheaded him in the prison, 28 And brought his head in a charger, and gave it to the damsel: and the damsel gave it to her mother. 29 And when his disciples heard of it, they came and took up his corpse, and laid it in a tomb."

Did you not leave me as a "corpse" to be laid in a tomb c. December 24, 2001 and January 20, 24 and 25?

Matthew 18 verses 15 through 17 for empahsise: (KJV)

"15 Moreover if thy brother shall trespass against thee, go and tell him his fault between thee and him alone: if he shall hear thee, thou hast gained thy brother. 16 But if he will not hear thee, then take with thee one or two more, that in the mouth of two or three witnesses every word may be established. 17 And if he shall neglect to hear them, tell it unto the church: but if he neglect to hear the church, let him be unto thee as an heathen man and a publican."

So when you offer penance and Holy Eucharist should you not be taking care of certain business with your "brother" first?

Matthew 5 verses 23 through 26: (KJV)

"23 Therefore if thou bring thy gift to the altar, and there rememberest that thy brother hath ought against thee; 24 Leave there thy gift before the altar, and go thy way; first be reconciled to thy brother, and then come and offer thy gift. 25 Agree with thine adversary quickly, whiles thou art in the way with him; lest at any time the adversary deliver thee to the judge, and the judge deliver thee to the officer, and thou be cast into prison. 26 Verily I say unto thee, Thou shalt by no means come out thence, till thou hast paid the uttermost farthing."

Perhaps you should read my "WHAT EVER HAPPENED TO MATTHEW CHAPTER 5?. .....Now with a special note!" page and that scripture in context.

No STUD, you are a PHONY just as I told you were on January 27, 2002 just before you committed criminal acts against me with my computers!

To My Very Very Special Friend and Love:

Simply put, I love you and want you back! Now, not next year after he has used you up and trashed you! NOW!

UPDATE 6-5-2002 @ 1:03 P.M.:........STUD!

I am just updating the letter that is going to the Chief of Police making it more comprehensive than the original I was going to submit. The axe is going to fall STUD! Enough is enough!

Yes STUD, I AM DOING UNTO YOU AS I WOULD EXPECT YOU TO DO UNTO ME IF I WAS IN YOUR SHOES!

To: My Very Very Special Friend and Love:

I am waiting to submit the letter to the Chief of Police only long enough to get a one on one with you as arranged through "our" priest. As soon as the letter is finished our meeting will be the only hold up. I want to make sure you know what STUD is getting into between you and me! I want to make sure that I get your input as to the direction I am taking. Simply put, I would like your opinion as I would if we were formally married! That is more than some guys and husbands do these days! SELAH!

HOW YOU HANDLE THIS VERY CHOICE OPPORTUNITY IS GOING TO MAKE A BIG DIFFERENCE ON HOW YOUR HEART, SOUL, LIFE DIRECTION AND MINISTRY IS GOING TO BE IN THE LONG TERM AND YOU KNOW IT! SELAH!

I might even amend the letter depending on your "leveling" with me so IN YOUR SOUL YOU WILL BE TRULY FREE!

Please pray very hard and delicately about these matters and we will see you there at the meeting! Lord Willing!

PEACE AND LOVE IN LOVE!

Scott

UPDATE 6-6-2002 @ 2:07 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

I have missed you at Mass the last three mornings. I hope and do pray all is well. Hope to see you soon and hopefully at that without STUD! You need him like a screen door in a submarine while submerging! As you well know I am continuing to pray WITH you! God Bless You!

UPDATE 6-7-2002 @ 6:00 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Nice to see you in Mass this morning! Thank You! Hope all is well!

Not nice to see you sitting by STUD!

I am still waiting for our get together for your protection with reference to my submission of my comprehensive report to the Chief of Police!

I am not holding my breath but I am looking for you at one of my usual meeting spots that I have referenced: chapel this evening and my bench or where ever you want to go from there!

Really, I don't bite! Please lets talk and make sure that we don't hurt each other!

Remember: 1 Corinthians 12: (KJV) "25 That there should be no schism in the body; but that the members should have the same care one for another. 26 And whether one member suffer, all the members suffer with it; or one member be honoured, all the members rejoice with it. 27 Now ye are the body of Christ, and members in particular."

Ephesians 4:16 (KJV) "From whom the whole body fitly joined together and compacted by that which every joint supplieth, according to the effectual working in the measure of every part, maketh increase of the body unto the edifying of itself in love." Hopefully I will be talking with you this weekend before I tenatively release the letter to the Police the first part of this week!

Have a good weekend My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

STUD:

Your love making is MY business! So do it with some one other that My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

UPDATE 6-8-2002 @ 3:26 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

I would like to share with you the contents of the letter before it goes out to the Chief of Police so that WE can make any changes that WE feel appropriate. I do believe something should go out don't you?

All it takes is a few seconds to load the letter into my e-mail sender and press enter and it will be in the Chief's e-mail box waiting for his review.

If you like we could go out on the prairie trails or the like and walk and talk it out. It has been beautiful weather how about it! I know you like to do that so I would be willing. It would give us some privacy to deal with it. I am game for any other suggestions for a meeting place. I just think it would be very foolish for US not to review the facts before I send them. I am in good faith with you My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

It would be nice to get together with you today or tomorrow. Please pray hard about it and at least let me know! Please? Lets not make this hard on both of US!

By the way, as one of the sayings go: I believe only half of what I hear and, in our case almost, none of what I see. I am inclined NOT to jump to conclusions but I do take notes. So be at peace with my presence and aura this morning at Mass. Initial concerns were resultant from initial impressions and are not hard and firm positionings.

Remember you can reach me via this very web site right here: e-mail click here! Any messages given me this afternoon won't be readable until tomorrow afternoon unless I go to a late night center. I should almost always be at my bench tonight if you want to drop a message when I am sleeping or just wake me if I am not awake! I will be at Mass this evening and tomorrow morning as usual too!

Please lets talk, share, understand and eliminate confusion, fear and needless efforts! I am trying to be as flexible in this deadline as possible but I don't want the wolves and foxes to get away with the "grapes"!

Just remember when you fraternize with the enemy you reap the penalties they will subtlely inflict on you later when you least expect it.

You deal with the Devil and the Devil's brew you will get in the long run. Don't let them deceive you. Instant gratification is deceiving and I think you and STUD know what I am talking about. It is NOT worth it is it? It hurts that you would even give them a moment's time! I pray for your protection from them as you know how heinous they have been to me!

As usual I am patiently waiting in the Spirit of Love!

Remember what the song says....."Eye hath not seen and ear hath not heard......!"

Thanks
Scott

STUD:

Your actions and inactions are provocative....you are just making it harder on all of us!

Back out of this gracefully and minimize the damage!

NEWS UPDATE!:

Both the States Attorney, Joe Birkett and his office as well as the Lisle Police Department are now over almost ten days past the 30 days rules allow for production of Subpoenaed information!

If need be I will file a separate cause of action in STUD'S name and reissue the Subpoenas if someone is playing games with me! I do intend to get the information that is legally due me. There is no real invasion of privacy issue present. If we do go before the judge I will ask that proof be shown as to cause!

UPDATE 6-9-2002 @ 3:37 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

I have not received any e-mail messages thus far! I hope they are not being diverted. there is evidence that suggests diversion.

If you or anyone sent me e-mails as noted below on those dates from the URLs associated with them please note that they were NOT received:

31 May 2002 / 10:49:39 PM
From URL.....207.174.41.15 Referrer: mailbox:/D|/My Documents/Netscape/Users/whippet_ATT/Mail/Inb

05 Jun 2002 / 11:57:40 AM
From URL.....207.174.41.15 Referrer: mailbox:/D|/My Documents/Netscape/Users/whippet_ATT/Mail/Inb

I will be contacting a priest to obtain a confirmation of receipt of my message for meeting on Monday if I don't have any messages and especially at my bench by tonight to verify your intent to meet or not! In Love Scott

UPDATE 6-9-2002 @ 9:04 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

I am trying to give you every opportunity to get back to me. If you just became aware of my messages please get back to me this evening on my e-mail form handler by clicking on E-Mail in the prior messages or at the bottom of this page.

Relax, I realize you may not have been getting these messages timely. I should be at my bench tonight, Sunday, June 9, 2002 at 12:00 Midnight or 2:00 AM if I should miss my train from Chicago at 10:30 PM. Remnants of the Gospel Fest down here you know and you know I like to make use of my Metra weekender passes.

Please don't listen to anyone who you know has been adverse to me or gives you advice that you know is adverse to me. They are just trying to play the ends against the middle just like they did the gal I was fond of 16 years ago. As you know we ended up in court because she got bad advice about me and it cost her a lot of needless time and expense. I didn't want that with her and I certainly don't want that with you My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Please avail yourself of this opportunity to communicate directly, peacefully, honorably, and lovingly with me and help take a big burden off my shoulders and yours too. This is no fake out or deception. You will NEVER regret it.

Just be honest and loving with me like you were when we first met or better if you don't think you were at your best then. Don't let the last five months with STUD interfere with us communicating.

If he is intimidating or blackmailing you don't worry about it. I will take care of him legally in good time with the Lord's help. He was given every opportunity to undo this mess and has just about "spit" in my face and the Lord's in me.

