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The Sink Was Full Of Fishes


"Everything we fight and suffer for,or it would vanish in face of Love,or it is Love"


Chapter 1 Page 10

There's fuss down the road, oh, what's up? It sounds quite like arguing, with screams and menaces, we'd better turn the corner and get straight home!
England can be associated often when you hear about it from people abroad to detached sobriety, but you live among real people there for a while, and you'll get amazed by how often Fellow Citizens of the Kingdom indulge to low behaviors, mainly induced by their drinkin culture which is like an heritage from father to sons, which has got nothing bad in itself, let's state this clearly, until it won't drive the weak ones into vice no self-restrained, leading therefore to all kind of raging actions, just like it seems to have happened minutes ago in that road.
It's not any coincidence that Hooligan phenomenon has started in cold Countries, where you drink also for getting some warmness out of the freeze, even if it has to be pointed out that in way warmer Countries, just like Italy, football supporters imitate sheepishly all Hooligans antics, and without even the (not so good anyway) excuse of a drunken mind.
In the windows we are looking at now, coming back home, there are so many sweets for Easter. How much I dislike Easter! Four weeks of wait, filled with dismal thoughts, while industry suggests to you to eat as much chocolate as you can, and while at once Church tells you to be strong against that will of it, for you have to atone for your chronic state of a sinner, banning all pleasures. Right, I may be not a good soul in full, but I am not this dirty one either they'd like to make me feel! Do I really have to live my life like I have always to make above forgivin me for things Eve committed?
You betcha I won't, life has to be consciously exploited for all it can give us, the bads and the goods, with fair respect, and knowing after every mistake, greatness in human beings stay in the arising back, not in denying we all can fail, nor in half live just because we did fail.
But don't make me have a position I don't: I have a deep esteem for those who are fair believers, I do believe there's something after waiting for us all, it's just the Institution of Church I am not convinced by. It's a political matter more than a Faith one, I fear, it has been so from too many centuries so far, for blinding me anyway.
True Ministers of God (whatever name you'll give to this "God") shall be fightin against sufferance of every shape, affecting all kind of people, not only their people; they shall do more than asking for money during Sunday Mass, loving all Mankind of a more evolved, and yet discreet kind of love, a feeling full of respect, and complete, massive compared to those which are too partial for being offspring from a superior inspiration. Ministers of God shall act in name of everyone, bound to sacrifice aiming to a mission, that would be, absolutely deserving all praise, in the name of an Universal love they should testify always, pushing human beings to love others and themselves, without scaring statements about their weak souls. What can they make for creating a better society, if all they can tell us is that we are dignified for doing nothing?
Life is too short and too precious for wasting it in isolation, waiting for another life and dismissing the only one at least we can be sure of. True God Ministers are able to make you live and love your life and respect everyone's else making you realize the only Goodness comes if we are ready to share it with all the rest of the World, in a position of humble acceptance of troubles, and hopeful expectation towards future. And Future doesn't mean only the afterlife one...
Anyway, I do admire those who, far away from being fanatics, keeps in themselves the light of Faith in major forces above. Blaise Pascal, mathematician and philosopher used to give a sharp and smart reason basing his faithful approach to his life on. He used to say: "Major damage and danger for man is apathy , the boredom of life, the impossibility sometimes we face to find any sense in what we're doing , in what we see around us. Well, Faith can give to you a way to read life which light back your fire about the whole existence and gives you a true aim. That's nothing more than a bet about your future, because no one knows really what's after Death, since no one we really know has come back to tell us about it, but you accept to risk and bet, and you'll win anyway. This is because during your life you had anyway found a trace to follow which has let you not scared nor landed, and this effect has come no matter if the promise was false or true. Then if it was even true, you'd obtain also the Eternal Life. Take this risk, and you can't lose. The Atheism leaves you into an hopeless haze which is not healthy for your soul..."

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