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Simply put, I love you and want you back! Now, not next year after he has use you up and trashed you! NOW!

UPDATE 6-5-2002 @ 1:03 P.M.:........STUD!

I am just updating the letter that is going to the Chief of Police making it more comprehensive than the original I was going to submit. The axe is going to fall STUD! Enough is enough!

Yes STUD, I AM DOING UNTO YOU AS I WOULD EXPECT YOU TO DO UNTO ME IF I WAS IN YOUR SHOES!

To: My Very Very Special Friend and Love:

I am waiting to submit the letter to the Chief of Police only long enough to get a one on one with you as arranged through "our" priest. As soon as the letter is finished our meeting will be the only hold up. I want to make sure you know what STUD is getting into between you and me! I want to make sure that I get your input as to the direction I am taking. Simply put, I would like your opinion as I would if we were formally married! That is more than some guys and husbands do these days! SELAH!

HOW YOU HANDLE THIS VERY CHOICE OPPORTUNITY IS GOING TO MAKE A BIG DIFFERENCE ON HOW YOUR HEART, SOUL, LIFE DIRECTION AND MINISTRY IS GOING TO BE IN THE LONG TERM AND YOU KNOW IT! SELAH!

I might even amend the letter depending on your "leveling" with me so IN YOUR SOUL YOU WILL BE TRULY FREE!

Please pray very hard and delicately about these matters and we will see you there at the meeting! Lord Willing!

PEACE AND LOVE IN LOVE!

Scott

UPDATE 6-6-2002 @ 2:07 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

I have missed you at Mass the last three mornings. I hope and do pray all is well. Hope to see you soon and hopefully at that without STUD! You need him like a screen door in a submarine while submerging! As you well know I am continuing to pray WITH you! God Bless You!

UPDATE 6-7-2002 @ 6:00 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Nice to see you in Mass this morning! Thank You! Hope all is well!

Not nice to see you sitting by STUD!

I am still waiting for our get together for your protection with reference to my submission of my comprehensive report to the Chief of Police!

I am not holding my breath but I am looking for you at one of my usual meeting spots that I have referenced: chapel this evening and my bench or where ever you want to go from there!

Really, I don't bite! Please lets talk and make sure that we don't hurt each other!

Remember: 1 Corinthians 12: (KJV) "25 That there should be no schism in the body; but that the members should have the same care one for another. 26 And whether one member suffer, all the members suffer with it; or one member be honoured, all the members rejoice with it. 27 Now ye are the body of Christ, and members in particular."

Ephesians 4:16 (KJV) "From whom the whole body fitly joined together and compacted by that which every joint supplieth, according to the effectual working in the measure of every part, maketh increase of the body unto the edifying of itself in love." Hopefully I will be talking with you this weekend before I tenative release the letter to the Police!

Have a good weekend My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

STUD:

Your love making is MY business! So do it with some one other that My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

UPDATE 6-8-2002 @ 3:26 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

I would like to share with you the contents of the letter before it goes out to the Chief of Police so that WE can make any changes that WE feel appropriate. I do believe something should go out don't you?

All it takes is a few seconds to load the letter into my e-mail sender and press enter and it will be in the Chief's e-mail box waiting for his review.

If you like we could go out on the prairie trails or the like and walk and talk it out. It has been beautiful weather how about it! I know you like to do that so I would be willing. It would give us some privacy to deal with it. I am game for any other suggestions for a meeting place. I just think it would be very foolish for US not to review the facts before I send them. I am in good faith with you My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

It would be nice to get together with you today or tomorrow. Please pray hard about it and at least let me know! Please? Lets not make this hard on both of US!

By the way, as one of the sayings go: I believe only half of what I hear and, in our case almost, none of what I see. I am inclined NOT to jump to conclusions but I do take notes. So be at peace with my presence and aura this morning at Mass. Initial concerns were resultant from initial impressions and are not hard and firm positionings.

Remember you can reach me via this very web site right here: e-mail click here! Any messages given me this afternoon won't be readable until tomorrow afternoon unless I go to a late night center. I should almost always be at my bench tonight if you want to drop a message when I am sleeping or just wake me if I am not awake! I will be at Mass this evening and tomorrow morning as usual too!

Please lets talk, share, understand and eliminate confusion, fear and needless efforts! I am trying to be as flexible in this deadline as possible but I don't want the wolves and foxes to get away with the "grapes"!

Just remember when you fraternize with the enemy you reap the penalties they will subtlely inflict on you later when you least expect it.

You deal with the Devil and the Devil's brew you will get in the long run. Don't let them deceive you. Instant gratification is deceiving and I think you and STUD know what I am talking about. It is NOT worth it is it? It hurts that you would even give them a moment's time! I pray for your protection from them as you know how heinous they have been to me!

As usual I am patiently waiting in the Spirit of Love!

Remember what the song says....."Eye hath not seen and ear hath not heard......!"

Thanks
Scott

STUD:

Your actions and inactions are provocative....you are just making it harder on all of us!

Back out of this gracefully and minimize the damage!

NEWS UPDATE!:

Both the States Attorney, Joe Birkett and his office as well as the Lisle Police Department are now over almost ten days past the 30 days rules allow for production of Subpoenaed information!

If need be I will file a separate cause of action in STUD'S name and reissue the Subpoenas if someone is playing games with me! I do intend to get the information that is legally due me. There is no real invasion of privacy issue present. If we do go before the judge I will ask that proof be shown as to cause!

UPDATE 6-9-2002 @ 3:37 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

I have not received any e-mail messages thus far! I hope they are not being diverted. there is evidence that suggests diversion.

If you or anyone sent me e-mails as noted below on those dates from the URLs associated with them please note that they were NOT received:

31 May 2002 / 10:49:39 PM
From URL.....207.174.41.15 Referrer: mailbox:/D|/My Documents/Netscape/Users/whippet_ATT/Mail/Inb

05 Jun 2002 / 11:57:40 AM
From URL.....207.174.41.15 Referrer: mailbox:/D|/My Documents/Netscape/Users/whippet_ATT/Mail/Inb

I will be contacting a priest to obtain a confirmation of receipt of my message for meeting on Monday if I don't have any messages and especially at my bench by tonight to verify your intent to meet or not! In Love Scott

UPDATE 6-9-2002 @ 9:04 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

I am trying to give you every opportunity to get back to me. If you just became aware of my messages please get back to me this evening on my e-mail form handler by clicking on E-Mail in the prior messages or at the bottom of this page.

Relax, I realize you may not have been getting these messages timely. I should be at my bench tonight, Sunday, June 9, 2002 at 12:00 Midnight or 2:00 AM if I should miss my train from Chicago at 10:30 PM. Remnants of the Gospel Fest down here you know and you know I like to make use of my Metra weekender passes.

Please don't listen to anyone who you know has been adverse to me or gives you advice that you know is adverse to me. They are just trying to play the ends against the middle just like they did the gal I was fond of 16 years ago. As you know we ended up in court because she got bad advice about me and it cost her a lot of needless time and expense. I didn't want that with her and I certainly don't want that with you My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Please avail yourself of this opportunity to communicate directly, peacefully, honorably, and lovingly with me and help take a big burden off my shoulders and yours too. This is no fake out or deception. You will NEVER regret it.

Just be honest and loving with me like you were when we first met or better if you don't think you were at your best then. Don't let the last five months with STUD interfere with us communicating.

If he is intimidating or blackmailing you don't worry about it. I will take care of him legally in good time with the Lord's help. He was given every opportunity to undo this mess and has just about "spit" in my face and the Lord's in me.

Again, trust me, I am the guy you met at the store on December 21, 2002 and STUD is the guy that " "stole" my tote and dumped it into the dumpster" so to speak. I need you to help me take the pieces back and put them into the right cases again and perhaps "buy" me some "new" ones. Think about it My Very Very Special Friend and Love.

I have a BIG and FORGIVING heart. Try me out. I know you won't be sorry! I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH just as I said on February 14, 2002 in Chapel. WE CAN GO BACK AND PICK UP THE PIECES AND START OUT AGAIN JUST AS IF IT HAD NEVER HAPPENED. The "DAMAGE" can be undone believe me. Just work with me on this and don't listen to these DEVILS that jerked you around and got you into this mess in the first place.