Again, trust me, I am the guy you met at the store on December 21, 2002 and STUD is the guy that " "stole" my tote and dumped it into the dumpster" so to speak. I need you to help me take the pieces back and put them into the right cases again and perhaps "buy" me some "new" ones. Think about it My Very Very Special Friend and Love.

I have a BIG and FORGIVING heart. Try me out. I know you won't be sorry! I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH just as I said on February 14, 2002 in Chapel. WE CAN GO BACK AND PICK UP THE PIECES AND START OUT AGAIN JUST AS IF IT HAD NEVER HAPPENED. The "DAMAGE" can be undone believe me. Just work with me on this and don't listen to these DEVILS that jerked you around and got you into this mess in the first place.

You have so many rich qualities to share with others and I don't want them to be stolen from you and those that have been stolen we will get back. Believe me! You know how miserable it has been with STUD with his lying and phony religiousity. I believe your faith has been for real but a wolf has come in amongst us and shattered us. I am sure you don't want that kind of life to continue. Don't help STUD. I know you feel guilty for participating as you thus far in silencing me but don't let him use that to hold you down and releasing your burden of guilt. He is truly more responsible than you and you know it! You were taken for a ride before you could put the brakes on. That can happen to any of us. Don't let STUD lock you into a life of misery and deceit. I know he has tried to get you to cooperate in getting me arrested.

Please, if you have done anything more important in your life that is going to TURN YOUR WORLD AROUND AND MAKE IT POSITIVE...do get in contact with me and let us truly fellowship and prayerfully tackle this problem before us with one mind and one Spirit in the Lord of Love My Very Very Special Friend and Love as you seek when you bring yourself before Holy Eucharist so humbly and meekly.

TRUST ME AND THE LORD OF LOVE IN ME. Let's do it!

I will be PATIENTLY AND LOVINGLY waiting for you tonight.

If you want, come downtown and maybe we can meet. I will be somewhere between the Gospel Fest, Buckingham Fountan and Navy Pier but will be trying to leave on the 10:30 PM train out of Union Station on the South tracks. If you want meet me at the train station at that gate an I will ride back with you! We can talk like we used to and come to peace on these things!

In Christian Love My Very Very Special Friend I welcome you to meet with me. I promise I won't "bite your head off"! I will listen to you and we can share like the friends were meant to be and should be. SELAH!

I will check into my e-mail right before I leave downtown to see if you have any messages for me if I have the time. If I don't see you I will look for you at my bench or at the train station when I get off the train.

Let's do it!

Thanks, and Love You!
Scott

UPDATE 6-10-2002 @ 1:26 P.M.:........GENERAL INQUIRY FOR THOSE OF AUTHORITY OR FAMILIAR WITH VARIOUS ETHNIC MARRIAGE AND BETROTHAL CUSTOMS OF OLD AND OF PRESENT!

Is there someone out there that can help me with the interpretation of ethnic betrothal and marriage customs especially in reference to OLD WORLD customs.

I believe that when My Very Very Special Friend and Love picked me out at the store on December 21, 2001 and showered me with her gifts means something in the framework of marriage and betrothal.

I believe that when she picked me out and showered me with gifts she was saying I want you for my husband. When I accepted those gifts I said yes.

When she called me two hours later and invited me to her home for Christmas Eve she was in essence saying I want to get more intimate and/or consummate our marriage and this in essence could be called the honeymoon.

Can someone help me with this area of culture? Please contact me via my e-mail form handler. Your expertise and insight will be greatly appreciated!

UPDATE 6-11-2002 @ 9:12 A.M.:........COURT RELATED NEWS!

Well folks, are we back to dirty pool at the courthouse again?

Yesterday I became aware that the States Attorney of Dupage County, Joe Birkett and his office filed a motion in reference to my subpoena of my file in their office. They were LATE one day to file their motion, which could hold them in contempt. The motioned to quash my subpoena on May 31, 2002 and I received NO notice. Is this Deja Vu?

On June 7, 2002 the Honorable Judge Lucas allowed the States Attorney's motion to quash EXPARTE! Yes, they ruled on a motion without letting me know the contents thereof and have the right to respond before judgement.

Now doesn't this sound like Judge Moy's court!

Additionally, somehow the Naperville case suddenly shows up as a Jury case without proper notice being spread of record to all parties personally! Isn't that interesting! Is this some more of the same type of maneuvering that transpired in the Judge Creswell court in 1998?

Just a reminder folks, Francis Cuneo, the Chief Prosecutor of Naperville, Illinois wants to make a deal with me. He says in lieu of us going to trial on the charge of criminal trespass to the Naperville Main Train Station when I used the men's bathroom for about two minutes without the possession of a train ticket in my hand, that there will be no conviction, no court fines, but I will have to pay court costs and submit to court supervision.

Mind you, this is really in lieu of them being charged with malicious prosecution and false arrest on two counts!

Do you think I should take my "lumps" and accept the "offer" of Francis Cuneo, or, should I go to trial and fight a clear cut case of malicious phone calls to the police by the Amtrak Ticket Agent and their support of that malicious phone call with a malicious prosecution especially when they have been well informed of contextual facts?

Additionally, keep in mind that Naperville is maliciously prosecuting me when they incurred two false arrests! One for the alleged criminal trespass and the other for nonappearance of myself to the court hearing regarding same resulting in the issuance of a Bench Warrant for my arrest by Judge Bart EVEN THOUGH I DID NOT GET NOTICE OF THAT HEARING!

Indeed Naperville's acts smack of Caste System ethics does it not. Does it not seem to be another attempt to entangle me in the system without true realization of my guaranteed constitutional rights?

So what do you think? Please give me your feed back via my e-mail form handler. The trial date will be on Tuesday, June 18, 2002. Your prayers are appreciated. The City of Naperville has been challenged in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit and through Christ's Blood and the Chief Prosecutor Francis Cuneo and his assistant say they feel offended that I did so!

What about the offending that they have exacted on me with these malicious acts of caste system ethics by themselves and the police department and Amtrak? They would not be challenged in the Spirit of Love if they had not been doing something that clearly is NOT in the Spirit of Love!

UPDATE 6-11-2002 @ 4:05 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

I have yet to e-mail the letter to the Chief of Police but it is now finished and ready to go! I would like your opinion after you read it. Please contact me at your soonest convenience. You know the places!

I really want to make sure I have your best interests in mind in this presentation. No ulterior motives My Very Very Special Friend and Love. Just straight up on its face honesty! Thanks!

With Love,
Scott

UPDATE 6-12-2002 @ 1:15 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Missed you at Mass the last two days. Hope and pray all is well!

I am holding on the letter to the Chief so to give you every opportunity to interface with me and review it if you like. I would greatly appreciate your at least letting me know if you intend to meet with me so I don't delay this any longer than necessary.

However, I am not letting the "grass" grown under my feet on related issues!

Hope this helps you in getting to the bottom of the truth about the true STUD! Considering he is quite a operator and mover I hope he is AIDS free! You might want to check into that one "LITTLE" item! Because if he gave it to you GOD HELP HIM!!!!

With Love,
Scott

UPDATE 6-13-2002 @ 1:03 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Missed you again today at Mass. Again, I pray that you are all right and that I will be seeing you soon!

I talked with "our" priest this morning as he was not around the last week and did not get in touch with you as soon as I thought he would. He promised me that he would get in touch with you today as I have it so we can get together and communicate and show you my letter to the Chief. I would like that meeting tonight or tomorrow by agreement if at all possible. Lets get this off our minds and clear out the cobwebs!

STUD'S track record is provoking me to just send the letter and let the "chips" fall were they may! I am a patient and, I believe, unselfish man, unlike STUD, and you know it. I want your input and YOUR WISDOM along with the Lords! I would CHERISH your WISDOM!

I would like your comments. I cherish your comments. I believe your comments are of the utmost importance. Don't let the police tell you who you should talk to or not talk to. Let the Holy Spirit guide you as I believe he did when we first met and even shortly thereafter. We had a beautiful union of our spirits and HIS Spirit that night of December 21, 2001 and even thereafter. Remember it was STUD that misinformed you NOT me. He selfishly turned you off to me not the HOLY SPIRIT. I am ready and willing to get it together with you again and for you to let me reciprocate with your kindness at God’s pace and timing NOT STUD’s!

I want to help you not hinder you. I want to reciprocate with you as we once did. I would like to pick up the pieces. Let’s do this! I am sure you will NOT regret it!

More on this later...hopefully in person!

Remember when you have a time and place to meet or a suggestion thereof just e-mail me via my email form handler!

I am sure you know this but for the benefit of the new comers to the web page format please keep in mind that in most cases any underlined text is something you may "click" on with your mouse to advance to another document related.

With Love,
Scott

UPDATE 6-13-2002 @ 4:34 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

The best Wisdom I can give you at this time My Very Very Special Friend and Love is that phrase I am sure you have heard before: "Let go and let God". Let go and let LOVE My Very Very Special Friend and Love! Let the love of the Lord in me help you!

1 John 1:5 (KJV) "This then is the message which we have heard of him, and declare unto you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all."

