Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Something got a hold of me...
Mood:  on fire
Topic: what had happened was...
Whew!!! is all I can say. Words can't even begin to describe the feeling I have deep down in my soul. Our young people's revival was this past weekend and God moved like I've never sen before. So many things happened i dont even know where to begin..

It was a wonderful weekend of praise, worship, word, miracles and manifestation. So many people received breakthroughs and healing and deliverance it was AMAZING!! People always want proof that God is real or proof of what God can do.. I saw it with my own two eyes.. felt it with my own body and soul.. felt God's spirit flowing through me.. NOTHING in this world can even remotely compare to the move of the Holy Ghost..

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: I love the Lord Whitney Houston- Preacher's Wife soundtrack
Topic: what had happened was...
Well it's been quite a while since I updated this thing and so much has happened since then. I don't even know where to begin.. Well I guess I could refer you to the previous post and update that situation...
Well.. I'm still in shock and now I know for myself that it's really real. My cousin & I went to florida for about a week and hung out on the beach and spent time with my s.o., let's call him O. Anywho.. O and I had a wonderful time. We hung out & did the tourist things, went to the beaches, out to dinner, went to CoCo Walk & a latin concert. We hung out with his family, did some shopping (He even helped me pick out some clothes). We had some long talks and did romantic things.. we walked on the beach at night, held hands n watched the waves. We sat on the beach & talked while he massaged my feet (yes yall I actually let him touch my feet .. shockin aint it!) and laughed at each other a lot. It was great.. I found out a lot about him and myself during the visit.. and I think we're gonna b alright :)

WiOz

Thursday, June 9, 2005

Mood:  hungry
Now Playing: All that I need (meth & mary)
Topic: what had happened was...
I'm got clotheslined by love. Who would have ever imagined that I'd be sitting here writing an entry about someone who's been my friend for eightt long years. But none the less.. here I'm am. All this time He'd been telling me and I'd been on lil Helen Keller mode. just couldn't see nothing. But I'm soo glad that I've seen the light.

Sometimes you just have to look at things and wonder what the hamfat was I'm thinking?? Why didn't I see that then? or where was I when this was going on? Doesn't really matter because everything has a time and a place. This is our season. It's just nice to have something genuine and someone who loves you without question.

I told him to show me that he loves me if he's serious and he did his best to try. Then one day it was like somebody turned the light on and I'm was standing in a room full of I love you's. Like I'd had been storing up old movie reels and they were all playing at once. All this time he'd BEEN showing me his love but I didn't see it. I guess I wasn't trying to see it. But now I do.. and I'm thankful for it.

It's amazing that he was patient all this time. He told me I was worth waiting for and he would keep on waiting until I'm'm ready. The thing that really got me was.. the very first time he ever spoke to my father he told him to start saving his money because he's going to marry me. How cool is that!! I really didn't think he was goin to do it.. can't wait to see what happens next

Saturday, December 4, 2004

some things never change
Mood:  irritated
Topic: what had happened was...
why is it that some things nevr change.. different person.. same situation. different person same issues. different person same disappointment.. ugh..

thas all i can say about it right now.

Monday, October 11, 2004

chocolate chips and coconut
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: ye yo - e. badu live
Topic: what had happened was...
I was feelin kinda blah as you know from the previous entry.. so I went to deals and walmart with my momma and decided I was gonna come home and make a biiig tub of cookie dough. When all else fails.. bake and call on Jesus.. between the two you're bound to feel better.

So I made this big old tub of chocolate chip n coconut cookie dough and baked a couple for me n weezie (my momma). She claim she on a diet but she was shole tryin to eat up all my cookies... i think next time imma make some toffee crunch ones.. If my Campbell's soup doenst hurry up and come back I might have a whole cookie dough factory.

but for real though.. i'm really feelin this song right now.. sumn about ms badu just soothes my soul and relaxes me. im glad i got music.. it's greeeaaat for stress relief, mood lifters, and chillin.. or dancin when im feelin silly. im gonna go talk 2 some folks.. i might be back

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

today is a special day.. not just any day
Mood:  special
Topic: what had happened was...
as you can see by the title, today is a special day. one year ago today my life changed in the most amazing way. I met the one my soul loves. I have only felt this way about one other person in my life, and honestly.. never thought I would feel anything close to it again. But after the very first conversation (about 4 hours worth)I knew there was something special happening.

it was like I had found the one person who really gets me, I don't have to explain myself, what I feel about certain things and why I feel that way. we can talk about aaaanything. it's refreshing, and exciting.. it's like you just fit together without any effort. You fit without trying to change one another or losing who you are .

I'm thankful for all that we've been through together, for all that I've learned and shared with him. and for the other friends I've made through him. It's been a great learning experience and a wonderful journey of spiritual and personal growth. I am overjoyed and at times overwhelmed at what has happened. this experience has increased my faith, taught me so so much about love and patience. More than anything that when you you find the one your soul loves... that love can withstand almost anything.

so today I say thank you Lord! for your many blessings and the people you've chosen to bring into my life.

to my Campbell's soup... thank you for loving me and allowing me to love u. you're a blessing and a gift. I love you, I miss you and I hope you get well soon.

Sunday, September 19, 2004

be careful of the stones you throw
Mood:  incredulous
Topic: what had happened was...
i went to a play with my mom today... hence the title of my entry.. it was wonderful.. OMG!! the story was great, and i bout shouted.. i laughed, i cried, i laughed some more, and about fell out.. the messages of the play were ones that everybody needs 2 hear. don't b so quick to judge, make sure you have yourself together. as the Bible says.. remove the beam from your eye b4 u try to get a speck out of somebody else's (paraphrasing yall but if ya wanna read it for yourself go to Matthew 7 or Luke 6). it was also sending a message about organ donation and how there is a serious lack minority donors. on that note.. i must say this, if you can give somebody an organ why not?? it's not gonna do you any good after you're dead & gone. it's just gonna return to dust. why not help someone else live?? don't be selfish when you can give someone a second chance at life or a better life.


moving on.. i wanna send out a special request. I'm asking every believer, every person who believes that prayer changes things, every child of the living God.. to say a special prayer for the young people. Satan has such a hold of the younger generation it hurts to even think about it. But pray.. every day for our young people and out loved ones that satan'd hold b loosed. that they my come running boldy to the throne of grace.. aiight im gone 4 now

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