You have so many rich qualities to share with others and I don't want them to be stolen from you and those that have been stolen we will get back. Believe me! You know how miserable it has been with STUD with his lying and phony religiousity. I believe your faith has been for real but a wolf has come in amongst us and shattered us. I am sure you don't want that kind of life to continue. Don't help STUD. I know you feel guilty for participating as you thus far in silencing me but don't let him use that to hold you down and releasing your burden of guilt. He is truly more responsible than you and you know it! You were taken for a ride before you could put the brakes on. That can happen to any of us. Don't let STUD lock you into a life of misery and deceit. I know he has tried to get you to cooperate in getting me arrested.

Please, if you have done anything more important in your life that is going to TURN YOUR WORLD AROUND AND MAKE IT POSITIVE...do get in contact with me and let us truly fellowship and prayerfully tackle this problem before us with one mind and one Spirit in the Lord of Love My Very Very Special Friend and Love as you seek when you bring yourself before Holy Eucharist so humbly and meekly.

TRUST ME AND THE LORD OF LOVE IN ME. Let's do it!

I will be PATIENTLY AND LOVINGLY waiting for you tonight.

If you want, come downtown and maybe we can meet. I will be somewhere between the Gospel Fest, Buckingham Fountan and Navy Pier but will be trying to leave on the 10:30 PM train out of Union Station on the South tracks. If you want meet me at the train station at that gate an I will ride back with you! We can talk like we used to and come to peace on these things!

In Christian Love My Very Very Special Friend I welcome you to meet with me. I promise I won't "bite your head off"! I will listen to you and we can share like the friends were meant to be and should be. SELAH!

I will check into my e-mail right before I leave downtown to see if you have any messages for me if I have the time. If I don't see you I will look for you at my bench or at the train station when I get off the train.

Let's do it!

Thanks, and Love You!
Scott

UPDATE 6-10-2002 @ 1:26 P.M.:........GENERAL INQUIRY FOR THOSE OF AUTHORITY OR FAMILIAR WITH VARIOUS ETHNIC MARRIAGE AND BETROTHAL CUSTOMS OF OLD AND OF PRESENT!

Is there someone out there that can help me with the interpretation of ethnic betrothal and marriage customs especially in reference to OLD WORLD customs.

I believe that when My Very Very Special Friend and Love picked me out at the store on December 21, 2001 and showered me with her gifts means something in the framework of marriage and betrothal.

I believe that when she picked me out and showered me with gifts she was saying I want you for my husband. When I accepted those gifts I said yes.

When she called me two hours later and invited me to her home for Christmas Eve she was in essence saying I want to get more intimate and/or consummate our marriage and this in essence could be called the honeymoon.

Can someone help me with this area of culture? Please contact me via my e-mail form handler. Your expertise and insight will be greatly appreciated!

UPDATE 6-11-2002 @ 9:12 A.M.:........COURT RELATED NEWS!

Well folks, are we back to dirty pool at the courthouse again?

Yesterday I became aware that the States Attorney of Dupage County, Joe Birkett and his office filed a motion in reference to my subpoena of my file in their office. They were LATE one day to file their motion, which could hold them in contempt. The motioned to quash my subpoena on May 31, 2002 and I received NO notice. Is this Deja Vu?

On June 7, 2002 the Honorable Judge Lucas allowed the States Attorney's motion to quash EXPARTE! Yes, they ruled on a motion without letting me know the contents thereof and have the right to respond before judgement.

Now doesn't this sound like Judge Moy's court!

Additionally, somehow the Naperville case suddenly shows up as a Jury case without proper notice being spread of record to all parties personally! Isn't that interesting! Is this some more of the same type of maneuvering that transpired in the Judge Creswell court in 1998?

Just a reminder folks, Francis Cuneo, the Chief Prosecutor of Naperville, Illinois wants to make a deal with me. He says in lieu of us going to trial on the charge of criminal trespass to the Naperville Main Train Station when I used the men's bathroom for about two minutes without the possession of a train ticket in my hand, that there will be no conviction, no court fines, but I will have to pay court costs and submit to court supervision.

Mind you, this is really in lieu of them being charged with malicious prosecution and false arrest on two counts!

Do you think I should take my "lumps" and accept the "offer" of Francis Cuneo, or, should I go to trial and fight a clear cut case of malicious phone calls to the police by the Amtrak Ticket Agent and their support of that malicious phone call with a malicious prosecution especially when they have been well informed of contextual facts?

Additionally, keep in mind that Naperville is maliciously prosecuting me when they incurred two false arrests! One for the alleged criminal trespass and the other for nonappearance of myself to the court hearing regarding same resulting in the issuance of a Bench Warrant for my arrest by Judge Bart EVEN THOUGH I DID NOT GET NOTICE OF THAT HEARING!

Indeed Naperville's acts smack of Caste System ethics does it not. Does it not seem to be another attempt to entangle me in the system without true realization of my guaranteed constitutional rights?

So what do you think? Please give me your feed back via my e-mail form handler. The trial date will be on Tuesday, June 18, 2002. Your prayers are appreciated. The City of Naperville has been challenged in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit and through Christ's Blood and the Chief Prosecutor Francis Cuneo and his assistant say they feel offended that I did so!

What about the offending that they have exacted on me with these malicious acts of caste system ethics by themselves and the police department and Amtrak? They would not be challenged in the Spirit of Love if they had not been doing something that clearly is NOT in the Spirit of Love!

UPDATE 6-11-2002 @ 4:05 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

I have yet to e-mail the letter to the Chief of Police but it is now finished and ready to go! I would like your opinion after you read it. Please contact me at your soonest convenience. You know the places!

I really want to make sure I have your best interests in mind in this presentation. No ulterior motives My Very Very Special Friend and Love. Just straight up on its face honesty! Thanks!

With Love,
Scott

UPDATE 6-12-2002 @ 1:15 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Missed you at Mass the last two days. Hope and pray all is well!

I am holding on the letter to the Chief so to give you every opportunity to interface with me and review it if you like. I would greatly appreciate your at least letting me know if you intend to meet with me so I don't delay this any longer than necessary.

However, I am not letting the "grass" grown under my feet on related issues!

Hope this helps you in getting to the bottom of the truth about the true STUD! Considering he is quite a operator and mover I hope he is AIDS free! You might want to check into that one "LITTLE" item! Because if he gave it to you GOD HELP HIM!!!!

With Love,
Scott

UPDATE 6-13-2002 @ 1:03 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Missed you again today at Mass. Again, I pray that you are all right and that I will be seeing you soon!

I talked with "our" priest this morning as he was not around the last week and did not get in touch with you as soon as I thought he would. He promised me that he would get in touch with you today as I have it so we can get together and communicate and show you my letter to the Chief. I would like that meeting tonight or tomorrow by agreement if at all possible. Lets get this off our minds and clear out the cobwebs!

STUD'S track record is provoking me to just send the letter and let the "chips" fall were they may! I am a patient and, I believe, unselfish man, unlike STUD, and you know it. I want your input and YOUR WISDOM along with the Lords! I would CHERISH your WISDOM!

I would like your comments. I cherish your comments. I believe your comments are of the utmost importance. Don't let the police tell you who you should talk to or not talk to. Let the Holy Spirit guide you as I believe he did when we first met and even shortly thereafter. We had a beautiful union of our spirits and HIS Spirit that night of December 21, 2001 and even thereafter. Remember it was STUD that misinformed you NOT me. He selfishly turned you off to me not the HOLY SPIRIT. I am ready and willing to get it together with you again and for you to let me reciprocate with your kindness at God’s pace and timing NOT STUD’s!

I want to help you not hinder you. I want to reciprocate with you as we once did. I would like to pick up the pieces. Let’s do this! I am sure you will NOT regret it!

More on this later...hopefully in person!

Remember when you have a time and place to meet or a suggestion thereof just e-mail me via my email form handler!

I am sure you know this but for the benefit of the new comers to the web page format please keep in mind that in most cases any underlined text is something you may "click" on with your mouse to advance to another document related.

With Love,
Scott

UPDATE 6-13-2002 @ 4:34 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

The best Wisdom I can give you at this time My Very Very Special Friend and Love is that phrase I am sure you have heard before: "Let go and let God". Let go and let LOVE My Very Very Special Friend and Love! Let the love of the Lord in me help you!

1 John 1:5 (KJV) "This then is the message which we have heard of him, and declare unto you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all."

Isaiah 40:28-31 (KJV) "28 Have you not known? Have you not heard? The LORD is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He does not faint or grow weary, his understanding is unsearchable. 29 He gives power to the faint, and to him who has no might he increases strength. 30 Even youths shall faint and be weary, and young men shall fall exhausted; 31 but they who wait for the LORD shall renew their strength, they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint."

Hebrews 12:1 (KJV) "1 Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every weight, and sin which clings so closely, and let us run with perseverance the race that is set before us, 2 looking to Jesus the pioneer and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God."