Isaiah 40:28-31 (KJV) "28 Have you not known? Have you not heard? The LORD is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He does not faint or grow weary, his understanding is unsearchable. 29 He gives power to the faint, and to him who has no might he increases strength. 30 Even youths shall faint and be weary, and young men shall fall exhausted; 31 but they who wait for the LORD shall renew their strength, they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint."

Hebrews 12:1 (KJV) "1 Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every weight, and sin which clings so closely, and let us run with perseverance the race that is set before us, 2 looking to Jesus the pioneer and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God."

Philippians 3:7-10 & 13-14 (KJV) "7 But what things were gain to me, those I counted loss for Christ. 8 Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ, 9 And be found in him, not having mine own righteousness, which is of the law, but that which is through the faith of Christ, the righteousness which is of God by faith: 10 That I may know him, and the power of his resurrection,...13 ...but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before, 14 I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus."

Saint Paul said it and you can say it too!

As usual I encourage you to read any of the verses from the Bible in this site in your own favorite version. I am sure you will appreciate the message perhaps even more!

With Love,
Scott

UPDATE 6-14-2002 @ 12:08 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Glad to see you this morning in Mass. You’re looking good. That dress you wore on Monday was especially attractive!

Hope all is well and I am standing by for "our" priest to get in contact with you. He said he would talk with you when he sees you this weekend at Mass if you are there. We need to communicate before I send out this letter to the police chief. He will talk to about my request! He has no phone number on you so if you contact him he would appreciate it as it is by guess and by gosh seeing him at Mass as you know. Leave it on his voice mail and he will be sure to return the call. That information you give, of course, is confidential.

With Love,
Scott

P.S. Mr. Harold King and his "corporation" agents had better not be interfereing or else there will be more counts to put on my complaint when it gets to court!

UPDATE 6-15-2002 @ 2:08 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

I got your message from the priest this morning shortly after you met with him.

Any person that drags you into the mud as STUD has is not your friend. I am still planning on submitting the letter to the Chief of Police.

I have too much experience in reading situations, being in situations, reading the "mail" and the like to believe that STUD's friendship has been just platonic.

I am kindly going to give you more time to think your answer over My Very Very Special Friend and Love. I believe the police have misinformed you and as I said in prior communications that the Lisle Police Department is cruising for a bruising in Federal Court. I believe that defamation is a serious offense not just with what STUD had said but with what Lisle Police has if in the least by innuendo. I intend to address that. They have a lot of questions to answer including why they are in contempt of court to let me see a report you and your sister filed with STUD! Something "fishy" here and I intend to get to the bottom of it! Sounds like a lot of lying going on here by someone!

I will be serving you with the subpoena. It is not hostile. I just need to know the truth. Please cooperate and provide the information I request to the best of your ability. It will be ready as soon as I finish the content of information to requested of you and verify which court action I will be serving it under. STUD has to answer some questions too and if necessary in a court of law!

I think Jesus would want to you be open with me and kind to me giving me an opportunity to clear up some misconceptions and let me in on the BIG secret and that is why you cut me off so suddenly when I was in good faith with you thru and thru as a true friend in Christian Love! Please rethink this over.

I fully intend to keep praying for and with you as I have. I believe prayer changes things for the better. I believe when you finally realize I am who you thought I was when we first met, (a Christian young man who loves you), you will change your mind in the future and even sit with me in church, share with me and pray with me too.

It is very apparent here that someone is running interference and I intend to expose it My Very Very Special Friend and Love. I am not trying to embarrass you. I have and continue to give you a standing invitation to let me know what you disagree with in these web pages but that disagreement must be in harmony with the Holy Spirit not politics and strong arm con-artistry and lying that STUD involves himself.

Ever since the encounter you had with him on or about December 24, 2001 and during January with emphasis on January 20 thru February 7, 2002 you have changed from your sweet compassionate personality to one of apparent insensitivity, hostility and isolationism preventing any other view point other than STUD's to influence you. I thought that your sorrow expressed on or about February 7, 2002 was a turning point as you note in my votive page in my site.

I know that your compassion and sensitivity is not totally gone. I will keep praying.

I was not born yesterday My Very Very Special Friend and Love! I am an experienced observer and I refuse to let the wool be pulled over my eyes as the Lord and his sword of Truth enables!

I don't believe for one moment that you are a callused recalcitrant person. I believe someone else is though and you are under orders other than just the Lisle Police Department. I intend to neutralize that force by God's Grace. SELAH!

That is it for now. I will be patiently praying and waiting for a change of heart by LOVE in you and / or the forces that are interfering with your true desires.

", l'Ambassadeur Zorin, niez-vous que l'URSS a placé et place les missiles et les emplacements moyens et à portée intermédiaire au Cuba? Oui ou non? N'attendez pas la traduction, oui ou non?"

"vous êtes dans la cour de l'opinion du monde en ce moment, et vous pouvez répondre oui ou non. Vous avez nié qu'ils existent. Je veux savoir si vous, si ceci, si je vous ai compris correctement."

"n'attendez pas la traduction, oui ou non?"

"je suis disposé à attendre ma réponse jusqu'à ce que l'enfer gèle plus de, si c'est votre décision. Et je suis également disposé à présenter l'évidence dans cette chambre."

Naciones Unidas, Embajador Adlai Stevenson de ESTADOS UNIDOS

MON VERSON: est-ce que

"vous, ami et amour de l'Ambassadeur My Very Very Special, niez que le S.T.U.D. a placé et place" les missiles moyens et à portée intermédiaire "et les emplacements dans Lisle et Naperville? Oui ou non? N'attendez pas la traduction, oui ou non?"

"vous êtes dans la cour de l'opinion du monde en ce moment, et vous pouvez répondre oui ou non. Vous avez nié qu'ils existent. Je veux savoir si vous, si ceci, si je vous ai compris correctement."

"n'attendent pas la traduction, oui ou non?"

"je suis disposé à attendre ma réponse jusqu'à ce que l'enfer gèle plus de, si c'est votre décision. Et je suis également disposé à présenter l'évidence dans cette chambre."

cannettes de porc-épic d' , l'Ambassadeur Scott M. Huber d'A&A

For those of you that don't speak French:

"Do you, Ambassador Zorin, deny that the U.S.S.R. has placed and is placing medium and intermediate range missiles and sites in Cuba? Yes or no? Don't wait for the translation, yes or no?"

"You're in the court of world opinion right now, and you can answer yes or no. You have denied that they exist. I want to know if you, if this, if I have understood you correctly."

"Don't wait for the translation, yes or no?"

"I am prepared to wait for my answer until Hell freezes over, if that's your decision. And I'm also prepared to present the evidence in this room."

United Nations, U.S. Ambassador Adlai Stevenson

MY VERSON:

"Do you, Ambassador My Very Very Special Friend and Love, deny that the S.T.U.D. has placed and is placing medium and intermediate range "missiles" and sites in Lisle and Naperville? Yes or no? Don't wait for the translation, yes or no?"

"You're in the court of world opinion right now, and you can answer yes or no. You have denied that they exist. I want to know if you, if this, if I have understood you correctly."

"Don't wait for the translation, yes or no?"

"I am prepared to wait for my answer until Hell freezes over, if that's your decision. And I'm also prepared to present the evidence in this room."

Porcupine Quills, A&A Ambassador Scott M. Huber Hi! Hi!

Adlai E. Stevenson and the Cuban Missile Crisis

"I hear it said now and then that I am talking over the heads of the people. (crowd: "No") Well if it’s a mistake to appeal to intelligence and reason instead of emotion and prejudice then I plea guilty to the charge."

Adlai Stevenson

More on this later!

With Love In LOVE,
Scott

UPDATE 6-16-2002 @ 8:25 P.M.:........HAPPY FATHER'S DAY FOLKS!

UPDATE 6-17-2002 @ 3:45 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Missed you this morning at Mass! Your dress this weekend was extremely complimentary and well done!

Hope all is well! Hope and pray that you will reconsider a dialogue on the documents "our" priest informed you about. I am continuing to pray with you and for you! You should be experiencing a difference!

I hope and pray that you are breaking it off with STUD! You will be able to normalize if you do and it will take a lot of stress out of your life. He is like quicksand. It looks safe and inviting but watch out once you set your "feet" in it you are sucked down. The only way to save you is to get a "branch" out and hope you can grab it and let one pull you out.

I still am of the opinion that STUD date raped you even though he has conditioned you like pavlov's dog to think it was a normal relationship. In other words where you should normally romantically fall in love as with me, ("salivate" when you see the steak), you relate to him with sex ,(the bell), without with out love and romance, (the steak). He comes over and wants sex ,(the bell),and your only defense is "I'm not in the mood".....you have no "steak" unless he has conditioned you to believe the "bell" is "steak",(love)! That is what he wanted....a sex toy to get his "rocks" off with at his beck and call , (the bell).

I really believe you are a much more intelligent person than the "dumb blond" stereotype that he would like you to be for him!

* STUD is "doing you". After he has you locked in and desensitized to any true moral and Christian ethics in connection to your conduct intimately with him, he admits his wrong and gets you to forgive him without making a turnabout and ending the wrongful relationship! You continue to fall into the same old rut over and over again and then tries to candy coat it by looking like he will marry you. In other words he does his penance but affects NO reconciliation: no undoing of the maiming done to you, your sister and your friends, especially me!

