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The Girl sits at the grave regretfully reading the words that scream inside her head. She can feel the anger, sorrow, pain, and horror rise up grab at her heart and rip it from her chest. It was like he had died all over again. Like she had been living a lie. She had had certain thoughts and ideas in her head in the past but she never imagined in a million years that they were true. After serious thought and consideration she realized what was done was done. He did love her, and that's all that mattered. Nothing can be changed and she must deal with everything in the easiest and most mature manor possible. There is no sense in making things worse. But because she was so hurt by so many people that called themselves her friends and said they would always be there for her, she will trust no one ... ever again ...