Philippians 3:7-10 & 13-14 (KJV) "7 But what things were gain to me, those I counted loss for Christ. 8 Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ, 9 And be found in him, not having mine own righteousness, which is of the law, but that which is through the faith of Christ, the righteousness which is of God by faith: 10 That I may know him, and the power of his resurrection,...13 ...but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before, 14 I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus."

Saint Paul said it and you can say it too!

As usual I encourage you to read any of the verses from the Bible in this site in your own favorite version. I am sure you will appreciate the message perhaps even more!

With Love,
Scott

UPDATE 6-15-2002 @ 2:08 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

I got your message from the priest this morning shortly after you met with him.

Any person that drags you into the mud as STUD has is not your friend. I am still planning on submitting the letter to the Chief of Police.

I have too much experience in reading situations, being in situations, reading the "mail" and the like to believe that STUD's friendship has been just platonic.

I am kindly going to give you more time to think your answer over My Very Very Special Friend and Love. I believe the police have misinformed you and as I said in prior communications that the Lisle Police Department is cruising for a bruising in Federal Court. I believe that defamation is a serious offense not just with what STUD had said but with what Lisle Police has if in the least by innuendo. I intend to address that. They have a lot of questions to answer including why they are in contempt of court to let me see a report you and your sister filed with STUD! Something "fishy" here and I intend to get to the bottom of it! Sounds like a lot of lying going on here by someone!

I will be serving you with the subpoena. It is not hostile. I just need to know the truth. Please cooperate and provide the information I request to the best of your ability. It will be ready as soon as I finish the content of information to requested of you and verify which court action I will be serving it under. STUD has to answer some questions too and if necessary in a court of law!

I think Jesus would want to you be open with me and kind to me giving me an opportunity to clear up some misconceptions and let me in on the BIG secret and that is why you cut me off so suddenly when I was in good faith with you thru and thru as a true friend in Christian Love! Please rethink this over.

I fully intend to keep praying for and with you as I have. I believe prayer changes things for the better. I believe when you finally realize I am who you thought I was when we first met, (a Christian young man who loves you), you will change your mind in the future and even sit with me in church, share with me and pray with me too.

It is very apparent here that someone is running interference and I intend to expose it My Very Very Special Friend and Love. I am not trying to embarrass you. I have and continue to give you a standing invitation to let me know what you disagree with in these web pages but that disagreement must be in harmony with the Holy Spirit not politics and strong arm con-artistry and lying that STUD involves himself.

Ever since the encounter you had with him on or about December 24, 2001 and during January with emphasis on January 20 thru February 7, 2002 you have changed from your sweet compassionate personality to one of apparent insensitivity, hostility and isolationism preventing any other view point other than STUD's to influence you. I thought that your sorrow expressed on or about February 7, 2002 was a turning point as you note in my votive page in my site.

I know that your compassion and sensitivity is not totally gone. I will keep praying.

I was not born yesterday My Very Very Special Friend and Love! I am an experienced observer and I refuse to let the wool be pulled over my eyes as the Lord and his sword of Truth enables!

I don't believe for one moment that you are a callused recalcitrant person. I believe someone else is though and you are under orders other than just the Lisle Police Department. I intend to neutralize that force by God's Grace. SELAH!

That is it for now. I will be patiently praying and waiting for a change of heart by LOVE in you and / or the forces that are interfering with your true desires.

", l'Ambassadeur Zorin, niez-vous que l'URSS a placé et place les missiles et les emplacements moyens et à portée intermédiaire au Cuba? Oui ou non? N'attendez pas la traduction, oui ou non?"

"vous êtes dans la cour de l'opinion du monde en ce moment, et vous pouvez répondre oui ou non. Vous avez nié qu'ils existent. Je veux savoir si vous, si ceci, si je vous ai compris correctement."

"n'attendez pas la traduction, oui ou non?"

"je suis disposé à attendre ma réponse jusqu'à ce que l'enfer gèle plus de, si c'est votre décision. Et je suis également disposé à présenter l'évidence dans cette chambre."

Naciones Unidas, Embajador Adlai Stevenson de ESTADOS UNIDOS

MON VERSON: est-ce que

"vous, ami et amour de l'Ambassadeur My Very Very Special, niez que le S.T.U.D. a placé et place" les missiles moyens et à portée intermédiaire "et les emplacements dans Lisle et Naperville? Oui ou non? N'attendez pas la traduction, oui ou non?"

"vous êtes dans la cour de l'opinion du monde en ce moment, et vous pouvez répondre oui ou non. Vous avez nié qu'ils existent. Je veux savoir si vous, si ceci, si je vous ai compris correctement."

"n'attendent pas la traduction, oui ou non?"

"je suis disposé à attendre ma réponse jusqu'à ce que l'enfer gèle plus de, si c'est votre décision. Et je suis également disposé à présenter l'évidence dans cette chambre."

cannettes de porc-épic d' , l'Ambassadeur Scott M. Huber d'A&A

For those of you that don't speak French:

"Do you, Ambassador Zorin, deny that the U.S.S.R. has placed and is placing medium and intermediate range missiles and sites in Cuba? Yes or no? Don't wait for the translation, yes or no?"

"You're in the court of world opinion right now, and you can answer yes or no. You have denied that they exist. I want to know if you, if this, if I have understood you correctly."

"Don't wait for the translation, yes or no?"

"I am prepared to wait for my answer until Hell freezes over, if that's your decision. And I'm also prepared to present the evidence in this room."

United Nations, U.S. Ambassador Adlai Stevenson

MY VERSON:

"Do you, Ambassador My Very Very Special Friend and Love, deny that the S.T.U.D. has placed and is placing medium and intermediate range "missiles" and sites in Lisle and Naperville? Yes or no? Don't wait for the translation, yes or no?"

"You're in the court of world opinion right now, and you can answer yes or no. You have denied that they exist. I want to know if you, if this, if I have understood you correctly."

"Don't wait for the translation, yes or no?"

"I am prepared to wait for my answer until Hell freezes over, if that's your decision. And I'm also prepared to present the evidence in this room."

Porcupine Quills, A&A Ambassador Scott M. Huber Hi! Hi!

Adlai E. Stevenson and the Cuban Missile Crisis

"I hear it said now and then that I am talking over the heads of the people. (crowd: "No") Well if it’s a mistake to appeal to intelligence and reason instead of emotion and prejudice then I plea guilty to the charge."

Adlai Stevenson

More on this later!

With Love In LOVE,
Scott

UPDATE 6-16-2002 @ 8:25 P.M.:........HAPPY FATHER'S DAY FOLKS!

UPDATE 6-17-2002 @ 3:45 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Missed you this morning at Mass! Your dress this weekend was extremely complimentary and well done!

Hope all is well! Hope and pray that you will reconsider a dialogue on the documents "our" priest informed you about. I am continuing to pray with you and for you! You should be experiencing a difference!

I hope and pray that you are breaking it off with STUD! You will be able to normalize if you do and it will take a lot of stress out of your life. He is like quicksand. It looks safe and inviting but watch out once you set your "feet" in it you are sucked down. The only way to save you is to get a "branch" out and hope you can grab it and let one pull you out.

I still am of the opinion that STUD date raped you even though he has conditioned you like pavlov's dog to think it was a normal relationship. In other words where you should normally romantically fall in love as with me, ("salivate" when you see the steak), you relate to him with sex ,(the bell), without with out love and romance, (the steak). He comes over and wants sex ,(the bell),and your only defense is "I'm not in the mood".....you have no "steak" unless he has conditioned you to believe the "bell" is "steak",(love)! That is what he wanted....a sex toy to get his "rocks" off with at his beck and call , (the bell).

I really believe you are a much more intelligent person than the "dumb blond" stereotype that he would like you to be for him!

I pray "unceasingly" ,(as St. Paul talks of prayer),for you My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

1 Thessalonians 5:17-28 -"... Pray without ceasing. 18 In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you. 19 Quench not the Spirit. 20 Despise not prophesyings. 21 Prove all things; hold fast that which is good. 22 Abstain from all appearance of evil. 23 And the very God of peace sanctify you wholly; and I pray God your whole spirit and soul and body be preserved blameless unto the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. 24 Faithful is he that calleth you, who also will do it. 25 Brethren, pray for us. 26 Greet all the brethren with an holy kiss. 27 I charge you by the Lord that this epistle be read unto all the holy brethren. 28 The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you. Amen."

Acts 12:5 - "Peter therefore was kept in prison: but prayer was made without ceasing of the church unto God for him."