If he had done his reconciliation he would have undone his lies about my character and circumstances as well as returned you and your sister to me in Christian and filial friendship and business. He continues to encourage you to have nothing to do with me and lies to you. He clearly is a fraud. He just continues status quo taking Holy Eucharist and ignoring that I exist as a human being with feelings as you. Some how I just don't exist...is that because I was murdered by you in your hearts? You know what Matthew five says about what you think in your heart...that it is the same as going out and doing it.

If you indeed are bringing him into the Roman Catholic Church you sure have a strange way of doing it when he leads you into the paths of iniquity, sucking you down to his level, which are not Christ's footsteps in the way Saint Paul would follow! There clearly has been no significant turning from you wrongs but rather a continuation in it.

HE HAS SUCCEEDED IN CONDITIONING YOU TO GO ALONG WITH HIM IN HIS SELFISH ACTS, LYING ABOUT ME AND MY CONDUCT, BACKGROUND, GIVING YOU MISLEADING INFORMATION AND NOT LETTING YOU OBEY THE WORD OF THE LORD! YOU HEARD THE PRIESTS AND THE SCRIPTURAL READINGS THE LAST FEW WEEKS. THEY WERE SPECIFICALLY SPEAKING TO STUD’S REPREHENSIBLE CONDUCT WITH YOU! Think about it! GENTLY AND TENDERLY PRAY ABOUT IT BEFORE THERE IS NO GENTLENESS AND TENDERNESS LEFT IN YOU AS HE SNEAKILY AND SUBTLEY CONDITIONS YOU TO BE 180 DEGREES THE PERSONALITY YOU WERE PERHAPS AT YOUR CONFIRMATION! SELAH!

My Very Very Special Friend and Love, he did what he did to you not because he really loves you but rather because you were an easy mark to satisfy his selfish desires. He did not want you to be free but rather a sex slave to him at his beck and call. Think about it! SELAH! If he was truly following God and His Love do you think he would have led you into violating your vows. If he was truly following God and His Love do you think he would have isolated me from you so that you would not truly know the Love of the Lord in my heart and for you and that perhaps, just perhaps God might have had a blessing for you in meeting me? STUD did not and does not want the Lords will. The Lord’s will does not maim, isolate and murder people emotionally and even spiritually trying to destroy people, especially YOUR OWN FRIENDS. Think about it! SELAH!

You really never gave me a chance to be your friend. I think it is time you do! I think that is what Jesus would have you to do and I think others have pointed that out to you too! Let the Lord bless you richly and give you his best, not something not even approaching bottom rate “love” as you have with STUD! Think about it! SELAH!

If you believe I have insulted or wronged you, you let me know and be specific and if I have I will apologize. That is more than some people I know do!

I pray "unceasingly" ,(as St. Paul talks of prayer),for you My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

1 Thessalonians 5:17-28 -"... Pray without ceasing. 18 In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you. 19 Quench not the Spirit. 20 Despise not prophesyings. 21 Prove all things; hold fast that which is good. 22 Abstain from all appearance of evil. 23 And the very God of peace sanctify you wholly; and I pray God your whole spirit and soul and body be preserved blameless unto the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. 24 Faithful is he that calleth you, who also will do it. 25 Brethren, pray for us. 26 Greet all the brethren with an holy kiss. 27 I charge you by the Lord that this epistle be read unto all the holy brethren. 28 The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you. Amen."

Acts 12:5 - "Peter therefore was kept in prison: but prayer was made without ceasing of the church unto God for him."

Romans 12:12 - "Rejoicing in hope; patient in tribulation; continuing instant in prayer;"

Ephesians 1:15-20 - "Wherefore I also, after I heard of your faith in the Lord Jesus, and love unto all the saints, 16 Cease not to give thanks for you, making mention of you in my prayers; 17 That the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of glory, may give unto you the spirit of wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of him: 18 The eyes of your understanding being enlightened; that ye may know what is the hope of his calling, and what the riches of the glory of his inheritance in the saints, 19 And what is the exceeding greatness of his power to us-ward who believe, according to the working of his mighty power, 20 Which he wrought in Christ, when he raised him from the dead, and set him at his own right hand in the heavenly places,prayers;"

Colossians 1:9 - "For this cause we also, since the day we heard it, do not cease to pray for you, and to desire that ye might be filled with the knowledge of his will in all wisdom and spiritual understanding;"

1 Thessalonians 3:7-13 - "7 Therefore, brethren, we were comforted over you in all our affliction and distress by your faith: 8 For now we live, if ye stand fast in the Lord. 9 For what thanks can we render to God again for you, for all the joy wherewith we joy for your sakes before our God; 10 Night and day praying exceedingly that we might see your face, and might perfect that which is lacking in your faith? 11 Now God himself and our Father, and our Lord Jesus Christ, direct our way unto you. 12 And the Lord make you to increase and abound in love one toward another, and toward all men, even as we do toward you: 13 To the end he may stablish your hearts unblameable in holiness before God, even our Father, at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ with all his saints."

James 5:16 - "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much.

1 John 5:14-20 - "14 And this is the confidence that we have in him, that, if we ask any thing according to his will, he heareth us: 15 And if we know that he hear us, whatsoever we ask, we know that we have the petitions that we desired of him. 16 If any man see his brother sin a sin which is not unto death, he shall ask, and he shall give him life for them that sin not unto death. There is a sin unto death: I do not say that he shall pray for it. 17 All unrighteousness is sin: and there is a sin not unto death. 18 We know that whosoever is born of God sinneth not; but he that is begotten of God keepeth himself, and that wicked one toucheth him not. 19 And we know that we are of God, and the whole world lieth in wickedness. 20 And we know that the Son of God is come, and hath given us an understanding, that we may know him that is true, and we are in him that is true, even in his Son Jesus Christ. This is the true God, and eternal life."

Philippians 1:9 - "And this I pray, that your love may abound yet more and more in knowledge and in all judgment;"

The Lord be with you and protect you from deceptions of the Evil one who just wants to make you look like and be a fool and destroy everything you have fought so hard to sustain in your faith by submitting to Christ's love!

More on this later too!

With Love in LOVE,
Scott

TOMORROWS COURT EVENTS:

Your prayers are appreciated especially with reference to tommorow's court activities with Naperville on the false arrest issues and alleged criminal trespass of the restroom without a train ticket. I am moving for a continuance due to the complications prior noted in these updates. That might not happen. I might be forced to trial.

Thanks!

UPDATE 6-18-2002 @ 7:06 P.M.:........COURT NEWS

Folks I got the continuance. A bench warrant was put out on me due to lateness but I was able to explain the bad bus connection scenario and was given a new trial date of July 30, 2002 @ 9:30 AM.

More on this later.

Need your donations fast. Cash flow for court is almost gone. No Mass tomorrow it looks like at this point unless something happens tonight! Thanks! God Bless!

UPDATE 6-20-2002 @ 5:18 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Take a look at the update regarding conditioning for further comments to that article!

With love in Love, (believe it or not!)
Scott

UPDATE 6-21-2002 @ 11:30 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

It is that time again! June 21 the LONGEST DAY of the year! I hope your day will not negatively be the longest day.

I and I'm sure the REGISTERED parishioners missed you at Mass this morning. I was surprised you were not there! Hope and pray all is well.

A little more with reference to Matthew 5! Check the source material and not just my representation of it!

My reference to murder was stimulated by the SILENCING that was in effect affected on January 25, 2002 when you called me and canceled my life with you! Silencing is one of the most ruthless and devastating ways to treat anyone and is a form of murder. I feel that since you were under the influence of the demonic psychological domination of STUD that you were thus tripped up by the stumbling block called STUD. I am quite sure that you would not have acted so harshly if he had not been involved. In fact, I don't think I would have been negatively treated in any respect if STUD had not been involved because you took me at face value when you met me and wanted the best for me. STUD polluted that clear spring of "water" and manipulated you to "murder" me. SELAH!

That is why I think you should make a clean break with STUD. He is another thug with a nightstick like in the Kerrigan scenario , (Timeline).. In that scenario the thugs injured a perfectly champion skater and prevented her from doing her best and in fact prevented her from competing. SELAH! Now doesn't that sound like what STUD was and is doing to me? Is that what you were trying to instill in me when we had devotions at your home? SELAH!

Silencing, lying and his selfishness is the nightstick! SELAH!

At least when one is guilty of murder in one's heart one has the power from God to change that! Fortunately you have the power to raise that person you "murdered" from the dead! Yes, just like Christ only in Spirit! You have a way out! You can undo the wrongs and make them rights!

So the question is has the Holy Spirit of Love convicted you to undo your "murder"? Will you raise me from the dead? You have the God given power!

The sooner you raise me from the dead the sooner we will BOTH be healed! It is in effect like touching the hem of His garment!

Matthew 14:35 & 36 (KJV)

"35 And when the men of that place had knowledge of him, they sent out into all that country round about, and brought unto him all that were diseased; 36 And besought him that they might only touch the hem of his garment: and as many as touched were made perfectly whole."

You have to get rid of the Dathan! You know how Dathan misled the Israelites about the trek from Egypt and challenged Moses and Aaron! He was probably one of them that was influencing Aaron to direct the people to give up their gold for the idol when Moses went up the mount to get the tablets of the Ten Commandments!