Romans 12:12 - "Rejoicing in hope; patient in tribulation; continuing instant in prayer;"

Ephesians 1:15-20 - "Wherefore I also, after I heard of your faith in the Lord Jesus, and love unto all the saints, 16 Cease not to give thanks for you, making mention of you in my prayers; 17 That the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of glory, may give unto you the spirit of wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of him: 18 The eyes of your understanding being enlightened; that ye may know what is the hope of his calling, and what the riches of the glory of his inheritance in the saints, 19 And what is the exceeding greatness of his power to us-ward who believe, according to the working of his mighty power, 20 Which he wrought in Christ, when he raised him from the dead, and set him at his own right hand in the heavenly places,prayers;"

Colossians 1:9 - "For this cause we also, since the day we heard it, do not cease to pray for you, and to desire that ye might be filled with the knowledge of his will in all wisdom and spiritual understanding;"

1 Thessalonians 3:7-13 - "7 Therefore, brethren, we were comforted over you in all our affliction and distress by your faith: 8 For now we live, if ye stand fast in the Lord. 9 For what thanks can we render to God again for you, for all the joy wherewith we joy for your sakes before our God; 10 Night and day praying exceedingly that we might see your face, and might perfect that which is lacking in your faith? 11 Now God himself and our Father, and our Lord Jesus Christ, direct our way unto you. 12 And the Lord make you to increase and abound in love one toward another, and toward all men, even as we do toward you: 13 To the end he may stablish your hearts unblameable in holiness before God, even our Father, at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ with all his saints."

James 5:16 - "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much.

1 John 5:14-20 - "14 And this is the confidence that we have in him, that, if we ask any thing according to his will, he heareth us: 15 And if we know that he hear us, whatsoever we ask, we know that we have the petitions that we desired of him. 16 If any man see his brother sin a sin which is not unto death, he shall ask, and he shall give him life for them that sin not unto death. There is a sin unto death: I do not say that he shall pray for it. 17 All unrighteousness is sin: and there is a sin not unto death. 18 We know that whosoever is born of God sinneth not; but he that is begotten of God keepeth himself, and that wicked one toucheth him not. 19 And we know that we are of God, and the whole world lieth in wickedness. 20 And we know that the Son of God is come, and hath given us an understanding, that we may know him that is true, and we are in him that is true, even in his Son Jesus Christ. This is the true God, and eternal life."

Philippians 1:9 - "And this I pray, that your love may abound yet more and more in knowledge and in all judgment;"

The Lord be with you and protect you from deceptions of the Evil one who just wants to make you look like and be a fool and destroy everything you have fought so hard to sustain in your faith by submitting to Christ's love!

More on this later too!

With Love in LOVE,
Scott

TOMORROWS COURT EVENTS:

Your prayers are appreciated especially with reference to tommorow's court activities with Naperville on the false arrest issues and alleged criminal trespass of the restroom without a train ticket. I am moving for a continuance due to the complications prior noted in these updates. That might not happen. I might be forced to trial.

Thanks!

UPDATE 6-18-2002 @ 7:06 P.M.:........COURT NEWS

Folks I got the continuance. A bench warrant was put out on me due to lateness but I was able to explain the bad bus connection scenario and was given a new trial date of July 30, 2002 @ 9:30 AM.

More on this later.

Need your donations fast. Cash flow for court is almost gone. No Mass tomorrow it looks like at this point unless something happens tonight! Thanks! God Bless!

UPDATE 6-20-2002 @ 5:18 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Take a look at the update regarding conditioning for further comments to that article!

With love in Love, (believe it or not!)
Scott

UPDATE 6-21-2002 @ 11:30 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

It is that time again! June 21 the LONGEST DAY of the year! I hope your day will not negatively be the longest day.

I and I'm sure the REGISTERED parishioners missed you at Mass this morning. I was surprised you were not there! Hope and pray all is well.

A little more with reference to Matthew 5! Check the source material and not just my representation of it!

My reference to murder was stimulated by the SILENCING that was in effect affected on January 25, 2002 when you called me and canceled my life with you! Silencing is one of the most ruthless and devastating ways to treat anyone and is a form of murder. I feel that since you were under the influence of the demonic psychological domination of STUD that you were thus tripped up by the stumbling block called STUD. I am quite sure that you would not have acted so harshly if he had not been involved. In fact, I don't think I would have been negatively treated in any respect if STUD had not been involved because you took me at face value when you met me and wanted the best for me. STUD polluted that clear spring of "water" and manipulated you to "murder" me. SELAH!

That is why I think you should make a clean break with STUD. He is another thug with a nightstick like in the Kerrigan scenario , (Timeline).. In that scenario the thugs injured a perfectly champion skater and prevented her from doing her best and in fact prevented her from competing. SELAH! Now doesn't that sound like what STUD was and is doing to me? Is that what you were trying to instill in me when we had devotions at your home? SELAH!

Silencing, lying and his selfishness is the nightstick! SELAH!

At least when one is guilty of murder in one's heart one has the power from God to change that! Fortunately you have the power to raise that person you "murdered" from the dead! Yes, just like Christ only in Spirit! You have a way out! You can undo the wrongs and make them rights!

So the question is has the Holy Spirit of Love convicted you to undo your "murder"? Will you raise me from the dead? You have the God given power!

The sooner you raise me from the dead the sooner we will BOTH be healed! It is in effect like touching the hem of His garment!

Matthew 14:35 & 36 (KJV)

"35 And when the men of that place had knowledge of him, they sent out into all that country round about, and brought unto him all that were diseased; 36 And besought him that they might only touch the hem of his garment: and as many as touched were made perfectly whole."

You have to get rid of the Dathan! You know how Dathan misled the Israelites about the trek from Egypt and challenged Moses and Aaron! He was probably one of them that was influencing Aaron to direct the people to give up their gold for the idol when Moses went up the mount to get the tablets of the Ten Commandments!

I will give you "twenty questions" so to figure out who the Dathans are in your life! In the account in Exodus it was Aaron the brother of Moses that told the Israelites to take off their gold and give it up to be made into a calf to be worshiped! What happened to Dathan and "company"? SELAH!

Numbers 16:1-35 (KJV)

"1 Now Korah, the son of Izhar, the son of Kohath, the son of Levi, and Dathan and Abiram, the sons of Eliab, and On, the son of Peleth, sons of Reuben, took men: 2 And they rose up before Moses, with certain of the children of Israel, two hundred and fifty princes of the assembly, famous in the congregation, men of renown: 3 And they gathered themselves together against Moses and against Aaron, and said unto them, Ye take too much upon you, seeing all the congregation are holy, every one of them, and the LORD is among them: wherefore then lift ye up yourselves above the congregation of the LORD? 4 And when Moses heard it, he fell upon his face: 5 And he spake unto Korah and unto all his company, saying, Even to morrow the LORD will shew who are his, and who is holy; and will cause him to come near unto him: even him whom he hath chosen will he cause to come near unto him. 6 This do; Take you censers, Korah, and all his company; 7 And put fire therein, and put incense in them before the LORD to morrow: and it shall be that the man whom the LORD doth choose, he shall be holy: ye take too much upon you, ye sons of Levi. 8 And Moses said unto Korah, Hear, I pray you, ye sons of Levi: 9 Seemeth it but a small thing unto you, that the God of Israel hath separated you from the congregation of Israel, to bring you near to himself to do the service of the tabernacle of the LORD, and to stand before the congregation to minister unto them? 10 And he hath brought thee near to him, and all thy brethren the sons of Levi with thee: and seek ye the priesthood also? 11 For which cause both thou and all thy company are gathered together against the LORD: and what is Aaron, that ye murmur against him? 12 And Moses sent to call Dathan and Abiram, the sons of Eliab: which said, We will not come up: 13 Is it a small thing that thou hast brought us up out of a land that floweth with milk and honey, to kill us in the wilderness, except thou make thyself altogether a prince over us? 14 Moreover thou hast not brought us into a land that floweth with milk and honey, or given us inheritance of fields and vineyards: wilt thou put out the eyes of these men? we will not come up. 15 And Moses was very wroth, and said unto the LORD, Respect not thou their offering: I have not taken one ass from them, neither have I hurt one of them. 16 And Moses said unto Korah, Be thou and all thy company before the LORD, thou, and they, and Aaron, to morrow: 17 And take every man his censer, and put incense in them, and bring ye before the LORD every man his censer, two hundred and fifty censers; thou also, and Aaron, each of you his censer. 18 And they took every man his censer, and put fire in them, and laid incense thereon, and stood in the door of the tabernacle of the congregation with Moses and Aaron. 19 And Korah gathered all the congregation against them unto the door of the tabernacle of the congregation: and the glory of the LORD appeared unto all the congregation. 20 And the LORD spake unto Moses and unto Aaron, saying, 21 Separate yourselves from among this congregation, that I may consume them in a moment. 22 And they fell upon their faces, and said, O God, the God of the spirits of all flesh, shall one man sin, and wilt thou be wroth with all the congregation? 23 And the LORD spake unto Moses, saying, 24 Speak unto the congregation, saying, Get you up from about the tabernacle of Korah, Dathan, and Abiram. 25 And Moses rose up and went unto Dathan and Abiram; and the elders of Israel followed him. 26 And he spake unto the congregation, saying, Depart, I pray you, from the tents of these wicked men, and touch nothing of their's, lest ye be consumed in all their sins. 27 So they gat up from the tabernacle of Korah, Dathan, and Abiram, on every side: and Dathan and Abiram came out, and stood in the door of their tents, and their wives, and their sons, and their little children. 28 And Moses said, Hereby ye shall know that the LORD hath sent me to do all these works; for I have not done them of mine own mind. 29 If these men die the common death of all men, or if they be visited after the visitation of all men; then the LORD hath not sent me. 30 But if the LORD make a new thing, and the earth open her mouth, and swallow them up, with all that appertain unto them, and they go down quick into the pit; then ye shall understand that these men have provoked the LORD. 31 And it came to pass, as he had made an end of speaking all these words, that the ground clave asunder that was under them: 32 And the earth opened her mouth, and swallowed them up, and their houses, and all the men that appertained unto Korah, and all their goods. 33 They, and all that appertained to them, went down alive into the pit, and the earth closed upon them: and they perished from among the congregation. 34 And all Israel that were round about them fled at the cry of them: for they said, Lest the earth swallow us up also. 35 And there came out a fire from the LORD, and consumed the two hundred and fifty men that offered incense."