I will give you "twenty questions" so to figure out who the Dathans are in your life! In the account in Exodus it was Aaron the brother of Moses that told the Israelites to take off their gold and give it up to be made into a calf to be worshiped! What happened to Dathan and "company"? SELAH!

Numbers 16:1-35 (KJV)

"1 Now Korah, the son of Izhar, the son of Kohath, the son of Levi, and Dathan and Abiram, the sons of Eliab, and On, the son of Peleth, sons of Reuben, took men: 2 And they rose up before Moses, with certain of the children of Israel, two hundred and fifty princes of the assembly, famous in the congregation, men of renown: 3 And they gathered themselves together against Moses and against Aaron, and said unto them, Ye take too much upon you, seeing all the congregation are holy, every one of them, and the LORD is among them: wherefore then lift ye up yourselves above the congregation of the LORD? 4 And when Moses heard it, he fell upon his face: 5 And he spake unto Korah and unto all his company, saying, Even to morrow the LORD will shew who are his, and who is holy; and will cause him to come near unto him: even him whom he hath chosen will he cause to come near unto him. 6 This do; Take you censers, Korah, and all his company; 7 And put fire therein, and put incense in them before the LORD to morrow: and it shall be that the man whom the LORD doth choose, he shall be holy: ye take too much upon you, ye sons of Levi. 8 And Moses said unto Korah, Hear, I pray you, ye sons of Levi: 9 Seemeth it but a small thing unto you, that the God of Israel hath separated you from the congregation of Israel, to bring you near to himself to do the service of the tabernacle of the LORD, and to stand before the congregation to minister unto them? 10 And he hath brought thee near to him, and all thy brethren the sons of Levi with thee: and seek ye the priesthood also? 11 For which cause both thou and all thy company are gathered together against the LORD: and what is Aaron, that ye murmur against him? 12 And Moses sent to call Dathan and Abiram, the sons of Eliab: which said, We will not come up: 13 Is it a small thing that thou hast brought us up out of a land that floweth with milk and honey, to kill us in the wilderness, except thou make thyself altogether a prince over us? 14 Moreover thou hast not brought us into a land that floweth with milk and honey, or given us inheritance of fields and vineyards: wilt thou put out the eyes of these men? we will not come up. 15 And Moses was very wroth, and said unto the LORD, Respect not thou their offering: I have not taken one ass from them, neither have I hurt one of them. 16 And Moses said unto Korah, Be thou and all thy company before the LORD, thou, and they, and Aaron, to morrow: 17 And take every man his censer, and put incense in them, and bring ye before the LORD every man his censer, two hundred and fifty censers; thou also, and Aaron, each of you his censer. 18 And they took every man his censer, and put fire in them, and laid incense thereon, and stood in the door of the tabernacle of the congregation with Moses and Aaron. 19 And Korah gathered all the congregation against them unto the door of the tabernacle of the congregation: and the glory of the LORD appeared unto all the congregation. 20 And the LORD spake unto Moses and unto Aaron, saying, 21 Separate yourselves from among this congregation, that I may consume them in a moment. 22 And they fell upon their faces, and said, O God, the God of the spirits of all flesh, shall one man sin, and wilt thou be wroth with all the congregation? 23 And the LORD spake unto Moses, saying, 24 Speak unto the congregation, saying, Get you up from about the tabernacle of Korah, Dathan, and Abiram. 25 And Moses rose up and went unto Dathan and Abiram; and the elders of Israel followed him. 26 And he spake unto the congregation, saying, Depart, I pray you, from the tents of these wicked men, and touch nothing of their's, lest ye be consumed in all their sins. 27 So they gat up from the tabernacle of Korah, Dathan, and Abiram, on every side: and Dathan and Abiram came out, and stood in the door of their tents, and their wives, and their sons, and their little children. 28 And Moses said, Hereby ye shall know that the LORD hath sent me to do all these works; for I have not done them of mine own mind. 29 If these men die the common death of all men, or if they be visited after the visitation of all men; then the LORD hath not sent me. 30 But if the LORD make a new thing, and the earth open her mouth, and swallow them up, with all that appertain unto them, and they go down quick into the pit; then ye shall understand that these men have provoked the LORD. 31 And it came to pass, as he had made an end of speaking all these words, that the ground clave asunder that was under them: 32 And the earth opened her mouth, and swallowed them up, and their houses, and all the men that appertained unto Korah, and all their goods. 33 They, and all that appertained to them, went down alive into the pit, and the earth closed upon them: and they perished from among the congregation. 34 And all Israel that were round about them fled at the cry of them: for they said, Lest the earth swallow us up also. 35 And there came out a fire from the LORD, and consumed the two hundred and fifty men that offered incense."

Here is another account of Dathan and his "boys":

Psalms 106:1-48 (KJV):

"1 Praise ye the LORD. O give thanks unto the LORD; for he is good: for his mercy endureth for ever. 2 Who can utter the mighty acts of the LORD? who can shew forth all his praise? 3 Blessed are they that keep judgment, and he that doeth righteousness at all times. 4 Remember me, O LORD, with the favour that thou bearest unto thy people: O visit me with thy salvation; 5 That I may see the good of thy chosen, that I may rejoice in the gladness of thy nation, that I may glory with thine inheritance. 6 We have sinned with our fathers, we have committed iniquity, we have done wickedly. 7 Our fathers understood not thy wonders in Egypt; they remembered not the multitude of thy mercies; but provoked him at the sea, even at the Red sea. 8 Nevertheless he saved them for his name's sake, that he might make his mighty power to be known. 9 He rebuked the Red sea also, and it was dried up: so he led them through the depths, as through the wilderness. 10 And he saved them from the hand of him that hated them, and redeemed them from the hand of the enemy. 11 And the waters covered their enemies: there was not one of them left. 12 Then believed they his words; they sang his praise. 13 They soon forgat his works; they waited not for his counsel: 14 But lusted exceedingly in the wilderness, and tempted God in the desert. 15 And he gave them their request; but sent leanness into their soul. 16 They envied Moses also in the camp, and Aaron the saint of the LORD. 17 The earth opened and swallowed up Dathan and covered the company of Abiram. 18 And a fire was kindled in their company; the flame burned up the wicked. 19 They made a calf in Horeb, and worshipped the molten image. 20 Thus they changed their glory into the similitude of an ox that eateth grass. 21 They forgat God their saviour, which had done great things in Egypt; 22 Wondrous works in the land of Ham, and terrible things by the Red sea. 23 Therefore he said that he would destroy them, had not Moses his chosen stood before him in the breach, to turn away his wrath, lest he should destroy them. 24 Yea, they despised the pleasant land, they believed not his word: 25 But murmured in their tents, and hearkened not unto the voice of the LORD. 26 Therefore he lifted up his hand against them, to overthrow them in the wilderness: 27 To overthrow their seed also among the nations, and to scatter them in the lands. 28 They joined themselves also unto Baalpeor, and ate the sacrifices of the dead. 29 Thus they provoked him to anger with their inventions: and the plague brake in upon them. 30 Then stood up Phinehas, and executed judgment: and so the plague was stayed. 31 And that was counted unto him for righteousness unto all generations for evermore. 32 They angered him also at the waters of strife, so that it went ill with Moses for their sakes: 33 Because they provoked his spirit, so that he spake unadvisedly with his lips. 34 They did not destroy the nations, concerning whom the LORD commanded them: 35 But were mingled among the heathen, and learned their works. 36 And they served their idols: which were a snare unto them. 37 Yea, they sacrificed their sons and their daughters unto devils, 38 And shed innocent blood, even the blood of their sons and of their daughters, whom they sacrificed unto the idols of Canaan: and the land was polluted with blood. 39 Thus were they defiled with their own works, and went a whoring with their own inventions. 40 Therefore was the wrath of the LORD kindled against his people, insomuch that he abhorred his own inheritance. 41 And he gave them into the hand of the heathen; and they that hated them ruled over them. 42 Their enemies also oppressed them, and they were brought into subjection under their hand. 43 Many times did he deliver them; but they provoked him with their counsel, and were brought low for their iniquity. 44 Nevertheless he regarded their affliction, when he heard their cry: 45 And he remembered for them his covenant, and repented according to the multitude of his mercies. 46 He made them also to be pitied of all those that carried them captives. 47 Save us, O LORD our God, and gather us from among the heathen, to give thanks unto thy holy name, and to triumph in thy praise. 48 Blessed be the LORD God of Israel from everlasting to everlasting: and let all the people say, Amen. Praise ye the LORD."

Did I lead you into SIN? NO! I think I shared and I quoted you a part of the 23rd Psalm as a parallel to the scripture reading you had in your devotion as you will recall that one particular night I was at your home. Specifically Psalms chapter 23 verses 4 thru 6! Did I object to your devotions texts? NO!

Did STUD AKA DATHAN object to my input...YES! So much so he put me out down the road! You see I was not fitting into his cookie cuttering of me as a second rate citizen and poor investment of a friendship etc! He had to get rid of me quick or his "apple cart" was going to be upended by his lying to you. The more you got to know me the more his propaganda about me was going to fall apart! Of course when that happened he would not get to continue to whisper “sweet nothings” in your ear in your and his bedrooms and where ever out side the HOLY SACREMENT OF MARRIAGE while he lied to me telling me that there was no relationship going on between you and he! SELAH!