Here is another account of Dathan and his "boys":

Psalms 106:1-48 (KJV):

"1 Praise ye the LORD. O give thanks unto the LORD; for he is good: for his mercy endureth for ever. 2 Who can utter the mighty acts of the LORD? who can shew forth all his praise? 3 Blessed are they that keep judgment, and he that doeth righteousness at all times. 4 Remember me, O LORD, with the favour that thou bearest unto thy people: O visit me with thy salvation; 5 That I may see the good of thy chosen, that I may rejoice in the gladness of thy nation, that I may glory with thine inheritance. 6 We have sinned with our fathers, we have committed iniquity, we have done wickedly. 7 Our fathers understood not thy wonders in Egypt; they remembered not the multitude of thy mercies; but provoked him at the sea, even at the Red sea. 8 Nevertheless he saved them for his name's sake, that he might make his mighty power to be known. 9 He rebuked the Red sea also, and it was dried up: so he led them through the depths, as through the wilderness. 10 And he saved them from the hand of him that hated them, and redeemed them from the hand of the enemy. 11 And the waters covered their enemies: there was not one of them left. 12 Then believed they his words; they sang his praise. 13 They soon forgat his works; they waited not for his counsel: 14 But lusted exceedingly in the wilderness, and tempted God in the desert. 15 And he gave them their request; but sent leanness into their soul. 16 They envied Moses also in the camp, and Aaron the saint of the LORD. 17 The earth opened and swallowed up Dathan and covered the company of Abiram. 18 And a fire was kindled in their company; the flame burned up the wicked. 19 They made a calf in Horeb, and worshipped the molten image. 20 Thus they changed their glory into the similitude of an ox that eateth grass. 21 They forgat God their saviour, which had done great things in Egypt; 22 Wondrous works in the land of Ham, and terrible things by the Red sea. 23 Therefore he said that he would destroy them, had not Moses his chosen stood before him in the breach, to turn away his wrath, lest he should destroy them. 24 Yea, they despised the pleasant land, they believed not his word: 25 But murmured in their tents, and hearkened not unto the voice of the LORD. 26 Therefore he lifted up his hand against them, to overthrow them in the wilderness: 27 To overthrow their seed also among the nations, and to scatter them in the lands. 28 They joined themselves also unto Baalpeor, and ate the sacrifices of the dead. 29 Thus they provoked him to anger with their inventions: and the plague brake in upon them. 30 Then stood up Phinehas, and executed judgment: and so the plague was stayed. 31 And that was counted unto him for righteousness unto all generations for evermore. 32 They angered him also at the waters of strife, so that it went ill with Moses for their sakes: 33 Because they provoked his spirit, so that he spake unadvisedly with his lips. 34 They did not destroy the nations, concerning whom the LORD commanded them: 35 But were mingled among the heathen, and learned their works. 36 And they served their idols: which were a snare unto them. 37 Yea, they sacrificed their sons and their daughters unto devils, 38 And shed innocent blood, even the blood of their sons and of their daughters, whom they sacrificed unto the idols of Canaan: and the land was polluted with blood. 39 Thus were they defiled with their own works, and went a whoring with their own inventions. 40 Therefore was the wrath of the LORD kindled against his people, insomuch that he abhorred his own inheritance. 41 And he gave them into the hand of the heathen; and they that hated them ruled over them. 42 Their enemies also oppressed them, and they were brought into subjection under their hand. 43 Many times did he deliver them; but they provoked him with their counsel, and were brought low for their iniquity. 44 Nevertheless he regarded their affliction, when he heard their cry: 45 And he remembered for them his covenant, and repented according to the multitude of his mercies. 46 He made them also to be pitied of all those that carried them captives. 47 Save us, O LORD our God, and gather us from among the heathen, to give thanks unto thy holy name, and to triumph in thy praise. 48 Blessed be the LORD God of Israel from everlasting to everlasting: and let all the people say, Amen. Praise ye the LORD."

Did I lead you into SIN? NO! I think I shared and I quoted you a part of the 23rd Psalm as a parallel to the scripture reading you had in your devotion as you will recall that one particular night I was at your home. Specifically Psalms chapter 23 verses 4 thru 6! Did I object to your devotions texts? NO!

Did STUD AKA DATHAN object to my input...YES! So much so he put me out down the road! You see I was not fitting into his cookie cuttering of me as a second rate citizen and poor investment of a friendship etc! He had to get rid of me quick or his "apple cart" was going to be upended by his lying to you. The more you got to know me the more his propaganda about me was going to fall apart! Of course when that happened he would not get to continue to whisper “sweet nothings” in your ear in your and his bedrooms and where ever out side the HOLY SACREMENT OF MARRIAGE while he lied to me telling me that there was no relationship going on between you and he! SELAH!

Psalms 23:1-6 (KJV)

"1 The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. 2 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. 3 He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. 4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. 5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. 6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever."

No, I did not lead you into SIN. I told you where I was "coming from"! I think I in effect told you my love. I think you remember that well!

Who did lead you into SIN? Who strove against my friendship with you? Who is your Dathan? SIN leads to destruction, downfall in your inner beauty, reputation, downfall in quality friendships, and ultimately untimely death in many ways! Will "DATHAN" get you sucked into the fiery pit? Have you already gotten your "tail feathers" singed by his stupidity and selfishness?

*God forbid there be any other STUDS in on this! Promiscuity? (What next?) A hard-line conservative Roman Catholic who for the most part takes Holy Eucharist daily? One who scared the "crap" out of me when she and her sister laid the ground rules as conservative hard-line Roman Catholics? I don't believe it!

Not the gal that has been so precious to me in love and LOVE and helped me when I was down and hurting and gave me sup! Satan roams about like a lion seeking whom he may devour! Beware My Very Very Special Friend and Love! He will make a fool out of you if you are not careful!

1 Peter 5:4-11 (KJV)

"4 And when the chief Shepherd shall appear, ye shall receive a crown of glory that fadeth not away. 5 Likewise, ye younger, submit yourselves unto the elder. Yea, all of you be subject one to another, and be clothed with humility: for God resisteth the proud, and giveth grace to the humble. 6 Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time: 7 Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you. 8 Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour: 9 Whom resist stedfast in the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world. 10 But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you. 11 To him be glory and dominion for ever and ever. Amen."

Food for thought!

With Love in LOVE (believe it or not!),
Scott

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UPDATE 6-21-2002 @ 3:38 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

After all do you really like being called "HONEY BUNS", "BUTTERCUP", "BABIE" among other things...????? You being a person with such talent and ability I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU WOULD FALL FOR SUCH CHEAP TRASH! Are the "Sweet Nothings" really worth it? God, NOT MAN, does legally let me in on certain things!