Psalms 23:1-6 (KJV)

"1 The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. 2 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. 3 He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. 4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. 5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. 6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever."

No, I did not lead you into SIN. I told you where I was "coming from"! I think I in effect told you my love. I think you remember that well!

Who did lead you into SIN? Who strove against my friendship with you? Who is your Dathan? SIN leads to destruction, downfall in your inner beauty, reputation, downfall in quality friendships, and ultimately untimely death in many ways! Will "DATHAN" get you sucked into the fiery pit? Have you already gotten your "tail feathers" singed by his stupidity and selfishness?

*God forbid there be any other STUDS in on this! Promiscuity? (What next?) A hard-line conservative Roman Catholic who for the most part takes Holy Eucharist daily? One who scared the "crap" out of me when she and her sister laid the ground rules as conservative hard-line Roman Catholics? I don't believe it!

Not the gal that has been so precious to me in love and LOVE and helped me when I was down and hurting and gave me sup! Satan roams about like a lion seeking whom he may devour! Beware My Very Very Special Friend and Love! He will make a fool out of you if you are not careful!

1 Peter 5:4-11 (KJV)

"4 And when the chief Shepherd shall appear, ye shall receive a crown of glory that fadeth not away. 5 Likewise, ye younger, submit yourselves unto the elder. Yea, all of you be subject one to another, and be clothed with humility: for God resisteth the proud, and giveth grace to the humble. 6 Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time: 7 Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you. 8 Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour: 9 Whom resist stedfast in the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world. 10 But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you. 11 To him be glory and dominion for ever and ever. Amen."

Food for thought!

With Love in LOVE (believe it or not!),
Scott

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UPDATE 6-21-2002 @ 3:38 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

After all do you really like being called "HONEY BUNS", "BUTTERCUP", "BABIE" among other things...????? You being a person with such talent and ability I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU WOULD FALL FOR SUCH CHEAP TRASH! Are the "Sweet Nothings" really worth it? God, NOT MAN, does legally let me in on certain things!

For some strange reason I don't think STUD uses all those terms! Is it really worth all the stress, sobbing, heartache, paranoia and sense of failure before the Lord day in day out My Very Very Special Friend and Love?

God's terms as I have discussed above are for real! Use them to your advantage NOT to your demise. I say that with very special tender feelings for you and your wellbeing! He will help you but you have to LET Him! He has sent you friends that will help you but you have to let them in.

I am the very very special friend of yours God sent you as a Christmas present. You took the wrappings off me but did not open the box to see what you were getting! How foolish! Don't throw me away! I am here patiently waiting for you to return with me to December 21, 2001 so that we can open the box and share in the gifts as well as all the help and hugs and good times we, and your sister had and can still have in our future "December 24th"if you will LET me and LOVE!

Believe it or not I am still PRAYING WITH YOU AND FOR YOU! I STILL LOVE YOU!

With Love in LOVE!
Scott

UPDATE 6-21-2002 @ 3:38 P.M.:........STUD!

I AM PERSONALLY HOLDING YOU RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY APPARENT EVENTS THAT HAVE SUCKED DOWN MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND AND LOVE. YOU HAD BETTER FIGURE OUT SOMETHING FAST TO HELP GET HER BACK TO HER DEVOTED VALUES THAT I KNEW BACK ON DECEMBER 21, 2001. I WILL SUE. GET WITH IT MAN! IT IS GOING TO HAPPEN! SELAH!

THE OTHER STUD TAKE NOTE BECAUSE I AM GOOD AT MY LEGAL WITH THE SWORD OF THE SPIRIT! I GUARANTEE! PLAN ON IT, YOU BOTH OR WHOEVER WILL HURT FINANCIALLY! IF IT TAKES THIRTY YEARS! I WILL TRACK YOU DOWN LIKE THE HUNTED BY GOD'S STRENGTH AND STAMINA. THIS IS A HOLY WAR! SELAH!

GOD HELP THE COACHES THAT BOTCHED THIS ONE!

UPDATE 6-23-2002 @ 4:25 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Freind and Love!

For lack of time at this moment I want to present to you a chronology of events that I beleive support the fact that I have had your hand in marriage since December 21, 2001.

1)When I met you at the store we bonded. "Data" transfer occurred and I think you know what I mean. We both communicated at a fantastic rate telepathically and knew that we should be together. My experience was a sudden realization that we were one in an instant and it was almost like electricity and it zinged through my sense of being and reality. I don't doubt that you had a similar experience.

2)Our communication was extremely positive.

2a)I liked your lingual accent and complimented you on it as you will recall. That compliment was just about the first personal words out of my mouth to you that night other than dealing with my store related problem of the dumping of my tote into the dumpster.

2b)I discussed with you St. Paul on Marriage did I not! Something on the order of 1 Corinthians 7. Where Paul says in effect that if a man find a wife he has found a good thing but none the less we should serve Christ. You liked that. You knew I was interested in you.

3)You then showered gifts on me. The Samsonite attache case and two book bags as I have it.

4)Two hours after we parted from the store you left a phone message on my voice mail system saying that you would like me to be with you on Christmas Eve at your place.

5)I could not get that message until Christmas Day and we set up a tenative date for our rondevous for New Years Eve. It did not happen due to distractions on both our sides but none the less we were still to be getting together.

6)That getting together was for the purposes of intimately consumating our marriage instigated on your side by the gifts. You wanted my love and we were to get together to consumate that love. That would be the ultimate end of our marriage.

7)STUD intercepted me on Christmas Eve in his selfishness and desire date raped you and deliberately tried to destroy our marriage honeymoon. THINK ABOUT IT My Very Very Special Friend and Love.

Food for thought!

More on this later as I am bumped from this library computer.

With Love In LOVE!
Scott

UPDATE 6-23-2002 @ 8:46 P.M.:........GOD HELP THE STUD!

Ok Folks, this is what I think has been going on:

1)To cover up his indiscretions with My Very Very Special Friend and Love he convinced My Very Very Special Friend and Love to go along with him and file a false and malicious complaint holding her under duress.

2)What I believe is alleged in the Lisle Police Department report that they are in CONTEMPT OF COURT in producing the subpoenaed report is that it was alleged that I solicited My Very Very Special Friend and Love for prostituted sex.

3)In January and February you will note I made reference to STUD being a pimp. The girls that visited me were bate that I did not bite on. I was supposed to be lured into solicitation so that I would be arrested for soliciting a prostitute and even an underaged one.

4)This again was done recently in Lisle at the train station and at the Lisle Public Library. See my last report on the Lisle Public Library and a to be announced follow up of why I was denied equal access rights at that facility for at least the last month since the solicitation of a prostitute in the middle of the library which I failed to bite on.

5) STUD wanted the police to believe I was just a dirt bag and wanted My Very Very Special Friend and Love to think so too. He wanted to destroy my reputation.

6)This is why she will not speak to me....she has been indoctrinated that I am a sex addict and a solicitor for sex. STUD has and I believe the police tried to support or suggest the same.

7)Clearly STUD has manufactured evidence or manipulated evidence. Clearly this is not the truth and people in this community that know me know that this is not the truth.

8)It is clear that this insidious and diabolical plot to undue me in the viewing of My Very Very Special Friend and Love was designed to destroy any love and wholesome relationship that existed between us and give him license to continue in his adultery. 9)This is why Lisle PD is not releasing the report so that they can continue to trip me up if they can in any jurisdiction. This is the gist...more will follow!

UPDATE 6-21-2002 @ 3:38 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Thought you were dazzling in that yellow dress you had on this last Sunday! I liked the dress you had on today! Looked fairly intricate in pattern as I recall. Maybe a bit influenced by your girl friend with you today and at other times?

I thought the priest's homily was very important today. He usually gives very good, consistent, down to earth advice I have noted! Certainly in parallel and harmony with your scriptural readings from your devotions I would think. It helps all of us My Very Very Special Friend and Love.

Hope all is well with you. I just pray that you will elect to communicate with me again as we used to do! We should at least be able to do that. That is certainly the least in Christian hospitality one can do! Please give me that blessing.

I figure that I will be sending the letter to the police chief probably toward the end of the week as I see it right now barring technical difficulties and any revelations from you. I really need to do this as I believe STUD just got away with too much and left you and me and my business empty and hurting too much and too long now. I still feel that he is holding you hostage. I need to see you free of that bondage! I know where you were at when we first met and during January with your Christian and loving hospitality. I know that things have drastically changed. STUD has clearly all but destroyed our very very special Christian friendship! Don't remain in denial! It is clear what has happened.

When I sue STUD I will be forced to go into the “gory” details to show the court how STUD destroyed in the most part both of our sense of worth, self-esteem, our special and vibrant friendship and degraded your value systems. Too much evidence exists to belief that you were merely a Good Samaritan and that anything more than that was the “fruit of my imagination”. After all I was not born yesterday My Very Very Special Friend and Love.