For some strange reason I don't think STUD uses all those terms! Is it really worth all the stress, sobbing, heartache, paranoia and sense of failure before the Lord day in day out My Very Very Special Friend and Love?

God's terms as I have discussed above are for real! Use them to your advantage NOT to your demise. I say that with very special tender feelings for you and your wellbeing! He will help you but you have to LET Him! He has sent you friends that will help you but you have to let them in.

I am the very very special friend of yours God sent you as a Christmas present. You took the wrappings off me but did not open the box to see what you were getting! How foolish! Don't throw me away! I am here patiently waiting for you to return with me to December 21, 2001 so that we can open the box and share in the gifts as well as all the help and hugs and good times we, and your sister had and can still have in our future "December 24th"if you will LET me and LOVE!

Believe it or not I am still PRAYING WITH YOU AND FOR YOU! I STILL LOVE YOU!

With Love in LOVE!
Scott

UPDATE 6-21-2002 @ 3:38 P.M.:........STUD!

I AM PERSONALLY HOLDING YOU RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY APPARENT EVENTS THAT HAVE SUCKED DOWN MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND AND LOVE. YOU HAD BETTER FIGURE OUT SOMETHING FAST TO HELP GET HER BACK TO HER DEVOTED VALUES THAT I KNEW BACK ON DECEMBER 21, 2001. I WILL SUE. GET WITH IT MAN! IT IS GOING TO HAPPEN! SELAH!

THE OTHER STUD TAKE NOTE BECAUSE I AM GOOD AT MY LEGAL WITH THE SWORD OF THE SPIRIT! I GUARANTEE! PLAN ON IT, YOU BOTH OR WHOEVER WILL HURT FINANCIALLY! IF IT TAKES THIRTY YEARS! I WILL TRACK YOU DOWN LIKE THE HUNTED BY GOD'S STRENGTH AND STAMINA. THIS IS A HOLY WAR! SELAH!

GOD HELP THE COACHES THAT BOTCHED THIS ONE!

UPDATE 6-23-2002 @ 4:25 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Freind and Love!

For lack of time at this moment I want to present to you a chronology of events that I beleive support the fact that I have had your hand in marriage since December 21, 2001.

1)When I met you at the store we bonded. "Data" transfer occurred and I think you know what I mean. We both communicated at a fantastic rate telepathically and knew that we should be together. My experience was a sudden realization that we were one in an instant and it was almost like electricity and it zinged through my sense of being and reality. I don't doubt that you had a similar experience.

2)Our communication was extremely positive.

2a)I liked your lingual accent and complimented you on it as you will recall. That compliment was just about the first personal words out of my mouth to you that night other than dealing with my store related problem of the dumping of my tote into the dumpster.

2b)I discussed with you St. Paul on Marriage did I not! Something on the order of 1 Corinthians 7. Where Paul says in effect that if a man find a wife he has found a good thing but none the less we should serve Christ. You liked that. You knew I was interested in you.

3)You then showered gifts on me. The Samsonite attache case and two book bags as I have it.

4)Two hours after we parted from the store you left a phone message on my voice mail system saying that you would like me to be with you on Christmas Eve at your place.

5)I could not get that message until Christmas Day and we set up a tenative date for our rondevous for New Years Eve. It did not happen due to distractions on both our sides but none the less we were still to be getting together.

6)That getting together was for the purposes of intimately consumating our marriage instigated on your side by the gifts. You wanted my love and we were to get together to consumate that love. That would be the ultimate end of our marriage.

7)STUD intercepted me on Christmas Eve in his selfishness and desire date raped you and deliberately tried to destroy our marriage honeymoon. THINK ABOUT IT My Very Very Special Friend and Love.

Food for thought!

More on this later as I am bumped from this library computer.

With Love In LOVE!
Scott

UPDATE 6-23-2002 @ 8:46 P.M.:........GOD HELP THE STUD!

Ok Folks, this is what I think has been going on:

1)To cover up his indiscretions with My Very Very Special Friend and Love he convinced My Very Very Special Friend and Love to go along with him and file a false and malicious complaint holding her under duress.

2)What I believe is alleged in the Lisle Police Department report that they are in CONTEMPT OF COURT in producing the subpoenaed report is that it was alleged that I solicited My Very Very Special Friend and Love for prostituted sex.

3)In January and February you will note I made reference to STUD being a pimp. The girls that visited me were bate that I did not bite on. I was supposed to be lured into solicitation so that I would be arrested for soliciting a prostitute and even an underaged one.

4)This again was done recently in Lisle at the train station and at the Lisle Public Library. See my last report on the Lisle Public Library and a to be announced follow up of why I was denied equal access rights at that facility for at least the last month since the solicitation of a prostitute in the middle of the library which I failed to bite on.

5) STUD wanted the police to believe I was just a dirt bag and wanted My Very Very Special Friend and Love to think so too. He wanted to destroy my reputation.

6)This is why she will not speak to me....she has been indoctrinated that I am a sex addict and a solicitor for sex. STUD has and I believe the police tried to support or suggest the same.

7)Clearly STUD has manufactured evidence or manipulated evidence. Clearly this is not the truth and people in this community that know me know that this is not the truth.

8)It is clear that this insidious and diabolical plot to undue me in the viewing of My Very Very Special Friend and Love was designed to destroy any love and wholesome relationship that existed between us and give him license to continue in his adultery. 9)This is why Lisle PD is not releasing the report so that they can continue to trip me up if they can in any jurisdiction.

UPDATE 6-21-2002 @ 3:38 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

After all do you really like being called "HONEY BUNS", "BUTTERCUP", "BABIE" among other things...????? You being a person with such talent and ability I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU WOULD FALL FOR SUCH CHEAP TRASH! Are the "Sweet Nothings" really worth it? God, NOT MAN, does legally let me in on certain things!

For some strange reason I don't think STUD uses all those terms! Is it really worth all the stress, sobbing, heartache, paranoia and sense of failure before the Lord day in day out My Very Very Special Friend and Love?

God's terms as I have discussed above are for real! Use them to your advantage NOT to your demise. I say that with very special tender feelings for you and your wellbeing! He will help you but you have to LET Him! He has sent you friends that will help you but you have to let them in.

I am the very very special friend of yours God sent you as a Christmas present. You took the wrappings off me but did not open the box to see what you were getting! How foolish! Don't throw me away! I am here patiently waiting for you to return with me to December 21, 2001 so that we can open the box and share in the gifts as well as all the help and hugs and good times we, and your sister had and can still have in our future "December 24th"if you will LET me and LOVE!

Believe it or not I am still PRAYING WITH YOU AND FOR YOU! I STILL LOVE YOU!

With Love in LOVE!
Scott

UPDATE 6-21-2002 @ 3:38 P.M.:........STUD!

I AM PERSONALLY HOLDING YOU RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY APPARENT EVENTS THAT HAVE SUCKED DOWN MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND AND LOVE. YOU HAD BETTER FIGURE OUT SOMETHING FAST TO HELP GET HER BACK TO HER DEVOTED VALUES THAT I KNEW BACK ON DECEMBER 21, 2001. I WILL SUE. GET WITH IT MAN! IT IS GOING TO HAPPEN! SELAH!

THE OTHER STUD TAKE NOTE BECAUSE I AM GOOD AT MY LEGAL WITH THE SWORD OF THE SPIRIT! I GUARANTEE! PLAN ON IT, YOU BOTH OR WHOEVER WILL HURT FINANCIALLY! IF IT TAKES THIRTY YEARS! I WILL TRACK YOU DOWN LIKE THE HUNTED BY GOD'S STRENGTH AND STAMINA. THIS IS A HOLY WAR! SELAH!

GOD HELP THE COACHES THAT BOTCHED THIS ONE!

UPDATE 6-23-2002 @ 4:25 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Freind and Love!

For lack of time at this moment I want to present to you a chronology of events that I beleive support the fact that I have had your hand in marriage since December 21, 2001.

1)When I met you at the store we bonded. "Data" transfer occurred and I think you know what I mean. We both communicated at a fantastic rate telepathically and knew that we should be together. My experience was a sudden realization that we were one in an instant and it was almost like electricity and it zinged through my sense of being and reality. I don't doubt that you had a similar experience.

2)Our communication was extremely positive.

2a)I liked your lingual accent and complimented you on it as you will recall. That compliment was just about the first personal words out of my mouth to you that night other than dealing with my store related problem of the dumping of my tote into the dumpster.

2b)I discussed with you St. Paul on Marriage did I not! Something on the order of 1 Corinthians 7. Where Paul says in effect that if a man find a wife he has found a good thing but none the less we should serve Christ. You liked that. You knew I was interested in you.

3)You then showered gifts on me. The Samsonite attache case and two book bags as I have it.

4)Two hours after we parted from the store you left a phone message on my voice mail system saying that you would like me to be with you on Christmas Eve at your place.

5)I could not get that message until Christmas Day and we set up a tenative date for our rondevous for New Years Eve. It did not happen due to distractions on both our sides but none the less we were still to be getting together.

6)That getting together was for the purposes of intimately consumating our marriage instigated on your side by the gifts. You wanted my love and we were to get together to consumate that love. That would be the ultimate end of our marriage.

7)STUD intercepted me on Christmas Eve in his selfishness and desire date raped you and deliberately tried to destroy our marriage honeymoon. THINK ABOUT IT My Very Very Special Friend and Love.

Food for thought!

More on this later as I am bumped from this library computer.

With Love In LOVE!
Scott

UPDATE 6-23-2002 @ 8:46 P.M.:........GOD HELP THE STUD!

Ok Folks, this is what I think has been going on:

1)To cover up his indiscretions with My Very Very Special Friend and Love he convinced My Very Very Special Friend and Love to go along with him and file a false and malicious complaint holding her under duress.

2)What I believe is alleged in the Lisle Police Department report that they are in CONTEMPT OF COURT in producing the subpoenaed report is that it was alleged that I solicited My Very Very Special Friend and Love for prostituted sex.

3)In January and February you will note I made reference to STUD being a pimp. The girls that visited me were bate that I did not bite on. I was supposed to be lured into solicitation so that I would be arrested for soliciting a prostitute and even an underaged one.

4)This again was done recently in Lisle at the train station and at the Lisle Public Library. See my last report on the Lisle Public Library and a to be announced follow up of why I was denied equal access rights at that facility for at least the last month since the solicitation of a prostitute in the middle of the library which I failed to bite on.

5) STUD wanted the police to believe I was just a dirt bag and wanted My Very Very Special Friend and Love to think so too. He wanted to destroy my reputation.

6)This is why she will not speak to me....she has been indoctrinated that I am a sex addict and a solicitor for sex. STUD has and I believe the police tried to support or suggest the same.

7)Clearly STUD has manufactured evidence or manipulated evidence. Clearly this is not the truth and people in this community that know me know that this is not the truth.

8)It is clear that this insidious and diabolical plot to undue me in the viewing of My Very Very Special Friend and Love was designed to destroy any love and wholesome relationship that existed between us and give him license to continue in his adultery. 9)This is why Lisle PD is not releasing the report so that they can continue to trip me up if they can in any jurisdiction. This is the gist...more will follow!

UPDATE 6-21-2002 @ 3:38 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Thought you were dazzling in that yellow dress you had on this last Sunday! I liked the dress you had on today! Looked fairly intricate in pattern as I recall. Maybe a bit influenced by your girl friend with you today and at other times?

I thought the priest's homily was very important today. He usually gives very good, consistent, down to earth advice I have noted! Certainly in parallel and harmony with your scriptural readings from your devotions I would think. It helps all of us My Very Very Special Friend and Love.

Hope all is well with you. I just pray that you will elect to communicate with me again as we used to do! We should at least be able to do that. That is certainly the least in Christian hospitality one can do! Please give me that blessing.

I figure that I will be sending the letter to the police chief probably toward the end of the week as I see it right now barring technical difficulties and any revelations from you. I really need to do this as I believe STUD just got away with too much and left you and me and my business empty and hurting too much and too long now. I still feel that he is holding you hostage. I need to see you free of that bondage! I know where you were at when we first met and during January with your Christian and loving hospitality. I know that things have drastically changed. STUD has clearly all but destroyed our very very special Christian friendship! Don't remain in denial! It is clear what has happened.

When I sue STUD I will be forced to go into the “gory” details to show the court how STUD destroyed in the most part both of our sense of worth, self-esteem, our special and vibrant friendship and degraded your value systems. Too much evidence exists to belief that you were merely a Good Samaritan and that anything more than that was the “fruit of my imagination”. After all I was not born yesterday My Very Very Special Friend and Love.

You being from overseas STUD knowingly took advantage of your naivete with reference to the way certain low life American boys operate on the women here. I know he took advantage of you. As I said in the phone messages I left on or about January 24 and 25 of this year: “I am on your side” give me a chance to be first your friend! As I said in my Valentine I am not intending to high pressure you but rather like to have NORMAL and REASONABLE communication.

I would kindly appreciate your giving yourself and me the courtesy of feedback in gentle Christian love. I don’t want to cause you needless pain and scrutiny when we could get together and clear up any misunderstandings first. Please keep your beautiful objectivity so that we don't needlessly need to hurt due to misunderstandings.

As I think you already know: “HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY”! STUD’S way just does not pay off in the long run! Listen to Christ NOT STUD! You are a better person than he is by far!

As you know I am at the usual places,: Mass ,chapel, my bench at the times you are already aware. Please let me have the courtesy in Christian love of your input.

As I believe you have already thought of and are aware, you don't find too many people like me that will pray for you like I have. That is NOT a coincidence!

Please have a good day!

Thanks,

With Love in LOVE,
Scott

UPDATE 6-25-2002 @ 1:23 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

STUD is a demonic juggernaut! Merriam Webster Online defines that a juggernaut is "a massive inexorable force, campaign, movement, or object that crushes whatever is in its path". Think about that! A MASSIVE INEXORABLE FORCE! A massive inexorable, (inexorable as in the movie Exorcist), demon that took over your self control, especially sexually, and will to serve Jesus with love, joy and free spirit in His Spirit!

Don't get involved with or married to a man that Jesus did not bring together with you. I believe LOVE who is Jesus brought us together My Very Very Special Friend and Love. You should be my friend NOT STUD's! Just because you know him longer does not mean you know him better! SELAH!

Don't get involved or married to a man that has very likely used exotic designer and extravagant drugs on you to produce a response in you that you never planned on or really wanted!

God sent you me to help you keep on track with the Lord. You started to take the wrappers off the Christmas present but bizarrely did not open the box. Who ever heard of someone getting a present and taking the wrappers off and not looking inside to see what they got?

You did not even give Jesus in me a chance to see how good a relationship is with someone who at least tries to play by the rules. STUD operates like some judges in this county: they play by the rules until they lose and then they cheat! That is why I am financially and business wise in the depths of despair. Think about it. I have a twenty year old established business that has been crushed by guys like STUD that don't believe everyone should be treated equal but only look out for themselves not even their partners!

STUD did not nor does he play by the rules. Think about that in your heart. You know it is true. He simply takes what he wants selfishly and does notreally care about you and your feelings, commitments, values, and vows to Jesus. If he had cared he would never have done the abusive things he has done to you sexually, emotionally and Spiritually and you know what I am talking about. Spiritually he as dulled your sensitivity to Jesus’ Spirit of Love for yourself as well as your friends like me and even your sister!

I think STUD not only date raped you when you were committed to me but he did so in a sexually deviant way. I felt this in my gut when you were physically involved with him. That contact was NOT Jesus honoring, pure in spirit nor loving to you, your body which is the temple of the Holy Spirit:

1 Corinthians 6:9-20 (KJV)

" 9 Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind, 10 Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God. 11 And such were some of you: but ye are washed, but ye are sanctified, but ye are justified in the name of the Lord Jesus, and by the Spirit of our God. 12 All things are lawful unto me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but I will not be brought under the power of any. 13 Meats for the belly, and the belly for meats: but God shall destroy both it and them. Now the body is not for fornication, but for the Lord; and the Lord for the body. 14 And God hath both raised up the Lord, and will also raise up us by his own power. 15 Know ye not that your bodies are the members of Christ? shall I then take the members of Christ, and make them the members of an harlot? God forbid. 16 What? know ye not that he which is joined to an harlot is one body? for two, saith he, shall be one flesh. 17 But he that is joined unto the Lord is one spirit. 18 Flee fornication. Every sin that a man doeth is without the body; but he that committeth fornication sinneth against his own body. 19 What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own? 20 For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's."

and note:

2 Corinthians 6:11-18

11 O ye Corinthians, our mouth is open unto you, our heart is enlarged. 12 Ye are not straitened in us, but ye are straitened in your own bowels. 13 Now for a recompence in the same, (I speak as unto my children,) be ye also enlarged. 14 Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness? 15 And what concord hath Christ with Belial? or what part hath he that believeth with an infidel? 16 And what agreement hath the temple of God with idols? for ye are the temple of the living God; as God hath said, I will dwell in them, and walk in them; and I will be their God, and they shall be my people. 17 Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you. 18 And will be a Father unto you, and ye shall be my sons and daughters, saith the Lord Almighty.