You being from overseas STUD knowingly took advantage of your naivete with reference to the way certain low life American boys operate on the women here. I know he took advantage of you. As I said in the phone messages I left on or about January 24 and 25 of this year: “I am on your side” give me a chance to be first your friend! As I said in my Valentine I am not intending to high pressure you but rather like to have NORMAL and REASONABLE communication.

I would kindly appreciate your giving yourself and me the courtesy of feedback in gentle Christian love. I don’t want to cause you needless pain and scrutiny when we could get together and clear up any misunderstandings first. Please keep your beautiful objectivity so that we don't needlessly need to hurt due to misunderstandings.

As I think you already know: “HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY”! STUD’S way just does not pay off in the long run! Listen to Christ NOT STUD! You are a better person than he is by far!

As you know I am at the usual places,: Mass ,chapel, my bench at the times you are already aware. Please let me have the courtesy in Christian love of your input.

As I believe you have already thought of and are aware, you don't find too many people like me that will pray for you like I have. That is NOT a coincidence!

Please have a good day!

Thanks,

With Love in LOVE,
Scott

UPDATE 6-25-2002 @ 1:23 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

STUD is a demonic juggernaut! Merriam Webster Online defines that a juggernaut is "a massive inexorable force, campaign, movement, or object that crushes whatever is in its path". Think about that! A MASSIVE INEXORABLE FORCE! A massive inexorable, (inexorable as in the movie Exorcist), demon that took over your self control, especially sexually, and will to serve Jesus with love, joy and free spirit in His Spirit!

Don't get involved with or married to a man that Jesus did not bring together with you. I believe LOVE who is Jesus brought us together My Very Very Special Friend and Love. You should be my friend NOT STUD's! Just because you know him longer does not mean you know him better! SELAH!

Don't get involved or married to a man that has very likely used exotic designer and extravagant drugs on you to produce a response in you that you never planned on or really wanted!

God sent you me to help you keep on track with the Lord. You started to take the wrappers off the Christmas present but bizarrely did not open the box. Who ever heard of someone getting a present and taking the wrappers off and not looking inside to see what they got?

You did not even give Jesus in me a chance to see how good a relationship is with someone who at least tries to play by the rules. STUD operates like some judges in this county: they play by the rules until they lose and then they cheat! That is why I am financially and business wise in the depths of despair. Think about it. I have a twenty year old established business that has been crushed by guys like STUD that don't believe everyone should be treated equal but only look out for themselves not even their partners!

STUD did not nor does he play by the rules. Think about that in your heart. You know it is true. He simply takes what he wants selfishly and does notreally care about you and your feelings, commitments, values, and vows to Jesus. If he had cared he would never have done the abusive things he has done to you sexually, emotionally and Spiritually and you know what I am talking about. Spiritually he as dulled your sensitivity to Jesus’ Spirit of Love for yourself as well as your friends like me and even your sister!

I think STUD not only date raped you when you were committed to me but he did so in a sexually deviant way. I felt this in my gut when you were physically involved with him. That contact was NOT Jesus honoring, pure in spirit nor loving to you, your body which is the temple of the Holy Spirit:

1 Corinthians 6:9-20 (KJV)

" 9 Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind, 10 Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God. 11 And such were some of you: but ye are washed, but ye are sanctified, but ye are justified in the name of the Lord Jesus, and by the Spirit of our God. 12 All things are lawful unto me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but I will not be brought under the power of any. 13 Meats for the belly, and the belly for meats: but God shall destroy both it and them. Now the body is not for fornication, but for the Lord; and the Lord for the body. 14 And God hath both raised up the Lord, and will also raise up us by his own power. 15 Know ye not that your bodies are the members of Christ? shall I then take the members of Christ, and make them the members of an harlot? God forbid. 16 What? know ye not that he which is joined to an harlot is one body? for two, saith he, shall be one flesh. 17 But he that is joined unto the Lord is one spirit. 18 Flee fornication. Every sin that a man doeth is without the body; but he that committeth fornication sinneth against his own body. 19 What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own? 20 For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's."

and note:

2 Corinthians 6:11-18

11 O ye Corinthians, our mouth is open unto you, our heart is enlarged. 12 Ye are not straitened in us, but ye are straitened in your own bowels. 13 Now for a recompence in the same, (I speak as unto my children,) be ye also enlarged. 14 Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness? 15 And what concord hath Christ with Belial? or what part hath he that believeth with an infidel? 16 And what agreement hath the temple of God with idols? for ye are the temple of the living God; as God hath said, I will dwell in them, and walk in them; and I will be their God, and they shall be my people. 17 Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you. 18 And will be a Father unto you, and ye shall be my sons and daughters, saith the Lord Almighty.

STUD accuses me of interfering with you, his love affair and his marriage plans but ignores our plans the plans you and I had started on December 21, 2001! Talk about the POT CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK! Isn't that hypocritical? Isn't that phony? He has conditioned you into believing that you and him are in true love but what he is NOT telling you is that it is really with the drug of sex and mind control over you! Think about that!

You have frequently had to "drag" him into church. You have had to "drag" him around with you in church to participate. I have watched you and him and have seen his reluctance! He embraced Roman Catholicism but not with the Spirit of Love in Christ Jesus! He is religious and has a form of Godliness but denies the power thereof!

2 Timothy 3:1-9 (KJV)

"1 This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come. 2 For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy, 3 Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good, 4 Traitors, heady, highminded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God; 5 Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away. 6 For of this sort are they which creep into houses, and lead captive silly women laden with sins, led away with divers lusts, 7 Ever learning, and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth. 8 Now as Jannes and Jambres withstood Moses, so do these also resist the truth: men of corrupt minds, reprobate concerning the faith. 9 But they shall proceed no further: for their folly shall be manifest unto all men, as their's also was."

STUD will have you a housewife if not a geisha girl stuffed in a home like a geisha girl serving his every egotistical desire, beck and call! You know what that means...his sex slave! He may, if he has not already, have you doing favors for some of his male friends. ( God forbid lap dancing or something like that and that which goes along with it! ) I read STUD like a book and he knows it! Isn't that the way it has been headed? Isn’t that with what he has been trying to get you involved! Think about that.

I want to go beyond those male stereotypes of women's duties or male "traditions" with you and work as a team! One in Heart, Mind, Spirit, Love and LOVE! I'm not afraid of roll reversal if that is the best you and I. It might even work best for both of us these days. We will work out the finances...you know I am frugal and cost effective! Just give it time My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

It is clear you have gotten bad advice from somewhere in addition to the police, not to have contact with me because these are people who really do not fear the Lord. They are afraid that you will experience the true ecstasy in Christ,(as opposed to the drug ecstasy, that I have been told can lower your intelligence quotient and reasoning abilities), that you will have if you join forces with me.

You know my background as I have shared it briefly with you in our conversations and more detailed in my web pages. Read, Read, Read! Think, Think, Think! Pray, Pray, Pray! Please let the pureness of the Holy Spirit guide your life choices! I sense the last three days you may be becoming more sensitive to Jesus' calling in these areas.

If STUD really cared about you and what is best for you he would never have dragged you into these sinful acts, (by your own admittance of hard-line conservative Roman Catholicism), He wold have honored your Faith commitments As I Have and did when I was with you. SELAH!

Who really cares about you and wants what is best for you: I DO... NOT STUD! His "actions" speak louder than his words! He goes through the motions at church only to please you but he does not act on that faith or its value systems. His conduct with you especially behind "closed" doors is proof positive! You have to sneak and hide to do things you know you should not be by your own choice of Catholic doctrine. Your own conscience says it is wrong yet you do it! You in effect are ruining all that you have been, are and will be.

Be a Christian team player along with me NOT a mediocre body that goes through the motions so to look good by "hook and by crook" as STUD has already involved you!

You, me and Christ in HIS LOVE will make a difference in this world. Stud and you will only serve status quo never really changing things for the better!

You and I have some definite goals, dreams and convictions in Christ's Love. Lets put these goals, dreams and convictions to work with Christ's Love! Give me a chance! Give me a try! I don't think you will be sorry!

If you go with STUD and the immediate, but soon to be short termed, financial benefits he possesses and stay under his mind and sex control it will fade and fail! He has cheated you and fooled you My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Open the box of the Christmas gift that the Lord sent you on December 21, 2001 and see what LOVE God hath wrought!!!

P.S.: In contradiction to some popular believing bigots: I am not a tightwad, cheapskate, con-artist or rip-off. The facts just simply are not there. The facts show just the opposite. These people are the first to criticize but the last to communicate amicably so to solve problems and come to objective and fair conclusions. Those who say such things are certainly not living in reality for sure! They are certainly sick, jealous and deceptive Big Black Pots calling the Little White Kettle Black!

I am under duress, financially, spiritually and socially. When one is limited on his resources, prudence and good stewardship dictates one to be a responsible person and live within one’s means. I think you know that I am good at that My Very Very Special Friend and Love. You know how well I have done and made last the gifts that you so lovingly and compassionately shared with me out of your also limited resources. I do this with the talents that Jesus and His LOVE has enabled! As I said before, I have a BIG HEART and have been known to be a very generous person as God has blessed me! SELAH!

I am sure there will be more on this later too!

Last but not least:

You have really been coming up with some "knock out" dresses lately. This morning's presentation was one of those dresses. It was very becoming to you! So has your girl friend!