STUD accuses me of interfering with you, his love affair and his marriage plans but ignores our plans the plans you and I had started on December 21, 2001! Talk about the POT CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK! Isn't that hypocritical? Isn't that phony? He has conditioned you into believing that you and him are in true love but what he is NOT telling you is that it is really with the drug of sex and mind control over you! Think about that!

You have frequently had to "drag" him into church. You have had to "drag" him around with you in church to participate. I have watched you and him and have seen his reluctance! He embraced Roman Catholicism but not with the Spirit of Love in Christ Jesus! He is religious and has a form of Godliness but denies the power thereof!

2 Timothy 3:1-9 (KJV)

"1 This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come. 2 For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy, 3 Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good, 4 Traitors, heady, highminded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God; 5 Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away. 6 For of this sort are they which creep into houses, and lead captive silly women laden with sins, led away with divers lusts, 7 Ever learning, and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth. 8 Now as Jannes and Jambres withstood Moses, so do these also resist the truth: men of corrupt minds, reprobate concerning the faith. 9 But they shall proceed no further: for their folly shall be manifest unto all men, as their's also was."

STUD will have you a housewife if not a geisha girl stuffed in a home like a geisha girl serving his every egotistical desire, beck and call! You know what that means...his sex slave! He may, if he has not already, have you doing favors for some of his male friends. ( God forbid lap dancing or something like that and that which goes along with it! ) I read STUD like a book and he knows it! Isn't that the way it has been headed? Isn’t that with what he has been trying to get you involved! Think about that.

I want to go beyond those male stereotypes of women's duties or male "traditions" with you and work as a team! One in Heart, Mind, Spirit, Love and LOVE! I'm not afraid of roll reversal if that is the best you and I. It might even work best for both of us these days. We will work out the finances...you know I am frugal and cost effective! Just give it time My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

It is clear you have gotten bad advice from somewhere in addition to the police, not to have contact with me because these are people who really do not fear the Lord. They are afraid that you will experience the true ecstasy in Christ,(as opposed to the drug ecstasy, that I have been told can lower your intelligence quotient and reasoning abilities), that you will have if you join forces with me.

You know my background as I have shared it briefly with you in our conversations and more detailed in my web pages. Read, Read, Read! Think, Think, Think! Pray, Pray, Pray! Please let the pureness of the Holy Spirit guide your life choices! I sense the last three days you may be becoming more sensitive to Jesus' calling in these areas.

If STUD really cared about you and what is best for you he would never have dragged you into these sinful acts, (by your own admittance of hard-line conservative Roman Catholicism), He wold have honored your Faith commitments As I Have and did when I was with you. SELAH!

Who really cares about you and wants what is best for you: I DO... NOT STUD! His "actions" speak louder than his words! He goes through the motions at church only to please you but he does not act on that faith or its value systems. His conduct with you especially behind "closed" doors is proof positive! You have to sneak and hide to do things you know you should not be by your own choice of Catholic doctrine. Your own conscience says it is wrong yet you do it! You in effect are ruining all that you have been, are and will be.

Be a Christian team player along with me NOT a mediocre body that goes through the motions so to look good by "hook and by crook" as STUD has already involved you!

You, me and Christ in HIS LOVE will make a difference in this world. Stud and you will only serve status quo never really changing things for the better!

You and I have some definite goals, dreams and convictions in Christ's Love. Lets put these goals, dreams and convictions to work with Christ's Love! Give me a chance! Give me a try! I don't think you will be sorry!

If you go with STUD and the immediate, but soon to be short termed, financial benefits he possesses and stay under his mind and sex control it will fade and fail! He has cheated you and fooled you My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Open the box of the Christmas gift that the Lord sent you on December 21, 2001 and see what LOVE God hath wrought!!!

P.S.: In contradiction to some popular believing bigots: I am not a tightwad, cheapskate, con-artist or rip-off. The facts just simply are not there. The facts show just the opposite. These people are the first to criticize but the last to communicate amicably so to solve problems and come to objective and fair conclusions. Those who say such things are certainly not living in reality for sure! They are certainly sick, jealous and deceptive Big Black Pots calling the Little White Kettle Black!

I am under duress, financially, spiritually and socially. When one is limited on his resources, prudence and good stewardship dictates one to be a responsible person and live within one’s means. I think you know that I am good at that My Very Very Special Friend and Love. You know how well I have done and made last the gifts that you so lovingly and compassionately shared with me out of your also limited resources. I do this with the talents that Jesus and His LOVE has enabled! As I said before, I have a BIG HEART and have been known to be a very generous person as God has blessed me! SELAH!

I am sure there will be more on this later too!

Last but not least:

You have really been coming up with some "knock out" dresses lately. This morning's presentation was one of those dresses. It was very becoming to you! So has your girl friend!

I was very glad to see you in Mass this morning. I know that doing what Jesus wants you to do is one of your most important priorities. I know you are sensitive to his Spirit. Don't let that change. I know you are thinking and that is a good sign of Christ's work in you. I continue to pray with you and for you My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

With Love in LOVE,
Scott

UPDATE 6-26-2002 @ 6:23 P.M.:........LATE BREAKING NEWS!

Last night some strings were pulled and another phony bench warrant was honored and guess who ended up for a few hours in the Naperville Jail and then around 4 AM the county Jail! I was incarcerated in total for somewhere around 10 hours last night and this morning.

$500 bond was needed and I had $18.++! At least I had room service this morning with breakfast in bed. That is the best yet! Delicious oatmeal...three helpings along with two apple juices and French toast with maple syrup! Not bad and NO TAB!

What can I say. St Paul says that wherever I find myself therewith to be content so I scarped up on the food!

More seriously speaking I went to bond court this morning around 8:45 AM and proved that the warrant was null and void and was given freedom on personal recognizance!

I spent most the day making sure no more warrants are on the LEADS network so I should not be arrested again for such strange enforcements of warrants that were supposed to have been quashed!

Just another false arrest issue folks. I will be talking with attorneys!

Just think, all because I had to take a "whiz" in the men's room at the train station like "everyone" else does who do not get arrested without a train ticket. Sounds like discriminatory and malicious enforcement of non-customary police. Clearly a Title 42, Chapter 21, Section 1981 violation of the law.

For some strange reason my bones tell me STUD forces had something to do with this latest volley to keep me from Mass and visual contact with My Very Very Special Friend and Love. Not to mention defame me!

Any attorneys interested?

UPDATE 6-26-2002 @ 6:30 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

I should be at Mass tomorrow morning barring any other bizarre happenings. See you then. As it is said: "when the going gets rough the tough get going!"

Hope I did not miss anything important this morning. Have a good evening My Very Very Special Friend and Love. Hope your day was better than mine!

Does not the Lord work miracles! I could have been in county jail till the end of July! SELAH!

Philippians 4:10-13 (KJV)

"10 I rejoice in the Lord greatly that now at length you have revived your concern for me; you were indeed concerned for me, but you had no opportunity. 11 Not that I complain of want; for I have learned, in whatever state I am, to be content. 12 I know how to be abased, and I know how to abound; in any and all circumstances I have learned the secret of facing plenty and hunger, abundance and want. 13 I can do all things in him who strengthens me."

UPDATE 6-27-2002 @ 3:48 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Food for thought!

You know there have been reverberations, most likely from STUD, suggesting that I am too old to be your friend much less your husband. STUD appears to infer that I am an OLD MAN.

Well tell STUD to "think again, grasshopper"!

Paul McCartney and Heather Mills don't make such bad company or bedfellows now do they!!!! He is what, 60? She is 34? They were just married a few days ago, Right?

I hope and pray that that puts to rest the bigotry! I hope and pray that that ends the reign of the dominating hedonistic juggernaut who isolates his victims for his indoctrination and conditioning programs and his coaches! I hope and pray that that puts you at ease to be free to love who YOU want and wish to love!

Check these out!:

1)Sir Paul says: Love me do

2)Former Beatle McCartney Marries Heather Mills in Ireland

3) Paul McCartney on the Meaning Behind Songs

4) Heather Mills, 3:27, 12 Jun 2002 Description: Ex-Beatle Sir Paul McCartney

With Love in LOVE
Scott

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