I was very glad to see you in Mass this morning. I know that doing what Jesus wants you to do is one of your most important priorities. I know you are sensitive to his Spirit. Don't let that change. I know you are thinking and that is a good sign of Christ's work in you. I continue to pray with you and for you My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

With Love in LOVE,
Scott

UPDATE 6-26-2002 @ 6:23 P.M.:........LATE BREAKING NEWS!

Last night some strings were pulled and another phony bench warrant was honored and guess who ended up for a few hours in the Naperville Jail and then around 4 AM the county Jail! I was incarcerated in total for somewhere around 10 hours last night and this morning.

$500 bond was needed and I had $18.++! At least I had room service this morning with breakfast in bed. That is the best yet! Delicious oatmeal...three helpings along with two apple juices and French toast with maple syrup! Not bad and NO TAB!

What can I say. St Paul says that wherever I find myself therewith to be content so I scarped up on the food!

More seriously speaking I went to bond court this morning around 8:45 AM and proved that the warrant was null and void and was given freedom on personal recognizance!

I spent most the day making sure no more warrants are on the LEADS network so I should not be arrested again for such strange enforcements of warrants that were supposed to have been quashed!

Just another false arrest issue folks. I will be talking with attorneys!

Just think, all because I had to take a "whiz" in the men's room at the train station like "everyone" else does who do not get arrested without a train ticket. Sounds like discriminatory and malicious enforcement of non-customary police. Clearly a Title 42, Chapter 21, Section 1981 violation of the law.

For some strange reason my bones tell me STUD forces had something to do with this latest volley to keep me from Mass and visual contact with My Very Very Special Friend and Love. Not to mention defame me!

Any attorneys interested?

UPDATE 6-26-2002 @ 6:30 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

I should be at Mass tomorrow morning barring any other bizarre happenings. See you then. As it is said: "when the going gets rough the tough get going!"

Hope I did not miss anything important this morning. Have a good evening My Very Very Special Friend and Love. Hope your day was better than mine!

Does not the Lord work miracles! I could have been in county jail till the end of July! SELAH!

Philippians 4:10-13 (KJV)

"10 I rejoice in the Lord greatly that now at length you have revived your concern for me; you were indeed concerned for me, but you had no opportunity. 11 Not that I complain of want; for I have learned, in whatever state I am, to be content. 12 I know how to be abased, and I know how to abound; in any and all circumstances I have learned the secret of facing plenty and hunger, abundance and want. 13 I can do all things in him who strengthens me."

UPDATE 6-27-2002 @ 3:48 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Food for thought!

You know there have been reverberations, most likely from STUD, suggesting that I am too old to be your friend much less your husband. STUD appears to infer that I am an OLD MAN.

Well tell STUD to "think again, grasshopper"!

Paul McCartney and Heather Mills don't make such bad company or bedfellows now do they!!!! He is what, 60? She is 34? They were just married a few days ago, Right?

I hope and pray that that puts to rest the bigotry! I hope and pray that that ends the reign of the dominating hedonistic juggernaut who isolates his victims for his indoctrination and conditioning programs and his coaches! I hope and pray that that puts you at ease to be free to love who YOU want and wish to love!

Check these out!:

1)Sir Paul says: Love me do

2)Former Beatle McCartney Marries Heather Mills in Ireland

3) Paul McCartney on the Meaning Behind Songs

4) Heather Mills, 3:27, 12 Jun 2002 Description: Ex-Beatle Sir Paul McCartney

With Love in LOVE
Scott

UPDATE 7-2-2002 @ 4:25 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Missed you Friday thru Sunday at Mass. Hope all was well. I was glad to see you at Mass Monday but missed you today! Now how am I supposed to compliment you on your outfits if you don't show up?

On the serious side: I have had some technical complications in accessing my computer and have NOT sent out the letter to the Chief of Police. As I work thru the problems I will be able to execute that action. I have a hard copy but it will have to be reentered onto a floppy. Let me assure you any delay is not due to anything STUD has done or not done. I have warned him verbally last Friday as I recall that I want him to undo whatever he did to get you to refuse to communicate with me. I told him to get you back! I also told him I am pressing charges. Those charges will be pressed when I get that letter to the Chief out.

I welcome you to be objective and circumspect, as you would expect of me if I were in your "shoes"! Please avail yourself of this added opportunity that has Providentially been made available to you to get in contact with me. As I said before, I don't want you to suffer any hardship due to the acts of STUD who has offended both you, me and also the Holy Spirit who permitted us to meet. He has NOT apologized in any way and in fact is technocratically trying to get me arrested. He has to remember that the report that you filed on February 24, 2002 was for you and your sister NOT for him as I was informed by the Lisle Police. I will not hesitate to press additional charges against him if he makes any malicious calls or reports against me to the police or any other law enforcement agencies.

If I become aware of any past malicious calls or reports he has filed against me I will pursue charges against him. Simply put he is already in "HOT WATER". He will be a very poor man in the future. He is a "grasshopper" puppy dog still wet behind the ears and is going to legally get burned because he is still belligerent to authorities over him including the Lord Jesus Christ. His taking Holy Eucharist is exemplary of his belligerence as he still has "ought" against his brother if indeed he is a believer. I think he is not. I think he is a phony just like I told you on January 24, 25 and 27, 2002. If he was not a phony he would never have done to me what he has and continues to do nor would he have abused you criminally as he has and continues to do as I have it.

You have not contacted me otherwise in response to my requests for you to correct me. Your lack of response is construed as agreement with my observations and conclusions.

My friendship never ended with you on January 24, 2002 or after or December 24,2001 when we did not get together as you well know.

I believe the Christian and Holy and hospitable thing to do in LOVE is to contact me and get dialog so we can avoid misunderstandings and needless pain and suffering on both sides.

I don't want to cause you unnecessary legal scrutiny! Please reconsider your no communication stance and tell the Lisle Police Department to take a hike!

I fully intend to find out what they told you in full "until hell freezes over" if necessary! You would not like them holding some ethereal thing over your head like they are me. I am sure you would do something about it too. When you know lies are being made up to mentally, emotionally and Spiritually torture you you would retaliate. I am going to retaliate against them if they don't start following the rules in the true spirit of the U.S. Constitution not to mention Christian context of which many of these police officers SAY the allied themselves. You know the Acts 5:1-11 scenario weighs heavily on them as well as Matthew 18:1-17!

Please be assured that this is NOT a hostile act toward you as mentioned here today or prior. Please be advised that if law enforcement investigates STUD they will also investigate YOU! Please keep your facts true and you should have NO problem. I don't believe you really wanted to hurt me or planned to hurt me. I believe STUD's selfishness hurt both of us but I believe Jesus thru His Spirit can heal the wounds and we can start out fresh! Please pray hard, gently and sensitively about this and keep Him "the center of your life"!

Remember Satin is like a lion roaming about seeking whom he may devour. I hope this last weekend did not start again his devouring of your inner beauty and Holy Spirit filled life as you so beautifully stated in you web site round about you confirmation! Keep your priorities in proper balance! Be careful! There are many elements out there that will try to make you out to be a fool not to mention Kerrigan nightstick you!

Things are going on close around you of which you have to be careful! I have seen them even this last week! Keep your eyes open! Don't be naive you could be "taken in" or "seen coming" if you are not on your guard! Some of your friends are NOT your friends but they are leading you to believe you they are. Your best measure or reference point is the scriptures. Keep comparing yourself to Jesus’ standards and keep them on your top priority list and you won’t go wrong. REMEMBER TRUSTING JESUS ALSO MEANS DOING WHAT HE TELLS YOU THROUGH HIS WORD AND HIS SPECIAL ENVOYS. His true special envoys will never tell you to disobey HIS WORD!

STUD and anyone similar to him in conduct with you HAS NOT allied themselves with JESUS as their fruits are not allied with the fruits of His Spirit especially when they tell you to go against what you know in your Heart of Hearts is what is not Jesus’ footsteps especially as Saint Paul directs us!

Remember when one member of the Body of Christ hurts we all hurt! I hurt with you especially when you fail that commitment of keeping God the center of your life!

I will continue to pray WITH you and FOR you! Make a clean break with these people that are just using you! Believe me I have witnessed what they have done to you and so have your true friends around you! Don't get subtlely sucked down into the quicksand and mud as STUD has already done in the past. You always have the right to get up and "dust" yourself off and run the race again and I will be cheering for you all the way! You are much to precious to just forget about! After all as you have made an investment in me especially last December and January I also have an investment in you. Just one of those investments to date is to the tune of around $500.00 thus far! No money has ever been spent for investigation of you. I have not spent a dime having you investigated other than contacts I have had with law enforcement similarly as you have had! I have spent this cash just so to be at church praying with you and for you and celebrating Mass with you! SELAH! Figure it has cost me each week in the past approximately $25! I put my money where my mouth is and I will assure you it has been much more loving and considerate of your future than any expenditure of which STUD has manipulated you!

As you say, "God Bless"!

With Love in LOVE,
Scott

P.S.: It would be nice to get together with you for the Fourth of July Holiday time. Some bicycling or the like so that we could talk and end this painful silence! Please pray about it and get in touch with me! Lord willing I will be at church at the usual times!

Scott